It's a poem and a dream. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info would like to commemorate our departed youth with this book!

-- Author's inscription

One

The bus moved lightly on the road. This is a shuttle bus from the city to the suburbs. Because it was morning, there were only a few passengers in the carriage. Everyone sat silently, and there was no sound except for the sound of the car's motor.

Chen Yuxin sat on the seat by the window, looking out the window. It was late spring and early summer, and the trees on both sides of the road were just dressed in green, and their leaves were green and fresh, and they looked very bright in the morning light. The farmland behind the trees has been paved with green in large chunks. Each piece is boxy and angular. It's pleasing to the eye. Looking into the distance along the fields, the village is looming in the morning mist. The house looms, evoking endless reverie.

Chen Yuxin just casually browsed the scenery outside the window. She is going to work, and she has seen every scene outside the window many times, so she is very familiar with it, and she doesn't have to pay attention to it. But she loved the mood this morning: silent, fresh, clean, dazzling, and a very nice feeling. It's like the feeling she brings to people as a young girl. Such an intoxicating morning light is not available every day, which makes this morning seem very special, Chen Yuxin always feels as if something is going to happen.

And yet everything is business as usual. Soon the bus arrived at the terminal. On one side of the highway appeared an ancient castle with ridged cornices. The tall gatehouse of the castle is like a hospitable host opening his broad embrace. This ancient castle is a tourist attraction developed in the local area in recent years - the ancient merchant manor. Chen Yuxin is the tour guide here.

After the bus stopped, Chen Yuxin slowly got off the bus. Chen Yuxin has a moderate figure and a slightly plump body. But her steps are light, and she doesn't feel sluggish at all. Today she wore a black suit. Inside the suit was a snow-white shirt. The collar of the shirt is turned over the collar of the suit. The outfit alone exudes an air of elegance. Coupled with her high bun, round face, full red lips, big watery eyes, and smooth skin like jade, people look more and more like the classical beauty in "Lady Picture". It is called the perfect image of gaining one point and gaining weight, and losing one point and thinness.

Chen Yuxin walked straight towards the tall castle gate of the ancient merchant manor. There was a security guard standing in front of the fort gate. Chen Yuxin didn't care about it at first, she knew all the security guards in the manor. Looking at the back of the security guard, she was wondering who should be on duty today. But until she reached the gate of the fort, she did not deduce from the figure of the security guard. At this time, the security guard turned around, but it turned out to be a new face.

Chen Yuxin didn't care about the security guard in front of him. But at the moment when the security guard turned his head, our classical beauty suddenly saw a light in her eyes, and couldn't help but stop and look at the security guard carefully.

What a handsome face, broad eyebrows like ink-soaked block strokes, a high nose as smooth as finely polished mutton fat jade, and large eyes instantly reminiscent of bright stars on a summer night. The most amazing thing is that this person's five views are not only distinct, but also upright, evenly and harmoniously distributed on that square face. No matter which angle you look at, it doesn't feel uneven.

Chen Yuxin looked at it, and a strange thought suddenly flashed in her heart: "I feel so special this morning, is it because I want to see this person?" She looked at the person in front of her in a daze, and the more she looked at it, the more she felt as if she had seen it somewhere, but she really couldn't remember where she had seen it.

When the security guard saw that Chen Yuxin was about to enter the manor, he asked, "Excuse me, are you—?" This question called Chen Yuxin back from his cranky thoughts. She was stunned at first, and then said, "Oh, I'm the tour guide here." With that, she took out her tour guide card from her bag and showed it to the security guard. The security guard glanced at it, then smiled at Chen Yuxin and said, "Please come in!"

Chen Yuxin couldn't help but smile at the security guard, and then walked into the gate of the manor. She also wanted to look at the security guard again, searching for the figure from memory. But she had already walked through the gate of the manor, and the security guard had to turn her head to see it again. It is embarrassing for a girl to openly look at a man she doesn't know in a public place. So Chen Yuxin had no choice but not to look at it and walked straight forward.

