024 Is it so hard to admit that you are moved?
The Kampot family lives in a pastoral area far away from the people, and still maintains the custom of living by water and grass, moving pastures according to the season, and living a simple and simple nomadic life, with women and men having their own busy work, and children also having their own work. During the day, under the blue sky and white clouds, or singing melodious and high-pitched pastoral songs in the pasture, or chasing pikas with wooden arrows on their backs, and at night, under the starry sky, accompanied by fragrant butter tea, sweet barley wine, fatty and tender barbecue, lighting a bonfire and dancing.www.biquge.info So when night fell, a blazing bonfire was lit around the black tent, and fat hares were sizzling over the fire.
The people gathered around the fire, and the light of the fire warmed the people. Kampot was turning the pika on the fire rack and roasting it carefully, while Baima was sorting out the fox skins on the side, trying to make a hat for Qin Si'er. Pubu and Medo danced around the fire, and Tashi snorted to the beat. And the lively little Dorjee chased after his mastiff, running happily by the fire, and singing happily as he ran.
On the golden shuttlecock,
With colorful feathers,
Blue feathers like blue sky,
It is the feathers of the cuckoo bird;
White feathers like conch,
It is the feathers of the croissant;
Red feathers like flames,
It is the feathers of the red rooster;
Green feathers like turquoise,
It is the feathers of a clever parrot;
Yellow feathers like gold,
It is the feathers of a golden yellow duck.
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Except for the movement they made, the snow-white earth was silent, and occasionally the chirping of birds could be heard, which seemed crisp and pleasant in the dark night. Qin Si'er sat alone under the wind horse flag in the distance, facing the night wind, looking up at the starry sky. At this time, the sky is glowing with blue-purple halo, and the distant Milky Way seems to be hanging on the snow-capped mountains in the distance, within reach.
Gao Shan, who was sitting next to the fire, quietly looked at Qin Si'er in the distance. At night in the wasteland, the cold was biting, even if there was a sheepskin jacket given by Baima to protect against the cold, it was still cold and shivering. That woman is just doing, her health is not good, and she is still standing at the mouth of the wind and blowing the cold wind, who is she doing?
This complex and changeable woman made him tired of coping, he should not have such a beautiful and bewitching woman in his life, if he could do it all over again, he would definitely not stand in the snow on that night in Tanggula Mountain. If they hadn't been standing in the snow, nothing would have happened behind this. He still has a lot of things to do for him, and the focus of his life shouldn't be on her.
But when he saw the lonely back in the wind, his heart drifted into the distance. He thought of the phone call she had unintentionally answered in Tanggula Mountain Town, and he also thought of her insistence on going to Shuanghu to find paradise, and he felt a trace of compassion for her, although she was a hedgehog, stinging people at any time, but he would still be reluctant and distressed.
Unconsciously, he grabbed the sheepskin jacket on the side, reflected the firelight, stepped on the snow, walked over, raised his hand, and the sheepskin jacket flew out and covered her head steadily.
"I'm frostbitten, but no one will care about you!" Gao Shan said coldly. "Qin Si'er, don't be so humble, and win the sympathy of people everywhere. ”
"Since you don't care, then what are you doing here?" Qin Si'er tore off the sheepskin jacket covering her head and turned her head to stare at him. Gao Shan was embarrassed, and when he turned around and was about to leave, he heard her say slowly.
"Do you know the constellations?" Qin Si'er looked up at the starry sky again. Slowly stood up, the lonely back made people's hearts tremble. She suddenly reached out and pointed to the northern sky.
"That's Cassiopeia, the M-shaped constellation. Draw a line north starting from the V shape in the middle of the M to find the North Star. ”
"You still study constellations?" Takayama was curious, standing side by side with her, looking up at the night sky.
Such a night sky made him feel calm.
