Chen Hui is 26 years old this year, he is not married, he has been single since graduation, and now he has no stable job, let alone a stable income, and now he stays at home every day, and his profession is a foreign exchange trader, making a living from speculation in the foreign exchange market.

Chen Hui's profession is similar to those who are professional stock speculators and futures speculators, who make a living from the stock market, buy and sell the stocks of listed companies, obtain price differences, and make profits.

Speculative futures make a living by speculating in commodity futures, buying and selling commodities in real life, all of which are physical objects, such as eggs, corn, soybeans, wheat, rice, oats, barley, rye, pork belly, live pigs, live cattle, calves, soybean meal, soybean oil, cocoa, coffee, cotton, these agricultural by-products, as well as metal products including gold, silver, copper, aluminum, lead, zinc, nickel, rake, platinum, steel, and some chemical products crude oil, heating oil, unleaded ordinary gasoline, propane, natural rubber; Cleat.

The foreign exchange market that Chen Hui is engaged in is the exchange between the currencies of major countries in the world, such as the British pound, the US dollar, the euro, the New Zealand dollar, the Canadian dollar, the Australian dollar, and the Japanese yen...... Each country's currency corresponds to another country's currency has a ratio, commonly known as the exchange rate, whether it is travel abroad, enterprise trade, international trade settlement, asset transfer..... all kinds are carried out through the foreign exchange market, the vast majority of countries in the world exchange rate is usually not fixed, is fluctuating, which has a difference, but also a profit.

Chen Hui plunged into the speculative industry after graduation, full of enthusiasm and ambition at that time, like the first love of a young girl, deeply in love with this financial speculation profession, determined to become the stock god Warren Buffett, a figure like the financial predator Soros, easy to make a lot of money, and free, luxury cars, beauties, villas, private jets, yachts or something, Chen Hui was full of expectations, full of longing, but the dream is good, the reality is cruel..........

After many years, no matter how hard he worked and worked hard, Chen Hui still achieved nothing in the financial speculation industry, failed many times, started again many times, lost nothing, and was poor.

I can't afford to buy good clothes, I can't afford a car, I can't afford a house, I can't afford to talk about my girlfriend, I can't afford to marry my wife, I blink an eye, it's been 4 years since I graduated, my former classmates, I can't bask in my life, I can't bask in happiness, I get married, I have a child, I have a child, there is no doubt that Chen Hui is a failure, as an ordinary person, an ordinary person, I have a car, a house, and then marry an ordinary woman, have children, these ordinary people's lives, ordinary people's happiness, Chen Hui can't do it, and now I can't live an ordinary life, Chen Hui is very unwilling, Chen Hui wants to make a lot of money, and wants to get rid of this fate, but Chen Hui's talent and understanding in the field of speculation are not high.

Chen Hui can't make a lot of money, occasionally make a little money, but these small money is always gained and lost, lost and regained, and repeatedly, the principal is always not accumulated, so four years later, Chen Hui one night, looking at his FXCM account, from more than 90,000 US dollars, because of a failed operation, all the way to lose 2,000 US dollars, and his wallet has less than 100 yuan left, the bitter taste in his heart is indescribable.

I sighed with great sadness in my heart: "After so many years, I have returned to the original point, and I am still standing still!"

Chen Hui wants to get drunk, Chen Hui has quit drinking, quit smoking for many years, now he just wants to get drunk, take out 50 yuan, go to the Fuwanjia supermarket opposite the house, buy two bottles of liquor, come back, ignore the strange face of his parents, rush back upstairs, lock himself in the room, open the bottle cap, and pour it violently, drink too much, you can drown the pain!

In a blink of an eye, he drank a bottle and a half, a high number of liquor, which made Chen Hui dizzy, his throat was extremely hot, thinking about his parents, a handful of age, still hard work, doing a tiring small business, going to the countryside all day long, but his parents' ability was limited, the profits were meager, and he was just able to support his family.

knows that his son is incapable and unreliable. In order to let his son buy a house in the future, get married, bride price or something, his parents are old, still working hard, and even go back to his hometown to farm, Chen Hui feels very uncomfortable when he thinks about it, now that an ordinary family gets married, he may have to squeeze out his parents' hard-earned money for a lifetime, and his enjoyment is only based on the blood and sweat of his parents, and he feels that he is really useless, if he has no ability, Chen Hui plans to live alone for the rest of his life.

Chen Hui lives with his parents, although he is not a typical old man, but he still eats his parents' and does not subsidize any family.

Although I came back from the outside for a few years, I didn't ask my parents for a penny, I stayed at home all day to do my own thing, rarely communicated, everyone was busy with each other, and I didn't get along well with my parents.

Thinking about it, Chen Hui's heart was full of unwillingness, resentment, he couldn't just give up on life, give up on himself, give up the pursuit of his life, Buffett, Rogers, and Soros were not poor boys when they were young, why can't I make a lot of money and live a rich and free life!.

Before the amount of alcohol was attacked, Chen Hui took the worn-out and yellowed Huawei Honor 4 mobile phone, which cost 999 yuan at the time, and he was reluctant to change it after buying it for a few years.

