The road is full of potholes and dirt roads, and two insect chirping can be heard occasionally, and the road is eerily quiet, and the air smells of grass.

In the past, Summer was always in tears, or listening to his orders and smiling in front of him. This time, I finally saw her smile from the heart, she actually looked good when she smiled, as simple and immature as a child, and her amber eyes were shining, as if they were shining, and they sneaked into people's hearts silently.

After walking another little way, I finally reached the side of the road.

Surrounded by endless mountain peaks, it seems as if the whole world is surrounded by mountains. The blue color and the faint white color on the top of the mountain seem to blend in with the sky. From time to time, a fresh breeze blew, and the air was filled with the smell of the fragrance after the rain, and I could see sheep grazing on the opposite side in the distance.

Stand at the foot of the mountain and look at the beautiful scenery in the distance. Heaven and earth are so vast, and human beings seem so small here, as if no amount of trouble has been swallowed up and annihilated.

From time to time, there are cars driving by the side of the road, and walking along the side of the road in the summer.

It's like going back to that summer, that sad night. She is the same, walking alone on the side of the road with a backpack, secretly wiping her tears.

After walking for a long time, I finally saw a small bridge. The highway passes under the bridge.

Summer walked over and stood at the entrance at the bottom of the bridge, hesitating.

She kept her head down, her fingers rubbing wildly against the wall. Finally, she showed a relieved smile, her cheeks were red by the wind, her skin was almost translucent, like a morning rose, and it was as clear as dew, and her smile was even brighter, as if a flower was blooming.

After a while, she finally said to him, "Zhou Ziliang, have you brought a cigarette and a lighter?" ”

Zhou Ziliang glanced at her, took out a cigarette and a lighter from his coat pocket and handed them to her.

In the summer, I put a cigarette in the dirt next to it and light it with a lighter. Just squatting silently on the side of the road, watching the smoke burn little by little, the mood at the moment overlapped with the original mood, and it was no longer the original state of mind.

Zhou Ziliang glanced at her lightly, and finally asked, "What are you doing here?"

Summer got up, pulled him to sit down on the stone next to him, and said, "Anjo, that's where you left." ”

She seemed to be talking to herself: "At that time, she talked about a boyfriend, but the boy broke up with her for some reason at home. Anjo couldn't stand the blow, so he rode around with a group of friends he knew. It rained heavily for nearly half a month in Sichuan, and mudslides and landslides were everywhere. When the group came here by bike, they happened to encounter a mudslide, and the bridge collapsed. ”

There was a rare hint of tenderness in his voice: "So, why did you finish the ride for her?"

Those words are clear in the summer's heart, and they have been buried in my heart. She raised her head to look at the sky and secretly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "She is my best friend, and there are very few people I care about in my life." But she is a friend I will never forget, and I walked the rest of the journey for her, vowing to take care of Ahn Hyun as my own brother. An Qiao's greatest wish before her death was to find an asteroid that had not yet been named by someone and named it after her. ”

Summer couldn't help the pain surging in her heart, and she couldn't control the tears that overflowed.

He was silent for a long time, and she said, "I was in pain during that time, and if it weren't for the cute kids I met, I would probably have been depressed forever." ”

He didn't answer, just looked up at the sky. The twilight was falling, and the night gradually enveloped the whole land, and the moonlight was like a bright gauze.

She choked up and said, "Zhou Ziliang, thank you for being able to accompany me here this time, seeing the children, the mood is really much better." ”

He still didn't speak, she said: "I used to think that I had to rely on my own efforts to take care of the people I cared about, but after Anqiao's accident, I realized that I was nothing. In the face of power and reality, I am so pitiful. Actually, I'm really happy to have you here this time. If you think about it, you will see that your life is already much better than ours. At least you still have a family, and you have a wealth and glory that no one else can get in a lifetime. The most important thing is that this world is not as sad as you think, and the truth is real. ”

She choked up a little, with bright tears in her eyes, but smiled, "At least I'm happy now, I used to have such a good friend." Even if she leaves, she will leave me with such a good brother......"

Summer sniffed and tried to smile, a big tear slipped down her face, but she was still laughing, just laughing and crying, her eyes were like warm water, with a lonely sadness, but the corners of her mouth stubbornly rose, as if she was trying to smile.

Zhou Ziliang looked at her sideways: "Maybe compared to you, I am indeed a very affectionate person." But summer, as you said, there are gains and losses, and you can never understand my feelings. ”

Seeing her hugging herself tightly, her thin figure trembled slightly because of the crying. Zhou Ziliang couldn't help but reach out and hug her.

