Chapter 267: Wishful thinking
He only said this one sentence, and pushed him away, wanting to leave with Summer. Lin Mu'an wanted to pounce on him as if he had just woken up from a dream, but Yu Lin stepped forward to stop him.
Summer has been dragged into the car by him, and Zhou Ziliang rudely stuffed her into the car. Immediately, he sat in the driver's seat and pressed the center console.
The windows were locked by him, and his chest was still rising and falling violently. Obviously, he didn't recover from such a rage, and Zhou Ziliang hadn't driven yet. Summer tried to grab the steering wheel and opened the car door to escape.
Realizing the danger of doing so, Zhou Ziliang's brows furrowed tightly. He endured and endured, but after all, he couldn't hold back the anger in his chest, so he slapped him with his backhand, and the summer of the hit turned his face, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
He gritted his teeth very tightly, and every sentence seemed to pop out of between his teeth, as if he was going to crush his teeth: "Summer, don't push me hard. If you push me, I'm really going to kill someone! Don't force me to use extraordinary means against you!"
Summer only felt that she had nothing left to think about, only overwhelming despair overwhelmed her.
This time she came to the hospital without permission to remove the child, which must have completely angered him. also aroused his vigilance, he would definitely not give her such a chance in the future, but the road ahead was so difficult, and there were knives under her feet, so that she couldn't find a place to put her feet.
He didn't say anything all the way, drove the car very fast, and after a while he arrived at the villa.
Zhou Ziliang pulled her out of the car, knowing that no matter how hard she struggled, it would be useless. But she still had to struggle hard for the last time, and was finally picked up by Zhou Ziliang, who was full of anger and strode into the elevator with her in his arms.
He carried her into the room and threw her directly on the bed.
The gesture was rude, like throwing a bag of rice or something.
Before Summer could straighten up, Zhou Ziliang leaned over and grabbed her neck. It wasn't heavy, but it was strong enough to keep her immobile.
His angry voice was in his ears: "Summer, isn't it that I've been too relaxed with you lately, and I've made you too indulgent, so you have forgotten your identity! Don't you want to die, then you will die far away, don't let me see it!"
His palm was stuck in his throat, and he was a little out of breath in the summer of the card. Both of them gasped for breath, and Summer could almost hear the subtle sounds in his throat as he took a deep breath.
He wanted to strangle her in a fit of rage, and she was like a thorn in his body. Whether he pulls out or not will make him hurt, but even if he knows that leaving her will make him hurt more and more in the future, he can't be ruthless to dispose of her like this, and in the end, his hands hang down softly.
A smile gradually appeared on the corner of Summer's mouth, as if she was facing the wind platform, and as if she was mocking herself. In the end, she simply covered her face and sighed: "I have never forgotten my identity, I have always remembered that I am Ziyu's girlfriend." A person like me, humble and lowly, is not qualified to give you a child. Even if the child is born, it is a scourge, so the sooner you dispose of it, the better. β
An angry aura appeared almost instantly in his eyes: "Are you still thinking about Zhou Ziyu?"
"Don't you think you shouldn't, have you forgotten that you let me get close to him in the first place. So it's reasonable for me to forget that it's all normal for me to forget him. After all, not everyone is as affectionate as you are, don't you say?"
Summer knew what to say to anger him, she already knew him too well.
Zhou Ziliang took a deep breath and suppressed his anger: "I know you are deliberately saying such things to anger me, you have a good rest, I will let Aunt Zhao take good care of you." β
"If you think I'm just angry that you won't really get rid of this child, then why did you come to the hospital today to block me. Summer sat up straight and looked at him: "Also, don't try to imprison my freedom. Even if you lock me up here, if I want to, I can always make an accident. β
Zhou Ziliang clenched his fists tightly, and the whole person roared as if he had touched the scales: "You dare! You'd better think about the consequences!"
She turned her face slightly, "What else can I not dare, my mother and An Xuan are gone, even if I live, the rest of my life will not be interesting." If you really have the temper to kill me, I can go with them, and by the way, send you to jail as an enemy. Why don't I do it with one more way to kill two birds with one stone? β
Her words were indifferent, as if she had already thought of all the ways out for herself.
The big deal is death, and she's the same as him anyway. has long been careless, if it weren't for giving up everything and seeking a chance to be with her, he probably wouldn't have woken up.
Zhou Ziliang only felt that he was cold in an instant, as if he had been splashed with cold water from head to toe. Even his hair was cold, he wanted to be domineering and ruthless, but his tone softened unconsciously.
