The inn in the wasteland is not a hotel in the real sense, at most it can only be regarded as a mud house with walls on four sides, and it is a blessing to have an earthen house sheltered from the wind and rain in this deserted place where there are more wild animals than people.

Gao Shan squatted quietly beside the bed, waiting for Qin Si'er's anger to melt. He was the one who caused the tragic experience of Xiao Dorjee's family, and he should not be angry with her. He knew that he had done something wrong, that he shouldn't have yelled at her, that he shouldn't have given her a look, and that he shouldn't have told her anything about her.

Gao Shan gently pushed the bulging 'little mountain bag' on the bed, but the bulging 'little mountain bag' ignored him, so he leaned over and whispered above her head.

"Asleep?"

"Still angry?"

"It's my asshole. ”

But the people on the bed still ignored him, and Gao Shan didn't know what to do, so he simply climbed into the bed and lay behind her, holding her tightly in his arms through the quilt.

"I was wrong. ”

Finally, the person lying in his arms moved, and a smile appeared on Gao Shan's face.

A dull voice came from the quilt: "Then you say, where are you wrong?" ”

Seeing that there were signs of reconciliation, Gao Shan immediately turned over on the bed to face her, and then reached out and carefully lifted the quilt she was covering.

Qin Si'er quietly looked at him in front of him, looking at it without blinking, his eyes deep and deep.

She suddenly found that she was also very traditional, and when she met love, she looked forward to love blossoming and bearing fruit.

For no reason, Qin Si'er wanted to know a result, she wanted to know how he would react when he learned that she had abandoned everything and went to Golmud to find him. However, she was timid, she was afraid to hear answers that she did not want to hear. She Qin Si'er is not afraid of heaven and earth, but now she is afraid.

The fear of familiarity in her heart came back to her heart, this fear came from the fear of the future, which she worried about on the way back to Golmud on the way to Rongcheng.

She was afraid that she would not find him, and she was afraid that if she found him, he would not accept her. Now it seems that all the things she feared have come true.

His behavior in the hospital was like a knife stabbing into her heart, if she took her current state of mind to face that reality, she Qin Si'er would also be a deserter, because now, like those who fell in love, began to suffer from gains and losses, and there was no room for sand.

"Si'er, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have given you a look, I shouldn't have lost my temper at you, I shouldn't have made you angry, I shouldn't ignore you, it's all my fault. Don't be mad at me, okay?"

"You can look at people's faces. ”

Qin Si'er stared at him, and when Gao Shan was about to think that her anger was gone, Qin Si'er said in a low voice: "Gao Shan, I just thought about a lot of things in the quilt, do you want to listen?"

Gao Shan was silent, looking at Qin Si'er, who was secretive, he was a little unable to adapt.

"Gao Shan, perhaps, the wrong person is not you, it's me. Qin Si'er stared at Gao Shan, his eyes without a trace of impurities made her feel a little unbearable.

Suddenly, Gao Shan was frightened by her cold expression, and his heart was full of ups and downs, and he immediately panicked. Such a Qin Si'er makes him scared and makes him afraid.

"I don't listen, don't say it, Qin Si'er. Gao Shan held her tightly in his arms, his chin pressed tightly against her forehead, obviously holding the person in his arms, but he found that she was getting farther and farther away from him.

Qin Si'er was motionless, and said lightly: "Gao Shan, maybe we should all calm down......"

As soon as the words came out, he was interrupted by Gao Shan: "Si'er, don't say it, don't say what I don't want to hear." ”

Gao Shan was completely panicked, he was afraid to hear her say that she was going to leave and give up.

"Si'er, don't say it. Gao Shan murmured. "From now on, I will never yell at you again, never make you angry again, will you forgive me?"

"Forgiveness?" Qin Si'er smiled lowly. "It's not that yet, so I can't talk about forgiveness or forgiveness. ”

Gao Shan was confused by Qin Si'er's words. He was in a hurry, he panicked, he sat up from the bed and dragged her up, he held her head in both hands, and forced her to look him in the eye. "Qin Si'er, what do you mean by 'not getting to that point', you fucking made it clear to me today!"

Qin Si'er raised her eyebrows and chuckled, she had already said something like 'there will be her in the future' yesterday, she thought she had said it very clearly, but as a result, this bastard didn't remember a word in her heart.

She swept away his hand with one palm, straightened her back, and made eye contact with him. "I'm not the only one who wants to make it clear, you make it clear, what the hell are you going crazy for no reason?" Qin Si'er roared cleanly, leaving him the slightest room to retreat.

"Gao Shan, you want to have fun, I'm afraid you can't afford it. ”

Gao Shan held her shoulders with both hands, his eyes flashing with anger, he was so distracted by Qin Si'er's words that he realized the key point in Qin Si'er's words. "Qin Si'er, are you playing with me?"

