"Teacher Shang, why do you look so sad? You have just been promoted, you should be happy" In a relatively elegant Western restaurant, Sixi said to Shang Yuxuan, who was sitting opposite him

Ever since she got off work and sat in her car, Shang Yuxuan had always looked very depressed. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoThis makes Sixi very strange, it stands to reason that she has just been promoted, and it should be a spring breeze.

"Sixi, tell me, am I cheap?" Shang Yuxuan

Sixi was startled when he heard this, and was speechless for a moment, where did he start with this?

"What do you mean? I don't really understand" If you were Sixi, I guess you would also be frightened by her, wouldn't it just be a meal?

"You said that I knew that Jiahao was married, and I still wanted to be with him, am I very cheap?" Shang Yu said

When Sixi heard this, he immediately knew the reason, but he was afraid that Shang Yuxuan's feelings would have problems. However, they have always been close to each other, how could something go wrong in a few days?

"No, to be honest, I've never felt that way, feelings are a matter of two people, so who can be said to be cheap and who is not?" Sixi said

"But he's married, I shouldn't pester him anymore, really, I really shouldn't pester him" Shang Yu said

"I don't feel like you're pestering him, I feel like he's pestering you, of course, your feelings, to be honest, I'm not good at interjecting and talking, but I still feel that since I've exhausted my fate, I have to let go" Sixi said, Sixi said very straight, although he knew that he was not right to say such things at this time, but he really didn't want to see such a beautiful and good girl who had been entangled in the whirlpool of feelings.

Shang Yu was stunned for a moment, she probably didn't expect Sixi to talk like this, she might have just wanted to talk to Sixi, vent, and get some comfort at the same time, but now Sixi said this, so that her emotions were instantly released.

"I want to let go, but I can't let go, how do you want me to let go? I'm a human, I'm not a god, I've already hid in this small city, but I still can't let go of him, my heart still longs for him, I'm with him。。。。。。。 I've been with him for a long, long time, and I want to let him go, how can I do it for a while? Besides, even if I want to let go, then she should let go, she is the third party, and it is her appearance that has caused us to be the way we are, what is wrong with me? I am not wrong, I am not at fault, why doesn't he answer my phone? Why doesn't he answer my phone。。。。。。。。 ”

Shang Yuxuan couldn't help crying as he spoke, crying and talking, and began to speak very incoherently, jumping very loudly, and his voice became louder and sharper. Sixi was speechless for a moment, he had never seen a cold beauty like Shang Yuxuan crying in front of people. And crying like this, if Sixi knew that tonight's dinner was for this, he wouldn't have come. He and she had eaten a few times in total, as if none of them had eaten happily, as if something was always stopping his pleasant mood.

For the first time, she was dragged to Guangzhou like a fool to have a happy wine that he would never forget in his life, as Shang Yuxuan said, she took him there just to stimulate some people, she took Sixi to dinner, just using Sixi as a clown, a bargaining chip that can be used to provoke others. What about the second time? I didn't eat well, and it rained for a long time, and the third time I was finally a little happier, she told a news that he couldn't be promoted, which made his originally happy mood fall to the valley in an instant, and now?

She cried louder and louder, and finally cried directly on the table, so loud that the people around her looked at her strangely, which suddenly made Zhao Sixi sweat like rain, which was too embarrassing.

The man who made a beautiful woman cry was really angry at this time, especially an ordinary man like Zhao Sixi. Why did he make a beautiful woman cry?

Sixi didn't know what to say, because she really didn't know how to comfort her. Even though his forehead was sweating like rain from his disdainful eyes, he still endured it silently, not speaking, just handing some tissues over from time to time to wipe Shang Yuxuan's tears.

He can really understand Shang Yuxuan's heart, if your previous boyfriend was snatched away by your good friend, you will cry more sadly than her. So he could only make her cry, cry a lot, maybe after crying, she wouldn't cry anymore.

People are like this, after the heart dies once, it will not die a second time.

I don't know how long it took, Shang Yuxuan finally stopped crying, looked at Sixi and said, "I'm sorry"

"It's okay, it's good to cry," Luo Quandao

"Hehe," Shang Yuxuan smiled bitterly twice and said, "It's good to cry?。。。。 If I cried once, then I wouldn't be afraid to cry a few more times, even if I had to cry in front of the whole world, I wouldn't care."

Yes, some hurts won't hurt anymore, they will always be buried in your heart, and from time to time he will sting you.

"Do you want to hear my friend's love story?" Zhao Sixi said suddenly

Shang Yuxuan was a little surprised, and didn't know what Sixi meant by saying such a thing to her at this time. Of course, it's hard for her to refuse and say you don't want to talk about it.

