The corners of his mouth raised a seemingly nonchalant smile: "It turns out that for you, everything between us is just hype, and now, I am already a burden to you, right?"

Summer's face tightened, "You know I didn't mean that. ”

She was too tired to have much energy to argue with him. Just a little weakly holding the knife and fork in his hand, "I don't want to bother you, no matter what the reason." I don't want me to affect your life because of me, so don't say this kind of thing in front of the media in the future. ”

Lin Mu'an lowered his eyebrows and cut the steak quietly.

"I'm not afraid of being implicated by you, if I were afraid, I wouldn't have agreed if you asked me to help you return to the entertainment industry. ”

Summer's heart suddenly tightened, she knew that Lin Mu'an was very good to her. It's just that the last layer of window paper has not been pierced between the two of them, and she doesn't dare to pierce it again. She didn't want such a good Lin Mu'an to become the second Zhou Ziyu in the end.

It's just that now there is a strange feeling inexplicably, as if this layer of window paper is getting thinner and thinner, and if you don't get vaccinated now, you may be pierced anytime and anywhere.

Summer sighed deeply: "Senior brother, I remember your kindness to me in my heart. But it's because I care about you now and worry about your safety that I want you to be safe. I know my situation best, and it would be fine if we just had a little rumor between us, but once it gets bigger......"

The candlelight was flooding, and the two men looked at each other across the long table.

After getting along for more than a year, Lin Muan originally felt that he already knew her very well. And at this moment, the distance between the two people was just a table, but he felt that he was far away from her, obviously close at hand, but out of reach.

He suddenly felt a little angry: "Because Zhou Ziliang, he has already harmed you like this, isn't it enough?"

Summer shook her head: "It's not a question of whether it's enough, it's because I promised someone." Before Zhou Ziliang wakes up, he must not get married, a small quarrel and a small scandal are okay, but it is absolutely not okay to make a big noise. ”

Lin Mu'an was shocked and looked at the summer in disbelief.

She almost sighed and muttered, "That person is not an ordinary character, and I willingly agreed to him, so I have to follow the rules." ”

The most important thing is that there is a person living in the heart.

Once that position is firmly occupied, there is no room to break free. There is no extra place in the heart to leave for others, and there is no heart to accept others.

"Well, even if we put aside the current problem. Lin Muan nodded, "You never asked me, when you had a car accident, I went to visit you in the hospital." I told you to wait until you were done with the matter at hand before you came back to our business, and for so long you have never asked me what it was that time before I could utter it. ”

He stared deeply at the summer, and the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart seemed to be uncontrollable, and they broke out of his shell uncontrollably.

"Senior Brother ......"

Lin Mu'an interrupted her: "I can wait, wait until Zhou Ziliang wakes up and talk about these things." But until then, I will always be with you. ”

The familiar excitement and fear welled up in her heart, and Summer almost trembled in refusal.

"Don't do that, I...... My own life has been a mess, and I'm grateful for your continued help. But I hope you're doing well, and I want you to have your own good feelings! Don't make a mess of your life because of me. ”

Lin Muan became emotional: "You have been waiting for Zhou Ziliang to wake up, are you not going to be responsible for the rest of your life at all?"

Because of these words, some emotions uncontrollably appeared in the summer's mind. She grabbed her chest, which was churning again, and clenched her fists.

The collapsed emotions hidden in his heart were stimulated by Lin Mu'an, Xia gasped for breath, and said in a trembling voice, "I am not qualified to be responsible for the rest of my life, senior brother, I beg you, I don't want you to become the next Zhou Ziyu! He died because of me, do you know, I can't forgive myself, no way!"

"That's all Zhou Ziliang forced you!"

Lin Mu'an glanced at his hand and confirmed that the palm was warm, before reaching out to hold her hand.

Over the past year, she has seemed to have an inexplicable fear of cold hands. If someone else's hand is cold and touches her, she is short of breath and begins to wheez.

Because as long as she touched the cold hand, she would think of Zhou Ziliang's cold hand in the snow, and that fear made her remember it vividly and never forget.

So he always warms her hands, and every time he touches her hand, he warms his palm.

"But Ziyu would have died because of me, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have committed suicide if he didn't know all this!" Summer broke down in tears: "Don't waste time on me, it's impossible." ”

Lin Mu'an frowned, he got up, walked around the long table to her, squatted down, and looked up at her.