The ancient merchant manor was a place where a large commercial family lived in the Ming and Qing dynasties. As soon as you enter the fort gate, you will find an old street connected by large and small courtyards. On both sides of the street, there are various gatehouses of different shapes and exquisite workmanship, showing the wealth and glory of the past. Chen Yuxin walked through all kinds of gatehouses, until he walked to the corner of the old street, and then looked back. But it's a long way from the fort gate. The figure of the security guard could only be seen faintly, and the outline could no longer be seen clearly. Chen Yuxin had no choice but to walk towards the tour guide's office in disappointment.

There was already a girl in the tour guide's office. The girl was sitting in front of the computer, busy. Chen Yuxin saw that it was his friend Qin Lei.

Qin Lei heard the voice and turned her head. Seeing that it was Chen Yuxin, she immediately got up and ran over to wrap her arms around Chen Yuxin's neck and said, "Ah! "Because it's far from the city, the guides usually live in the manor. Chen Yuxin was on a rotational break, so he went back to live for two days.

Chen Yuxin parted Qin Lei's arms and asked, "Little girl, haven't you been well-behaved these past two days?" Qin Lei laughed when she heard this: "You're not here, no one will pay attention to me no matter how much I mess around!" Chen Yuxin said: "Okay! It turns out that you are all coming at me for such nonsense! Look how I clean you up!" As she spoke, she reached out and grabbed Qin Lei. Qin Lei begged for mercy while dodging: "Good sister, spare me." Don't dare in the future. ”

Qin Lei is not tall and has a small and delicate figure. It has a baby face and a pointed chin, slightly tilted forward, giving people an innocent and cute feeling. Her long black hair hung down to her shoulders, and her forehead covered her eyebrows. Under the long eyelashes, a pair of dark eyes. As soon as he spoke, his eyes opened wide, and his eyes shone with a moving brilliance. In stark contrast to Chen Yuxin, this Qin Lei is a fashionable beauty. At this time, it was late spring and early summer, the weather was not hot, and Qin Lei had already changed into summer clothes. The lower body is a brown miniskirt that exposes half of the thighs. The upper body is a beige sleeveless T-shirt with a low neckline and a small shallow cleavage on the chest. In the small pocket of the miniskirt is a large mobile phone. Most of the phone was exposed. The flashing lights on the edge of the phone flicker back and forth rhythmically, and long wires are dragged out of the phone, straight to the earbuds tucked in the ears. When Qin Lei didn't speak, her head shook rhythmically with the flashing light of her mobile phone.

Chen Yuxin just symbolically scratched Qin Lei a few times, then turned his eyes to the computer and asked, "What are you doing?" Qin Lei immediately complained: "You are not here, the director asked me to report my personal performance." But it makes me sad. It's good if you come back, or you come. As he spoke, he pushed Chen Yuxin to the computer. Chen Yuxin sat down in the computer chair and did it. What she does is the accumulation of the personal performance of the manor guide every month, and this job has always been her responsibility.

Chen Yuxin just lost a few times, Qin Lei bent down and hugged her neck from behind, and asked, "Hey, did you see it when you entered the door?" Chen Yuxin was stunned and asked, "What do you see?" Qin Lei said: "There is a handsome guy from the security guard." I just started work yesterday, and I'm on duty at the door today-" Speaking of this, Qin Lei suddenly pushed Chen Yuxin as if she had just woken up from a dream, and said, "You saw it." You just came in through the door!"

Chen Yuxin smiled slightly, noncommittal to Qin Lei's questioning. But she vaguely felt that something was wrong. But what was wrong, she couldn't tell.

Qin Lei saw that Chen Yuxin acquiesced, so she continued: "When I saw that handsome guy yesterday, I thought that our manor was going to start filming a TV series again, which star came to experience life." That is handsome, and he is definitely a beauty killer. Chen Yuxin heard Qin Lei praise a man so loudly, even though there were only two of them, she still felt a little embarrassed. So he said, "Okay, okay, you go and change into a tour guide uniform." Tourists should arrive in a moment. How are you going to receive you like this?" Qin Lei saw Chen Yuxin interrupting her, and retorted dissatisfiedly: "Then why don't you change?

