As soon as my mother left, Feng Huo got up from the bed with a "Teng", and said energetically with his two eyes: "Feizi, I want to go to Rolling Stone at this time, maybe Lu Shuai will run to the leopard master! Now as soon as my eyes are closed, it is Lu Shuai with handcuffs and leg shackles! I really can't stand it..."

As he spoke, Feng Huo pulled a hair from his oily head, put it to his mouth and continued: "When you fainted in the afternoon, I counted the tickets left by Lu Shuai as all the money we have earned recently! That is to say, now Lu Shuai has not a dime in his pocket, and he ran away with handcuffs, except for Rolling Stone, I can't imagine where he will go..."

"Impossible!" I shook my head and said, "If Lu Shuai goes to Rolling Stone, Master Leopard, they will definitely have to tell us! By the way, who told you about Lu Shuai!"

"Scorpion, Scorpion called me! He also said that the people from the police station went to Rolling Stone to investigate." Feng Huo thought for a moment and replied.

"What do you mean?" I guessed that Feng Huo and I should basically agree on the same idea.

"I think Lu Shuai might go to Rolling Stones, for sure! He was able to escape from the police station because of the help of the leopard master! After all, he could escape under the supervision of two policemen with handcuffs! This thing sounds a little too terrifying!" Feng Huo nodded and said: "Whether Lu Shuai really escaped or was rescued! He needs to eat and live! He is our brother, so we must take care of it ourselves! Moreover, I am afraid that Lu Shuai will be used as a gunman! You don't know his character..."

"I'll go with you!" I nodded approvingly, and sat up from the bed to put on my shoes.

"No, you have to stay here, maybe there are no eyes outside staring at our house! Wang Meng was stabbed by Shuaizi, can his father, who was the deputy director, be easily let go? The most important thing is that your mother may come back when she will come! Shuaizi is right, take good care of the old lady, don't wait until you lose it to know how to cherish it! I don't care if I die!" Feng Huo shook his head firmly and rejected me bluntly.

"What bullshit! We're brothers! My mom is your mom... Shuaizi is already like this, Shaoke is still staying inside, I don't know when I will be able to come out, I am the only one left by my side! Don't leave me alone, okay?" I myself felt how helpless my tone was at this moment.

"Feizi! you won't be alone! I promise... But there are some things that must only be faced by one person! Such as dreaming, such as life and death! In fact, there is no such thing as this time, and I am also ready to be separated from you and Lu Shuai for a while! I may have to go back to Guangdong for a while, and a friend of my father has come out of prison! He was one of my father's most devout gunners back then! I was too weak, in Shuaizi's words, weak like a little chicken! I wanted to go back to exercise myself for a while! I just left temporarily... Trust me, I'll be back for sure!"

"Are you ready to leave?" For a while, I had a feeling that my brain was congested and everything was lost, and the brothers around me left one by one, and I was about to become a lonely person who was so barren again, and suddenly I found out how poor I was, so poor that I left Feng Huo and Lu Shuai in my life, and I actually had nothing.

"It's not leaving! I'm the same, and so is Lu Shuai! We're all just gathering momentum, Feizi! Believe me, there is no banquet in this world, but there are brothers who can drink together for the rest of their lives! I believe that we are the kind of brothers who can drink together for the rest of our lives! The temporary separation is for us to rise better in the future! You yourself need to come on! Don't wait until we all come back, you are still this dick, that is really enough to make people laugh!" Feng Huo stretched out his arm and gave me a big hug, then stretched out a fist and smiled: "Good brother, for life!" Although his eyes were already red when he spoke, and his tone was trembling and close to going out of tune, he tried his best to suppress his emotions.

I remember the first time I was on the roof of the No. 3 Middle School, at that time, Lu Shuai and Feng Huo were so free and happy to laugh, we were so ambitious and unstoppable!

"Good brother, for life!" I bit my lip hard, not letting tears come out of my eyes, I promised myself and secretly promised Lu Shuai that I would never shed a tear easily.

"I'm leaving, let's go for a walk around the Rolling Stones! Whether Lu Shuai is there or not, I'll leave directly! If Lu Shuai is here, I'll send you a message, if he's not talking, your phone won't ring! As for the Rolling Stones, I think I'll push it for the time being after you are discharged from the hospital! Although we used to use each other with Leopard Ye, now it's no longer equal to use each other! If you're alone, it's easy to be swallowed by that old Jianghu and there are no bones left! What do you say..." Feng Huo looked into my eyes and said after thinking about it.

