After taking the younger brother to explain all the things to be done, according to the many ideas of the younger brother who can't wait to cospose all the pomp and circumstance in the novel, this time should come to a perfect exit, but now there are no outsiders on the scene, and the younger brother will not be so much flowery and said, turned his head and asked a girl in green: "Did those children come over today?"

The younger brother is still a child, and she doesn't have this kind of consciousness when she says that other people's children are old-fashioned, in her heart, she is already an adult who can stand alone, and she will naturally look at others and look smaller and smaller, and take out a mind that does not care about children. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The children that my brother asked about were the children of the Ci'an Bureau in the capital, which is an institution similar to a modern welfare home, giving those lonely and widowed elderly people who have no children and no relatives a place where they will not starve to death and freeze to death, and also shelter those children who have no parents to raise.

No matter what other countries are, in the capital of the Tang Kingdom, beggars can't be said to be no, but there are not many, and the image can't be too ragged to affect the image of the capital.

Therefore, even if you are lazy, when you can't get anything on the street and can't grab other people's food, you will be forced by hunger to find something to do. Anyway, as long as you work hard in the capital, it's too easy to find something to do, and sometimes the nobles can make a good life for a long time if they leak a little bit between their fingers and give a reward.

Therefore, most of the beggars on the street are old, weak, sick and disabled, and although the Ci'an Bureau can manage not to starve to death, it is impossible to eat well and eat well. Therefore, those older children will be very smart to learn a little lotus, and take those younger children to find those rich and idle young people to perform and earn a little money to improve their lives.

This can be regarded as an alternative art to earn money and support itself, right?

"Lazy worm, I've only walked a few steps and I don't want to go, hurry up, hurry up, pick it up early, let's go back early, so as not to be very hot at noon, by the way, which mountain are we going up today?"

The sound of a little sparrow chirping next to her interrupted Xi Hong's memories, Xi Hong turned her head stiffly, looked at the little face glowing in the sun next to her, and urged her with a smile.

With mixed feelings in his heart, he pointed to the mountain on the right and said, "Let's go this way, you go up this way, I'll go up that way, and then we will gather under the lookout, and then go back from the back of the school." ”

Tang Xin nodded, and said with a smile: "Okay, then let's start the competition, let's see which one picks up more today!"

Xi Hong continued to walk forward, and after separating herself from Tang Xin, she also began to climb up the mountain, her mind was spinning wildly, now she needs a quiet environment to calm the surging emotions in her heart!

Thinking of myself who was like the walking dead after many years of struggling in disputes, sorrow and unspeakable pain, and the bitterness that had just dispersed gathered back, I couldn't help but look up at the sky, which has become a habit, and whenever sadness strikes and I want to cry, I look at the sky and hold back the tears.

The mountain breeze blows by, bringing a piece of coolness, knowing the non-stop hissing in the pine forest, breaking the summer tranquility, pressing on the pine tree, you can feel the stinging pain of the skin and the craggy bark under your hand, lingering on the nose, is the fragrance of pine resin, pinching yourself countless times, enough to prove that all this is not a dream.

As long as it's not a dream, that's fine!

A mature mind is your chance!

If you don't want to repeat the tragedy of the previous life, you have to change it from now, and when you regret it again and again at night before, don't you want to turn back time and make everything happen again?

Now that this opportunity against the sky has fallen on me, and I can really do it again, then we must seize it tightly, change the fate of myself, my family and my friends, keep all the tragedies away, and let all the unsatisfactory not have time to get close!

It's just that the slogan is easy to shout, but Xi Hong has no clue what to do.

Looking back at his life, Xi Hong really found that his short life in his previous life was really lackluster, and he was all messing around, and he couldn't find any bright spots.

There is a couplet that says: "The sound of the wind and the rain and the sound of reading, the sound is in the ears." Family affairs, national affairs, world affairs, everything is concerned. "Xi Hong doesn't care about anything other than reading, no matter how big or small, and follows the crowd everywhere. So much so that now I want to set a goal for myself, but I find that I don't know anything.

I don't know what big things will happen in the future, what opportunities there are, except that I know that the property will be very valuable in the future, I don't know anything else.

The property is valuable, but after a long, long time, and it is the money to buy the house in your own name, and someone else's, it is all floating clouds. But how do you make money?

I didn't work hard to repay in my previous life until now, and Xi Hong doesn't know any ways to make money!

In the past, Xi Hong was an ordinary person, all the life trajectories were in order, along the established route, and went to school when he reached the age when he should go to school.

After graduation, she naturally joined the work, Xi Hong studied in an ordinary normal school, and she was assigned to primary school and taught until she was reborn, and there was no special skill inheritance at home, and she never lit up any special talents.

Well, now I know that real estate will be very profitable in the future, but how to make money in the past ten years has become a big problem!

I don't know how to make any special snacks, and my cooking skills are also poor, and I rely on the food industry to make a fortune, PASS.

I don't know how to play piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, hops and tea, and the road to exchange for copper smell by relying on these elegant things is also blocked.

The rest of the windfall, lotteries, stocks, I know that you can make a fortune, but I don't care about the names of the numbers even a little bit, and now I can't dream of a shadow.

It's so sad!

That's it, if you don't prepare, let's start preparing now!

If you don't know anything, then learn it all from now on!

The road is still so long, enough to train a healthy body and learn all the things you want to learn, I still don't believe it, I have more decades of experience, I know the direction of future development, and this day will be the same as before.

In fact, Xi Hong's life in her previous life was so painful, never because of material things, but because of the psychological damage caused by marriage.

Xi Hong's husband was opposed to this marriage by Xi's mother because of poor family conditions, but as long as he came back, Xi Hong would not let Xi Hong do all the things, and he would take care of all the housework.

