20. Wake up from a dream
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I thought I could get the complete memory of the original owner, but who knew that this unreliable memory would actually give her another person's life halfway!
Whether he is willing or unwilling, the recruit brother who can't grasp the initiative can only passively experience the pain of a medicine jar in a dream.
Really, it's so painful.
Although Brother Zhao had a bad past life, she had a healthy body at that time, she could eat when she wanted, and she could jump when she wanted, she was really annoyed by her "relatives", and she could also take a trip to a strange place to relax.
But now?
Brother Zhao just wants to say that people who are born with bad health are really pitiful!
It is no exaggeration to say that in the dream, she learned to take medicine before she learned to eat, from the beginning of the indirect drinking medicine through breast milk to regulate the body, to the later when she was able to eat by herself, she ate medicinal porridge every day.
Because she was too young to use too much medicine for her, she would be given a steamed medicinal bath every three days, and her life was almost entirely saved by countless medicinal herbs and meticulous care.
Even so, for the first few years, she could only lie in bed or be held, and the kneading she could feel was the caregiver massaging the muscles of her body.
Not only that, but in her memory that she doesn't know very well, or maybe it should be said that she doesn't understand it, there should be someone who is dragging the meridians for her, and she has never been in contact with this aspect of things before, so she can't confirm it, but the feeling of the thin heat flowing through the body should be that, haven't you seen those descriptions of opening up the meridians are similar to this?
However, the people who take care of her are so hard, for her to be taken care of, it is really uncomfortable to be a waste person, that kind of physical pain, continuous, uninterrupted, and completely untransferred pain by human will, people who have not experienced it themselves are actually completely unable to experience this kind of torture.
This is not something that can be determined by whether the will is strong or not.
In this day-to-day torment, Brother Zhao became more and more inclined to the fact that this was the life before Brother Zhao.
Because, such pain, and it is impossible to see that there is really a future that can be improved, not only physical but also mental blows, people who change to a vulnerable point, must feel that they are still young anyway, rather than continue to be so painful, it is better to get rid of it as soon as possible, and be more relaxed for themselves and their families.
However, Brother Zhao was a thirsty child in his last life, and his desire to be treated by his family has become an obsession.
It is because of this kind of thought that she can support her even if she is such a broken body, she is reluctant to give up, because she is afraid that if she gives up, she will never meet her relatives who love her so much.
For some reason, now her dream is like a normal life, and she will not forget it when she wakes up, but she can hear the sound and feel the movement, but the faces of all the people in the dream are blurred, as if a veil is covered.
She could tell who was who, and she could tell by the sound of her voice.
The couple of men and women who call her "Weiwei" have a younger voice, naturally they are her parents, and those who call her "big lady" must be the grandmother who takes care of her.
These three people are really good to her, she has been sick for so many years, and she has spent a lot of money and energy, but they have never been disgusted with her, and when she has a healthy sister, the focus in their eyes is still her, and they have not ignored another unconscious child because of one more child, and even because the small one is healthy and good, while putting their hearts on the big one, it is the small one that is slightly ignored.
This sister really doesn't let her parents worry about it at all, she can eat, drink and sleep, and she showed her infinite talent in infancy, and she can walk on her own when she is less than a year old, and her sister, who is not as big as her, can still only lie in bed.
The "Weiwei" in the dream, until she was five years old, could walk a few steps on the ground with the support of her family, and her sister, who was less than three years old, not only walked steadily, but also ran fast, and could help do a little thing, not to mention, but also showed extraordinary talent in martial arts.
"Weiwei" feels that if she wants to write a martial arts novel with her sister as the protagonist, it must be when someone from a young age has discovered her bones Qingqi, and she is a unique martial arts wizard.
"Weiwei"'s father should be a military general or something, sometimes "Weiwei" and her sister will be taken by their mother and grandmother to watch him practice, at this time her sister's talent is revealed, her father danced a set of boxing, and was held by the "Weiwei" as a performance to watch, and her sister was able to follow the fight next to her.
made her father happy, and said straight "there are successors", and since then, there has been one more person taking a medicinal bath.
"Weiwei" soaked to nourish her body and heal her illness, but her sister soaked to polish her muscles and bones......
Because of this, the family treats "Ah Fu", (that is, the sister of "Wei Wei", this name is still called by Wei Wei, the family named her sister "Fu", but Wei Wei is not called "Fu'er" but "Ah Fu", and her father and mother who doted on her shouted along with her. It's more like a boy.
In fact, all families are the same, and the children who are worried will always get more attention, and the children who are reassuring from an early age will receive much less attention in comparison.
Wei Wei felt that if she was herself, her heart would definitely be unbalanced, although this was not too similar to the situation in her previous life, she was indifferent from the root, and this was just an unintentional comparison.
However, she is an adult, what is it to rob a child's favor? plus she already has pity for a child for Ah Fu, and she is afraid that Ah Fu will beg for the love of her family like she did when she was a child, so in this family, the one who loves Ah Fu the most is Wei Wei.
And the child is the most sensitive, Ah Fu is the most sticky, and it is also Wei Wei, Wei Wei's words, for her, are the same as the holy decree, and the execution is completely unreasonable and undiscounted.
The family is relieved, and the energy on Weiwei is more, anyway, this sister will take care of her sister......
Later, there were two more sisters, and the focus of the family was still Weiwei, and the younger children in the family would learn from the older children, so Weiwei's supporters had two more ......
Later, the gentle mother was pregnant again, and on the day of delivery, Weiwei, who had been much better, took her sisters and father to guard the door, waiting for the grandmother to deliver the baby for her mother.
However, they waited for their younger brother, but they didn't wait for their mother, who gave birth to so many children and should have easily added a younger brother to them, but left them unexpectedly after giving birth with a large blood loss.
As Weiwei fell to the ground in the dream, Zhao Di woke up crying and crying.