Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

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At this moment, I felt like I had been struck by lightning... looked at Yu Qian with a frightened face...

At this time, Yu Qian didn't seem to see what was in her hand, so she lowered her head, stared at the box of small TT with her eyes, and then instinctively read it out of her mouth.

"Okamoto is ultra-thin and avoids..."

Halfway through the reading, Yu Qian suddenly stopped her voice, and then her whole face turned red.

Seeing Yu Qian's flushed face, there was only one feeling left in my heart, that is, I was wheeled by a dog...

This.. Why did I forget this thing? After I bought it yesterday, I put it in my pocket, except for a sneaky look at Zheng Jiayue's house, I forgot about it, I didn't expect it to be in the pocket of my coat?

At this time, I was sore and regretful, and I should have taken advantage of Yu Qian's amazing hand speed to play my amazing hand speed when she hadn't seen it clearly, and snatched back this box of small TTs..

Now Yu Qian already knows what this thing is, right? What will she think? How can I explain it to her?

Thinking of this, I only felt that my body was trembling a little, I looked at Yu Qian in front of me, her face and the little TT in her hand blurred little by little.

At this time, there seemed to be no sound around, as if within a radius of dozens of miles, only me and Yu Qian were left.

Yu Qian looked at me quietly like this, she didn't speak, she didn't make a little sound... Even breathing seems to have stopped...

After a long time like this, the solidified atmosphere finally began to flow again, Yu Qian pinched the little TT in her hand slightly, then looked at me and asked in a low voice

"You.. What are you buying this for?"

A tone of surprise, or rather, a tone full of doubts.

I froze and looked at Yu Qian in front of me, unable to make a sound...

How do you answer her?

How do you tell her the origin of this box of small TT?

Said who didn't know what to put in the old man's pocket, or told her... Is it for me to travel with Zheng Jiayue?

Yu Qian shouldn't have misunderstood, this is what I just bought, right? Misunderstanding Actually, I bought this and drank with her, did I want to have something happen with her?

In short, countless thoughts poured into my head, as if my brain was going to explode in the next second...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and in the end I just moved my mouth and didn't say anything...

And Yu Qian paused after seeing me like this, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and her dark pupils revealed a sad look.

She slowly put the contents back into my coat and muttered softly

: "Yes.. Let's prepare it with Xiao Yue.."

"You for, you two go to Hokkaido, let's prepare.."

Yu Qian guessed it very easily, but she didn't know why, her tone was indescribably sad when she said this...

Her words made my throat itch again, and I looked at her in front of me... After a long time, I finally squeezed out a voice

"Hmm.."

When I made this sound, I had a very tingling feeling in my own heart...

I don't know why I would admit this kind of thing to Yu Qian, why, I have to admit that I want to have a deeper relationship with Zheng Jiayue?

If it were someone else, I could show off or something, but why would I be so desperate and uncomfortable when I said such things to Yu Qian?

And it's not just me, after hearing me say this, Yu Qian's body trembled a little, she looked at me, and a trace of incredulity flashed in her eyes.

But soon she sighed and forced out a smile

"That's it.. Also.."

"It really surprised me... The two of you... Are you all ready?"

Yu Qian seems to want to ask this question to the end. This made me look at her for another half a day of silence...

Speaking of which, Yu Qian is also someone I like, and it always feels weird to admit in front of her that she wants to have a deep relationship with another person or something...

But at the end of the day, we're all adults, so we don't shy away from this kind of topic, and things have come to this point... I might as well confess it all to her...

Thinking of this, I took another deep breath, and then looked at Yu Qian and said

"Sort of... Because.."

"Think about Hokkaido as a special place, Xiaoyue, she has always wanted to go there... What if.."

"It would have been better and more meaningful if it had been there for the first time."

Although I was embarrassed when I said this, I felt more in my heart, which was sad.

After hearing me say this, Yu Qian gently bit her lower lip, and she lowered her head again, not knowing what she was thinking...

After a few moments, she finally looked up, smiled at me again, and said

"It's so nice.. It feels like it's very romantic~ That.."

"I'll bless you in advance, I hope that Xiaoyue will come back soon, and when the time comes... The two of you can spend it once... Unforgettable trip.."

It's obviously a blessing, but when it comes out of Yu Qian's mouth, it always feels very strange...

I didn't know what was going on with this strange feeling, and I sighed, just wanting to jump out of the topic quickly, so I grabbed my long hair again and said embarrassedly

"Well, that.."

"Do you want to go for supper?"

Yu Qian heard me say this and looked at me again, of course she knew that I was deliberately diverting the topic, so she paused directly, and finally nodded and spoke

"Of course, now... I want to eat it even more... Let's go, I'll take you there.."

After saying this, Yu Qian sorted out my coat with her hands again, and then walked towards the front.

I followed behind Yu Qian, looking at her back in my coat, and suddenly I had such an illusion...

That is, what would happen if Yu Qian was my girlfriend?

If she were my girlfriend, I would feel very happy at this moment, right?

Just finished a romantic candlelit dinner with her, and then went out and she was wearing my coat again, and there was a box of sets in the coat... What do you think..

It's a very happy night...

It's a pity that I have nothing to do with Yu Qian, we are just friends, a friend who was obviously very close at the beginning, but he can never get closer..

