Chapter 57: Don't Regret It
An Liran looked at the seriousness of Bliss's speech, and was speechless for a while.
Although he said that he was willing to accompany him to the bar, everyone knew how boring it was to wait for someone, wasn't he afraid that it would be unsafe for him to come out at night?
I'm afraid that if I don't take him, I will have to stalk and be cheeky, and I would rather self-destruct my image, if he is willing, I don't know how many beautiful women are willing to grovel to his side.
And he would rather be humble by his side, sometimes deliberately making emotions, just brushing up his sense of existence, thinking of this, An Liran's nose was a little sour.
Unlike some people, when they love her, they spoil her to heaven, but if they don't love her, they treat her like dust!
I didn't contact her once after the breakup, let alone come to see her. He can afford to put it down, and he really deserves to be the president of cold noodles, and he is not dragging his feet at all.
But his heart has been delivered to Yin Zixuan, and he can no longer deliver it to others.
In front of Yin Zixuan, she was not so humble.
Thinking of Yin Zixuan, An Liran's heart throbbed inexplicably, and in order to forget him during this time, she contacted work everywhere and forced herself to be busy.
Let yourself have no free time during the day, go to the bar and sing at night, and fall asleep quickly when you are tired.
However, just like today, no matter when, no matter where, the poisonous snake of memory always emerges unsuspectingly, bites the tip of your heart, and makes your heart ache defenselessly.
Thinking of this, An Liran's eyes were sad, afraid that Bliss would see it and have to explain endlessly, so she pretended to be relaxed and arrived at the school gate soon.
Finally said goodbye to this chatter.
A black car stopped not far away, slowly rolled down the window, Yin Zixuan took a deep breath habitually, and the two of them talked and laughed along the way, and the slapstick clearly fell into sight.
Although I couldn't hear the conversation between the two people, looking at the expressions of the two people, it seemed that they began to quarrel, but they later reconciled. It seemed that An Liran was explaining, that expression was very spoiled, that kind of expression had never been seen in front of him, and that expression successfully stung Yin Zixuan's eyes.
It's good to be with peers! There is no obstacle to communication.
Their little interest made Yin Zixuan so envious, he had never had such a good era, looking at the time the two of them were together, Yin Zixuan had a moment when he felt that he should give up and should not be inserted between them again.
Why is it that my heart is like a small hammer that keeps beating, and I can't control the rhythm.
"It's uncomfortable to follow others and spy on other people's privacy, right?" Lu Chuan suddenly appeared like a ghost, he put his elbows on the open roof of the car, and looked at Yin Zixuan with a smile, which startled Yin Zixuan.
"You're crazy, you're showing up like a ghost. Yin Zixuan rarely spoke so vulgarly, but there was really nothing more suitable for Lu Chuan, who appeared at night like this.
"You follow others, I'll follow you! Is this called the praying mantis catching cicadas and yellow finches behind!" Lu Chuan said happily, in front of Yin Zixuan, he put away his Sven, and had to become as flamboyant as Pang Yunfei, this is probably the law of the existence of all things, the principle of mutual restraint.
If both of them are as serious as Yin Zixuan, then they won't be able to have a good time.
Therefore, if Pang Yunfei is not there, Lu Chuan will become Pang Yunfei, so that the fun can continue; Yin Zixuan is not there, Lu Chuan will become a calm Yin Zixuan, and stop Pang Yunfei from messing around too much at any time.
Speaking of which, Lu Chuan's neutral personality is probably the most tiring!
"Neurotic!" Yin Zixuan stepped on the accelerator vigorously and prepared to leave, and the engine made a screeching sound.
"Don't be busy walking, when will she know if you're like this?" Seeing that Yin Zixuan wanted to slip away, Lu Chuan had to nod this idiot.
"It's not important!" Yin Zixuan didn't want to continue the topic and tried to roll up the window.
"If you always pretend to be deep, people will follow foreigners, it's difficult for you to see each other in a foreign country, don't blame me for not reminding you when the time comes!" Lu Chuan blocked him with his hand to prevent him from shaking, and hurried to say these words to the smaller and smaller gap.
Yin Zixuan refueled, the car forced forward, Lu Chuan could only let go, "Emotional idiot, don't regret it when the time comes!", facing the black Bentley that Yin Zixuan left with a smoke, Lu Chuan shouted helplessly.
Today Yin Zixuan said that he would not go to the bar, there was something else, Lu Chuan knew that he must be lying, and he exposed his heart in front of him yesterday, which was as embarrassing as stripping naked and showing it to him, he always wrapped himself tightly and never showed his heart.
Even if he told Lu Chuan about An Liran, he still felt uncomfortable with such a vivid display, even though he was a good friend Lu Chuan.
So I didn't come to the bar today, but I didn't want to expose my feelings in front of him again, and I wanted to come quietly alone!
Lu Chuan guessed correctly, he really came.
