Chapter 703: Confusion of Memory
"Scoundrel. ”
I had barely finished my sentence when I heard someone whispering the name of the villain.
The voice belonged to a young girl, and its timbre was as crisp and graceful as a yellow bird, except that the tone was calm and almost indifferent, and everything was so beautiful.
I stiffened a little involuntarily, and this sound was all too familiar to me.
Such a beautiful sound, but also with a crisp and ethereal, in this world, except for Zhang Qian, I have never heard a second woman's throat can make such a sound.
I still remember the last time I parted with her, this beautiful girl's eyes were swollen like walnuts, and her always beautiful voice was hoarse.
Now her voice has indeed recovered, but I don't know if the heart that has been torn apart has changed a little.
"Xiaoqian, why did you come out on your own, what did the doctor say, you and the child are fine, right?"
The gangster was just as I imagined, and immediately came out of that sad and self-blaming mood.
The gangster stepped up and walked quickly in front of Zhang Qian, grabbed her arm and began to care warmly.
"Thank you for your concern, I am fine with my children. ”
I don't know if it's my delusion, Zhang Qian's body seems to stiffen, and she seems to be very uncomfortable with such a distance.
But soon, Zhang Qian calmed down, she nodded mechanically, and the words she spoke were as polite and appropriate as ever.
The only thing worth paying attention to is that her tone is still the same calm as before, and her whole person seems to have lost all emotions, and all that is left is boundless coldness.
Feeling the existence of the gangster on his arm, Zhang Qian frowned fiercely and scolded coldly with a cold face.
"Don't touch me with your hands!"
"I'm sorry, I didn't notice, don't be angry, it's not good for the child and your body. ”
Only then did the gangster realize that this was wrong, and suddenly withdrew his hand, and began to apologize to Zhang Qian again and again with a slight stiffening of his back.
This is a man who has been humbled to the dust, compared to his dignity as a man, his first reaction is whether it will affect Zhang Qian's body because of dissatisfaction.
I've known the gangster for so long, and besides Liu Feifei, this is the second woman who can make his emotions fluctuate violently.
And my intuition tells me that compared to Liu Feifei, Zhang Qian's influence on the gangsters may be even greater.
It can be seen that the gangster has really completely fallen into Zhang Qian's palm.
"As long as you promise to stay away from me, I won't be angry. ”
Zhang Qian also seemed to realize that her emotions were a little too violent, so she slowed down and muttered.
She just hadn't come out of the shadows yet, and every time she noticed a man getting too close to her, she felt uncomfortable all over.
Although she knew very well in her heart that the gangster was a good man, and he really liked her, she still couldn't convince herself to get used to his proximity.
"Zhang Qian. ”
I screamed softly, I just wanted to confirm that the current Zhang Qian was still not the Zhang Qian I was familiar with.
Although because of Zhang Qian's nonsense in front of the gangster, there was such a big misunderstanding between me and the gangster.
But I don't blame her, this matter is that I am sorry for Zhang Qian, I failed to protect her, and she should do whatever she does to me.
"Go away, stay away from me, and don't come to me!"
Hearing my voice, Zhang Qian turned her head to look at me, and reached out to hug her head in disbelief.
She shook her head helplessly, bent over and screamed.
It could be seen that she was rejecting my approach, and it seemed that my voice and face had made her mind flood with memories that she didn't want to face.
"It was my fault that I broke my promise to you and failed to protect you. ”
I didn't just do what Zhang Qian wished, rushed to her three or two times, and while explaining to her, I tried to take her hand off the top of her head, so that she could see the sincerity on my face.
“……”
Zhang Qian looked at me a little stunned, she didn't speak, her expression calmed down, and the whole person seemed to fall into a strange calm.
"You can beat me and scold me, but don't ignore me, okay, if you do this, my heart will be uncomfortable. ”
I put Zhang Qian's hand in my palm and looked at her with a frown.
Looking at her dejected appearance, my heart is not comfortable at all.
All because I was too confident at the time, misestimated my ability, and didn't have enough strength.
It is clear that Zhang Qian is such a white and beautiful girl, but now she has become like this, who else can blame me for all this.
"Villain, let him stay away from me, I'm so scared, you will protect me, right?"
Zhang Qian suddenly screamed violently, shook off my hand and ran to the gangster's side.
She was like a poor little rabbit, with a pair of big red watery eyes and grabbed the hem of the gangster's clothes, and shook vigorously, trying to get the gangster to agree to all her requests.
"Of course. Don't be afraid, Brother Luo, he won't hurt you. ”
The gangster reached out and grabbed Zhang Qian's shoulder, she nodded firmly with a face full of determination, and her voice was also heavy and loud.
During the time he took care of Zhang Qian, he had learned how to calm Zhang Qian's emotions.
Besides, now that all the truth has come out, the gangster knows very well in his heart that I just blame myself a little, and I will not hurt Zhang Qian.
"Oh, no, I said don't touch me, don't touch me, stay away from me!"
Zhang Qian screamed again, took two steps back, ran to the corner and squatted.
For other people's touches, she is still sensitive and unbearable.
She seemed to be back in that little room full of pain, and she was alone and imprisoned in that world, with only the hideous and disgusting man in front of her.
"Xiaoqian, don't be angry, I won't touch you, you go by yourself, I'll follow you, nothing will happen." ”
The gangster was also a little frightened by Zhang Qian's reaction, he hadn't seen her react so violently for a long time, every time in the past, it was easy to calm Zhang Qian's emotions, but this time it was completely different.
The gangster raised his hands high, facing such a fragile and sensitive Zhang Qian, the only choice he could make was to disarm and surrender.
"Zhang Qian......"
I whispered again, and I still didn't want to die.
I can understand that Zhang Qian has not completely come out of the pain of that incident, but I can't understand why she is so frightened to death for me.
"Brother Luo, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it next time, Xiaoqian's mood seems to be a little unstable now. ”
The gangster turned around and looked at me with some guilt.
He can probably understand what I am thinking, but compared to this, the most important thing for him is Zhang Qian's safety and her emotions.
Now Zhang Qian seems to be about to become the same as he was at the beginning, he can't afford to make such a bet, so he can only wronged me to temporarily hold back his emotions.