"Don't force me to do anything to you!"
Summer smiled heartily: "It seems that you have forgotten again, since we know that now, you have not done it to me very often." That time you pushed me off a cliff, and I once swore in my heart that as long as I lived, I would never let you go in the future. β
But she was too cowardly to keep her heart. Even in the end of falling in love with Zhou Ziliang, she knew that this was wrong. But there have been so many mistakes, and the trajectory of life has long been messed up.
She also had clear fingerprints on her face, which he had just made in the car. Zhou Ziliang closed his eyes tightly, and his heart suddenly cramped. He clearly said that he would never hurt her again, and he said that he would protect her for the rest of his life.
But now, Zhou Ziliang, what are you doing?
He reached out to touch her face, but Summer quietly stepped back, dodging his hand, his hand instantly froze in place, and a trace of sadness gradually appeared in his eyes.
"I'm sorry ......"
"I can't stand it. Summer tidied up her clothes and stood up. "My child should have been born to be loved by everyone and blessed by all his friends. And not as it is now...... Even I, as a mother, don't welcome him. β
She raised her hand and wiped her cheek: "Go and arrange it, the sooner the operation, the better, and it will be difficult to drag it out." What's more, you don't want others to spread the word that you have an illegitimate child at a young age, which is not good for your reputation. β
"Summer, why are you like this all of a sudden? There must be a reason, you have to give me a reason and a chance. β
He sensed the resoluteness of her attitude, but more importantly his own attitude. He knew that if he gave up, the last trace of bond between him and her would be broken in the future, so he must keep this child no matter what.
"You know the reason better than I do, and as for the opportunity, I haven't given it to you. But Zhou Ziliang, do you see what I got in exchange? If I insist on continuing to be with you, will I be the next person to die?"
Her world, from the moment it was contaminated with Zhou Ziliang, gradually became distorted. The zigzag move away from the previous trajectory is getting harder and harder, more and more bumpy.
Zhou Ziliang looked at her quietly, feeling as uncomfortable as if she had been pinched, and as if she stepped on the air when she went downstairs, her heart was empty.
When did you find out that you fell in love with her?
Those memories are too far away, they have long been blurred.
I only remember that it was Yu Lin who asked him ten questions to determine his heart for summer. But at that time, he still refused to admit it, stubbornly believing that he could not fall in love with such a play.
But in the days that followed, he became more and more unable to restrain his heart. became more and more irritable, just thinking of pushing the person he liked to other men with his own hands, and thinking of her and Zhou Ziyu's sweet appearance, his heart was tormented like being put into a frying pot.
Those decisions that used to be stubborn to him now seem to be pushing his happiness into the fire pit little by little.
She was right, he had never felt warmth and love, so he didn't understand.
He remembered that the first time, she offered to give him in exchange for a chance to leave. At that time he could also possess her in a mocking way, and she was reluctant to make any noise from beginning to end. It's just that the moonlight shines in like quicksand, and tears clearly slip down the corners of her eyes.
He did so many wrong things that her family was ruined and everything was lost.
And now, he still thinks so stupidly that he can make up for her, thinking that one day he can regain happiness.
This feeling of despair gradually eroded his whole body, like a pair of invisible hands grabbing his throat, making him feel suffocated.
Summer was already frowning impatiently, and Zhou Ziliang traced it in his memory. Only then did she realize that she never seemed to show a real smile in front of her, and always adhered to the attitude of completing the task, and smiled at him flatteringly.
Zhou Ziliang felt like a terminally ill patient, who had touched his end, but stubbornly refused to give up.
"Summer ......" his voice trembled slightly, but he didn't know it. "How can you keep this child?"
It was only a little more than a month before the gap between them was revealed. It turned out that they had never crossed that chasm, and everything was just a faΓ§ade.
It seems that across thousands of mountains and rivers, there is no way back.
"Don't you understand......" Summer stepped forward and reached out to touch his face, her tears sliding down from the corners of her eyes, "It's not that I don't want to keep this child, but I can't! I gave birth to this child, how do you want me to face my mother in the future, how to tell her that I gave birth to a child for our enemy?"
She kept sobbing, and Zhou Ziliang stared at her closely. In those dark eyes, there was a bone-eating longing, a longing for forgiveness, and an irrepressible pain.
"You'll be fine without me. You will marry a well-connected daughter, and you will be blessed by everyone. As long as there is no me, as long as we don't have each other in each other's lives, we can all live well. In that case, why do you want to hurt each other and the people around you?"