Chapter 397: Heart Knot
Hu Qin went on to say:
"In the face of the cold eyes of the villagers and the difficulties of making a living, I can understand my father's indifference and even disgust towards me.
So I kept forbearance since I was a child, and then disguised myself to make myself look strong and confident on the surface, and to make myself as strong as a boy.
Until one day...... As I tried to stay alive, I found that something was wrong, and it all started when you disappeared from my life.
Because no matter how hard and tired I am, as long as I go to that rock, there will be a gentle big sister who will always comfort me and remind me that I am a girl...... But you disappeared without saying a word.
Now, can you tell me what happened?"
Ah Yan's eyes kept squinting guiltily, and Hu Qin told as Ah Yan seemed to be immersed in memories.
Then Ah Yan slowly moved his eyes back to Huqin:
"You were in a high-pressure environment for too long and couldn't get rid of it, and you ended up hallucinating Huqin. ”
"Hallucinations, you mean I'm crazy?"
"When you're on the verge of madness, you start to have cranky thoughts that can't bear the pressure, and then you have some hallucinations that are comparable to reality. ”
"What the hell is that golden eye?!" Hu Qin asked again.
Ah Yan shook his head regretfully:
"Let me tell you everything, Huqin,
In this world, there is actually no Golden Eye, and Golden Eye is a creature that you imagined in a half-crazy state, including the son of the county lord's family who has a strange disease, and the bounty of Golden Eye.
At first, I didn't understand what you were talking about alone on that jutting rock, sometimes crying and laughing, sometimes dancing.
Once you're back to normal, you seem to forget everything that happened and go home as if nothing happened.
This state lasted for about seven or eight days, and during this time, I worried about you and guarded you every day in a place where you can't see. Until, for the last time, you went crazy in a daze, and you jumped off the rocks into the sea!
I really didn't understand what was wrong with you, and of course I wanted to find out what was wrong with you, so I hurried down to the sea to find you.
It was a stormy day, and by the time I struggled to find you, you were almost out of breath. The serpent said to me that you can't do it, let me make a decision quickly.
The serpent told me to either return the body to your home, or take you into the urn while you still had your last breath.
I looked down while you were still breathing, asking if you wanted to go back and see your parents one last time, but you just kept calling a name.
The name is Golden Eye.
I wonder who Golden-Eye is, and wonder what you've been thinking about all these days. So I made a quick decision...... It's a selfish decision for you.
I don't want you to suffer the cold eyes of the whole village and your parents anymore, and I don't want you to die for no reason, the only way to save you at that time is to bring your consciousness into the urn.
So I took you into the urn without any pretensions.
Once your consciousness is in, I don't know where you're going to be scattered.
So, I asked the giant serpent whose body had turned into a three-legged city to keep an eye on your movements. If I find you near the Three-legged City, I must take you to the Actress Palace to wait for me as soon as possible.
Later, according to the report of the giant snake, not only did you not find you in the three-legged city, but in the barren ocean area outside the original three-legged city, you were suddenly occupied by a group of sea creatures that had never seen it before!
At that time, because Omam was in a fishing village, I didn't go into the urn myself.
But when I found out about it, I immediately ordered another giant serpent left in the world to go into the urn and find out.
The serpent says it has spotted you in the sea and said you were battling a strange dolphin.
When I heard that, I realized what had happened to you.
The grievances and pressures that have accumulated over the years have left you with the illusion that you are longing for relief and looking for a way out.
The struggle against fate has become your inner demon, you imagine fate as a strange dolphin, defeat it, and you will be able to soar away from this miserable fate.
Defeat it and you'll lose it.
But in real life, after all, there is no dolphin that can change your fate, you can only imagine it in your head, and over time you will become enchanted and become half-asleep.
Later, the serpent takes you to the Three-Legged City, and you begin a brief wandering life in the Three-Legged City. You met the plaice, and the plaice left you, and then you took the power of life and death in the three-legged city, and then developed into the current situation.
The dolphin in the urn was imagined by Huqin, and after you ruled the three-legged city, probably in order to continue to take revenge on fate, you provoked hatred between the people and the dolphins.
The body of the giant snake turned into a three-legged city, and the three-legged city of Akari was jointly ruled by the golden crow and the giant snake. But in fact, the golden crow with a free body is the real power.
There are endless possibilities in the urn, so the situation is changing all the time.
One day, the power of the three-legged golden crow was suddenly and inexplicably withdrawn, and he fell into a long-term coma, and the affairs of the three-legged city gradually shifted to Hu Qin.
The giant snake was found by the crucian Lingchuan with another identity other than me, until I completely entered the urn, and the three identities merged with each other, and it became the perfect crucian Lingchuan.
…… It's such a huqin, everything you want to figure out, everything is because of your imagination.
I originally planned to give you a new free life to bring you into the urn, but the creation of people, coupled with the restlessness of the giant serpent, finally made you live a restless life even if you entered the urn.
Ay......
This is also to blame me, indulging in my own miserable fate and not being able to extricate myself, causing negligence in you.
If I don't merge with the two of them to form a carp Lingchuan, and be able to appear in front of your eyes as soon as possible with the true identity of Ah Yan, maybe today, you and the jade flounder are already envious of the mandarin duck and not the immortal. ”
"No, there is still my responsibility here, I shouldn't live up to Huqin's affection, it was I who made her feel disheartened and lonely, so she disguised herself thickly!"
"Enough!"
Huqin was hysterical, and Ah Yan and Jade Flounder were silent and didn't dare to speak.
Man Shengsheng bit his lip, on the one hand, he was glad that although his fate was not optimistic, the bad impact had not really been reflected. No, if Xiao Ju's efforts are successful, Man Shengsheng will be able to escape his fate.
On the other hand, Man Shengsheng thought that Huqin was a little "self-inflicted", although it was excusable, but his personality was indeed too two-faced and domineering.
But what happened to Hu Qin is not completely bad, after all, she has power, and she has used power to do wrong, and there are two people who will not give up on her and think about her wholeheartedly.
Hu Qin glared at Jade Flounder and Ah Yan, but very deliberately. She finally had a clear answer, and the knot in her heart should be untied.