While the two were talking, the phone on the desk rang. Qin Lei picked up the phone and listened to it, it was a call from the ticket office at the gate of the manor, saying that there were tourists who wanted a tour guide and asked them to go quickly. Qin Lei put down the phone, stuck out her tongue at Chen Yuxin, and said, "I really let you say it, there are tourists here now." ”

When Chen Yuxin heard this, an inexplicable joy suddenly surged in his heart. This was strange to herself. Receiving tourists is their daily job and they have long been accustomed to it. Why are she so excited today? After savoring it, Chen Yuxin found that she was excited because she had another reason to go to the gate of the manor to see the security guard. Chen Yuxin realized that she had been thinking about the security guard at the door. When she realized what was on her mind, her face couldn't help but blush slightly.

Chen Yuxin and Qin Lei hurried to the door. Approaching the gate of the manor, they saw that the security guard they were talking about was still standing dutifully there. As soon as Chen Yuxin saw the tall figure, his heart couldn't help but "bang". She stole a look at the security guard. The security guard wasn't very tall, he could only be considered to be above average. But standing there is like a mountain standing upright, giving people the feeling of standing majestically. In Chen Yuxin's eyes, the security uniforms of the security guards are gray, and there is nothing to be desired in terms of materials, colors, styles, and workmanship. But when such a costume is worn on this person, it gives people a solemn and heroic feeling. The closer he got, the more Chen Yuxin felt that he could hardly resist the charm exuded by the security guard. As she passed the security guard, she turned her head away from him.

With just a twist of his face, Chen Yuxin found that Qin Lei beside him was tilting his head, staring at the security guard unabashedly. Seeing such an unscrupulous behavior of his close friend, Chen Yuxin seemed to feel that his heart was also exposed. Her face couldn't help but turn red again. She gently tugged at Qin Lei's sleeve, suggesting that she restrain herself. Who knew that Qin Lei turned around and asked unconsciously, "What's wrong?" This question, Chen Yuxin's face turned even redder. She pulled Qin Lei up and walked out of the manor gate quickly without saying a word.

But it was only noon, and Qin Lei was disappointed in the security guard. During the meal, Qin Lei muttered to Chen Yuxin: "That person is already married, and I heard that the children are several years old." Chen Yuxin was stunned and asked, "Who are you talking about?" Qin Lei said: "Who else?" The security guard Xiao Lizi told me. He said that the handsome guy looked young, but in fact, he was not young. Chen Yuxin listened, and his heart couldn't help but sink down. Only then did she realize why she felt something wrong when Qin Lei showed interest in the security guard in the morning. She must have noticed by then that the security guard was much older than them. The security guard's calm and gentle demeanor was obviously not something that a reckless and invisible teenager could have. However, after untying this knot, Chen Yuxin did not feel the comfort of sudden realization, but on the contrary, he felt a little heavi. Chen Yuxin finally understood that he had unconsciously fallen in love with the security guard. Looking at the security guard's calm temperament but not judging his age, it was not that she didn't expect it, but she didn't want to think about it.

On the surface, the following days looked the same, Chen Yuxin took visitors around the manor every day. But there is one more lingering figure in Chen Yuxin's heart, and that is the new security guard. Because she was too careful, Chen Yuxin soon learned that the new security guard was named Xiao Zihua, who was also a local like her.

As long as Chen Yuxin goes to work, Xiao Zihua can be seen almost every day. Sometimes they can be very close. Whenever this happens, Chen Yuxin can always feel the masculinity exuded by this mature man. Although her eyes were always elsewhere, her heart was always on him. She could clearly feel when he came and when he left. When the two met alone, Chen Yuxin even unabashedly cast his eager eyes on Xiao Zihua.

In contrast, Xiao Zihua's reaction was very cold. Seeing the tour guides, the other security guards always stepped forward without saying anything, but Xiao Zihua always stood aside very calmly. For Chen Yuxin, Xiao Zihua doesn't seem to pay special attention. Even if the two met alone, Xiao Zihua could pass by her calmly. seemed to turn a blind eye to Chen Yuxin's eager gaze. This somewhat disappointed Chen Yuxin, and repeatedly secretly warned himself: "People don't care about you at all, don't stare at people stupidly in the future." But when he saw Xiao Zihua again, Chen Yuxin couldn't control his gaze.

