Chapter 640: Xiao Kai's Remorse
Hearing Zheng Jiayue say such words, I paused for a moment, and then asked, "Is he awake?"
Zheng Jiayue nodded and said, "Well, sort of, he.. He said he had something to say to you.."
I deliberately laughed and said, "What's the matter, about the topic of immortality?"
Zheng Jiayue was a little surprised when she saw that I was still in the mood to joke at this time, but she quickly looked at me and said: "He seems to be in a better mood, I just told her a little something, don't stimulate him, I think, Xiao Kai's essence is really not bad, he just became like this when his brain was a little confused for a while."
I really admire Zheng Jiayue, she can still say that others are confused, isn't she the one who just told me that she made a mistake and has been sorry?
But at this time, I still took a deep breath, nodded and said, "Don't worry, I can't stimulate him, he almost stimulated me to death just now..." You wait outside, I'll go in and talk to him."
With that, I turned around and quickly walked into the hospital room again.
After entering the door, Xiao Kai was still lying on the bed, he still looked so embarrassed, but he was a little weaker in the embarrassment...
I took a deep breath and said, "What's wrong?
Xiao Kai kept looking at me when he saw me coming in, and after a while, he squeezed out a sentence weakly: "Are you okay?"
I couldn't help but laugh at his words, I looked at him and said, "You still care about me, is it because I didn't die that you're disappointed?"
Although Zheng Jiayue told me not to stimulate Xiao Kai just now, I still didn't hold back for a while, and to be honest, although I knew what happened just now, I still didn't forgive Xiao Kai, because all this was planned by him, I don't know what his original intention was, maybe what he thought at the beginning was really planning to hurt Zheng Jiayue or something.
As a result, just as I was thinking about this, Xiao Kai smiled, he looked at me, and after a while he said again: "Hehe, that's not ... But really.."
"I really didn't expect you to come, I didn't expect you to come so decisively..."
Xiao Kai's words made me pause, and quickly said: "I believe this, otherwise you won't bet with Xiao Yue, I said earlier, you don't have to worry about who I like, I know you like Xiao Yue very much, but you have to understand, I can be happy with her, and I believe she must have told you that the person she likes is me and not you, why do you want to do this?"
Talking about it, my heart is a little soft, Xiao Kai is not easy, the person I like was robbed by me, there is something like that at home, and now I am still lying on the hospital bed talking to me, it must be very miserable..
Xiao Kai smiled reluctantly when he heard me say this, his face turned pale, and then he said: "But I'm not reconciled, how can this kind of thing be put down casually."
After saying this, he paused for a while before Xiao Kai spoke again: "However, it's different now... I lost... I lost to you... Maybe, it's really me who is too selfish... I'm sorry, Brother Ming.. I'm so sorry.."
Xiao Kai's expression became a lot sadter when he said this, as if he really blamed himself...
His expression was beyond my expectations, and I looked at him with very mixed feelings.
After a while, I took a deep breath and said, "You didn't lose to me, you just lost to yourself."
My words made Xiao Kai's expression stiffen, and he suddenly laughed after a while, he just laughed twice, and the smile was replaced by a painful expression, and it could be seen that the wound on his body was still very painful, and it should not be better for a while.
Although Xiao Kai said this seems to mean repentance, but in fact, I don't believe him, this person I think he is very scheming, just because he secretly practiced the game for so long in order to surpass me, I should know, I don't know what he thinks now, but it's true that his injury is still related to me, and now he doesn't hold me accountable, I should just not want to make things bigger.
Thinking of this, I moved my mouth again and added: "In short, no matter what you think, it's better for you to give up Zheng Jiayue, there are so many good girls, and... Isn't there something that suits your appetite in the company?,Last time it was good.. I don't want today's incident to happen again, I believe you don't really want to hurt Zheng Jiayue, but you have to know that if you do this, you are making her hurt, so... You think about it.."
"By the way, I'll let Little Bubblegum stay here to take care of you, and then I'll be discharged from the hospital and go back to the company when you're well, I'll take Zheng Jiayue back first.."
Xiao Kai heard me say so much at once, and he didn't speak for a while, and after a long time, he spoke again: "You take her away, take Xiaoyue back, I have decided, I will not continue to pester her in the future, what you said is not wrong, in fact, what I have done is to hurt her all the time.."
Xiao Kai's sudden prodigal son turned back still made me a little unacceptable for a while, I looked at him, and heard him continue: "The company's affairs, I won't go against you... You don't have to worry, if you want, I can give you my current position back."
