Cai Jingyi hasn't come yet......

She usually came almost all the time with me, and there was no doubt that something must have happened to her!

I just felt that my head was about to explode, and I wanted to break the classmate in front of me into pieces. And he didn't know that he was in trouble, so he still smiled and said to me, "Brother Zhang, are you going to fight?"

"Hit your mother!"

I cursed irritably, and hurriedly walked outside. As soon as I walked out of the classroom door, I bumped into a figure. When I looked up, I found that it was Cai Jingyi who came back. I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and hurriedly asked, "Jingyi, you were called away by someone just now?"

"It's okay...... Cai Jingyi said casually, "It's been solved." ”

I couldn't help but ask, "Didn't that person come to me?" ”

Cai Jingyi shook her head and said, "It's just that a person who doesn't like you and wants to come to you for trouble, but I sent you away." ”

I looked at Cai Jingyi's eyes seriously, and I always felt that her statement was a little suspicious. But Cai Jingyi looked calm and didn't care at all.

If that's the case, then the people looking for me are boring.

I grunted back to the classroom, and the classmate just now didn't dare to speak when he saw me coming back, but his face was full of grievances. Cai Jingyi also sat next to me, I looked at her face several times, and I couldn't see anything unusual, so I tried not to think about it anymore.

Cai Jingyi picked up my math paper and began to correct it, and after correcting it, she nodded and said, "It's not bad, you can answer most of the questions now, Zhang Xiang, I am really impressed by your memory." As long as you persist like this, three books are not a problem, if there is a miracle, even two books are possible. ”

I was surprised, "Really?"

"Your grades in other subjects are already good, just make up for the differences......" Cai Jingyi smiled, "There is nothing difficult in the world, I am afraid of people with hearts." You already have a strong memory, and although you use this rote memorization method, as long as you can win, it doesn't matter what the process is. I'll give you a few more formulas to solve the problem, and you can remember to memorize them, these are easy to make mistakes. ”

I was greatly encouraged by Cai Jingyi's words, and I felt that I was so happy to have such an excellent tablemate as Cai Jingyi.

I picked up the book and read it carefully, and then the teacher came and gave us some papers to do. After I finished the paper, I checked it well. After reading it, I was going to review the formulas on the test paper again, but Cai Jingyi suddenly said to me, "Are you going out for a drink?"

"Huh?"

I looked at Cai Jingyi next to me in surprise, nodded subconsciously, took out the English book, stood up and handed over the paper. This time the invigilator was the English teacher, and she read my paper again, and then said with satisfaction: "Your grades are much better than before, don't you read them again?"

I shook the English textbook in my hand and said seriously, "No, it's better to memorize a few more words as soon as possible." ”

The English teacher smiled with satisfaction and generously let me out. I came to the back of the playground and waited for Cai Jingyi, and it didn't take long for Cai Jingyi to come. She smiled at me and climbed over the fence first.

I hurriedly followed Cai Jingyi and ran errands to buy two bottles of beer. After Cai Jingyi opened a bottle, she first poured a sip, then leaned under the banyan tree and said softly: "It's so comfortable." ”

"It's a little too pleasant...... I said with a smile, "I'm still in school, and when I enter society, I'm afraid you're going to get even worse." ”

Cai Jingyi hummed flatly, but did not say anything else. I sat next to Cai Jingyi with a beer in my arms, and a breeze blew at this time, which made people feel very cool. Cai Jingyi suddenly pointed ahead with her finger and said to me, "Zhang Xiang, do you see the girl in the miniskirt in front of you?"

"Huh?"

Cai Jingyi's words made me unable to react at once, I looked curiously in the direction of her finger, and saw that there was indeed a girl in a miniskirt over there, with two long legs exposed, walking with an umbrella, so I said I saw it.

"Then what do you think?" asked Cai Jingyi.

I thought about it for a moment and said honestly, "It's perverted, I really want to lift my skirt and take a look." ”

"Most men think that way, because every man ...... No, it should be said that everyone will have their own desires......" Cai Jingyi said softly, "If you want beauty, you want wealth, everyone will have such desires, and so do I." Every day I close my eyes and my mind is full of business matters. ”

I wondered, "Is it because of your attachment to money?"

"Nope. ”

Cai Jingyi shook her head, and she smiled at me: "I don't really care so much about money, what I care about...... I hope that my life will not be idle, and I hope that my life can be decided by myself. It's like you and me, my life is my own decision, and your life is ...... But I don't know who it is. ”

I was a little unconvinced when I heard it, and said seriously: "I have made great progress now, and I won't be bullied, why don't I say that my life is not my own decision?"

"Because you can't even protect your own parents, or rather, you can't even do this as their son. ”

Cai Jingyi's words pierced my heart deeply, and I remembered that my parents were going to pass me out. I couldn't help but sigh and take a sip of beer, but I accidentally choked and coughed.

Cai Jingyi thoughtfully took out a tissue, wiped the corners of my mouth for me, and said to me gently: "I am not telling you this, in fact, I don't want to teach you anything, I just want to tell you your current situation." Zhang Xiang, everyone has their own way of life, but you can't find your own direction, which is not the saddest. The most painful thing for people is not that they can't see the light, but that they know that they are in a swamp, but they see themselves sinking. You are really working hard now, and I can't predict your future situation, I just hope that you can find a path that suits you best. There's one thing I don't know whether to talk about or not. ”

I nodded, "You can tell me." ”

"What you are doing now is actually not very ......meaningful to your life," Cai Jingyi handed me her wine bottle and said softly, "I will be admitted to three books, maybe two." Study hard for a few years, and if you're lucky, find a job for another company. You are a stable person, and what you want most in your heart is stability, but according to the situation in your family, it is probably not so easy to exchange stability for family happiness. Have you ever wondered why a biological parent would want to have their own child? They must have their own problems, but you don't know it yet. You're suffering, maybe they're more painful, of course, that's just my guess. ”

When I heard this, I couldn't wait to ask, "So how can I solve these problems?"

Cai Jingyi looked back at me and said calmly, "Do you think I'm omnipotent?"

"I ......"

I was speechless for a moment, and then I remembered that since Cai Jingyi came, no matter what, I was asking her to help me get an idea. I subconsciously thought that she was the one who could save my world, but when she said this, I suddenly realized that it was all because of my incompetence, which caused me a lot of trouble for her.

I looked at the wine bottle, swallowed my saliva, and said a little bitterly, "Why did you tell me this before the college entrance examination?"

"I won't have a chance to say it in the future......" Cai Jingyi suddenly stood up, patted the dust on her buttocks with her hand, and smiled at me, "I'm going to drop out of school, I don't know if there will be any intersection in the future, but during this time, thank you for taking care of me." ”

"Drop out!?"

My eyes widened in disbelief and I subconsciously stood up. I was about to speak, but Cai Jingyi suddenly threw herself into my arms and blocked my mouth with her fingers.

She raised her head, blinked her beautiful eyes, and spoke like a spring breeze in March, but it made people feel in the cold winter:

"Don't ask me why I dropped out, I have my own reasons, I like to be optimistic, don't say sad things. Zhang Xiang, remember...... If there's endless darkness in front of you, bite at it hard. A wild dog will only survive under the stick, and a mad dog will bleed and endure the pain, tearing the stick and people to pieces. ”