The last few days have been cloudy and rainy in a row. The rain is not heavy, and the rain is as thin as a cow's hair. After a few days, the rain washed everything spotlessly. The houses, streets, trees, flowers and plants in the manor are all brightened. The air was filled with the scent of earth and grass. Far from stopping people from traveling, the weather has aroused their excitement. For several days, there were a lot of tourists coming to the manor.

In the afternoon, Chen Yuxin accompanied several elderly people on a tour of the manor. I have seen all the scenic spots, and several old people still feel that they are still unsatisfied. They let Chen Yuxin go back first, and they themselves had to walk around the manor casually. Chen Yuxin returned to the reception at the gate of the manor alone. As I walked, suddenly there was another shower of rain coming down. The rain is very thin but also very dense, and if you don't hide it, your clothes will get wet. Chen Yuxin saw that there was the Qin Xin Pavilion not far in front of him, and Xin ran over with his head covered with his hands.

Chen Yuxin ran into the pavilion and looked up, but saw a tall body standing there, it was Xiao Zihua who had made her unstable in the past few days. Xiao Zihua turned his head and smiled at Chen Yuxin and nodded, which can be regarded as a greeting. Then he turned his head to look out of the pavilion. Chen Yuxin didn't expect to meet Xiao Zihua here. She was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly smiled and nodded at Xiao Zihua's smiling face. But as soon as she showed a smiling face, Xiao Zihua had already turned her head. Chen Yuxin's heart sank, and a smile froze on his face. Seeing that Xiao Zihua had no intention of speaking, Chen Yuxin had no choice but to stand there and look at the rain outside the pavilion.

The rain fell in a hurry outside the pavilion, and it fell to the ground without a sound. Because of this torrential rain, tourists have also temporarily stopped visiting. There was no sound around, and it was so silent that even the air had stopped flowing. And Xiao Zihua, who was standing in the pavilion, also seemed to be still, except for Chen Yuxin who looked back and smiled when he entered the pavilion, there was no reaction for a long time.

There are beauties on the side who are indifferent, which makes Chen Yuxin feel very annoyed. I couldn't imagine that the person I loved turned out to be such an incomprehensible wood. Chen Yuxin really wanted to run out of the pavilion in anger and leave this piece of wood. It's just that the rain outside the pavilion has no intention of stopping. Chen Yuxin was really unwilling to avoid this piece of wood and let himself be drenched in soup. She had no choice but to stand there, twisting back and forth to show her displeasure.

After a while, Xiao Zihua realized the anger of the beauty. He turned awkwardly and asked in a jerky, very choppy tone, "Why are you here?" Although Chen Yuxin was unhappy in his heart, he still reluctantly replied: "I will accompany a few tourists to visit here." Xiao Zihua said "oh", and there was no more follow-up.

Chen Yuxin watched Xiao Zihua's lips move a few times, obviously wanting to speak but didn't know what to say. Chen Yuxin smiled in his heart: "This piece of wood is really wooden, and I can't even talk to girls." Chen Yuxin forgave Xiao Zihua for his indifference just now, and took the initiative to ask: "Why are you here?" Xiao Zihua responded: "Oh, I'm here to inspect." It's our job, and we have to do it a few times a day. Chen Yuxin looked at Xiao Zihua's nervous appearance, and his heart was even happier, and he secretly thought: "It turns out that he really can't talk to girls, it's not that he doesn't want to pay attention to me!"

So, Chen Yuxin simply took the initiative to ask: "You don't seem to have been here for a long time, haven't you?" Xiao Zihua replied: "Yes, it's been less than a month." Chen Yuxin asked again: "Then what did you do?" Xiao Zihua replied: "I work as a worker in the factory." Chen Yuxin asked again: "Then why didn't you do it?" Xiao Zihua replied: "Our factory is bankrupt, and the workers are laid off. Chen Yuxin said "oh" and stopped asking. She had never seen such a stupid man. If you ask, he will answer, and if you don't ask, he will not gnaw. Chen Yuxin really couldn't understand how such a straightforward person could make her unforgettable during this time.

