I can't stop it
I couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "What do you want to do? ”
"Whatever she wants. Zhao Yijing's voice was not polite.
"We were originally nothing, and it was difficult for me to be misunderstood by her like this. "I know that Qinglian's feelings are intense, and my heart is flustered.
"Nothing?" Zhao Yijing snorted coldly, the car suddenly sped up, and in less than an hour it arrived at the alley at the entrance of the community, and I hurriedly said: "Just stop here." "It's not yet nine o'clock, and there are a lot of people coming and going in the family area, and I don't want people to see me going home in such a conspicuous car, otherwise there will be a lot of gossip.
Zhao Yijing parked the car under the tree on the side of the road, just in the shadow area where the street lights could not shine, this silence and dimness made my heart "thump" again, and I reached out to open the car door.
His hand suddenly grasped me tightly, and he said in a deep voice, "Don't go." These two words made my body swell with an electric current, I knew what was going to happen next, I should have pushed him away immediately and jumped out of the car and ran, but I couldn't suppress the throbbing in my heart. I pushed him but he pulled him to the chest, and the rough and predatory kiss hit, the kind of aggressive possession like a storm, made me defenseless in his arms.
His kiss went from lips to cheeks to neck, and I was instantly on fire again, and my hands reached into his clothes, searching his body. My response gave him a greater impulse, and he whispered in my ear, "Qingyang, I want you." ”
His movements were always intense, and after a few strokes he pulled my clothes away and stepped forward, and I clung to his back, moistened like a flower that had withered for a long time. My strong reaction made him even more crazy, and I felt like I was being crushed by the flaps. When the final impact came, he hugged me tightly and seemed to be embedded in my body, which was a hearty feeling that Gu Jun had never given me.
At that moment, my heart felt as if I had lost myself. After a long time, he and I gradually calmed down, got dressed, and said lightly: "Don't do anything you shouldn't do in the future." ”
The last thing that should not be done, has been done. As a distant relative, Qinglian is good to me, even if she is a sister. But unconsciously, I did the most hurtful thing for her, and the guilt made my heart difficult to calm down, and after a while, I whispered: "Mr. Zhao, Qinglian's thoughts about you, you should understand." ”
"And then?" he lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and looked at me in confusion.
"She's a very good girl, enthusiastic, mature, IKEA, try to know how good she is-" Before I finished speaking, Zhao Yijing interrupted me leisurely, squinting and sneering: "That's good." "It's kind of a try.
I bit my lip, said goodbye, and hurried out of the car. Until he walked far away, he still didn't hear the sound of Zhao Yijing driving the car away. But I didn't dare to turn back.
Soon arrived downstairs at my house, looking up at the lights at home, I had mixed feelings in my heart, Gu Jun was afraid that he would never have dreamed that less than 800 meters away from home, I was in the clouds and rain with another man. It turns out that there is really a first time, there will be a second time, and you can't control it. It's a taste that can't help itself, that's it. For me, "love" at that time was just lust.