Chapter 23: Where is the Hope?

"Damn! Damn!

Tomoki's hand hit the ground deeply, and the ground seemed to shake, and Tomoki's hands were covered with blood. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

How ironic?

I also think that as long as I work hard, I will be able to find a solution. Now it seems, is it my own mistake?

Could it be that he really doesn't have the ability to resist?

Thinking of this, Tomoki couldn't help but tears flowing from his eyes.

What scared him was not the roots of being Tuan Zang's subordinates. It's that I put in so much effort, and I'm still a loser!

A complete loser!

Damn it!

Could it be that it is wrong to say that he disobeyed his mother's words and came to Konoha?

Tomoki seemed to have lost all the meaning of his efforts, stood up blankly, and walked towards Konoha Hospital.

Along the way, all pedestrians saw it. That red-haired genius is now a decadent look.

"What's wrong with him?"

"Maybe defeated, right?"

"Maybe it's because I found that my talent has reached a bottleneck. ”

"That's ...... so"

"But it's a little unbearable for such a lovely child to look like this. ”

"Whatever, who let him get so close to that kid. ”

The people talked about it for a moment and walked away.

Tomoki, who once attracted much attention because of Konoha's most special hair color and strong talent, is just worth talking about once.

Tomoki listened to these words, but he still couldn't arouse half of his touch.

His whole person has no meaning, why bother with those things.

It seems like a long time has passed, and it seems to have arrived in an instant. Tomoki walked to the hospital like this, without half noticing.

"Hello, little friend, where are your parents?" a nurse asked worriedly when she saw Tomoki, who had blood on his hands, and ran over to him.

Parents?

My father had died in battle, and my mother could not be found.

Tomoki suddenly felt that after living for so long, he really looked like a helpless child again.

The world showed its cruel face to him.

Seeing that Tomoki didn't answer, the nurse became even more worried.

"Well, if you don't pay the money, you can't be treated. ”

Can't be treated?

Tomoki smiled bitterly, it seems that he is really meaningless. Although he put a lot of money in his pocket.

But he turned away and prepared to get out of here. He didn't even know what he was doing here.

If you bleed too much and die, it would be a very good ending, right?

It's better than being under Tuan Zang and going against your own heart. Do something you don't like, kill someone you shouldn't kill.

Even Tomoki wondered what if Danzou asked him to assassinate Miyo again?

Assassinate your own friend, what should you do?

Even if he wasn't allowed to do this, Tomoki felt that he couldn't do it to kill those innocent people.

The Uchiha clan, except for Sasuke, were all killed. There are also many underage children among them.

How innocent are they?

So, let yourself die like this.

Anyway, it was an accident that I appeared in this world.

Maybe the world would be a better place without itself, right?

"Wait a minute!"

Tomoki turned around and suddenly saw the young female nurse trotting over with a medical kit.

Then she grabbed her right hand, which was covered in blood, and began to process it with alcohol.

"Children, you must endure the pain. I don't know, how did you do this. ”

Tomoki was a little surprised, and asked in surprise, "Didn't I not pay?"

I saw the nurse smile sweetly and said, "Don't worry, this is the big sister's own medical kit." But my big sister is just a trainee nurse, so if it hurts you, I'll say sorry first. ”

This......

Tomoki suddenly felt a warmth in his heart, she was really a simple girl, and she was so kind.

Couldn't help but ask, Tomoki suddenly wanted to ask, "Big sister, then what should you do when you encounter something that you can't solve?"

"Unsolvable? What kind of unsolvable is it?"

Tomoki replied lightly, "Choose to live, but you have to go against your will." chose to die, and was unwilling. ”

Tomoki said it, but he didn't expect the nurse in front of him to give him an answer. He just wanted someone to talk to.

When China Hoshino heard Tomoki's question, she couldn't help but be stunned, thinking to herself why this kid was asking such a deep question, and suddenly it occurred to her that he might have learned a line from a manga. So he said,

"Well, it's not good to read too many comics. However, if it were me, I would still choose to live, and as long as I live, there is hope, right? I will always find a way not to go against my will. ”

Tomoki was stunned, and China Hoshino's voice reached his ears, and it seemed to be extraordinarily sweet.

As soon as he lowered his head, he found that during the period of time he was thinking, his right hand had actually been bandaged.

"That's it!Little brother, next time you're injured again, you'll come to my sister!" said Hoshino with a sweet smile.

Tomoki thought for a moment, then asked, "Big sister, can I learn medical ninjutsu from you these days?"

"No, healing is a very serious matter. ”

Tomoki shook his head, "I just have to watch from the sidelines, of course, it would be better if the eldest sister could teach me medical ninjutsu." ”

This, China Hoshino hesitated. In fact, as a trainee nurse, the medical treatment she can participate in is very simple.

In this way, this child's request is not particularly excessive?

Or just promise him? After all, he looks so pitiful.

"Well, well, as long as you have free time, you can come to me. But I don't have time to play with you, and my medical skills are terrible. ”

Tomoki shook his head and said, "It's okay, big sister is the best! ”

"Okay, let me introduce myself, my name is China Hoshino! ”

"I'm Tomoki Uzumaki, so please take care of my big sister!"

After speaking, the two looked at each other and smiled. Then, Tomoki left the place.

At sunset, there is even a sense of time.

"China, I've told you everything. Don't be so kind, if everyone doesn't pay. Our hospitals won't be able to survive. When the time comes, there will be more questions. An older nurse, after seeing Tomoki leave, said to China Hoshino.

China Hoshino nodded as if she was being criticized, raised her head and looked in the direction where Tomoki had left, but showed an innocent smile and said, "However, that kid is like my younger brother." A stubborn brother, isn't that also very cute?"

Dragging a long shadow, Tomoki took his bandaged hand and headed to the next location he had planned. Only this time, his heart is no longer confused.

There will be a way to go!

ps: As usual, I ask for recommendations, and there is also the problem of the cover, which has been done. It's just that it didn't go up at the same time.