Chapter 402: More than just forgiveness
Hearing Yu Qian suddenly say something to tell me, I couldn't help but be a little surprised...
But then I looked at her and quickly nodded and asked
"What's the matter?"
Yu Qian looked at me and paused for a few seconds, then spoke
"Well, it's just.. You and Xiaoyue her.. Are you alright?"
I didn't expect Yu Qian to ask about me and Zheng Jiayue, and I was even more surprised, I nodded at her, and then spoke
"Sort of. . Are you alright? Why do you ask about this?"
Yu Qian moved her mouth again when she heard my answer, and continued
"Well, it's just.. The morning before yesterday, I met Xiaoyue... I don't know if she told you or not, anyway... I told her about the day... It's the hotel I'm looking for you to go to.. Let you do me a favor... But.."
"Later, I felt like I was a bit troublesome, and it wouldn't be good if you explained it to Xiaoyue differently from what I said, so... I just wanted to come over and ask you, did you miss anything with Xiaoyue... Something .."
Yu Qian was a little embarrassed when she said this, obviously she struggled for a long time before she decided to say this to me.
I didn't expect this to be what she wanted to tell me, which made me look at her, and I quickly laughed and spoke
"Ahhh It's okay, she.. She told me, and I didn't explain it to her at the time, so she told me that you said that to her... So.. I acquiesced.,It's not a leak.... Speaking of which..."
"Thank you, I didn't expect you to help me... That.. Obviously I was a little too much... I'm sorry.."
Speaking of which, I was really ashamed of Qian, I wanted to take her to catch a wave of rape, but I didn't expect to cause so many things.
However, Yu Qian immediately smiled again when she saw me answer, she shook her head and said softly
"No.. You too.."
"For my sake... It's okay.. You're okay with Xiaoyue.. That's good.."
I don't know if it's my delusion, I actually feel that Yu Qian at this time is a little secretly sad...
This made me look at her and didn't know what to say, and after a while, I could only say "um", which was an answer.
After hearing my "um" sound, Yu Qian stopped talking, and the two of us quieted down together. Just quietly on this floor.
There are only two people in the empty floor, me and Yu Qian... It's quiet, as if you can hear each other's heartbeats.
I instinctively looked out of the window again, the sun was dazzling, obviously it was a little cold outside, but the sun still had a warm glow...
I don't know how long it took like this, but Yu Qian suddenly spoke again.
Her voice was soft, and she asked softly beside me
"Speaking of which, why are you sitting here alone? Did anything go wrong?"
I turned my head and saw Yu Qian looking at me, her expression was very indifferent, and the sunlight shining in from outside made her hair shiny.
I was stunned and paused for five or six seconds before I nodded again and said self-deprecatingly
"Sort of... It's a bit unpleasant.."
Hearing me say this, Yu Qian's expression did not change, she still looked at me, and quickly spoke again
"Really? If it's convenient, you can say it and listen to it~ Maybe.. How can I help you?"
Yu Qian's words surprised me a little again, I subconsciously looked at her, and saw Yu Qian's cheeks slightly red in my gaze.
After a moment, she moved her mouth again and whispered
"Ahhh Even if I can't help you, I can listen to the fun. Tell what you're not happy about... Make me happy.."
Yu Qian's words made me even more speechless, I looked at Yu Qian in disbelief, I always felt that she was very wrong, Yu Qian rarely joked with me like this before, but now I didn't expect to say such a thing.
And Yu Qian herself seemed to feel that she had said something different from usual, she dodged my gaze a little, and her eyes looked away...
I thought about it when I saw Yu Qian's reaction, and then I sighed lightly and spoke
"Okay.. If you want to hear it, it's okay to talk to you, so you can help me figure it out."
My words made Yu Qian turn her head again, and she looked at me and nodded, indicating that it was okay.
Seeing that Yu Qian agreed so simply, I simply didn't restrain myself, and directly told Yu Qian about this unpleasant thing at work from beginning to end.
Actually, I didn't expect Yu Qian to help me come up with any solution, it's just that maybe I need someone to talk to...
I remember someone once said that when people are depressed, the best way is to find someone to talk to, some things, a person will always be painful, but if you find someone to talk to, you will feel much better.
Sure enough, when I briefly told Yu Qian about the matter from beginning to end, I did feel a lot more relaxed in my heart.
And Yu Qian in front of me was confused, but she didn't interrupt me, and she didn't say a word.