But Lu Chuan only guessed half right, Yin Zixuan didn't want Chi Guoguo to be displayed in front of others, like a snail that had been peeled off, completely exposing his weakness, but he was even more reluctant to have others stare at An Liran's every move, which made him feel very uncomfortable.
Especially men, let alone people like Briss who stayed by An Liran's side like a leper dog.
"Sooner or later, you'll be asked to go back to China!" this is what Yin Zixuan said to Bliss countless times in his heart.
Why haven't you taken action yet, it's because you don't want to be hurt by Anliran.
After driving a distance, Yin Zixuan parked the car on the side of the road, and Lu Chuan's words were "buzzing" in his ears like mosquitoes, and they couldn't get rid of it.
Yin Zixuan had to admit that Lu Chuan's words broke his heart, didn't he feel heartache? Wasn't he worried that she would choose someone else? Wasn't he worried that she would leave the country and never see her again?
Can you really let go?
Can the rest of your life be spent without peace? How long and terrible the rest of your life must be.
Thinking of those days when there was no happiness, no sunshine, and no feeling, Yin Zixuan felt that his whole body was full of cold, and he couldn't help shivering.
The fleeting thought just now is absolutely not good, I can't live without her, it's more terrible than death.
It was already more than two o'clock in the middle of the night when Yin Zixuan returned to the "Xin Garden" that night, and the garden was surprisingly quiet, and one or two insect chirpings added to the silence of the night.
Yin Zixuan saw that Liu Yan was still waiting respectfully, and felt very apologetic in his heart, and waved him to rest.
went upstairs and gently pushed open the door of An Liran's room, and under the moonlight, she seemed to see her sitting there quietly, looking at herself with big eyes.
A pleased smile immediately appeared on his face, "You're back!" He walked over gently, trying to hold her in his arms, his arms were gently forced, and his eyes were closed, as if he could feel her petite and soft body rubbing in his arms.
When I opened my eyes, there was a shadow of peace, only the silence and loneliness in the room.
"Red beans are born in the south, and a few branches are sent in spring. May you pick more, this thing is the most lovely. ”
The poem is so beautifully written, I don't know if the poet is really lovesick, if so, his heart hurts so much, how can he write such a relaxing sentence?
How can that lovesickness be solved by a few red beans?
Yin Zixuan suddenly complained a lot to Wang Wei, why did he describe lovesickness so easily? A person who has not experienced lovesickness has no right to downplay the pain of others.
Wang Wei in the Tang Dynasty was innocently lying on the gun, just because he wrote the first "Acacia", and the artistic conception of people and you is different, don't be so unreasonable, okay?
Poor Yin Zixuan, don't you know that women are meant to be coaxed? Don't you know that women have different hearts? She said that she will never see you and will never pay attention to you again......
It's not what it seems!
You ignore it so much, only silently lovesick there, no matter how good the relationship is, it will go with the wind!
When Yin Zixuan went downstairs the next day, his eyes were obviously blue, although he was covered by his handsome temperament, Liu Yan still found that loneliness slipped in the corners of his eyes.
"Young master, let's eat, it's all ready!" Liu Yan replied respectfully, for fear that the master would be more upset by any of his words.
"I'm not eating!" said and went straight to the yard to drive.
Liu Yan looked at the table full of breakfast, helpless!
I can't let the young master go on like this, and I have to find a way to get Miss An back, but I don't know what happened between them.
How can we help them?
Yin Zixuan's car was driving fast, almost flying, and there were not many vehicles on the road in the early morning.
His car quickly drove to the back door of Big A, and through the iron fence, it was clearly visible that most of the students on the playground were a sweet couple.
The morning on the college campus is almost a world for couples, and those students who don't fall in love love to sleep lazy in the morning, and no one will run to the playground alone to be abused.
Yin Zixuan's eyes swept over the playground, and just as he wanted to leave, the figures of the two people burned his eyes.
I saw An Liran wearing a light yellow sportswear, his long black hair was tied into a ponytail by a yellow ribbon, revealing a white and well-proportioned little face, his big watery eyes were shining, and his whole body was full of vitality.
She slowly ran on the morning playground, and Bliss caught up from behind, out of breath, catching up with An Liran, and the two of them said something to each other, and then jogged on the playground together.
He is dressed in a light blue sportswear, which sets off his body very tall and handsome.
This yellow and blue was originally the most eye-catching scenery on the playground, but in Yin Zixuan's eyes, it was like the summer noon sun, shaking his eyes.
He stepped on the accelerator, and the car swerved like an arrow, the wheels grinding against the road with a screeching sound.
Yin Zixuan didn't go to the company that day, he drove his car along the road and left the bustling downtown and sped on the suburban road.
I want to vent my inner boredom and completely release myself.
The car later drove to the beach somehow, where there are the best memories of him and An Liran.
He was there until night!