"Have you heard the legend of Cassiopeia?" Qin Si'er muttered to herself, and then continued. "Legend has it that Cassiopeia is the incarnation of Cassiopaya, the queen of King Kefus of Ethiopia. Because the queen often boasted in front of the people that she and her daughter were the most beautiful women in the world, even Neriedes, the daughter of the sea king, which angered the sea king, and the sea god sent a sea monster to the coast of Ethiopia to cause trouble and harm the people. The king and queen had to sacrifice their beloved daughter to the king of the sea, but fortunately they were saved by the hero Perseus. Later, both the king and queen ascended to the celestial realm and became constellations. The queen was so arrogant in heaven that she became Cassiopeia and still raised her hands and bent down in repentance, and circled the North Pole, begging for forgiveness for her ignorance. ”
Qin Si'er muttered, his eyes were deep and empty, his face was hesitant, and he looked a little trance.
Takayama listened quietly from the sidelines. He didn't understand what she meant by this at this point. This woman's mind jumped so fast that he couldn't keep up.
"Will all unintentional mistakes be forgiven?" Qin Si'er suddenly turned his head to look at Gao Shan, which caught Gao Shan off guard, and his burning eyes didn't have time to retract, and all fell on her eyes.
"As long as it's sincere. "Takayama also looks at the starry sky. "The Buddha is watching from heaven. ”
Qin Si'er was silent and silent.
"Buddha Master?" Qin Si'er stared at Gao Shan's side face. "You seem to believe in him. ”
"It's faith!"
"In the vast sea of people, there are so many people who have asked for the Buddha, is the Buddha Lord and his old man busy coming?" Qin Si'er laughed at himself.
"Sincerity is spirit. Like you said the queen. ”
"I still have Long Zeling!" Qin Si'er sneered.
"Since you don't believe it, then what legend of Cassiopeia do you believe? Gao Shan looked her in the eye, this woman was a man with a story, he was sure and sure.
"People must be brave in life, learn from the queen, learn from her reflection, learn from her to make amends, don't blindly escape. Don't look up to the sky, don't bow down to the earth, just ask for a clear conscience. Gao Shan understands that she Qin Si'er is a deserter, a deserter who runs away with her tail between her legs when she does something wrong.
"Just have a clear conscience?" Qin Si'er muttered to himself. The damage has been done, as if it is difficult to break the mirror, how can she have a clear conscience?
"You and I are mortals, don't put shackles on yourself, lock yourself in a fence and cocoon yourself. Gao Shan sighed, and when he told her, he also told himself.
"It's dangerous here, there will be wolves, go back. Gao Shan turned around and left, he was incredulous at his actions. But what he can be sure of is that he can no longer see her as a stranger.
"Alpine. Qin Si'er called him, and he stopped.
"Do you have a woman?" she asked, and he didn't look back.
Such a night is intoxicating, and in this case, it is confusing.
"Let's go back. ”
"I've got a crush on you. Qin Si'er suddenly roared loudly behind him.
The stiff back of the mountain stiffened suddenly, like a thunderbolt from the sky, making him unable to move. How can there be such an open-mouthed, heroic and unrestrained woman?
Gao Shan turned around, his lotus-like eyes were deep and clear, and his face was so determined that people couldn't see the slightest flaw. "But I'm not interested in you, what should I do?"
"One day, you will be planted in my hands. Qin Si'er was sure.
"Why are you?"
"You care about me!" Qin Si'er smiled at the corner of her mouth.
"I also care about Tashi's life and death. ”
"You can't bear me!"
"Cats and dogs die next to me, and I can't bear it. ”
"You hugged me!"
"I also hugged Xiao Duoji. ”
"Gao Shan, don't forget, it was you who came out of the line first and touched me!"
"It was an accident!" Gao Shan's face was a little ugly.
"Takayama, you have feelings for me!"
"Men have feelings when they see women. ”
"Takayama, you're a fucking man and admit it. Qin Si'er pressed forward step by step.
Gao Shan was silent at this time, his eyes moved to her face, but he did not dare to look her eyes. In the end, he was defeated, walked with steps, and left without a trace.
Gao Shan strode away, and Qin Si'er followed slowly, and he was slandering in his heart: Is it so difficult for this timid man to admit that he is moved?
"Gao Shan, Si'er, come and taste this fat pika. Kampot beckoned them. Qin Si'er sat on one side, while Gao Shan sat far away at the other end, separated by a raging fire, and no one could see who clearly.