Chapter 59: The Past

"Okay, I'm worried about the language barrier along the way, and with you as a guide, it's really hard to ask for. ”

Chen Xu looked at Jin Yan and nodded with a smile.

His smile was peaceful and his eyes were clean. There is no such thing as the usual signature saliva face.

Some are just calm and calm.

Sure enough, will the temperament of a married man change greatly?

Jin Yan was a little distracted, because the current Chen Xu had changed so much that she was a little uncomfortable. Become calm and less impetuous. made his whole person look a little ...... False seriousness!

After losing the previous cheap skin and face, it has become ordinary and ordinary.

Jin Yan stared at Chen Xu, from Chen Xu, she couldn't find it today, the look she wanted to find.

This disappointed her.

What she originally wanted to see was a pair of dark, caring, appreciative, teasing, and childlike eyes. In the past, when Chen Xu was currying favor and begging for mercy, he had it.

But now, it's gone.

Just like the deepest eyes in life.

In Jin Yan's memory, her father also had such dark eyes. Smile from time to time and take her to play.

Her dad was very diligent.

It's a paragon of hard work.

When Jin Yan and her mother watched soap operas in the living room, her father was usually alone in the kitchen, fiddling with pots and pans, never calling for help. Only when the food was served was served, did he come with a strong voice: "It's time to eat." ”

Her father had a low status in the family.

Very low.

As long as you murder him and insist on being fierce, then there is only one ending - as long as you are fierce and show special anger, her father will be silent, with guilt rising in his eyes, looking at you.

No matter who is reasonable, as long as he yells at him in a loud voice, he will be like that, with more and more guilt rising in his eyes, and he is there with his head down.

It has always been so.

Because the person who yelled at him was his daughter, his bloodline, and the continuation of his life, and his love for his children had long been rooted in the bone marrow.

Even if he occasionally loses his temper at you if he is unreasonable, then there is no need to worry, because the connivance and concern hidden in the stern gaze of those dark eyes when they are staring cannot be concealed.

Thinking of this, Jin Yan's eyes became redder.

Because her father, the man with dark eyes who often likes to mess up her hair, has been completely gone with the car accident!

Gone! Never again!

After that, her mother's shiny hair quickly turned gray, and her originally clear eyes also became cloudy. It's like twenty years old.

Jin Yan often saw that in the countless days and nights after that, her lonely mother ran alone into the garden in the backyard, crying silently.

But it's not just my mother who is distressed.

She misses just as much.

For many days and nights, she stared at the closed door, hoping that if it would be pushed open, his father would smile at her and roll up the quilt for her, as he always did.

Therefore, when Chen Xu's eyes appeared in front of him, looking at him with a pitiful and familiar look at him with flattery, begging for mercy, even though he knew that it was just an unintentional look, Jin Yan was still trembling with joy.

is also the reason why she is willing to lower her IQ and fight with Chen Xu, only because only at the moment of fighting, her father's eyes will look at her from the dark.

Therefore, no matter how painful her butt is, and she is taken advantage of again, she is also happy.

Jin Yan glanced at Chen Xu in front of him again. But she still couldn't find the familiarity she had hoped to see.

She looked at Chen Xu in front of her, and sketched a picture in her mind, which was a scene where Chen Xu was busy in the kitchen happily, and then quietly poked his head out to observe with a narrow gaze.

The look, the action.

As...... A remake of her father's life when he was alive.

Tears can't stop pouring out of my eyes.

Chen Xu and her father also have many similarities in their experiences when they were young, they are all the kind of faceless and skinless wild boys. Maybe more than ten years later, Chen Xu will also stare at his daughter's test paper, tears rolling in his eyes, proud of his daughter.

I remember that time, when I got the first grade in the school, my father at that moment was so happy and relieved. At that moment, it was as if my father had scored a double hundred points in the exam, and the whole person came alive. It seems to be infused with the elixir of immortality, and in the laughter, he is as happy as a child.

Then the chairman of a company that is not small, specially ran to the company, and when he met someone, he asked people to see the scores on the paper, and he was excited and encouraged, as if he had signed tens of billions of orders.

But in fact, it was just a full score test paper I got in the second year of junior high school.

Dad was crazy with joy. On the same day, the whole company added food, and my father took him to the middle of the hall, raised his little hand with a generous big hand, and his face was full of red light, "Everyone, I brought the most beautiful little princess in the world over, and your applause ...... Where?"

On that day, my father and mother laughed and danced, they hugged, they threw red envelopes, and they danced beautifully.

Jin Yan lowered her head with red eyes. There is longing in my mind, and my nose is sour.

Tears, like a waterfall that has opened the floodgates, can't be stopped.

And Chen Xu in front of him, with his father, and Zhou Zifan's gentleness, and his mother, seem to have overlapped.

Jin Yan finally understood why she was so keen on matching this pair.

She actually wants to see that this Chen Xu, who has no face and no skin, but has a pair of eyes similar to his father, will become a real man like her father meets her mother after meeting Zhou Zifan, a warrior who values responsibility more than life.

Smiling tolerantly, ordinary and unpretentious, but with a kind of manly majesty.

Wasn't that what she was looking forward to......

"Hey, Yanzi, why are you crying?" Chen Xu's question interrupted Jin Yan's thoughts.

Jin Yan wiped the corners of her eyes and erased a piece of crystal. She bared her teeth at Chen Xu: "It's nothing, it's just that the wind is a little strong." ”

"No, your eyes are so red. And tears fell in large numbers. Can this be blown by the wind?"

Chen Xu immediately seriously disbelieved it and made a fuss.

Damn it!

This big idiot who spoils emotions!

Jin Yan's sad mood was suddenly destroyed, her eyes widened, and she said angrily: "I'm thinking about my father, is there anything that can't be done?"

Chen Xu nodded in astonishment.

Then he looked sad: "Uncle...... Gone?"

"Yes. ”

"Uncle is...... Just to pass away?"

"Nope. It's been several years. ”

"Oh. ”

"What are you?"

"It's been years since they've been dead, so why are you crying all of a sudden at this time?"

"You want to care?"

"Oh. ”

"Oh what? I know!" Jin Yan glared: "Raise your eyes and look at me." ”

Chen Xu raised his eyes and looked at Jin Yan.

Look like an idiot.

Jin Yan was as cold as frost, and looked at each other with a strong momentum.

A man and a woman stared at each other by the strings of the boat, and gradually, Chen Xu was at a loss, and his eyes revealed subconscious flattery, begging for mercy, and embarrassing helplessness.

Jin Yan stared at these god-like eyes, tears rolling in her eyes, and she smiled with tears: "Do you know, my father, how proud I am of him. ”

The helplessness in Chen Xu's eyes became more and more intense. He really didn't understand why this Jin Yan wanted to talk to him about her father.

"I admit, I think about him every day. Jin Yan's lips pursed into a line, trying to calm her emotions, "He's my father, I can't miss him." I wished he would come back to life, ruffled my hair, and looked at me with a wicked smile. But what I wanted most was to say a word to him. ”

"I wanted to say to him that I was wrong. At that time, I shouldn't have murdered him. Despite her efforts to control it, Jin Yan's tears still rolled out and cried: "I want to say to him, Dad, I'm sorry, I was wrong!"

When these words were spoken, Jin Yan cried. Tears splashed on her face, and she didn't care. Choked up with tears.

Chen Xu stood aside, a little hesitant, and asked cautiously, "Could it be that I look a little like your father?"

"Hmm. ”

"But," Chen Xu was a little anxious, "I also look very similar to my father, I can't be your brother." ”

Jin Yan slowly raised her head.

The mood is ruined again!

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