Chapter 530: Hatred Disperses, Sadness Becomes a Sea
"Really?" Pan Ying's rosy lips opened slightly.
"Really. I laughed.
"Then I'll wait for you, don't miss the appointment. Pan Ying smiled.
"The one who fails to make an appointment swallows a thousand needles. I thought about it.
"It's a deal. ”
"It's a deal!"
Pan Yingshu spread two eyebrows and pushed me away with a smile.
"Goodbye, Zhang Luo. Pan Ying's figure kept moving away in front of my eyes.
I felt a pain in my heart, I couldn't help the impulse, and stepped forward to hold Pan Ying's hand.
"Me!" I shouted at Pan Ying.
Pan Ying didn't seem to be able to hear my voice, it was that smile, and her body kept retreating.
I desperately grabbed Pan Ying's hand, but her side kept trying to leave my eyes as if she had endless strength.
For a while, the bits and pieces of me and Pan Ying were constantly coming to my mind, like an old-fashioned video recorder, playing clips.
"Dr. Zhang, I'm a little embarrassed, this is a ..... without anesthetics"
Pan Ying covered her face with her clothes, and her voice trembled.
"Don't be nervous, I'm a doctor, and I don't need anesthetics to promote breastfeeding. ”
"I'm not afraid of you laughing at me, the first time I did this, I was still a virgin, and the master asked me to do it for an aunt who is about the same age as my mother, I don't want you to be much nervous now...."
Pan Ying pulled down her clothes, revealing her red cheeks, and asked with some curiosity, "Doctor Zhang, am I similar to those aunts?"
"You're different, you make me nervous. ”
As soon as the picture turned, I was back in the familiar ward, which was in a dream....
"Dr. Zhang, do you like me?" Pan Ying asked seriously.
"I like it!" I looked at Pan Ying in front of me and nodded without hesitation.
At this moment, Pan Ying's delicate face continued to enlarge in my eyes, and the pungent aroma made my heart move, and before I could react, I felt a slightly moist feeling on my lips.
"I like it too...."
"Zhang Luo, what are you doing?" I shook, and in front of me was Pan Ying, who was pale, there was no trace of blood on her face at this time, the hair on the pillow was dull and lifeless, and her wrinkled lips and dark eye bags made her originally beautiful face look very haggard.
When I looked back, I saw Pan Ge with an angry face, and one hand grabbed my clothes fiercely.
But at this moment, Brother Pan's eyes slowly fell on Pan Ying on the hospital bed.
"Sister!" Pan Ge let go of me, and two lines of tears suddenly flowed from his originally rigid and resolute cheeks.
I came back to my senses and looked at Brother Pan, who had already run to the other side of the hospital bed, and Brother Pan held Pan Ying's hand tightly.
At this time, I noticed that Pan Ying's hand seemed to be erected by itself, and on the medical instrument on the side, Pan Ying's pulse actually returned to the rhythm of a normal person at this time.
But I looked at Pan Ying, who was pale, and I knew that this was probably a return to the light....
I stood up straight, standing straight beside Pan Ying, it didn't matter if the dream just now was real or fake.
"Sister!" Pan Ge cried, his tone was so helpless, and his distorted face made my heart flutter for a while.
I lowered my head, and suddenly found that Pan Ying actually opened her eyes, and her almost godless eyes first turned to Brother Pan, and then slowly looked at me,
I'll wait for you....
Pan Ying's voice suddenly came to my mind, my eyes widened, but I was quickly relieved, and I nodded my head as I looked at Pan Ying gently.
The one who fails to make an appointment swallows a thousand needles....
The corners of Pan Ying's mouth slowly rose, and with the sound of "beep" of the medical instrument, time was forever frozen at this moment.
"Pan Ying! my sister!" Pan Ge's face was buried in Pan Ying's palm, as if he wanted to regain Pan Ying's consciousness, and Pan Ge's call echoed in the ward.
I closed my eyes, it turned out that the original dream was that I was connected with Pan Ying's consciousness, what is the reason, probably I smeared my blood on her wounds....
I don't believe in science without feelings, and I don't believe in superstitions full of color, so I don't plan to tell anyone about this situation, so let Pan Ying be in my heart.....
I don't know how long it has been, Pan Ge has finally recovered from his grief, I have no regrets, but my heart is still empty.
"I'm sorry, I lost my temper. Pan Ge's voice was very hoarse.
"Brother...."I was about to say something, but the words of comfort came to my lips but I couldn't say it.
Brother Pan raised his head and looked at Pan Ying on the hospital bed gently, Pan Ying's eyes were half-open at this time, and there was no trace of brilliance in her godless eyes, but the soft appearance seemed to be buried in front of my eyes yesterday. What caught the eye was the smile on the corner of Pan Ying's mouth.
"My sister has no regrets, and I have no regrets as an elder brother...."As he spoke, Pan Ge took out a pistol from his waist and aimed the muzzle at his temple.
I was in a hurry, and hurriedly stepped forward and snatched Pan Ge's pistol.
"Will Pan Ying be happy if you die!" I shouted at Pan Ge, whose face was blank.
Brother Pan smiled and didn't speak, his eyes were still staring at Pan Ying, who had lost her life.
"You are her brother and the best relative to her, why do you want to do such a thing that will make Pan Ying grief-stricken!"
"But my sister, she's dead!dead!what's the point of me living?" Pange's face contorted, tears rolling down his wrinkled cheeks, as if he couldn't find a way out.
"Then do you want to die? Why did Pan Ying die?"
"Pan Ying....." Brother Pan's face softened slightly.
"Who killed Pan Ying, and who is behind it? Think about what you're doing now! Won't you disgrace Pan Ying?"
"But what can I do? What can I do besides these useless skills? I can't save my sister, what's the use of me as an older brother. ”
"Okay, then you will end your own life with one shot, in front of Pan Ying, who has just lost her life, let your sister's cold smile cover your brother's hot blood!" I shoved the pistol back into Pan's hand.
Pan Ge looked up, and with a trembling hand, he aimed the muzzle of the gun at his temple again.
Brother Pan stared at Pan Ying in front of him, his eyes gradually froze, but he put down the gun in his hand.
"I ......"
"Take the gun, if it's a man, take Pan Ying's hope to find the mastermind behind the scenes, that's your goal, isn't it?"
I understand that sometimes grief turns into hope for survival, and it has to be turned into hatred.
"Ahh
I was silent, looking at Brother Pan, who was a little out of control at this time, and my heart was also painful.
On the surface, I seem to be calm and a little indifferent, but I am actually the one who is extremely painful, and what I just said to Brother Pan was also said to myself. If I am alive, I will find the black hand behind the white-haired man, this is actually my reason, if it weren't for the mourning angel potion on my body, if it wasn't for my strength being inferior to the white-haired man, if it weren't for the .....
"Zhang Luo, let's go, keep staying, we won't be able to leave. "I don't know when, Pan Ge has already walked up to my side and pulled me and said.
"Hmm. I took one last look at Pan Ying, who was still motionless on the hospital bed, and I couldn't help but feel a surge of hope in my heart.
I hope Pan Ying can say to me, as I remember, those words that should have been said to my face. But that's all my luxury......
Pan Ge pulled me and walked towards the door of the ward with unwavering steps, the distance between me and Pan Ying gradually widened, and it had reached an untouchable distance....