After entering the bathroom, I took the fastest and happiest shower, after all, this is the last night in Hokkaido, so it is very important to cherish time or something, and it is rare that Zheng Jiayue agreed to my small request, so I feel that I must be a little more efficient.

With this thought in mind, I soon finished my shower and went out again.

After coming out, Zheng Jiayue had already gone to bed, she was covered with a thick quilt, and she seemed to be waiting for me.

She blushed when she saw me come out, and I saw the towel next to me.

At this time, I was inexplicably very excited, and slowly walked to Zheng Jiayue's side.

She looked at me with a red face, and the atmosphere in the room was very quiet... After a long while, Zheng Jiayue spoke again: "What do you see, perverted Xiao Xiaoming.."

I couldn't help but be stunned, and I just wanted to open my mouth to refute, but immediately thought of something.

At this time, I smiled lewdly and said again: "Okay, since you call me that, I won't refute it, then I'll show you the pervert."

After saying that, I pounced on Zheng Jiayue, and Zheng Jiayue smiled and hid inside, and quickly compromised.

After that, the beauty speaks for itself.. See you in the book.

I can't remember when I fell asleep later, in short, I hugged Zheng Jiayue tightly, and I felt very comfortable.

I rarely feel this way anymore, and I think the more I get to the end, the more I can feel this feeling of happiness...

People are like this, often in the end, only to know that they cherish it.

At this time, I seemed to understand why Zheng Jiayue got up by herself in the middle of the night last night, and looked out the window for so long, firstly, I remembered my birthday, and secondly, I wanted to see more of the city.

I want to try to remember everything, and I want to remember all the memories here.

It rang like this for a long time before I fell asleep again, and when I woke up the next day, it was already dawn.

Zheng Jiayue hasn't gotten up yet, it seems that she was really tired yesterday, I woke her up, she was confused for a while, and then she was a little sober again, looked at me and said, "Are you going back, Xiao Xiaoming?"

I nodded and said, "yes, if you don't want to go back, we can run now." ”

Zheng Jiayue smiled and said: "Isn't that a black household, Xiao Xiaoming, you really dare to say, let's go back, it's been so many days, there must be a lot of things in the company, if you don't go back, Mr. Chen will lose his temper!"

As soon as I heard Zheng Jiayue talk about Chen Yanyu, I felt as if my life was back on track all of a sudden, I looked at her, and finally nodded, and said: "Yes, I really don't know how the company is, and it's time to go back." ”

This feeling is quite strange, as if I have strayed into the Peach Blossom Garden, and now I am about to return to reality.

Zheng Jiayue and I got up and packed up our things, and finally went to eat the last breakfast in Hokkaido together, and then went downstairs to gather.

When gathering, the tour guide also talked about last night's incident, saying that this was the first time she had encountered such a heartwarming thing with so many groups.

Zheng Jiayue and I are the protagonists of the matter, so naturally we are a little embarrassed or something... It didn't take long for the car to start and take us towards the airport.

Zheng Jiayue and I were very silent along the way, although the two of us knew that we would definitely go back, but we were a little unaccustomed to it, after all, I still didn't feel like I had enough fun, and it seemed that there were many places where we hadn't gone to stay longer..

After the car drove for a long time, Zheng Jiayue finally spoke again: "Xiao Xiaoming, I haven't asked you all the time, do you think? Did you have a good time? Do you like this place?"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue's words, I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, I smiled again and said, "I like it, I had a lot of fun, I like this place, although you brought me here, but... It's really a good place, and I left a lot of memories here, I really just think it's too fast, I obviously think that coming here is yesterday's thing, but I didn't expect to go back in the blink of an eye.."

Zheng Jiayue also nodded when she heard my words, she looked at me and said: "I also feel this way, it's really fast, if only now is the first day we just came, in this way, we can have a good time again~"

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw Zheng Jiayue thinking like this, and said, "You really want to think about it, infinite loop?

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said, "I've played all the places I want to play, but it seems that I can only think about it like this."

I didn't say anything, but looked out the window again, looked at the scenery that had become somewhat familiar in the past few days, and said: "Actually, I don't think it's necessary, as long as I can remember the places I've been and the roads I've walked, that's enough."

Zheng Jiayue nodded when she heard me say this, and after a while, she leaned her head on my shoulder again, and said softly: "That's right, Xiao Xiaoming, what you said is not wrong."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue and I didn't say anything else, but sat quietly in the car, waiting for the car to arrive at the airport.

We didn't seem to be staying too far from the airport, and it didn't seem to be the same airport we had when we got off the plane, so it felt a little smaller.

After arriving at the airport, after the security check, we waited quietly inside, there were many duty-free shops, I watched and bought a bunch of food, and then bought a few cigarettes for Jiang Ziyun.

After all, it doesn't seem to have brought them anything decent, so they can just go back when the time comes.

Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything, the two of us waited for a while, and the announcement signaled that we were going to board.

When I got on the plane this time, I was much calmer than the previous one, but I was a little more reluctant in my heart.

Zheng Jiayue and I got into the plane and sat together, looking out through the small window on the plane, and after a while, the plane took off and rushed into the clouds.

During the ascent, I saw the sea below the plane, saw, Mt. Hakodate, and saw that, the place where I left memories with Zheng Jiayue...

At this time, a sad emotion poured into my heart, I didn't speak, and after a while, I heard Zheng Jiayue's voice in my ears

"Xiao Xiaoming, will we come here again? Would stay here again."

I turned my head to look at her and nodded earnestly.

"Yes, I have a hunch that I will come here again after all."

The voice fell, the plane passed through the clouds, and the sea could no longer be seen, all that could be seen was a thin layer of clouds, and that, a faint glare of sunlight...

——It's going to be late, go to bed early, and correct it at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning I heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...

I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.

I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said.

Just give her a night out...