After being silent for a while, Xiao Zihua finally spoke again: "Is the computer in your office used by you?" Chen Yuxin was stunned for a moment before he understood what he meant, and replied: "No, that computer is assigned to our tour guide department." Xiao Zihua said: "I always seem to see you sitting in front of the computer busy, and I haven't seen other tour guides use it." Chen Yuxin was overjoyed when he heard this, and secretly thought: "It turns out that he also pays attention to me, and even knows that I often use computers." He replied, "I want to count my personal performance and make a report to the company." So I use the computer a little more. ”

Then Xiao Zihua said: "Then you can often use the computer?" Chen Yuxin nodded and said, "Yes." Thinking: "What's so strange about this?" Xiao Zihua said: "Then you can help me make something, is it convenient?" Chen Yuxin heard that the person he liked wanted to help himself, and immediately responded cheerfully: "Okay, you can take it." Nothing inconvenient. Xiao Zihua still asked uneasily: "Is it really possible?" Chen Yuxin said affirmatively: "Okay, you can just take it." Xiao Zihua said: "Then I will thank you in advance." As he spoke, he showed a sunny smile to Chen Yuxin.

It turned out that the rain had stopped while they were talking. The sun peeked out half of its face from under the clouds in the west. The bright sunlight casts a dazzling layer of color on all the scenes. Both of them seemed to be dressed in golden costumes, and they suddenly became brilliant and dazzling.

At this time, the visitors in the manor began to walk back and forth again. Chen Yuxin saw that there were more and more tourists, and hurriedly said to Xiao Zihua: "I'm going back to the reception." Xiao Zihua said: "Okay, I'll go inside to take a look." With that, the two broke up.

Chen Yuxin walked forward like a gust of wind. Her mood was as bright as the sun in front of her. Along the way, she hummed a song softly in her mouth, and her feet jumped briskly on the blue brick pavement. But when he was about to walk to the tour guide's reception, Chen Yuxin stopped again. She suddenly thought, "Ah, he only said that I would help him with his things, but he didn't say when he would give me time." What can I do about this?" Thinking of this, Chen Yuxin became worried again.

When it was time for dinner, Chen Yuxin went to the cafeteria to eat. When she was eating at the window, Xiao Zihua quietly walked up to her. The two glanced at each other and let out a smile that was not easy for others to detect. Xiao Zihua said softly: "I brought the manuscript, when will it be given to you?" Chen Yuxin realized that his worries were superfluous, and hurriedly said: "I'll wait for you in the office after dinner, you can send it there." ”

After eating, Chen Yuxin coaxed Qin Lei back to the dormitory, and he came to the office in a circle. She first opened the door of the office ajar and half-hidden, and then sat down in front of the computer to wait for Xiao Zihua.

After a while, a slight footstep was heard. Chen Yuxin's heart was beating rapidly. She knew that Xiao Zihua was coming. Then the door was gently pushed open, and a tall figure flashed in. Chen Yuxin turned his head and happened to see Xiao Zihua's handsome square face. Both of them couldn't help but let out a knowing smile.

Xiao Zihua walked up to Chen Yuxin, took out a stack of manuscript paper from his pocket, and said with a little humility: "This is a little thing I wrote, and I have wanted to type it out for a long time." But I don't have a computer, so I'll have to trouble you. Chen Yuxin took the manuscript and took a look, and his heart moved again, it turned out that this was a novel. I really can't imagine that this handsome guy is still a talented talent!

Chen Yuxin quickly flipped through the manuscript paper and browsed the words on the paper at a glance. Because she accidentally discovered the secret of this handsome guy, her heart beat wildly. She flipped through it to herself, forgetting everything around her. It took her a long time before she suddenly found that Xiao Zihua was still standing in front of her blankly. Chen Yuxin woke up like a dream, and hurriedly beckoned: "You move a chair and come and sit." Xiao Zihua moved a chair and sat next to her.