Seeing that I was finished, Yu Qian lowered her head and thought about it for herself, and soon looked at me again and said
"So to put it this way. . . There's no good way to do it now, and time is tight, right?"
I nodded at Yu Qian, indicating that it was almost like this... Anyway, Chen Yanyu said that it would be next Monday at the latest, so I don't have much time at all.
Yu Qian saw me nodding and quickly followed the silence, she was quiet for a while, but she was still a little embarrassed to raise her head, look at me and say
"I'm sorry Wang Ming, I.. I don't know much about this aspect yet, so... I can't think of any good way for a while.. Possible.. I can't help you~"
When I heard Yu Qian say this, I hurriedly waved my hand, looked at her and spoke again
"It's okay, it's okay.. Nothing.. You can listen to me."
"It's already helped me... I'll think of it myself.. Anyway, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain.."
I said this to comfort myself, hearing me say this, Yu Qian smiled again, and then nodded at me and said
"Okay .. It's okay, Mr. Chen, she's not such a powerful person, although she looks very serious on weekdays, but.."
"You can feel that she values you very much, so as long as you're willing to work hard, she won't say anything... Come on~"
Speaking of Yu Qian, it is quite comforting, her words really made me feel a lot better, I nodded at her again, and soon remembered something.
This made me silent for a while, and then I deliberately looked at Yu Qian and asked lightly
"That's right... Haven't asked you yet.. Where have you moved to? How's it going, a new place."
"Are you still used to living there?"
My words made Yu Qian a little unexpected, she paused first, and then whispered again
"It's okay, it's good.. place.."
Speaking of this, Yu Qian was quiet for another five or six seconds, and then looked at me and said
"But... Actually, it's a place you've been... You know where it is~?"
Yu Qian's words made me stunned for a moment, and soon I reacted, the place where I followed Yu Qian, could it be the place where I went to dinner with her last time?
Thinking of this, I looked at Yu Qian and asked again
"You're moving back again?" at the earliest, where you said you lived?"
Yu Qian nodded, looked at me again and said
"Yes, the house now... It's not easy to find, I've lived there, so, it's quite convenient.. I moved back.. If you have time.."
"I'll ask you to come and play."
Yu Qian's mouth is "you", not "you"...
This made my heart tighten, but I nodded at her and spoke
"Good.. It must be .."
Seeing that I promised Yu Qian, she didn't say anything more, and the two of us were quiet again, and the whole floor returned to a quiet atmosphere.
After a while, Yu Qian took another deep breath, looked at me and said
"Okay, then I.. Let's go upstairs first.. If you want to meditate on your own, stay a little longer... But.. Don't take it too seriously, there will always be a solution.."
Yu Qian's words made me look at her, and I quickly nodded, indicating that I knew...
Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian waved her hand again, quickly turned around with a smile, and walked towards the outside of the door.
However, just after walking a few steps, Yu Qian seemed to think of something again.
She turned her head to look at me and suddenly spoke again
"Speaking of... I thought .."
"You won't ask... Is.. It's a strange feeling."
After saying this, without waiting for me to speak, Yu Qian turned around and walked out of the door again, leaving me alone to look at her dumbfounded.
I looked at the direction in which Yu Qian walked out and was stunned for a long time before I came back to my senses a little.
I can't understand the meaning of what Yu Qian said just now, but...
A woman's heart is originally a needle under the sea, and it's normal to not understand it..
I was alone for a long time, and in the afternoon, I went upstairs again.
After going upstairs, I still didn't have any energy, because the thought of the live broadcast made me feel a lot of pain...
And Xiao Kai next to me is not much better than me, although I am letting them rest and rest today, but it seems that Xiao Kai is also very entangled, and very much wants to come up with a good solution..
I didn't say anything when I saw this, so I just stayed in my seat with nothing to do.
But it didn't take long for Xiao Kai to seem to think of something, he looked at me, and then spoke very seriously
"Brother Ming.. Brother Ming.. I'm going to take a leave of absence.."
Xiao Kai's words surprised me a little, I looked at him and asked instinctively
"What are you doing with your leave?"
Xiao Kai looked very excited, he looked at me, and spoke
"I thought of a good idea, but... Still not sure if it works, I'll have to try... If you can't do it in the company, can you please give me half a day off?"
As soon as I heard that Xiao Kai had a way, I immediately became a lot more excited, and at this time I looked at him and asked again
"What?"