Summer looked up at the sky and didn't want to cry anymore.

She had promised not to cry anymore. She is a person who speaks, and since she has already promised, she will not lose her word again.

Finally, Summer opened his backpack and took two bottles of liquor in glass jars from his bag. Originally, I wanted to take it with me to keep warm, but now I've taken it out here.

Zhou Ziliang stretched out his hand to take it, and both of them unscrewed the lid and raised their heads to drink.

When pure liquor is in the stomach, it is like a fire swallowed in the stomach. The high degree of liquor went down the throat, and the throat was suddenly hot, and the whole person was also warm.

Xia drank several sips of liquor, and finally tilted his head and leaned on his shoulder: "Zhou Ziliang, I like you very much now, I really hate Zhou Ziliang who is arrogant and domineering and doesn't take anyone in his eyes." ”

Probably drunk and courageous, she muttered and continued: "From knowing you to the present, this is probably the most tender time you have ever been. In fact, you are gentle, and you are quite good. You don't know, I'm so scared...... I'm really scared......"

He turned his head and asked her, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that you will make me abandon Zhou Ziyu, and I am afraid that I will see you continue to hurt yourself and others like this. I'm also afraid that my family will be hurt, Zhou Ziliang, you're not happy, there are a lot of people coaxing you, but what about me? I'm wronged, I'm unhappy, who should I tell?"

His eyes looked at the unknown emptiness: "You can tell me, Summer, as long as you are obedient, I promise not to let anyone hurt you." ”

Summer with tears in her eyes, holding a wine bottle.

Obviously not drunk, but shaking his head is like there is no room for thinking in his head, and his brain is already a mush.

She only felt that the smell of alcohol was surging, and her body suddenly fell to the side, and Zhou Ziliang was startled. Hurriedly reached out to catch her, her head landed right on his chest, she lay on his chest slightly, her slender fingers had no strength, and clutched his collar tightly. Look up at him. She blinked hard, trying to clear herself.

However, the person in front of her kept shaking, shaking, and she couldn't see his face clearly.

Her hands clasped around his neck, and the whole body lay on his chest. Breathing in large gulps, the aroma of wine emanated as her lips opened and closed.

Her head leaned softly against his chest, and Zhou Ziliang raised his hand to carefully protect her head, his chin gently rubbing against the top of her hair.

He looked down slightly to see her silhouette, her eyelashes wet and undried tears. Her eyes should be amber, reflecting distant lights. Her hand grasped him softly by the collar, as if grasping the only hope in the world.

Zhou Ziliang felt that he was also drunk, and seemed to be drunk by the smell of wine emanating from her mouth. Or maybe it's because he's really drunk, and he doesn't know what he's thinking, as if there's no room left in his head to think.

Even he reacted to herself, he had already possessed and kissed her on the lips. With a surprise that even scared herself, she touched her soft and warm lips.

Summer didn't know who the person in front of her was, the only thing she knew was that this person could be trusted. His skills are very good, and he picks and sucks slowly, which makes her whole body tremble.

Zhou Ziliang's hand rubbed against her back, if it weren't for kissing and kissing the back and finding her asleep, he himself couldn't guarantee that something would happen in the back that would make him regret it.

In the cold moonlight, her skin was fair and almost translucent. The facial lines are soft and smooth, just like jade.

Zhou Ziliang sighed secretly, carrying her backpack in front and the person behind her back. Stepping on the frost-like moonlight, I slowly walked home on the mountain road.

Fortunately, he is not a road idiot, and he can basically remember the road he has walked once. Otherwise, they would have to spend the night on the side of the road.

finally climbed a high mountain and carried her home, Zhou Ziliang was physically exhausted, and his face was a little crimson. Yan Ruicheng was shocked when he saw him come back with Xia on his back, and hurriedly took the initiative to go upstairs to help them turn on the lights and open the door.

Zhou Ziliang carried her back to the room, and curled himself up in a ball in the summer. The whole person is like a dexterous cat, as soon as it touches the bed, it consciously pulls the quilt, and the whole person falls asleep.

He sat on the edge of the bed and watched her for a long time, thinking about what she had said to herself that evening. Unconsciously breathless, how simple it is to say the word to give up, but he can never stop.

This world is so big, in the long river of fate, it was destined from the beginning. He would never have her, and even if he had her trust, so what. He didn't know what he was clinging to, like he was looking at her. Even if she hated him to the core, he couldn't stop!

Since it already hurts like this, it seems to be terminally ill, as if it has hurt into the bone marrow!

I know that I will never be able to break free again, but I still have to struggle uselessly.