A few familiar clicks, opened a video of Shi Yuzhu's failure in the early years downloaded from Baidu, this is the inspirational video he often watches when he is frustrated and frustrated, and when his soul is hungry, he replenishes the chicken soup for the soul, and he never gets tired of watching it.

The video tells the true story of Shi Yuzhu's failure to start a business in his early years, carrying huge debts, and being criticized, ridiculed, and ridiculed by a group of viewers on CCTV in turn, which is embarrassing.

"The Giant Group failed, I don't know how you summarized it, Mr. Shi, I summarized a failure problem for you, you giant is too greedy, first of all, the Giant Group reflects the kind of greed in your bones, seeking merit, seeking ........ aggressiveness" The male in the audience said sharply

"The giant's failure is purely a personal mistake of yours, I believe in a sentence that character determines fate, I think you must have human shortcomings........ his series of decision-making mistakes, absolutely reflects a human weak..........ness in him," the second male in the audience mocked

"You hand over your current giants, including you Shi Yuzhu, as a brand and run it to others, which will definitely help you pay off your debts............. said, pointing at Shi Yuzhu.

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At the end of the film, a song sounds, the brightest star in the night sky, "I pray to have a transparent heart, and tearful eyes, to give me the courage to believe again, to embrace you beyond lies, whenever I can't find the meaning of existence, whenever I get lost in the night, the brightest star in the night sky, please guide me closer to you..........."

Chen Hui's eyes moistened a little when he listened, so he poured another sip of liquor, and muttered in his mouth: "If my ability can only make me poor and destitute, then poverty is my fate, otherwise in life, I will earn the most money, live the most free life, sleep with the most beautiful woman, and bet on the best future!"

The strong alcohol strength came up, and after drinking so much liquor, Chen Hui, who had quit drinking for many years, gradually blurred his consciousness.

Gradually started a dream, Chen Hui in the dream, just graduated, he broke the tripartite agreement with a machinery factory in Fangchenggang, with infinite longing and love, went to a small local financial private equity company to start a trainee trader, where there is no salary, including a meal of Chinese food, Chen Hui did more than a month, learned some technology, but from high school to college to save more than 10,000 yuan of living expenses, all lost. Almost penniless, left the company, under the opposition of his family, and then quarreled with the family, asked his mother for 5,000 yuan, in his own rental house, to do business, less than a month, soon lost money.

During that time, I had no money, I was reluctant to eat, I cooked noodles every day, two or three meals a day, just ate a full stomach, and the living expenses for a week were less than 20 yuan, all of which were boiled some noodles bought in the supermarket. Chen Hui occasionally went to his roommate's place to eat some meat and rice to improve his food when he was greeted by his roommate.

Although Chen Hui gritted his teeth and insisted on continuing his life pursuit, but unfortunately, the money was still lost, in order to make a living, Chen Hui had to leave the speculation industry, asked a good friend to borrow 2000 yuan, began to look for a job, in the graduation city of Liuzhou for a month, did not find, where the salary is too low, generally, 1800 a month is good, Chen Hui studied machinery, to many machinery factories interviews or was rejected, or some factories, the enterprise does not need people at all, but the personnel department, in order to show that the personnel department is not playing soy sauce, there is nothing to do, will always find some people to interview, to show that they are doing thingsBut people don't really want you. Chen Hui has encountered many such personnel recruitments.

In order to make a living, in order to have the funds to return to the speculative industry, Chen Hui started to be a waiter in a catering company in Hangzhou, but he had to go to Hangzhou to work!

Chen Hui didn't know that the 2600 was difficult to survive in a second-tier capital city like Hangzhou, but the problem was that after looking for a job for so long, there seemed to be no company in the factory that could give Chen Hui this treatment, in order to make a living, and the money in his pocket was getting less and less, Chen Hui spent 356 yuan and made a 3-day train to Hangzhou.

Chen Hui arrived in Hangzhou and worked as a waiter for half a month, and during this half month, he was very busy every day, doing everything he did, serving food, mopping the floor, cleaning up the table, and sweeping the floor.........

Every day before going to work, before getting off work is to carry out some brainwashing, such as brainwashing how to make the guests satisfied, there are a lot of things to learn, Chen Hui followed a junior high school graduation not long ago, about 16 years old boy to study, Hangzhou is not like the previous book said, beautiful Suzhou and Hangzhou, how good the scenery is, there is serious air pollution, every day the sky is gloomy, gray, full of haze, West Lake looks like a big fish pond, the water is very turbid, there is no beauty can be, compared to the green mountains and green water here in Lingnan Province is too bad!

Chen Hui in Hangzhou is not adapted, when the weather in November, Hangzhou is still very cold, when the noon break, in the restaurant, the air conditioning is turned off, wearing thin work clothes, Chen Hui soon caught a cold, and soon suffered from severe rhinitis, as for the accommodation conditions are extremely bad, 8 people are crowded in a small room, the space is extremely narrow, there is no toilet, there are all kinds of socks in it, the smell is stinking, the bed is small, taller, it is impossible to sleep, because the bed is too short, to shrink the feet to do. It is possible to drip if you want to sleep straight. The thief in the dormitory, I don't know who it is, also stole Chen Hui's power bank.

