47. Debt

When I went back at night, Song Lian and I ignored each other, she came out of the shower and closed the door, I was naturally not convinced, she slammed the door, and I washed the dishes in the kitchen.

Halfway through the wash, Song Lian suddenly rushed out of the room, kicked the kitchen door open, and asked viciously, did you touch my computer!

I put away the washed dishes, and said lightly, I touched it during the day today.

Song Lian walked up and pushed me hard and said, Song Wenjing! You are so unreasonable! Why do you touch my computer without my permission!

I glared at her, and my heart became angry and said, I can usually touch it, why can't I touch it today!

Song Lian said viciously, then why don't you tell me that you know Xu Shenlin.

I said, why didn't you tell me why you knew him, and pretended not to!

Song Lian sneered and said, Song Wenjing, do you like him?

I said unabashedly, yes, I just like him.

Song Lian laughed a few times, and her voice was full of mockery and said, Song Wenjing, you don't know your identity too clearly, do you think a rich boy like them will really like you?

After she finished speaking, she suddenly realized something, turned around and wanted to leave, I grabbed her directly from behind, slammed the kitchen door behind her, stopped her and asked, what do you mean, what equity.

A trace of panic flashed on Song Lian's face, she has always been straightforward and fast-hearted, especially when she is angry, she always says something insincere, just now she spit out a few words in her mouth, Song Lian seems to know a lot.

I stood in front of her, and said without any concession, Song Lian, if you don't make it clear today, none of us will want to sleep tonight.

Song Lian probably never saw me so persistent and serious, her originally angry face was a little evasive at this moment, I held her arm even more suspiciously, and asked again, if you don't say it, tomorrow I will poke the broken affair between you and Jiangnan City and the old relationship to Dad.

Song Lian's face froze, she couldn't believe it and asked, Song Wenjing, are you actually using such a thing to endanger me?

I said, I don't threaten you, will you tell me?

She said, what do you want me to say, tell you that your father is a murderer, and tell you that the Xu family is here to seek revenge? Song Wenjing, stop daydreaming, Xu Shenlin will not like you, he will never!

After Song Lian finished speaking, he pushed me hard, I slipped on the floor with slippers on my feet, and my knees hit the foot of the cabinet, Song Lian grabbed the door and walked out, but at the moment when she ran out of the door and ran to the living room, her footsteps stopped.

I sat on the floor sobbing in pain, got up to see what was going on, Song Lian who was standing in the living room didn't speak, and it took a long time to stand with my back to me and hesitantly shout dad at the shadow mouth.

I was startled, I stood up and wanted to chase out to see what was happening, my father was standing at the entrance who came back from the hospital, he was standing in the shadows with a gloomy face, there were two or three points of rain on his sparse hair, he stood straight in front of Song Lian, his body was not half loose, and his usually rickety waist exuded wireless pressure at this moment.

The hall that had always been bustling was terrifyingly quiet at this moment.

Song Lian trembled her voice, her whole body trembled inadvertently, and she bit her lip for a long time before she squeezed out a sentence, When did you come back.

My dad is still standing in the shadows, his posture has not changed for half a minute, his voice is the same tone as usual, but the words he said are surprising, he said, is it that I am a murderer and you feel ashamed, so you have to fight with us for so many years, whether I am a murderer and you think that I am not qualified to be your father at all!

Song Lian was anxiously gesturing something in the air with both hands, as if he was trying his best to explain, but the words he said because he was too nervous were far from the same thing, just said repeatedly, I don't think like this! Dad, I've never thought like this!

Outside the window was a raging storm, the window was shaken by the torrential rain, and the blade-like lightning flashed out from time to time to split the faces of Song Lian and my father in the shadows, both with a serious face, without any joke.

I suddenly felt that something was going to change beyond recognition tonight, what did Song Lian hide from me, why did he say that my dad was a murderer, why did my dad not deny it after hearing the words murderer, why is this.

Just as I was trying to extract something from their conversation, suddenly there was a crisp slap in the quiet living room, I raised my eyes to see, Song Lian was trembling all over his body and standing in the dark, my dad didn't say a word, raised his hand and gave Song Lian a slap.

After the beating, the expression on his face did not loosen at all, but he asked aggressively, don't you think so? You still have a connection with the surname Xu? I don't know how many flowery intestines you have in your stomach since you were a child! You wish I had died in front of you now! So that you can mix with the person surnamed Xu! Song Lian, today I tell you, as long as I don't die for a day, you will have to hide it for me for a day! Do you know how to write the word shame! Do you just want me to die early!

From bottom to adulthood, Song Lian and I have been in trouble, although we are often beaten, but our parents have always adhered to the habit of not slapping our faces, no matter how big the disaster is, except for the buttocks, generally they will not reach out and touch half a finger of our face.

He directly slapped Song Lian today, which surprised me for a long time.

After Song Lian was slapped, she was frightened by my father's aggressive momentum and retreated to the corner, she took a few steps back, suddenly stepped abruptly, kicked a sofa foot, and the whole person fell directly to the ground, I stood up from the kitchen and asked coldly, what's going on.