He held her cold hand tightly: "You just don't dare to face it, it's not your fault, it's really not your fault! Summer, you don't have to push yourself into a corner, this is not a ...... you should bear"

"That's what I'm supposed to bear!" Summer's stubborn hand pulled out.

"I made a mistake and I take it myself. I'm sorry Ziyu, I'm willing to spend the rest of my life to make up for it. I'm in a lot of pain now, senior brother, I haven't really made any other friends this year except for you, I really hope you're well, so, please don't push me again!"

It's so oppressive, the air is full of oppressive smells. Depressed so much that she couldn't breathe, the floor heating was turned on in the room, and it was so hot that it was almost suffocating, but her hands were still cold, and she couldn't heat it no matter how she cooked.

Summer hurriedly got up and turned around to flee from here.

Looking at her back as she fled in a panic, Lin Muan suddenly felt a rush of blood rushing to the top of her head. It seems that as long as you don't make it clear this time, there will be no room for saying it in the future.

He got up suddenly, grabbed Summer's arm, and when she turned back in horror, he held her face with both hands, and kissed her in disregard.

Suffocating, passionate, stormy kisses quickly swept over the entire breath of summer. She was forced to retreat again and again, and he forced her against the wall.

Summer's eyes widened in fear, but she couldn't push him away anyway. The temperature in the air was so hot, and tears slid down the corners of his eyes, wetting Lin Mu'an's palm.

Tears slipped regretfully from the corners of her eyes, and in a trance, she seemed to have given up resistance, and let him hold her in her arms and kiss her deeply.

The intense breath of his pain enveloped her tightly for a moment. The words that Zhou Ziliang said to her in the snow flashed in his memory, and he was dying, telling her with the last trace of breath, who will remember my existence except you. Even you will only remember me badly.

There is also the letter left by Ziyu at the last moment, Ziyu said that she should not blame herself and live well.

But how, how can it be done?

Even breathing hurts, and every minute and second of my leisure is spent in guilt and pain. She had made such a big mistake, what should she do to make up for the guilt she was full of?

Thinking of this, my heart began to throb again.

Her chest seemed to be stuffed with stones, suffocating tightly, and she almost began to gasp one by one.

In the end, she gradually lowered her gaze and bit Lin Mu'an. When he was slack, he pushed him away with all his might, and Lin Muan was caught off guard and hit the furniture behind him.

Lin Mu'an was bitten blood out of her lip, and he narrowed his eyes and looked at her deeply. The strength of the pain in his heart made him purse his lips into a thin line.

As if reacting to what she had done to him, Summer lowered her head in fear. He turned around and took his bag from his chair and fled from his house.

"I'm sorry ......"

She wears high heels, but runs fast. Like a small arrow, before he could react, he slammed the door shut and fled.

It's snowing outside, and while running in the summer, I put on my mask and coat.

Why...... This will happen at this time, and it will be too late.

She went from running wildly at the beginning, to trotting later, to jogging at the end.

The sky is covered with snow, and the summer unconsciously walks to a bridge. She stopped and stood by the bridge for a moment, snowflakes drifting in front of her. She unconsciously reached out to take it, and the snowflakes quickly melted in her palm, cold as the temperature of her heart.

She lifted her face and let the snowflakes hit her face and drift into her eyes.

She suddenly remembered that at this time last year, she should be in Tekapo Town with Zhou Ziliang. At that time, he also stood secretly in the snow, looking sadly into the distance.

She hadn't really thought about what was going on in his mind at that time, but then she thought about it. only to find out that perhaps at that time, he had realized his mistake and was ready to sacrifice himself.

Summer took a deep breath and slowly squatted, tears sliding from the corners of her eyes.

Zhou Ziliang, Zhou Ziyu!

He once said that both Shengyu and He Shengliang.

So it should be enough for them to leave only one person, why is this the current situation? Could it be that in this world, there is no other choice than two people who exist at the same time permanently?

She stood by the bridge for half an hour until her agent called.

Probably because Lin Muan told the agent about her situation and couldn't rest assured of her, so he wanted the agent to pick her up.

In the summer, I only waited for more than ten minutes, and the car came to the bridge. She was covered in snow and almost frozen.

"Drink some hot water. The agent, Sister Lan, handed over a cup of hot water.

"Thank you. Summer lowered her eyebrows and raised her head to take a sip of hot water. The hot temperature spreads to the internal organs, and it seems that only at this time can I feel a little.

Sister Lan carefully observed her face beside her, looked at her slightly swollen eyes, and said suspiciously: "Grandma, what's wrong with you?