As a result, Xiao Kai didn't seem to have the heart to tell me now, he looked at me and said seriously
"Not sure if it's going to work, I.. I'll tell you when I'm ready!"
When I heard Xiao Kai say this, the first thought in my heart was my day, but anyway, let him stay in the company, so I looked at him, waved my hand and said
"Okay, okay, then you go, don't ask for leave, no one cares about you anyway.. I'll call you if there's something, and I'll have to deduct my salary if I ask for leave."
Hearing me say this, Xiao Kai nodded at me excitedly, and then quickly packed up and left..
Although I don't know what Xiao Kai came up with, but to be honest, as soon as this guy entered the company, I felt that he still had some work ability, and even said that he was better than me, so maybe I could really count on him...
In this way, Xiao Kai didn't go long ago, and Zheng Jiayue suddenly came...
The little guy had a laid-back look, obviously unaware that my mood had hit rock bottom in the morning.
After Zheng Jiayue came, she saw me sitting in her place with a sad face, she sat down slowly, and soon looked at me again and said
"What's wrong~ Xiao Xiaoming.. I didn't come in the morning, you thought..."
"It's not. You've become like this~?"
Zheng Jiayue, this little guy seems to be in a good mood, and he provoked me as soon as he came...
I didn't bother to argue with her when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, so I simply looked at her and spoke
"I can see that I'm in a bad mood and mess with me... Haven't you heard what it means to die if you don't die?"
My words made Zheng Jiayue even more concerned, she looked at me strangely, and suddenly smiled and said
"Ah~ It's so strange, Xiao Xiaoming turned out that you also told people that you would be in a bad mood.. What's wrong~ isn't it.."
"I realized that I was ashamed of me... So that's it?"
—————— tomorrow morning
I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to suddenly change her mind and say this to me.
This made me look at her, thinking to myself, what is the situation, could it be that Zheng Jiayue's third condition is to let me get out of her bed or something?
Meow, if that's really the case, it's so easy, isn't it? And I just wanted to tease her or something, and if I really wanted to sleep, I wouldn't necessarily sleep in her bed, after all, verbally, I and she were temporarily separated, so it would be too strange to sleep together or something.
However, I muttered like this in my heart, but I still pretended to be very indifferent on the surface, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, and then spoke
"Ahhh What is it? I don't need to say it so scary, right?"
As a result, Zheng Jiayue's expression was still very serious, she looked at me, and quickly spoke again
"Less coming, I.. Anyway, you are like this first.. Don't blame me~"
Although Zheng Jiayue didn't say what it was, her tone became more and more serious... It always makes me feel inexplicably unconfident.
But when I heard her say this, I still looked at her, and then spoke
"Ahhh What is the third thing? Anyway. I knew you weren't going to say anything good!"
What I said is purely a fox and a fake tiger, and I am really afraid that Zheng Jiayue will make some too unreasonable requests.
However, Zheng Jiayue looked at me, and after a while, she spoke again
"Don't you like to sleep in my room~ My third condition is..."
"Xiao Xiaoming, you move here, in the future. You're going to live with me, and you'll have enough to live!!"
As soon as Zheng Jiayue said this, my whole person was Spartan...
My eyes widened, and my mouth grew and looked at her a little incredulously.
At this time, Zheng Jiayue was a little evasive of my gaze, she was not looking at me, but from her face, I saw a trace of panic.
This made me a little bit confused, what is the situation, Zheng Jiayue's third condition is to let me move in with her?
Although Zheng Jiayue had talked about this kind of thing by chance before, there was no follow-up, but now that I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I didn't know what to say for a while, so I could only look at her dumbfounded.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, Zheng Jiayue spoke again after a while
"Can't you? I know.."
"Sister Qian has moved away, you live there by yourself, and it's far away from the company... And.."
"Don't you like to rob my room, this will make you have enough!"
Although Zheng Jiayue said so, I actually knew very well that the last sentence was just a so-called excuse...
Since Zheng Jiayue invited me to come and live at her house, it is equivalent to an indirect expression, and she will forgive me when the time comes... And I can also be closer to the company, and officially start, the days of living with Zheng Jiayue.
Although it's good no matter how you think about it, I don't know why, I just can't make a decision at this moment, so I can only look at Zheng Jiayue in a little panic, and I didn't speak for a long time.
