Just thinking about such a thing, my own body has begun to tremble, I am afraid, afraid that something will happen to Xiaoyue, but I can't do anything about it, this feeling is the most terrible, the most terrible thing is that you know that the crisis is by your side, but you have no way at all.

Soon I shook my head and let myself give up this idea, because no matter what I thought about now, it was meaningless, and I could only call Zheng Jiayue's phone over and over again, hoping that she would turn on the phone, hoping to hear her voice.

I even called Xiao Kai a lot more, and I even thought that if he could answer the phone, I could admit my mistake to him or something, as long as he didn't hurt Zheng Jiayue, as long as he didn't do anything out of the ordinary.

However, the phone between the two of them never turned on, which made me extremely scared.

And the train wasn't going very fast, I kept an eye on the time, and it felt like it was slowing down.

I hope to be able to go to Shenyang soon, to find Zheng Jiayue immediately, even if I don't have a clue now, even if I don't know where they are.

I kept standing like this on the train, and when I got tired of standing I crouched down and leaned there in embarrassment.

There were a few people next to me, who also had no seats, huddled here and looked indifferently at everything outside the window.

I don't know if they are the same as me, are they like me? Are they like me, rushing to Shenyang for their most important people? I don't have an answer...

In short, after a long, long time, finally arrived at Shenyang North Railway Station, the moment the train stopped I was about to fly, when the door opened, I was the first to rush out, and ran out of the station quickly, at this time I called Little Bubble Gum, Little Bubble Gum said a place, said she was waiting for me.

I stood in the square where I was going to fight, looked around, and finally found the place where the little bubblegum was talking about, and I quickly walked over and saw the little bubblegum waiting there.

She was more anxious than I was, looking left and right, but she didn't see me, and then I ran straight over, and she didn't notice me until I was about to walk in front of her.

At this time, it was already a little dark, and the little bubblegum walked up to me and said a little uncomfortable: "What should I do, Brother Ming, I have been calling them, but I have not turned on the phone, I went to the company to do the business and asked, they didn't come at all, where do you say they can go?"

I calmed down a lot when I saw the little bubblegum like this, I looked at her and said, "Take me to where you live first, go there first... I'll talk about it when we get there.."

Little Bubblegum nodded and quickly took me out to get a taxi..

After getting in the car, Little Bubblegum said the location, and then looked at me again and asked, "Brother Ming, are you also worried, aren't you? ”

I hesitated for a moment when I heard Little Bubblegum ask, but I still opened my mouth to tell her about it, and I told Xiao Kai about calling me.

After hearing my words, Little Bubblegum grew her mouth in surprise, she was completely speechless, and she was obviously frightened by what I said..

At this time, she looked at me, and after a long while, she said, "That... What should I do, Brother Ming, what are you going to do?

I nodded and said, "They shouldn't be able to go far, I think, he must find a place to trap Zheng Jiayue, it's so late now, it must be a hotel or something, I'm looking for them one by one, and I want to find them."

When I said this, I couldn't help but put on a bit of a vicious look, the little bubble gum seemed to see something, she looked at me, a little nervous and asked, "That.. Brother Ming, what are you going to do after you find them?"

I just glanced at her when I heard Bubblegum ask, but I didn't have the answer in my own heart, what would I do when I found it?

I don't know, I just know that if Xiao Kai really hurts Zheng Jiayue, I will most likely kill him, and I will fight with him...

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Little Bubblegum seemed to be a little worried, she moved her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything, just looked at me, and didn't speak for a long time.

In this way, the taxi drove for a while, and finally arrived at a hotel. This hotel is not bad, and the surrounding area is quite prosperous, but it is not like that kind of particularly prosperous place.

I got out of the car, and then I realized that Shenyang is really cold, and Shenyang at this time is much colder than Beijing.. But now I don't care about this at all, it's about to get dark, I was standing at the door of the hotel with Little Bubble Gum, and I heard Little Bubble Gum say, "We're staying here, and the company is going to go all the way down this road, it's not too far, but it's going to take a while.. Brother Ming, you.. Why don't we go up and have a look, in case they come back?"

I'm not in the mood to go up, because I know that they must not be there, otherwise Zheng Jiayue would have called me a long time ago.

At this time, I looked at the little bubble gum, and then said, "You go up, you just wait in this hotel, if they come back, you call me and tell me, I'll look for it alone.."

Hearing me say this, Little Bubblegum probably felt reasonable, she looked at me, her mouth moved as if she wanted to say something, but she was a little entangled and didn't want to say it.

After a while, she spoke again: "Well, okay, then I'll go up and wait first, Brother Ming, you.. Don't do stupid things if you find them, I don't think Xiao Kai will dare to hurt Zheng Jiayue, you should be sensible.."

I knew that Little Bubblegum was afraid that something would happen to me if I really found Xiao Kai, so I nodded and said, "Don't worry, it's okay, I'm measured.."

Seeing that I said so, Little Bubblegum nodded and said, "Then call me if you have something."

After saying that, she turned around and walked into the hotel again.

Seeing the little bubble gum walk into the hotel, I took another deep breath and quickly walked along the road...

I think Xiao Kai and Zheng Jiayue should be nearby, because if they go far, Zheng Jiayue will not just leave Little Bubblegum alone, and they must have a place to stay, right?

But I didn't take two steps before I was attracted by a small stall on the side of the road... At this time, I stepped forward, looked down at this person, and asked, "Dude, have you been setting up a stall for a day?"

The stall man nodded when I asked, and said, "Is it okay to buy something?"

I was stunned for a moment, and found that the things this person was selling were some knives or something, and after hesitating for a moment, I still shook my head and said, "Let me ask you if something is done?"

——Heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...

I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.

I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said.

Just give her a night out...

Such a night can be regarded as for her, and it can be regarded as for herself..

Thinking of this, the guilt in my heart finally decreased a lot, I took a deep breath, and hugged Yu Qian in my arms a little...

At this time, the brain finally became calm, and all thoughts disappeared.