Half a month later, Chen Hui's cousin called, so Chen Hui left Hangzhou, preparing to go to Dongguan to join his cousin and go to Dongguan to find a job.

There is no direct train from Hangzhou to Dongguan, and it must be transferred to Nanchang, so Chen Hui made a hard seat, nibbled on dried Master Kong instant noodles, and a bottle of Nutrition Express, and his birthday was on the train that year. In the middle of the night, Chen Hui got off the train in Nanchang, there were many solicitors outside the train station, an old woman pestered Chen Hui one by one, and asked Chen Hui to go to the place she recommended to live, Chen Hui had no money in his pocket, and he didn't dare to go, after a stalemate, Chen Hui was scolded by the woman "Cao Nima's, wasting the old lady's time,"

Chen Hui scolded back and ran away, but when he accidentally went upstairs, because he ran too fast and the pull was too tight, the rope of the backpack broke, and he looked at the backpack distressedly, this is the backpack that Chen Hui's roommate gave to Chen Hui when Chen Hui went to Hangzhou, because the roommate knew that Chen Hui had no money to buy a backpack..........

Reluctant to stay in a hotel, Chen Hui wandered aimlessly in the cold Nanchang Railway Station for half the night, and the next day he bought a hard seat and the train headed for Dongguan.

Thanks to his cousin who provided a place to live, Chen Hui began to look for a job in the strange Dongguan, Dongguan is not like other cities, where are many bus stops in Dongguan are without street signs, and there are a lot of buses, to the station, often do not stop, and do not remind passengers, many times Chen Hui is sitting before getting off, many streets in Dongguan are without street signs, so I looked for a few days of work, and also encountered some particularly hateful personnel recruitment, Chen Hui just wants to have a job, to survive in the society. A lot of interviewers are more perfunctory.

There are also interviewers who joke very sharply and say, 'You college students are actually not as good as the aunt who sweeps the floor, and the aunt who sweeps the floor can still complete one thing independently, but you can't.' ’

There are also kind interviewers who pointed out Chen Hui's shortcomings and kindly reminded Chen Hui how to interview.

In the end, Chen Hui found an electronics company to be a reserve cadre, and when he found a job, Chen Hui only had 100 yuan left, paid 50 yuan for the physical examination, bought some extremely cheap daily necessities, and left more than 10 yuan. Eat and live, the salary will be pressed for a month, fortunately, the company's reserve cadres can advance 500 yuan in salary, so Chen Hui advanced 500 yuan, and it took two months, the canteen rice can only be used to fill the stomach, it is difficult to eat, it is good to have a piece of black meat in a meal, but it is better than eating noodles before. I work 12 to 13 hours a day, sometimes without a break for two months, and I work overtime to catch up with the goods. But it's better than a waiter who sweeps, serves, and mops the floor every day. If Foxconn is a sweatshop in China, it is far worse than the conditions and treatment in Foxconn, what kind of factory is it?

In this way, Chen Hui spent most of the year in the electronics company, saving money, working overtime, saving more than 20,000 yuan, this half a year, Chen Hui almost lived an isolated factory life, because sweatshops are basically like this, Chen Hui goes to work every day, works overtime, eats and sleeps, squeezes time to read and study, and has a very fulfilling life.

There is money left in his pocket, and he has returned the money of several friends, Chen Hui is restless, and he began to chase his ideals again, after resigning from the electronics company, Chen Hui began to return to the speculative industry, but unfortunately, Chen Hui lost all his savings, these are Chen Hui's hard-earned money, every penny is earned from hard work in the factory, almost all of them are full of sweat.

After losing money, Chen Hui returned to Lingnan Province, with the help of good friends, learned to brush orders on Taobao, brushing orders is a huge industrial chain derived from Taobao, Taobao store goods, baby, there are more comments below, praise and the like, these are Chen Hui and others, brush the studio, these professional brushers, brush out.

Chen Hui returned home and began to brush the order, there were many scammers on it, Chen Hui was accidentally deceived by 800 yuan at first, Chen Hui was swiping the order, while trading, Chen Hui cashed out the money in his credit card to operate, but unfortunately, Chen Hui still overdrew the credit card, owed the credit card 50,000 yuan, and had to repay the bank credit card 3,000 yuan every month, because the United States Regulatory Commission investigated Alibaba's false transactions at that time, so Taobao began to often fight fakes, and also cracked down, often banned, Chen Hui used to brush the Taobao account was almost blocked, such as 3.15 network counterfeiting, the number was closed at every turn, and the Taobao store was closed, and Chen Hui had 200 yuan left during the New Year, and he couldn't brush the orderChen Hui was desperate at the time, but fortunately, the good friend lent 3,000 yuan to Chen Hui, and gave Chen Hui the old Taobao account that used to swipe the bill, so that Chen Hui spent the most difficult month...............

Such a devastating life, this fright, woke Chen Hui up.............