Chapter 86
Ward.
Because of the drug, Cheng You slept for a long, long time, from fainting to nearly twelve hours now, and now he wakes up and plays mobile games on the hospital bed in good spirits.
"Where have you been and haven't come back for so long, I heard from the nurse that you went out early. Cheng You's eyes were always on the screen when he said this.
"What would you like to eat?"
"What do you want to eat. ”
"Good. ”
Cheng You was stunned for a moment and looked up at him: "You are in a bad mood." Why don't you ask me what it is?"
"What's what?"
"What is porridge? ”
Jiang Yixiu looked at her puzzled.
"There was a porridge shop called something, so I said what I wanted to eat. It's right on the gallery side, not far from here, and there is no traffic jam at this time, so it's not troublesome at all. ”
It's not troublesome at all, listening to her say this, Jiang Yixiu is sad to death. How could she be so careful with others in front of his eyes?
"I'll buy it for you. ”
“…… You're really not emotionally right. ”
"You sleep for a while, don't always play with your phone, and then Shirley will come to accompany you. ”
"Good. Cheng You lifted the quilt and got in, showed his head and said, "Do you think I'm well-behaved?"
"Good. Jiang Yixiu touched her head and kissed her forehead.
"That's right. Cheng You pursed his mouth.
Jiang Yixiu kissed it, not a kiss but a kiss, a kiss with venting, Cheng You felt that his lips were numb. His action confirmed her suspicion that he was really not in the right mood.
But why is the mood wrong? Is it ...... He knows? No way.
Although Cheng You thought so, he immediately ran to the doctor after Jiang Yixiu left, and the doctor gave an exact answer, and blamed her for why she wanted to hide it.
Cheng You smiled bitterly.
Why did she hide it so carefully, but they could leak it at will?
She was afraid, she was afraid that she would be treated as a monster, she was afraid that Jiang Yixiu would become cautious about her from now on, obviously she was afraid of so many things, and she was trying so hard to hide it, but they didn't respect her ideas.
"What's wrong with you?"
Cheng You waved away the doctor's hand with red eyes.
"I apologize for what I just did, I didn't know you were hiding from him. I'm sorry. ”
Cheng You glared at him, but she couldn't blame anymore, she couldn't blame anyone, she could only blame herself.
"You ......"
"I'm fine. Cheng You threw down this sentence and turned to leave.
Lying on the bed and no longer sleepy, Cheng You got up, sat on the bed and fidgeted, and walked to the window. The sun outside was vigorous, and Cheng You felt that the cold touch of his body was melting. The sun, the light she longed for.
Cheng You pushed the bed away, the sun shone on her face defenselessly, a slight wind blew, goosebumps were blown up, sweat flowed down her spine, as if it was melted.
The mobile phone rang, Cheng You took it out of the pocket of the hospital gown, it was Yao Xueli, just about to pick up the phone, a gust of wind blew, and Cheng You squinted his eyes by the sand swept by the wind.
Cheng You hurriedly rubbed his eyes, and the phone slipped out of his hand.
finally relieved myself, and the sound of the mobile phone was gone.
"!" Cheng You was stunned.
"It won't be so unlucky, right?" Cheng You said, poking his head out of the window, there was a beam outside the window, and the distance between it and downstairs. Cheng You estimated it a little, if he stretched out his hand, he would still be able to go up.
So, she stood on her tiptoes and leaned out of her half-body, out of reach.
It's just a little bit, the more I think about it, the more unwilling I become, so Cheng You thought of another way, half a leg stepped out, pulled the window with his hand, and half of the person hung out his hand, and if he got it, he was about to get it! Cheng You's hand just grabbed the phone, and someone pulled her behind her.
"What are you doing!"
"I'm holding my phone. Cheng You was dumbfounded by such a roar, he had known Jiang Yixiu for so long, and he had never spoken to her so loudly.
Jiang Yixiu's face was very unpleasant, but he still suppressed a little anger: "Tell me what you want to take." What if you fall like this?"
His voice trembled.
Cheng You hugged him: "I'm sorry." She patted him on the back again and again.
"I'll never do that again next time. ”
"Hmm. Jiang Yixiu hugged her heavily, and her body gradually stopped trembling.
He was really scared, and in that moment he was almost going crazy.
The porridge was spilled on the ground, and it was shocking.
"I don't have anything to eat. Cheng You's face was full of pity.
"I'll buy it for you again. ”
"Forget it, I'm not going to eat it. I don't have much of an appetite either. You sit, I have something to say to you. Cheng You patted the side of his bed.
Jiang Yixiu sat up, always keeping his head down, obviously not recovering from the shock just now.