As time passed, Xi's mother's attitude gradually softened, the man's work was transferred, the working environment became better, and he was closer to home, so he began to prepare to have a child. Originally, because life should have been like this, I should have lived happily ever after.

Unexpectedly, this is the biggest test in Xi Hong's life, I used to think about her alone, both of them were busy with work, I was afraid that it would be difficult to take care of children, and everyone was young, so I decided to struggle for a few years before having children.

It's such a thing as having a child, when you don't want it, you're always worried about getting pregnant unintentionally, but you are ready for it, but the child doesn't come. (It's not like you want to have a child, you can give birth if you want to.) ）

So I started endless checks and tests, and the results were not bad, there was nothing wrong with either of them, and they were prescribed some medicine and conditioned, and it was nothing.

The problem is that after drinking a lot of bitter Chinese medicine, Xi Hong still can't get pregnant, is it really that the more anxious she is, the more she can't conceive? Or is there something I don't know?

Then I went to the doctor for an examination, and the advice given by the doctor was to relax and not be in a hurry, and there was nothing else to do.

The crux of the problem is here, if there is a problem, it doesn't matter if you can't live at all, just die.

Or there is a little problem, you can't get pregnant naturally, and you need assisted means of artificial insemination, at least you don't have to worry about it.

But it's just like that, staying in a small place, that's really gossip can kill people, it's okay in itself, but if you run to the hospital, it becomes a problem.

As a result, the days are in a constant cycle of hope, disappointment, and hope, and the pressure is increasing, but the situation gets worse and worse, forming a vicious circle.

Who can stand this goddamn situation where there's no problem but it just causes a problem?

In addition, the man came back, but Xi Hong suddenly discovered a new problem - it is difficult to get along, there is no problem at all when they spent less time together before, and everyone accommodating each other is over, it is really a big problem, and if he is angry, he has no chance to quarrel, so the man leaves, and when he comes back, his anger has already disappeared.

At that time, Xi Hong most often told her best friend that she couldn't quarrel if she wanted to, and she could only hold everything in her heart!

In fact, between husband and wife, it is best to quarrel at the right time, and if there is any dissatisfaction, it will be vented at that time, and the anger will pass at once.

Like Xi Hong, it is the most dangerous, there is anger, it is not sent out, and when we meet next time, the angry atmosphere is gone, but it does not mean that this anger is all gone, but it just accumulates that little bit of discomfort in my heart.

And what about the man's side, after the working conditions are good, he goes home every day, it used to be rare to go home, naturally all the housework at home is all covered, and now he goes back every day, and everyone can share the housework, so from sharing to watching TV and watching others do things, it is really a big turn!

If it is like this as soon as she gets married, Xi Hong still has a preparation, because many books are talking about the way this husband and wife get along, but when she is ready for the man to go from slave to general, the man is a good man in the new century.

When she has become accustomed to such a life pattern, the top ten good men have become landlords, and the gap is not too big!

Everyone is at work, and when they come back from work, they can't rest and continue to cook and wash dishes, time will make the wine more and more mellow, but it will also make the feelings more and more light, and the trivial housework is really a big killer that thins the feelings a little bit.

When all the contradictions accumulate little by little, and finally the children begin to explode little by little, their respective pressures, their respective dissatisfactions, and their respective assumptions, finally let the atmosphere of the family freeze.

Home is no longer a warm haven of rest, both of them are good people, and they don't choose to vent their pressure to each other, but they both hold it in their hearts.

But who said that good people are suitable for living together? Who said that two good people can be happy together? If so, where are there so many resentful couples in the world?

So Xi Hong kept suppressing and suppressing after the occasional disputes, and gradually became sad without words, if it was a completely irreconcilable contradiction, at most it was just a divorce with the strange eyes of the world.

But counting it from the beginning, I can't find out that it can be said to be a big mistake, no one is a bad person, why should the other party be burdened with the burden of a broken marriage?

In the end, the days become numb and repetitive day by day, unable to break free, unable to be free.

Until Xi Hong encountered a total solar eclipse and encountered the overlap of time and space!

Now that you've done it all over again, you can't let life go so bad again!

But what should be done?

Xi Hong walked in the pine forest blankly, his mind was messy, and he just couldn't grasp a clue.

In her previous life, she didn't live an ordinary routine, she studied when she should study, worked step by step after graduation, and she didn't study a technical school, in other words, she didn't have any skills that could make her stand out, she was just a very ordinary and ordinary ordinary person, the kind that she couldn't see in the crowd.

Even though she is already an adult at heart, but now she looks like a real nine-year-old child, looking at her little arms and legs, she can't go to work like this.

"Xi Hong, Xi Hong, what are you doing, you haven't picked anything up for so long, you see, I've picked up a lot!"

A push pulled Xi Hong back to reality, calmed down, only to find that Tang Xin had climbed up from the other side, and there were a few mushrooms lying in the basket in his hand.

Looking at Xi Hong, who was empty-handed, Tang Xin pretended to sigh: "Alas, you, why are you so stupid, you haven't picked anything up, we went to the back of the watchtower today, there is no one over there, it must be very easy to pick up." I'll pick it up for you in a moment. ”

Xi Hong, who had figured it out, let out a sigh of relief, wrapped all her troubles inside, and followed Tang Xin to see her results with a smile, and did not forget to praise her mouth: "Hey, really, how can you find so many, I don't have anything here, it must have been picked up by others, I'm still thinking about what to do, then we'll take a look at it later." ”

After speaking, he led Tang Xin, who looked more and more proud after being praised, to climb higher mountains.