Seeing that I was silent for a long time, Zheng Jiayue didn't seem to be angry, she seemed to have expected this to be the case, but she looked at me again, and then spoke
: "Anyway.. This is my third condition, Xiao Xiaoming you... Before the expiration of the agreement tomorrow, you can think about it before answering me... Now.."
"Now you go to your room and go to sleep... I haven't forgiven you yet, you don't want to sleep in my bed.."
While saying this, Zheng Jiayue put on an angry look and pulled me up from her bed.
Maybe because of some absent-mindedness, I was pulled up by Zheng Jiayue all of a sudden.
After getting up, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, she pouted, took a quilt from the side, stuffed it into my arms and said
"Let's go, I'm going to sleep, Xiao Xiaoming, you think about it slowly, good night~"
Zheng Jiayue didn't want to continue to say anything to me after saying this, I hugged the quilt she stuffed into me, and was stunned for a while before walking out of her room.
As soon as she went out, Zheng Jiayue quickly closed the door of her room again.
The moment the door closed, I saw her somewhat panicked eyes.
Obviously, how I will answer makes Zheng Jiayue also nervous, she doesn't know what kind of answer I will give her, and I don't know, how I will tell her...
Actually, to be honest, I don't know how to answer her.
Her conditions are so unexpected, I don't even know when she knew about Yu Qian's move, if you think about it carefully, it can only be this morning, it seems that when Yu Qian helped me explain, she also deliberately told Zheng Jiayue about her moving away, she knows the relationship between me and Zheng Jiayue, and also knows that Zheng Jiayue knows that I like her, so it is also of great significance to say that she moved away, which can show that there is indeed nothing between her and me..
I don't know if Zheng Jiayue wanted to put forward this condition a long time ago, but I can be sure that when she knew that Yu Qian had moved away, she must have thought this in her heart, and it was definitely not by chance that she wanted me to move over, Zheng Jiayue may... I have long wished I could be by her side more often...
Last time, I remember that she once said that if I lived with her, I would be able to cook breakfast for her often, and maybe at that time, such a seed was planted in her heart.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but take a deep breath, and after a while, I walked to the next guest room with the quilt in my arms.
The house is clean and clean, compared to Zheng Jiayue's room, it is much more empty.
I put the quilt on the bed and cleaned it up for a while before I lay down again.
It's not too big, but it's not too small, and I looked at everything in the room and thought to myself if I moved here, I'd probably have to live here.
Seriously, strictly speaking, it is very, very good to be able to move in with Zheng Jiayue.
Let's not say that she is very close to the company here, at least I don't have to get up so early in the future, and then it's the rent or something, you can also save a lot, and on the other hand, it is. Who wouldn't want to live with their girlfriend when they have this opportunity?
Although I am with Zheng Jiayue, the distance between the two of us is nothing more than kissing or something, and there is no substantial progress, and now we are still quarreling because of some painful things, and we are very uncomfortable with each other, if we are together, many things will be different, and if I have a direct relationship with Zheng Jiayue, it will be one step closer?
These thoughts made me a little excited in my heart, but I couldn't say why, I just couldn't make up my mind, and I couldn't muster up the right to use it, and I was sure that I wanted to move here.
I don't know why I'm worried, it's all a harmless thing, why do I have a hesitant idea?
I thought about it like this for a long time, and finally realized that maybe I didn't have such a plan in my heart.
Although I am with Zheng Jiayue, I really didn't think about it... Maybe in my attitude, I didn't plan to be so far away, so at this time, I will have this kind of uncertainty...
I believe that if it were someone else, I might have agreed to it right away, but when it came to me, even if Zheng Jiayue said this idea in such a way, in such an almost very active and very beneficial way, I still couldn't decide.
I couldn't fall asleep at all because of the mess in my mind, so I sat up from the bed again and couldn't help but look in the direction of the door.
I don't know if Zheng Jiayue next door is sleeping in the room, I know that she can say that she is not angry with me now, but... If I refuse her last offer, she will be very disappointed and unhappy, right?
For a long time, between me and Zheng Jiayue, she seems to be in that position of paying, so sometimes if I don't calm down, there is no way to feel what she thinks, which is the main reason why I often make her unhappy, but in this matter, I still know very well what kind of result my answer will get in exchange...
So I struggled with it for a while, and finally I simply stopped thinking about it, thinking that I would just talk about it tomorrow.
So I lay down again, closed my eyes for a long time, and then I fell asleep again.