Cheng You stroked the back of his hand: "Don't be afraid, I just don't want you to be like this, so I won't tell you." No matter what the psychiatrist tells you, but you must believe what I say, if I say it's okay, then it's really okay, I can control my emotions, and I don't want to die. The world is so good, there are so many delicious foods, there are so many beautiful scenery, and I have never seen the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, how could I be willing to die? Besides, I am so afraid of pain. So, don't think I'm a strange person, okay? ”
"How can you hide it from me. Jiang Yixiu held back for a long time before saying this, the words were grievances and distress. She shouldn't have to bear the pain silently.
"I don't want you to worry. What's more, I know that only I can save myself. Did you hear that the doctor said that I was actively receiving treatment. ”
"I hear you. But if you hide it from me, I know that I will be even more worried. ”
"Then you should treat me as a coward. Cheng You pursed his lower lip and took a deep breath.
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid of my grandmother's curses, I'm afraid that my grandmother won't let me go when she dies, I don't know what I did wrong so unlikable to her, she beat me when I was a child, I want to beat me to death, scold me, this kind of ugly words can be said. I was an enemy in her eyes, and she wanted to kill me all the time. So I escaped, from the home that was still there but no longer warm. ”
Cheng You clutched his head in pain: "I know I can't care if they say that, but you know what? I want to forget more than anyone else, but I remember more than anyone else. I remember the way they spoke, and I remember every word they said, it was like a brand engraved in my mind. I can't forget, I'm afraid I can't. Cheng You cried as he spoke.
Lonely and helpless.
She craved warmth more than anyone else, longing for it but fearing it would burn her.
Jiang Yixiu hugged her, and Cheng You cried on his shoulder for a long time.
She didn't want to think more than anyone else, she was trying to restrain herself.
This home made her feel scared from the bottom of her heart. She didn't know how to get rid of it.
One of the saddest things in love is to watch love disappear, whether it is love or family and friendship, the most hateful thing about a relationship is love.
The memories are beautiful but hurtful, and now the memories are painful.
Cheng You cried and fell asleep, Yao Xueli arrived at the hospital smoothly, and she was stuck in traffic on the road for a long time.
"Is she alright?"
Jiang Yixiu briefly talked about her situation, Yao Xueli listened very seriously, and her face gradually became solemn.
"So what now?"
"I want to know the truth, they must have something to hide. But, somehow, I always had a sense of foreboding in my heart. Jiang Yixiu breathed a long sigh of relief, some past events will definitely be injured. He was afraid that this would hurt too much and would destroy a person.
"It's fine. Yao Xueli patted him on the shoulder.
Is it really okay?
Not.
Jiang Yixiu seized the opportunity to find his father and ask the truth, what he would definitely know about his relationship with the Cheng family.
However, things are far from going as smoothly as he progresses.
I don't know if Jiang's father has a premonition, so he has always avoided Jiang Yixiu, and Jiang Yixiu was sent away by the secretary again and again.
Until the end, Jiang Yixiu broke into his office despite the secretary's obstruction, and it turned out that he was not so busy that he didn't even have time to see him.
Even his father is like this, and Jiang Yixiu is even more reluctant to be hidden in the dark about this matter.
"Dad, what's going on with the Cheng family?"
"What's going on. Father Jiang is pretending to be stupid: "Is Grandma Cheng seriously ill?"
"No, I mean Cheng You. I remember asking you before, why did Uncle Cheng suddenly treat Cheng You like this, you said it was because his family gave birth to a son, it was too abnormal, obviously Uncle Cheng used to like Cheng You so much. If you have a son, you don't want a daughter, how is it possible. ”
Uncle Cheng really loved Cheng You before, Cheng You was the pearl of his hand when he was a child, Uncle Cheng has always been responsive to Cheng You's requirements, where would he be willing to let her be hurt a little.
If it's because of Cheng Nan, then he won't have to regard his daughter as an enemy, this face will become too fast.
Father Jiang's face was extremely unhappy: "Why is it impossible? This is someone else's business, so you don't care." ”
Jiang Yixiu smiled: "When did our family separate from the Cheng family, and when did we start to separate their family from our own family? ”
Father Jiang slapped the information on the table and scolded: "Knowing these is not good for you!"
"I want to know the truth. I'm with Cheng You, we're in love, and we'll get married in the future. ”
A slap fell.
"You bastard!" Father Jiang trembled with anger.
"I'm telling you, you broke off this relationship with Cheng You as soon as possible. ”
Jiang Yixiu's anger was ignited: "Why! Don't you like Cheng You very much?"
"Liking and accepting are two different things. I can treat her like a daughter and pamper her, but I can't accept her as my daughter-in-law. ”
"Why! Why!" he roared, the rage on his side about to destroy him.
Father Jiang took a deep breath and slapped his palm on the table, "The Jiang family will not accept a girl with an unknown background!"
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