Chapter 150
Breaking these selfish intentions of his own, picking them out, and opening them up a little bit in front of all those who can be regarded as having a little friendship, this is probably the darkest and most damp heart in his life, originally, it is not necessary to choose this time to find out.
Nanzhuang knows, Nanzhuang's disciples know, his old friends also know, and all the fellow Taoists here can more or less perceive that it is hidden behind this so-called emotional accessibility, release of repression and remorse.
I'm afraid that after knowing this, everyone here met his apprentice, and the care brought by the friendship with Nanzhuang would have risen from the original three points to five points, after all, although Nanzhuang used some scheming, the time to pick was too good, and what he said was true.
There were many juniors who looked at Nanzhuang's apprentices with envy or sympathy on the spot, and asked themselves, if they had been enjoying this kind of treatment, it would be difficult to accept it even for a while, and they would simply not be able to do it like Nanzhuang's apprentices.
However, Nanzhuang really poured out his heart and lungs for his disciples in addition to these two things, and it is no wonder that although he has been raised in the mountains for hundreds of years without a name or surname, he does not shrink and gloomy at all, and his demeanor is the same as that of Hsinchu after the rain, which is heartbreaking.
There are really not many master-apprentice friendships like this in the cultivation world, and Nanzhuang's persistence is even a little sick, even though the root of everything is in that disciple's previous life, it also makes people feel a little uncomfortable.
If it weren't for the day of his death, he would tell everything thoroughly, the old festival of Nanzhuang would be in jeopardy, even now, it would have been regarded as breaking the good reputation accumulated for thousands of years, and the same generation of Nanzhuang did not mention, this time the younger generation, when it comes to Nanzhuang, it must be a little subtle.
Nanzhuang seemed to really want to open it completely, not caring about his future reputation, choking out of his apprentice's red eyes, and ignoring the obstacles of his baby apprentice and his best friends, he finished happily, took a handkerchief, and carefully wiped away the tears that overflowed from the corners of his eyes for the apprentice.
"You don't like to cry since you were a child, how many handkerchiefs were prepared for you back then, and in the end you didn't use much, I thought I could only wait until my limit was reached, and I couldn't see you crying again. “
"Don't feel uncomfortable, the road is Lao Dao's own choice, of course, you have to make it clear when you go, Lao Dao's life is enough, and then finally rub it for you, and in the future, I won't do the old way. ”
A trace of guilt slipped through the corner of his eyes, so fast that he could barely see his disciple clearly, and then he heard Nan Zhuang turn around and utter words.
"Lao Dao has actually thought of the road number for this apprentice a long time ago, and he plans to be Yuji, as for the name and surname... ”
Looking back, with a genuine love, not the past is always mixed with half of the fog and flowers inexplicably far away.
"Your common family name, although I have bought it out, but I have not destroyed all the traces, if you have a good name you want, just take it yourself, if not, if you want to find any one, your biological parents took the name and surname in my place How many prohibitions have been set up, you are never allowed to open the box, you can use it if you want. ”
The tone was murmuring, with some inexplicable melancholy, and the sound was transmitted into the secret.
"You are so smart, the old Taoist can't stand you anymore, the name and surname will belong to you, go with you. ”
Raise your glass, a cup of respect, a cup of self-respect, sitting cross-legged on the ground, smiling, tears in the eyes, and the breath of the beard dissipates cleanly.
I don't know when it will be silent on the field, many people don't know until this time that the hour has been told in Nanzhuang unconsciously from the evening to the child, calculate the time, it is also time to go, silent for a while, although there are thousands of sighs in the heart, after all, there is nothing to say.
Nanzhuang's aftermath was arranged by Yuji little by little, the young man had red eyes and cold eyes, but he was always polite and courteous, organized, with a strange calmness, and no one could find any thorns in the deal.
The man in the blue suit wanted to intervene to help one or two, but looking at the young man's eyes, he finally gave up, and after being sent away by the young man, no one had any extra thoughts, and no one thought that what should have been a joyful and decent, with a little solemn Nanzhuang parting, would be like this in the end.
But this appearance is actually normal, Zhong Huaiqing was puzzled to see that Yu Qingchen's eyes were stained with frost and loneliness, and he stopped talking.
Easily discovered Zhong Huaiqing's inquiry, Yu Qingchen rarely hesitated, and the words rolled over, but finally said it in that worried look.
"That jade rock, originally Nanzhuang chose the Dao number for him when he wanted to accept this apprentice's previous life, but he couldn't use it at that time. ”
"Isn't this very good? With this change, it should add some meaning and blessing, and Nanzhuang can also get his wish. ”
I finally sighed in one breath.
"But what Nanzhuang asks for has always been this child's past life, but he was able to deceive himself before, and he was willing to abide by the agreement with his previous life, and when he was going to go today, he didn't want to deceive, and he didn't admit it so much, you look at his self-proclaimed name today, but there is a sentence that is for the teacher, the teacher?"
With a buzz in his head, he only felt that his three views had been exploding today, as if he understood the meaning of the Venerable, and as if he didn't understand anything at all.
"That Yuji, no, that Nanzhuang apprentice, it's not right, that person, what is it in Nanzhuang's eyes. ”
Sighing and holding Zhong Huaiqing's hand, Zhong Huaiqing realized that his body had stiffened.
"The afterlife with the reflection of his apprentice is not his apprentice, but it is his apprentice, and it is a shadow that can make up for one or two. ”
He had never felt so cruel as His Holiness, revealing word by word the reality that he didn't want to know at all.
If you don't look at it like this, Nanzhuang's heart is no matter how extreme it is, and she can't do that kind of behavior. ”
His eyes drooped, and he felt his hands stiff, but he couldn't help but soften his heart.
Bent down and undoubtedly cupped Zhong Huaiqing's cheek.
"Jingxuan doesn't have to worry about that, in the eyes of the deity, there has always been only one person in one life, and although the soul of the deceased is there after reincarnation, there is no doubt that it will disappear. ”
There was a shallow tenderness in his eyes, and it seemed to condense the eternal ice.
"Even if this life has some relationship with the past life and the next life, it can never be counted as a person, and it is never possible to replace it with how many emotions are left behind. ”
This is a very cruel idea for some monks, Zhong Huaiqing thought, but this is also a fact, and the heart has suddenly stabilized, and there is always a faint worry before it disappears.
"So to speak"
put down his hands and straightened Zhong Huaiqing's crown hairpin.
"Even if Lixizi is indeed wonderful, the deity will only sigh a little when he mentions it, and may pay a little attention to it or two, but it will not change most of his views and thoughts about it. ”
The last sentence was so light that Zhong Huaiqing almost couldn't hear it.
"If Nanzhuang didn't have the same view as the deity, and he was extremely unwilling to give up the apprentice he wanted, how could he end up with such an idea and do such deeds. ”
Even if you just think about it like those monks who pursue reincarnation thousands of times and are the same person, the master and apprentice will not be so entangled and painful.
Originally, she didn't want to care about this, but who called that sentence, she let herself hear it, as for untying Zhong Huaiqing's heart knot, I have to say that it was an accident.