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh lightly, and Yu Qian walked in front of me, she walked very slowly, her shadow was pulled by the street lamp for a long time, like her lonely soul...

In this way, the two of us walked for a while, and Yu Qian suddenly pointed to a small shop on the side and spoke

"Here, here..."

I looked in the direction of her finger and it was a very small shop. And it's some barbecue ..

This surprised me a little, but I still nodded at Yu Qian and motioned for her to go in.

After I went in, I found that this store is very small, but there are private rooms...

But the private rooms are even more special, they are all special small private rooms, with only one side of the seat...

Those who go in can only sit together..

At this time, Yu Qian and I were stunned, and I saw Yu Qian walking to the position inside and sat down first.

Seeing Yu Qian sit down, I sat down next to her.

At this time, the boss brought the menu. I just wanted to signal Yu Qian to order something to eat, but I didn't expect Yu Qian to speak first

"Boss, take.. 5 bottles of beer bar~"

This stunned me, and the boss immediately lowered his head and wrote it down in his little notebook...

At this time, I looked at Yu Qian with a little surprise, but after thinking about it, I still didn't speak, but ordered a little more casually.

Because I've already eaten it just now, I don't want much to eat.

Yu Qian didn't seem too hungry, she just sat quietly next to me, not knowing what she was thinking about at all.

When the things were ordered, the boss walked out the door again.

After seeing the boss out of the private room, I looked at Yu Qian again and couldn't help asking

"Why did I ask for another five beers.. It's a bit much, isn't it? Did you drink it?"

Yu Qian smiled slightly when she heard me ask, she looked at me and said

"I can't drink it, but I'm not alone."

"Isn't there Wang Ming, you, just two of us, one and a half."

Yu Qian's words still surprised me a little, I thought about it, and then said

"I'm fine, but you... What if you drink too much?"

Yu Qian didn't care, she looked at me, and continued

"If you drink too much, you drink too much, it's rare, someone drinks together today.. I.."

"I want to experience it too.. What does it feel like to be drunk, so.."

"I've drunk too much, please ask Wang Ming, you can send me home, if you don't want to send me home... Find a hotel to take me.."

Speaking of this, Yu Qian suddenly paused, and soon she moved her mouth again, and then spoke

"Find a hotel and drop me off and you can go again.. I should be fine when I wake up!"

Yu Qian's words completely confused me, I didn't expect her to say such a thing, she actually wanted to buy drunk?

Why is this? Drinking too much?

I know that Yu Qian's alcohol consumption is not good, plus we drank red wine just now, and the red wine is mixed with beer, even I may have drunk too much, let alone Yu Qian...

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at her again, and then spoke

"Ahhh I can send you anything... It's just.."

"Why? Why do you suddenly want to get drunk? Why do you want to drink too much?

"It's very uncomfortable to drink too much!"

Yu Qian smiled again when she heard me say this, and after a while, she suddenly looked at me with straight eyes, and her mouth moved slightly and asked

"What do you say? You.."

"Can't you see it?"

Yu Qian's words made my heart chuckle, and I was stunned for an instant.

I looked at her two dark eyes, and suddenly I lost my voice a little...

Although her appearance is still so good-looking, she just gives people a kind of... She felt very sad...

This made me stare at her for a while, and then I moved my mouth a little confused... Asked tentatively

"You.. You now.. Not happy?"

As soon as the voice fell... I heard Yu Qian's voice in my ears again.

"Such an obvious thing.."

"Why ask.."

Damn, how dare he say that about Zheng Jiayue?

At this time, I took a step forward, and just wanted to speak, but I didn't expect Yu Qian to turn around first, she looked at Lu Mao, and said

"I've said it all, I don't want to say anything to you today... You go back.."

Yu Qian looked a little angry when she said this, and Lu Mao's face was a little embarrassed.

Although Zheng Jiayue was said by Lu Mao, she heard that Yu Qian helped her educate Lu Mao, so she thought about it again, and then said to Lu Mao

"Didn't you hear what Sister Qian said? I really don't understand you as a person, and you still have such a bad attitude when you make others angry?"

It's the first time I've seen Zheng Jiayue and Lu Mao clash head-on, although Zheng Jiayue told me privately that she was also disgusted with Lu Mao, but the two of them have been in a state of well water not river water in the company, and now I didn't expect that for Yu Qian, Zheng Jiayue and Lu Mao confronted each other..

This makes me a little nervous, of course I'm nervous for Zheng Jiayue, I've also seen Lu Mao's methods, this thing doesn't have the idea of respecting girls at all, Li Xinran is a good example, so I'm afraid that this Lu Mao will do something to Zheng Jiayue..

Sure enough, at this time, Lu Mao's eyes widened again, he looked at Zheng Jiayue, and immediately spoke

"Interesting, what does it have to do with you who I make angry? Who are you? I don't need you to mix things up with Yu Qian... If you have time, let's take care of the person next to you first."

"I can say that I heard that the two of you are quite close? What's the matter, what about falling in love? If you fall in love with this kind of little deflated person, you can talk about it, don't let him keep thinking about my girlfriend, okay? I haven't settled accounts with him for the past two days, what are you out of here?"

As soon as Lu Mao said this, I, who was originally standing on the side, suddenly became nervous.

I looked at Lu Mao in front of me, and the thought that came to my heart was that I your grandmother!