I was slightly stunned when I heard Xiao Kai say this, and immediately said again: "If you are against me, how can you help Lu Mao and them? Besides, you should take care of it first.."
Xiao Kai said so, and I was embarrassed to continue to be fierce with him, although I don't know if his remorse is true or false, but it can be regarded as giving him face or something.
Xiao Kai's mouth moved when he heard me say this, but in the end he still didn't say anything, indeed now he must be in a dilemma, how can he just rely on his words, not to go against me? Even if he wants to, Lu Mao's side will not agree!
At this time, I saw that Xiao Kai wanted to say about the same, so I spoke again: "There is nothing else to say, right? Then I'll go? Let Xiao Yue come in and say a few words to you?"
As a result, Xiao Kai struggled and waved his hand, he sighed and said, "No need, you take her away, I don't have the face to see her now.. Also, I want to be quiet by myself. ”
I was a little surprised to see that Xiao Kai said this, but after a while, I still nodded, turned around and wanted to leave.
However, just as I was about to walk out the door, I couldn't help but stand still, and after a while I turned my head and looked at him and said, "By the way, although I don't know what you really think now, I think you can still be saved, and you can still choose what kind of person you become, so..."
"Think for yourself.."
After saying this, I took a deep breath and walked out of the door of the ward.
I didn't see the expression of Xiao Kai behind him, but I thought, it should be a complicated face...
When I walked out of the ward, Zheng Jiayue was standing not far away, she was looking out the window, not knowing what she was thinking.
As if sensing that I was coming out, Zheng Jiayue turned her head.
After seeing me, a trace of surprise flashed on Zheng Jiayue's face, and soon she came over again and asked in a low voice, "Are you out?" What did he tell you?"
I nodded, and said, "It's just some, very simple words, something about him knowing he's wrong."
Zheng Jiayue looked at me, nodded and asked, "Then you.". What do you say.."
I don't know why Zheng Jiayue cares so much about this matter, but I still laughed and said: "I don't know if what he said is true or false, but it doesn't matter, whether it will be good or bad in the future depends on his own thoughts... This matter is over, almost.. We should go back too, Xiao Kai should have to stay here for a few days, I have just told Little Bubblegum that she will take care of her here first, we have to go back first."
Zheng Jiayue was quite surprised when she heard my words, she looked at me and asked a little concernedly, "Really? Is that good?"
I nodded and said: "No way, the company's exhibition is about to start now, if you don't help me, I can't do it myself, and you will also be a model to appear at that time, and you have to communicate with Mr. Guo to see what she thinks, in short, there are a lot of things, and there is no point in spending it here, and besides, Xiao Kai also said just now, he feels that he has no face to see you now, so it's not bad to let him be quiet.."
Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue opened her mouth, she seemed to want to say something, but hesitated, and finally said a little compromised: "Okay, let him think about it for himself.. That.. When are we leaving? Your injuries don't matter, do you?"
I nodded, saying that it doesn't matter, it's really too late today, why don't you leave tomorrow morning..
In this way, I reached a consensus with Zheng Jiayue, the two of us waited for a while, and the little bubblegum came back, and she bought a lot of things, probably to stay here and watch Xiao Kai eat it.
Originally, I told Zheng Jiayue to follow here for a night, but Little Bubblegum said that there was no point in the two of us being here, she could do it alone, let me go back to the hotel with Zheng Jiayue, and by the way, I would return the room at that time, and she would not go back, otherwise it would be troublesome, and I didn't bring anything too much anyway.
Hearing Little Bubblegum say this, I hesitated with Zheng Jiayue for a while, and finally agreed.
In this way, the two of us went out and took a taxi back to the hotel where they stayed before, Zheng Jiayue was in a better mood at this time, and I followed her upstairs, a room where she and Little Bubblegum lived before.
The two of us sorted out our things, and at this time I felt a little sore all over my body, after all, there have been two fights in the past two days, and my mother is too frequent, so it's better to rest first.
Seeing that I lay down early, Zheng Jiayue walked around me for a long time, wanting to say something but not daring to say it.
Seeing her like this, I finally couldn't help it, and asked, "What are you doing, what do you want to say to me?"
Zheng Jiayue was stunned by my question, but soon she nodded and said, "Hmm... Xiao Xiaoming, you now.. Are you really not mad at me?"