"My friend, like me, lives in a very poor mountain village, at that time he had a female classmate who has been studying together since elementary school, called a childhood sweetheart, although the people in the family don't know what happened between the two of them, but they themselves know, and then the two of them faced a problem, that is, the problem of money. For you, there may not be a problem with money, and many people have been flaunting that everything that money can solve is not a problem, but for my friend and his girlfriend, it is a big problem, because they don't have money, and no money is the biggest problem. If both of them go to high school, in the end, maybe neither of them will have the opportunity to enter the university, because the family conditions of these two families really can't afford them to go to college, no matter how good their grades are. So in the end, the man decided to go to a technical school, in order to come out early to make money, and when he made money, his girlfriend could go to college with his sponsorship, and then my friend really did it, and he has been fighting for her tuition fees and the pressure of his family for several years, and his girlfriend also finished college because of his sponsorship, but what about after graduating from college? But I left a letter to my friend, a letter that he still doesn't want to think about and dare not recall, she proposed to break up, as a party to my friend, in an instant the whole person collapsed, what about the feelings that have been established since childhood, those are all false, he is decadent, he cries, but so what, the only thing in exchange for it? is the boundless pain in his heart. Does crying work? It doesn't work. All one can do is face it or fight for it. Sixi said, when he said this, the whole person's body and mind seemed to be a little strange, and sadness arose.

"Did your friend face or fight for it?" Shang Yuxuan asked

"He went for it," Sixi said

"And what about the result?" Shang Yuxuan asked

"Failed," Sixi said

"Failed?what's the reason?" Shang Yu whirled

"Why, I want to laugh when I tell it," Sixi laughed

"Want to laugh, say it, let me hear it too," Shang Yuxuan asked

My friend went to the woman and asked her why she did this, and she said that she was not going to break up with him because she didn't love him, nor because she had a boyfriend herself, but because she didn't have the courage to be with him, and if she was with him, she felt a sense of guilt in her heart, a feeling of guilt, a feeling that made her unhappy all the time, because when she saw him, she would remember whether she loved him or did she do it to repay her kindness. Even if she loves him, she always has a feeling that she can't hold her head up in her heart, especially in front of him, and always feels that she owes him too much," Sixi said

Shang Yuxuan couldn't help but be stunned when he heard this, and after a long time, he said, "This friend is you, right?"

Sixi was stunned, "How do you know?"

"How do I know? Hehe, you really look at your own IQ, how many of the so-called friends that everyone is talking about now are not talking about themselves?" Shang Yu said

Sixi smiled awkwardly when he heard this, nodded and said, "Yes, I admit that I mean myself"

"Why are you telling me such a story?" Shang Yuxuan asked

Why did Sixi tell her such a story, to be honest, it was because he didn't know what he had read from that book, saying that if he wanted a sad person to get better immediately, then tell a story worse than him. So Sixi told one such story. Of course, he couldn't have said such a thing on his lips.

"I said this story to tell you that there is nothing in this world that can affect you, only yourself can affect yourself, yes, the hero of this story is me, in the hearts of many people, I am a fool, so what, I am willing to be that fool. When a person's heart has a diaphragm, carrying heavy pressure, even if they are reluctant to be together, so what? Will they be happy with each other? Can they last a long time?

Shang Yuxuan listened to Sixi's words for a long time, and muttered one of the sentences in his mouth, "It's better to disperse today than to disperse tomorrow."

Thinking about it, she suddenly stood up as if she had thought about it all and said, "I figured it out, Sixi, thank you, thank you very much"

Sixi shook his head and said, "No."

"You go and help me move tomorrow, I've decided, I'm going to move from tomorrow, I'm going to leave that place. Shang Yuxuan said

"Help you move?" Sixi was startled and said, "Have you found a good place?"

Shang Yu said, "If you have money, is it still a problem to move?"

When Sixi heard this, he was speechless, and it was really not a problem to have money to move.

"Hehe, too, then a toast to our rich woman's re-being," Sixi said

Shang Yuxuan smiled and said, "Okay, cheers"

After the two of them took the cup of the drink and took a symbolic drink, Shang Yuxuan smiled again and said, "By the way, does Zhao Jing know about what happened to you before?" Shang Yuxuan asked with some gossip, and now her mood seemed to be really much better.

"She doesn't know, she has to know that, then she has to peel me off," Sixi laughed

"Aren't you from the same village, how could she not know?" Shang Yu said

"What about a village? Besides, I am several years older than Zhao Jing, although it seems that the relationship between the two of them does not affect the relationship between the two of them now, but when I was young, the difference between the age was very far, and besides, the relationship between me and my former girlfriend has always been very pure, and few people know," Sixi said

"Do you regret it?" Shang Yuxuan asked

"Regret? I regretted it when I found out the news, I paid so much for herself, is it worth it, but now I have no regrets," Sixi said

"Why?" Shang Yu whirled

"Why do you regret it? I do these things willingly, even if I give myself another chance to do this, maybe I will do it again, so what is there to regret? Besides, I have been doing this thing and have received a lot of happiness, at least I have fantasized about my future countless times, and I have worked hard for this so-called beautiful future, in order not to distance myself from her as a college student, I have been desperately charging for a period of time, just like my current technology, which I learned back at that time, without her, maybe I am nothing now, so on the contrary, I not only do not regret it, but also thank her, if there is no such thing as her, I will not meet Zhao Jing, I will not meet you, and I will not enter Wanbo AutomobileI don't think we need to be angry and sad about something that has already been predestined, we are sad and angry, no one will know except God, why should people embarrass themselves?"

Shang Yuxuan listened and didn't speak for a long time, so why should people embarrass themselves? Yes, why should people embarrass themselves?

Shang Yuxuan didn't speak, but turned his head to look at the road outside the window, and muttered to himself, as if asking Sixi, "Where do you say these cars are going?"

"They should go where they need to go, although there may be traffic jams on the road, maybe they will run out of gas on the road, but in the end they will definitely get to where they need to go"

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