After Song Lian heard my voice, she originally sat down on the ground, as if she was stimulated by something, rushed up, turned around and immediately stretched out her finger to point at me, I had never seen such an expression on her face, it seemed that she wanted to kill me, with unprecedented hatred in her eyes, she said in a sharp voice, Song Wenjing! Now you are satisfied! Now you are satisfied with the beating! Isn't this the result you want? Since I was a child, I have been afraid for you, and since I was a child, I have moved from one place to another for you! Didn't you sneak out by yourself when you were sixteen years old? Didn't you run back to the Xu family? Why did you sneak back! If it weren't for you! Would I need to pretend to be deaf and dumb and accompany you to play for so long? Since you were a child, your parents have liked you and loved you the most! You have everything! Why do you still have to run back to fight with me! You were treated as a debt by them to the Xu family more than 20 years ago! Now you know it all? Satisfied? Are you very happy!

Song Lian said that she was incoherent in the back, and even the hand pointing at me trembled very much, and the tears on her face were like heavy rain, she said while looking at her father in the dark with a happy face, and sneered a few times hoarsely, since you want to think so, I can't help it, I am a murderer who is hiding, do you still want me to say something nice?

My father's face standing in the dark suddenly twitched violently, and he stretched out his hand and wanted to hit Song Lian, but halfway through, his hand began to tremble violently, and before he finished saying a word, Song Lian pushed him hard, pinned away from him, opened the door and didn't rush out.

At the moment when she rushed out, a flash of lightning and thunder outside illuminated the dark sky, and even my father's face standing in the darkness was also clearly illuminated, his face was full of wrinkles, and his face was also full of tears.

His body trembled for a while, and suddenly he didn't have time to say a word, he shook it twice, and fell backwards, at that moment I felt as if I had lost my voice, and I rushed up to catch him, but before I could do it, there was a sound of a heavy object falling to the ground in the empty room.

When I rushed over, my dad fell to the ground foaming at the mouth, his hand was still pointing straight, his cloudy eyes were staring at the top of his head, and he said, Wenwen Wenwen quickly get your sister back for me.

I hugged his stiff and convulsive body, and suddenly cried out helplessly, I said, Dad, you wait for me, I'll go call, you must hold on.

I just wanted to get up and look for my phone, and my dad stubbornly said repeatedly, Wen Jing, you go to find your sister for me!

When he spoke, his face twitched very badly, and the white foam at the corner of his mouth seemed to be unstoppable, I ignored him, took out my mobile phone from my pocket in a panic, and repeated it for a long time before dialing the hospital phone.

By the time the hospital ambulance arrived, my dad had already opened his eyes and had no snort, and my frightened hands and feet were cold and pinched others, crying while pinching.

I said, Dad, you are holding on for a while, didn't you say let me go and find my sister and me for you, you can't be fine.

When the doctor arrived, it was terrible that the rain and wind were falling outside, and the doctor quickly lifted my dad up from the ground, and then carried the person out quickly.

I followed behind me with a sore body, and one of the men in a white coat asked me if I was a family member.

I cried and said yes, and he threw a short sentence and got in the car quickly!

When I climbed into the back of the ambulance, I fell under the car because my legs were so weak, my knees fell directly to the ground, and a piercing pain hit, the doctor didn't care about anything, and pulled me directly from under the car, and I was pulled to the car alive, and my knees were bruised and bleeding a lot.

But I don't have time to take care of it so much,

On the way to the hospital, several doctors and nurses in the car surrounded his father, who did not know whether he was still angry or not, on the stretcher, and pressed his chest with their hands.

My dad was lying on a stretcher, his face was bloodless, very gray, I went to the funeral home once when I was a child, and that was when my mother had a heart attack and took me to the hospital.

She was taken into the ward by the doctor for examination, and I was bored and somehow ran to the morgue in the basement of the hospital, when I saw a row of stainless steel stereo refrigerators inside, and walked over with some curiosity, and a doctor was pulling out a body from the three-dimensional freezer to take it to the funeral home for cremation.

After the corpse was opened, the cold air and white mist inside bubbled out, and the face with the same gray and white pencil color made me scream in fright.

After that, I had a fever and fell unconscious, and I was at a loss for a long time in the hospital, and finally one of my distant uncles said that I was stopped and needed to invite the gods to come to the house to do things.

My parents didn't know what to do, the hospital didn't heal well, they didn't believe in these things, so in the end they had to go to the Dharma, and after a few days of holding the dragon and the phoenix dance at home, my illness was better.

I haven't been to the hospital with my mother since then, and now I see this kind of face color again, but it appears in my father, who has been very strict with me since I was a child, and I feel that death is so close for the first time.

I shuddered in the small carriage, after arriving at the hospital, my dad was pushed into the operating room by the doctor, I sat in the corridor, there was still thunder and lightning outside, Xu Shenlin sent me two calls, I watched the phone from on to off, and from off to on, five times, after the screen light was completely turned off.

It wasn't until the fifth missed call was displayed on the phone screen that the empty hallway was completely calm.

When I was on the bus, I promised him a call when I got home, but I was suddenly afraid to talk to him, and I didn't know how to talk to him.

Song Lian said, I have been treated as a debt since I was a child and paid to the Xu family.