It turned out that Zheng Jiayue was still concerned about this matter, it is estimated that she was still a little confused just now, but now she is much more sober.
At this time, I smiled and said, "I look like I still have the strength to get angry? Who would have thought that you would collude with others to lie to me, you can..."
Zheng Jiayue's expression was a little panicked when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and immediately said again: "I know it's wrong, I've apologized to you for a long time just now.."
I said, "yes, I didn't say anything else, you better stop wandering around, rest early, I'm really tired when I get up early tomorrow... I don't have the strength to say anything to you."
Zheng Jiayue nodded when she heard me say this, she thought for a while, and soon came up and lay down next to me.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw Zheng Jiayue lying next to me, thinking about it carefully from early this morning to now, I feel like I have spent a long time, I was so worried in the morning, but now at this time, I finally let go.
If I had known that Zheng Jiayue was lying to me, I wouldn't have been so scared and worried, but I really didn't expect things to be like this!
Just thinking about Zheng Jiayue, she suddenly leaned towards me again, and after a while, she whispered again: "Xiao Xiaoming, actually... Me... I'm really worried that you won't be here today.. Until the evening, I was still scared, afraid that you really wouldn't come to me... But now that I think about it, Xiao Xiaoming, you came to me, it really makes me feel very happy.."
Zheng Jiayue's words surprised me very much, and after thinking about it, if Zheng Jiayue really made a bet with Xiao Kai, then she should have been looking forward to me coming to her all day, thinking about it this way, she must have been in a mood for a long time.
Thinking of this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, and said again: "Yes, I'm curious, your mobile phone is turned off, how do you know that I will come to you? Even if I come, I can't get through to your phone, how do you know I'm coming?"
Zheng Jiayue's body moved when she heard me say this, and said: "I've thought about this too, if you don't come again, I'm going to turn on the phone and call you.. If you're here, just call you by tomorrow and you'll know if you're here or not."
Zheng Jiayue's words made me think about it, it's true, but Zheng Jiayue is really confused, her bet with Xiao Kai is obviously mostly fooled by Xiao Kai, fortunately I met Xiao Kai, otherwise I really don't know what will happen.
I looked at her and smiled again, and then said, "Okay, anyway, next time something like this will worry me, it's better not to happen... Otherwise, there is no major incident this time, and if something really happens, it will be too late for you to regret it."
Zheng Jiayue nodded again and again when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and said, "No, I will never let Xiao Xiaoming worry about me in the future~"
Zheng Jiayue's lovely look when she said this made me feel a little moved in my heart.
At this time, I smiled at her again, and then said: "Okay, it's enough to have your words, go to sleep, I'm going to rest, otherwise I'm really going to die.."
Zheng Jiayue nodded, and immediately closed her mouth and stopped disturbing me, while I lay down and closed my eyes.
After calming down, my whole body hurt a little, and the wound on my stomach was also very painful, but when I felt that Zheng Jiayue was by my side, my heart became much more steady.
Later, I don't know how long it was, but I still fell asleep in a daze.
Probably because my body was too weak, I still slept relatively soundly, and when I woke up the next day, it was already dawn.
There was no shadow of Zheng Jiayue beside her, she didn't know where she went, I got up and was just about to make a phone call or something, Zheng Jiayue came back early.
Seeing me get up, Zheng Jiayue paused for a moment, and immediately said: "You woke up, Xiao Xiaoming, I was afraid that you would be hungry when you woke up, so I brought back breakfast, you can eat some~ Let's go to the train station after eating~"
Zheng Jiayue's well-behaved appearance made me stunned, I paused, and soon nodded and said, "Okay, you eat first, I'll clean up.."
——10 minutes to hear Yu Qian say something like this. I was stunned...
I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.
yes, that's how it feels...
Is that how it feels?
When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?
When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?
It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...
Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.
She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.
Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...
I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke
"Hmm.."
"I see... Now, there it is.."
My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.
I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.
I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...
After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.
I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...
So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke
"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."
"I'll go back first."
I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...
As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...
"Don't go.. Stay with me.."
"Stay with me... One night.."
Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.
I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...
Do you want to stay with her all night?
Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...
After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...
So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively
"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."
Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said
: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"
"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."
Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.
Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...
Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke
"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."
After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...
I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...
After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.
Which self am I?
In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?
I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.
When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.
The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.
I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...
I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.
I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...
Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?
At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.
But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...
Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.
Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...
After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.
I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.
Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.