"Don't you also have the mentality of having fun?" Qin Si'er pushed back. But in the face of Gao Shan's frank questioning, she couldn't tell that she was angry with that unwarranted child.

"Which eye did you see me playing with you? From beginning to end, you forced your way into my world, and you said I was playing with you?" Gao Shan was choked by him. "I'm crazy, I'm going to chase you from Golmud to Shuanghu to play with you? Yes, I admit that the hospital's behavior is my fault, and I have a hard time. ”

"Bitterness, what hardship?" Qin Si'er was happy in her heart, it turned out that she was suffering from gains and losses, but the evil fire in the hospital, she tried to suppress it for a long time, but she couldn't suppress it, so she chose to continue to leave silently, she saw him without warning yesterday, all her grievances against him were drowned out by excitement and excitement, since he mentioned it today, she was bound to ask clearly, this is what he owes her, and he must pay it back.

Takayama suddenly fell silent.

Qin Si'er's anger came up slowly, she pushed him away with all her might, and kicked him violently, Gao Shan was defenseless, and he stumbled out of bed, and suddenly there was an immediate sound.

"Are you dumb, aren't you?" Qin Si'er stood on the eaves of the bed and looked at him condescendingly. "Or do you think we're in a One Night Stand relationship, and you don't bother to talk about it, and I'm not qualified to listen to it?"

Gao Shan was smashed to the ground, and when he heard her words, he didn't care about the pain, and hurriedly stood up and leaned over. He knew that maybe it was his actions in the hospital that had made her a bird of scare. "No, Qin Si'er. ”

He threw his arm around her, resting his head on her chest, and could hear her pounding heartbeat.

If he wanted to keep her around, he would have to be absolutely honest with her. After a long time, he took a deep breath and said slowly. "Whatever you want to know, I'll tell you. ”

Qin Si'er felt that the person in her arms stiffened, presumably making a difficult choice, but her heart retreated, her aggressive behavior was tantamount to tearing his wounds.

"I have a younger sister, 10 years younger than me, named Gao Yu, who is the pistachio of the whole family, who suddenly disappeared less than two years after I joined the army. My parents were married privately and were expelled from the house by my grandfather, so when my parents found my grandfather's house, my grandfather refused to see him, delaying the key time to find someone, and then my uncle stood up and finally found a clue, my uncle took my parents to Rongcheng, and then on the way back, collided with the car on the highway, and the car was destroyed and killed. When something like this happened, I hated my grandfather, and later I learned that my uncle was able to stand up, it was my grandfather's instructions, and my grandfather just hated her for being a ruthless daughter, and he didn't go home for more than ten years, and he loved my mother after all, so I didn't hate it. ”

"What happened later?" Qin Si'er quietly hugged him and let him lean quietly in his arms.

"My grandfather was in a high position, and his son was the successor he cultivated, and such a blow made him have the idea of retreating, and the tree fell and scattered, and his followers gradually worshiped others. After my grandfather retired, he fell ill like a mountain, and his health was not as good as before. In the hospital, he told me that when my uncle was looking for Gao Yu, he found a criminal gang of human trafficking in the black market, and nearly 20 people died in the car accident, but it was simply characterized as a traffic accident, my grandfather guessed that they were hacked, and the police who investigated the case were all gone, which confirmed his speculation, after I learned about this matter, I wanted to retire from the army, and I did not hesitate to retire from the army by taking advantage of illness, but I did not expect this matter to be known by my grandfather, my grandfather's condition worsened, and it didn't take long to leave。 ”

Hearing this, Qin Si'er understood that this man was afraid of implicating her. How can she be so loved?

"I'm burdened with the blood debt of my parents, and I'm afraid that I won't have time to love you, and I'm afraid that I won't have the ability to protect you, so when everything is in time, I'd rather exchange a short pain for a long one. ”

"Then why did you figure it out again?" Qin Si'er pursed her lips and smiled.

"Who told me to meet a woman who is a laipi, and I can't shake it off if I want to. Gao Shan hugged her tightly. "Qin Si'er, thank you for coming to me. ”

Qin Si'er pulled him out of her arms, holding his face with both hands, and looking at him with a pair of eyes.

She smiled lightly and told him with a domineering and determined face.

"Gao Shan, I told you yesterday, you are not alone, you still have me, this sentence, I will say it again today, no matter what is the sea of swords and fires around you, I will never give up, do you understand? ”

"Good. Gao Shan smiled at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows. A force carried her out of bed, and she wrapped her around his waist, and the whole person hung on top of him. Her head was lowered, and cold lips fell on his warm lips.