Zhou Ziyu's death day......

It turned out to come so fast, so fast.

It was like a raging storm, instantly eroding the originally sunny sky.

He had only been asleep for a long time, as if it were just a long dream. When I woke up, it was already a year later, everything was already in the wrong place, and in an instant, everything changed.

Summer wakes up early, and when I wake up, there is a drizzle outside the window. Because of the huge temperature difference between inside and outside the house, a thin layer of water mist accumulated on the windows, one by one hazy like fine crystals.

Summer raised her hand to write on the vapor, and even she didn't know what to write. It was just that the fingertips had just slid before the mist condensed into droplets and slid off the glass.

When I opened the window, I was greeted by a chill.

From a distance, there is a white mist of water in front of the newly built buildings in the distance and in front of the adjacent apartment buildings nearby. The world became confusing, and the whole city was enveloped in milky white rain mist.

Summer has long since pushed off all of today's itinerary and left it alone to visit Zhou Ziyu.

She prepared his favorite jasmine cake, and brought him many photos, the custom of his hometown, and burned the photos to him, so that he could see them in another world.

She woke up early and drove alone through the traffic. In fact, he rarely drives himself in the city, usually an agent, or a staff member starts to babysit the car to pick her up and take her to her destination.

She drove a car, deftly weaving through traffic.

Sister Lan made a phone call: "Your itinerary has been postponed today, but there is a dinner party, Lin Muan also wants to participate, you can participate as his female companion, or ...... in the afternoon"

Summer didn't bother to listen at all, so she hung up the phone directly.

Sister Lan knew her temper, so she was very knowledgeable and didn't call again.

She casually put on a song.

The man's hoarse voice, singing this mournful tune, pulled her back into some memory.

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all, all of me

She also listened to this song often when she was with Ziyu, and they used to listen to it to pass the time when they were in traffic jams.

It was an afternoon, the sun was shining, Ziyu took her hand and looked at the sunset to pass the time. The sun was warm, Ziyu's smile was bright, the time was short and short, she had obtained such happiness, she thought it would be a lifetime.

Summer has a free hand to cover her heart, and she has been pressuring herself with powerful work to keep herself from thinking about those things. It's just that now that I think about it, I didn't expect my heart to still have such a familiar tingling.

Her Ziyu has been away from her for a year......

Because Zhou Ziyu once told her that she hoped to be quiet after death. So when Zhou Yufeng left this matter to her subordinates, she highly recommended this quiet and remote cemetery.

Because she already had three chapters of the law with the old man at that time, he allowed her to visit Ziyu and allowed her to approach.

After stopping the car, you have to get out of the car and walk a distance, and there are camphor numbers planted on both sides. The emerald green leaves, washed by the rain, are very clean and verdant.

It's almost early spring now, and it's the only one that's green.

After entering the cemetery, you have to walk some distance inside, and the surroundings are quiet. Only the ethereal mist and the sound of water droplets, and the sound she made as she walked, accompanied her.

Summer climbed the steps and walked step by step to Zhou Ziyu's grave.

She just looked at the familiar face on the tombstone, and the umbrella in her hand just slid down. Summer slowly squatted down, stretched out a hand, and gently stroked the photo on the tombstone. Such familiar eyebrows and eyes have appeared countless times in her dreams this year.

Her Ziyu will be buried here from now on.

There was a little wet glow in Summer's eyes, but she quickly sniffed and pressed back the tears into a smile.

She promised to take good care of herself and live well, and if she promised it, she couldn't break her word, and she couldn't let Ziyu worry, so she kept smiling.

Summer took out the things he brought one by one, a plate of jasmine cake, and a small bottle of liquor.

"Ziyu, I'm here. ”

She smiled, and sat down directly in front of his tombstone, regardless of whether it was dirty or not. Leaning on the tombstone, as if so, leaning on his arms.

It's just that the cold temperature behind her reminds her all the time that Ziyu is gone, no matter how she deceives herself, if she is gone, she is gone.

She unscrewed the cap of the liquor bottle, looked up at the sky, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, like an ant crawling all the time, itchy, but it was instantly eroded by the cold, and it looked slightly cool.

"Ziyu, Zhou Ziliang woke up. I know you're going to be happy, aren't you, you're so good, you kept silent until the last minute, in order to fulfill him, to protect me. Actually, I don't care, as long as you're happy, I don't care. ”

She didn't care about her own muttering, just stubbornly confiding and stubbornly speaking.