Chen Yuxin asked: "What kind of do you want to type?" Xiao Zihua said: "Just type according to the format of the general article." Chen Yuxin opened a document and quickly typed a text on it. Then he asked, "That's so, right?" Xiao Zihua said admiringly: "Yes." You're typing so fast!" Chen Yuxin smiled proudly and continued typing.

Chen Yuxin was typing while peeking at Xiao Zihua. This is the first time she has had such close contact since she met Xiao Zihua. After meeting Xiao Zihua a lot, Chen Yuxin found that Xiao Zihua's face was dark red and dry. It's not the fair and immature complexion of a young man at all. Supposedly, anyone can see that he is not young anymore. And how could she and Qin Lei see him as a young handsome guy?

Chen Yuxin looked at Xiao Zihua so closely for a while. I don't think this person is anything special, one nose and two eyes are the same as others. But why is he so different? Chen Yuxin peeked at Xiao Zihua again, and saw Xiao Zihua staring intently at the manuscript. That look of devotion reminded Chen Yuxin of his father, a middle school Chinese teacher who had taught for more than 20 years. That's how my father reads. Chen Yuxin suddenly understood why Xiao Zihua was so different, it was because he loved writing and had literary accomplishments. Father often said that reading can improve people's cultivation, Chen Yuxin originally seemed to believe it, but at this moment she is sure of it. Chen Yuxin admired in his heart: "I really have poetry and books in my belly!" Thinking of this, Chen Yuxin felt indescribably comfortable in his heart. Typing is also a pleasure to have such people by your side.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and after only a while, Xiao Zihua stood up and said, "It's not too early, I should go back." Play slowly when you have time, don't worry, I'm not in a hurry. After typing, sue me, I'll just use a USB flash drive to make a copy. Chen Yuxin was somewhat disappointed in his heart, but he could only make a cheerful look and said, "Okay." ”

At this time, Xiao Zihua took out a brown paper bag from his pocket and put it on the table, and said with a smile: "This is for you!" Chen Yuxin saw that it was a bag of melon seeds. She jumped up and shouted, "No, no. Here's what it's for. I'm just typing for you, how can I still accept your things!", he picked up the brown paper bag and stuffed it in Xiao Zihua's hand. Xiao Zihua said: "I'm really sorry to trouble you like this." This is just to show my heart, you can take it. As he spoke, he reached for the parchment paper bag. The kraft paper bag was not big, and Xiao Zihua touched Chen Yuxin's hand as soon as he pushed it.

As soon as Chen Yuxin's hand touched Xiao Zihua's hand, he immediately felt a warm and soft warmth flowing through. She was amazed that a man could have such warm and soft hands. And she is like a thin piece of ice floating in spring water, which is melting under the erosion of this warm current. At this moment, the two of them were standing facing each other, and they could feel each other's breathing. Chen Yuxin's eyes were Xiao Zihua's broad chest. Chen Yuxin suddenly subconsciously retracted his hand and lowered his head shyly. Because she was afraid that after a while she would not be able to withstand the erosion of this warm current and collapse in his arms.

Xiao Zihua put the brown paper bag on the table again, and then said, "That's it for today." It's getting late, so go back and rest. Wait until you have time to play slowly. Chen Yuxin thought that he had the idea of falling into this person's arms, and his face was flushed with shame. She didn't dare to look up at Xiao Zihua again, so she had to lower her head and nod vigorously. Xiao Zihua saw that she just nodded but didn't take a step, and her expression was very unnatural, so she said, "Then I'll go first." So saying, he walked towards the door.

Hearing that the door was gently closed, Chen Yuxin quietly raised his head. There is no longer Xiao Zihua in the office. She walked to the door lightly, opened the door a crack and looked out, Xiao Zihua had disappeared without a trace.

Chen Yuxin paused slightly, then turned around and walked back to the computer to sit down again. Suddenly, she noticed that her face was burning. She reached out and touched her face, but couldn't help but smile softly.