"Well, I know it in my own heart! But you have to be careful when you run back to Guangdong alone..."I took out the stack of banknotes that Lu Shuai had stolen from under my pillow and stuffed it into Feng Huo.

Actually, the one I'm most afraid of is my so-called stepfather, but this time I didn't plan to let them know that I went back, and I didn't really show my fangs when I accumulated enough ability! Take back everything you owe me..."

"It's us!" I grabbed Feng Huo's palm, and the look on my face became extremely serious and determined, looking at Feng Huo and saying word by word.

"Well, it's us!" Feng Huo nodded, and after only pulling out four or five of the stacks of banknotes, he was afraid that the money would be stuffed back into my arms and explained: "I'm going back to learn art, not enjoying happiness! It's enough to leave some travel expenses! You and our mother need money even more! You have stopped a little during this time! Without us in front of you, you are actually more dangerous! There are too many people who need to be careful, Chen Hu, He Lei, Wang Meng, and even that Zhao Bing from Rolling Stone, these guys are not fuel-efficient lamps..."

From today onwards, I'll be tucking my head into my crotch! I haven't done less things before! Don't worry... I'll protect myself!" I sniffed and nodded my head emphatically, realizing that I was really not suitable for such a parting scene, and I couldn't control the sourness of my nose every time it came to such a time.

Do you know what wolf nature is? A person will either keep trying to make compromises, but once he learns to resist, he will be out of control again! This is the wolf nature in man's bones! Fighting is addictive, man is originally evolved from animals, and fighting is a way of survival in itself... You don't have to deliberately suppress yourself!Feizi, I believe you!I will definitely stand more firmly when we come back!" Feng Huo patted me on the shoulder and walked out the door directly.

In an instant, I was left alone in the empty room, and the feeling of weakness and weakness hit my whole body like a tide, and I looked back and forth at the whole ward in a daze, and a day ago there was Lu Shuai, Feng Huo, and even Bai Xiaodie. But now I am the only one left, and such a bloody bridge appears alive in my life.

At this moment, I wanted to raise my head and shout, but I couldn't shout, I was in pain like a fish in my throat, leaning on the iron railing of the hospital bed, curling up my legs and hugging them, my mind was ethereal, and I didn't understand what I was thinking.

Until my mother returned to the room with the fragrant food, I leaned against the head of the bed with my legs around the whole time, "Xiaofei, what's wrong?" Mom walked up to me and touched my head, and asked with a concerned face: "What about Xiao Feng? Mom stewed a pot of pork ribs! You two can eat more..."

"Mom! Do you say I'm a burden! Because of me, Shaoke was arrested, Lu Shuai became a fugitive, and Feng Huo also went back to his hometown to learn skills, in fact, I know that even if you don't say anything, I guessed it, if it weren't for my existence, you would definitely not live such a hard life from 9 to 5! The sixth uncle kept calling you sister-in-law, I guess that father I had never met must be an unusual character!" I looked at my mother who was eagerly putting me soup in the bowl and asked in a low voice.

After my mother's palm holding the bowl was obviously stunned for a moment, she put the soup bowl on the bedside table, turned around and touched my cheek, and whispered comfortingly, "Silly child, you are not a burden! You are the only motivation for your mother to survive in this world! And where in this world are there so many ifs, about your father's affairs, I don't want to hide it from you! I don't think I should hide it from you! I used to think you were too young, every time I cried and shouted to ask me why other little friends have fathers, when you didn't, my mother's heart was not better than yours at all." Mom's voice became a little choked as she spoke...

"Mom, if you don't want to say it, you don't need to say it! Anyway, after so many years, the word dad is originally a joke in my mind! Yes and no, there is not much difference!" I couldn't help but be a little annoyed by the tone of my voice just now, especially looking at the subtle wrinkles on my mother's forehead who went out to sell vegetables early for the sake of myself, and I regretted it even more.

"There's nothing I want to say, in fact, what I want to say is very simple!" Mom wiped the corners of her eyes, squeezed out a smile and sat down in front of me and said: "Your dad is a good man! He is also the only person my mother loves in this life! But his life does not allow women to drag him back, and I don't want you to be affected to embark on the same path as him! Now you are still fighting and scolding people! Mom can actually understand it, the rebellious period! I also came from that time, but Mom's only requirement for you is not to be allowed to mix in society! Resolutely not allowed, even if we are poor and miserable! But what my mother wants is very simple, just a healthy and safe you! Promise me, okay?"

Looking at my mother's expectant face, I bit my lip and finally nodded gently.