"When he was unconscious, I always wished he woke up so I could get out of here. But when he woke up, I realized that I didn't want him to wake up so much, I didn't want to see him so much, and when I saw him, I would be very sad...... The person who did the wrong thing was him, why did you leave the person. ”

The more she spoke, the more the sadness in her heart surged.

Summer couldn't control her emotions, so she simply closed her eyes and whispered to herself: "I regret it so much, why can't I be brave and tell you everything." Why, you don't want to listen to me, wait for me, just wait for me, I can tell you everything, and I can be with you......"

She covered her lips and suppressed the sobs that came to her lips.

Then turn around and hug the tombstone and put your forehead against it.

I used to hear others say that death is the easiest, but it is not easy to live.

At that time, she couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but now she understands it completely. Those who are alive will suffer more, and sometimes it is better to live than to die.

She didn't know how long she had been there, she just stubbornly wanted to stay longer, a little longer. Accompany Zhou Ziyu to spend this day.

When Zhou Ziliang came, it was raining a little heavier than when he set off.

This was the first time he came to this cemetery, the first time he visited Zhou Ziyu after his death. The mist in the morning has not dissipated, and because the rain is heavier than before, the distant mountain scenery is shrouded in a pale gray mist, and the nearby trees are full of green, as if full of life.

Zhou Ziliang didn't know what kind of mood he was in here, jealousy and hatred of Zhou Ziyu. It all seemed to turn into a fear later, and he was willing to stop all plans in the hope of winning back the summer.

He originally just wanted to make the best memories with Summer in Tekapo and send her back. But when he encountered an avalanche in the snow field, it was indeed beyond his control.

He didn't expect Zhou Ziyu to find out all this by himself, and even chose to face it with death.

Even if he is full of guilt now, no matter how much he shows it, he will not be able to come back.

What's more, this bad guy, even if he dies, he still has to go with the heart of Summer, and what letter does he have to leave for him to treat Summer......

Does it show his greatness?

He has been like this since he was a child, obviously he has got everything. But he still wants to look like he is not what he wants, he is very aggrieved, and he can't see him like that.

After entering the cemetery, he had to go up the steps, and Zhou Ziliang stepped up the steps step by step with an umbrella. I didn't know what was going on in front of me, and my thoughts had already drifted far away, but my eyes couldn't stop reddening.

Zhou Ziyu, he won completely, not only won the heart of the summer, but also succeeded in making all of them remember him, and even ...... Make him feel guilty, make him feel suffocated.

No matter how open-minded he is in front of outsiders, he is just an ordinary person. Have joys and sorrows, know what is loss, what is affection, what is family, what is brotherhood.

He was thinking about bringing him something, but when he went shopping, he realized that he didn't seem to understand his appetite at all. Growing up, he ate nutritious meals based on his physical condition, and he didn't seem to be asked what he liked to eat.

So he bought a bouquet of lilies, which was his favorite color.

Drop by drop of rain fell to the ground, splashed up from the ground again, and soaked through his shoes.

It wasn't until he stepped up the last step that he noticed that there was someone in front of the tomb.

A very familiar and thin figure, she crouched on the ground and shrunk up. Stretched out her hand and hugged the tombstone tightly, she didn't have an umbrella, she didn't know how long it had been raining, her clothes were soaked, but her eyes were closed, as if she had lost consciousness.

His instinctive breath faltered, and an unknown pastry was placed in front of the tombstone, and there was an upside-down wine bottle next to it.

Zhou Ziliang frowned, slowly walked in front of her, and looked at her condescendingly.

Her face was covered with transparent droplets, and I don't know if it was rain or her tears, or both, mixed together.

He stood there for a long time and she didn't move, and at last he was afraid that she would freeze here, so he crouched down and pushed her.

"Summer...... You wake up, if you want to sleep, go home and sleep, don't sleep here......" Zhou Ziliang smiled almost self-deprecatingly, she did this as if she was afraid that he would not see her infatuation with Zhou Ziyu.

Summer's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she had a strong smell of alcohol on her body.

After a while, she opened her eyes and saw that it was him, so in an instant, even the only trace of compassion in her eyes was retracted, and she just looked at him coldly.

She stood up and glanced at the lily he was holding on his chest.

"Ziyu doesn't like lilies. ”

Zhou Ziliang took a deep breath: "When I came here today, I believe that you and I are not here for the purpose of quarreling. ”

She just glanced at him, then crouched down and picked up the trash she had thrown on the ground. Goodbye to Zhou Ziyu as if no one was around: "Ziyu, I originally wanted to accompany you for a while, but it seems that the plan has changed now, I will leave first, don't worry, next time I come to see you alone, I will definitely not let anyone disturb us again, goodbye." ”

She forced a smile.