Chapter 76: I Finally Lost Her

"You don't love me, haven't you ever had a slight?haven't you had a moment?" Situ Yi didn't want to believe it, how could he not feel it at all after holding on for so long?

"Nope. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]" Xia Youyi said firmly.

"Impossible, it's been four years, it's impossible that you don't feel anything at all, right?" Situ Yi didn't want to believe this fact, and said with some excitement.

"If you don't love, you don't love, even if it's ten years, I won't love, I'll give you an example, you said to me at the time, let me be your girlfriend for a week, when you get close to me and want to kiss me, I feel very awkward and uncomfortable, but when facing Ouyang Luo, I haven't done this, I think, this is the biggest resistance in my heart, you believe it, you don't believe it, I said so, it's true, Situ Yi, if you love me, let me go." Xia Youyi took Situ Yi's hand and said very seriously.

Situ Yi raised his head and looked into Xia Youyi's eyes, and there was a moment of silence.

"Let me go. Xia Youyi begged in a low voice.

"If I let you go, will you be happy?" Situ Yi asked as he looked at Xia Youyi.

"If you insist on letting me go, I may really not be happy, my Xia Youyi's happiness is on my own, and it has nothing to do with others, no matter what you think, I think so, Situ Yi, you once said to me, as long as I am happy, you feel enough, please this time, be content, I will be happy by myself, not with you." Xia Youyi persevered.

Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi's eyes, Xia Youyi didn't speak, it's true, she just doesn't love you, even if you are by her side, she feels that it is a burden, thinking of this, Situ Yi said very seriously: "Is it that if I let you go, you will feel happy? Is it my love, let you go, do you think this is life? Is it Ouyang Luo can give you so, I can't give it to you?"

"Yes. Xia Youyi said very firmly.

"It's the first time you've been so determined. Situ Yi said directly.

"For the first time, I hope that you are real, really let me go. Xia Youyi said very seriously.

"Good. After Situ Yi got up, he walked to the door, Xia Youyi looked at Situ Yi's back, he didn't know what to say for a while, he hesitated for a long time, he still turned around, and said in a low voice: "Can you accompany me in the end?" It's raining outside, in fact, I've always fantasized about being able to walk in the rain with you?"

Xia Youyi hesitated, but finally stood up and said, "Okay, then let's walk in the rain." ”

The two didn't have umbrellas, so they walked quietly in the rain, Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi in the rain, this is the woman he has loved for so many years, this is the woman he has always wanted to protect, this is the woman he and his brother turned against each other and loved to the bones, and now, they are about to break up, and they don't need him to guard them anymore.

"Stupid woman, this kind of rain, don't you know that you will get sick in the rain?" Ouyang Luo's voice came from behind him, Xia Youyi and Situ Yi had not yet reacted, Ouyang Luo directly took off his clothes and draped them on Xia Youyi's head, Situ Yi looked at the two of them, didn't say a word, turned around and left quickly.

"I told him. Xia Wei said faintly.

"What did you say?" Ouyang Luo asked puzzled.

Xia Youyi quickly hugged Ouyang Luo, and said in a choked voice: "Say thank you to him for all these years of love, I know, I'm hurting him, but I don't love him, that moment is hurt, the pain is not as good as the short pain, I can only do this." ”

Situ Yi was tired of walking, he stood in place, weak, looking at the people coming and going, he felt that he was suddenly tired, and suddenly felt that no matter how much effort he tried, it was all wasted, and he really had no strength, but a place that could not be stopped, he took steps and walked again, but he didn't know why, so he came here.

Situ Yi stood in place and arrived home, but he didn't want to go home, because there was no one at home, it was empty, he seemed more lonely, he stood in the rain, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and his heart was getting colder and colder.

With such a heavy rain, Leng Qiu didn't know why she came out, and walked to such a familiar place, she smiled bitterly, Leng Qiu, you have been hurt so deeply? Why can you still insist like this? Is it because of some of his words today? In your opinion, those words are true? Don't be stupid, no matter what he says, it is all false, and in his heart, there is only Xia Youyi.

Leng Qiu raised her head, and saw the man in front of her, stunned, how could he be in the rain? She took a step and wanted to go to the front, but in the end she held back, she stood there quietly, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she couldn't hold on a little bit.

Finally, Leng Qiu couldn't help it, she walked over and gently covered the umbrella with Situ Yi, Situ Yi raised his head in confusion, looked at the umbrella, and then turned his head, and saw Leng Qiu in front of him, he said bitterly: "Is it a dream? Or is it a hallucination?"

"What's wrong with you?" Leng Qiu asked puzzled.

"Heaven has retribution. Situ Yi said suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Leng Qiu asked.

"Once I hurt you like this, I told you that I don't love you, I asked you to leave me, I begged you to let me go, and now this kind of thing has happened to me, I thought I loved Xia Youyi with all my might, Xia Youyi will always see my good, I often think, even a trace of favorability, I feel content, I think, she was willing to elope with me because she loved me, and now I know, just because of helplessness, even if she said it herself, I don't want to admit it, but today she looked at me, so I have to believe, I didn't know the pain before, now I know the pain, I know the pain, I know your pain。 Situ Yi said bitterly.

"Situ Yi. Leng Qiu shouted in a low voice.

"I really love her, love her to the point of losing you. Situ Yi said, I don't know if it was tears or rain on his face.

"It's over, isn't it?" Leng Qiu said.

"I can't get by. Situ Yi said with a smile.

"If you don't love it, you don't love it, it's useless to work hard, in the end it's all disgusting, let Xia Youyi go, maybe you all have a different tomorrow, Situ Yi, go back, don't torture yourself like this, you know, even if you are sick, she won't come to see you, this is not love, you don't use pity to win, in the end it is really pitiful." Leng Qiu said.

"I'm fine, I just want to be more sober, it's raining so hard, you're not well, go back, don't make yourself sick." Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu's eyes and said.

"Situ Yi. Leng Qiu shouted.