From the moment he entered the village, Zhao Di's heart slowly let go. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

It's not that she is narcissistic and thinks that her braised pork recipe is so good that it will make others do everything possible to take it, and even ruin their family.

She knows very well that her recipe is good, and she also knows very well that others may covet it, but how much manpower and material resources she is willing to pay for it, but no matter how clearly she knows, it can't stop her from scaring herself.

In her previous life, she was just a student who had just entered college, and her life was more about the lack and desire of various feelings, but all of this was based on a stable life and abundant food and clothing.

In this world, her world is only in this side of the world circled by the high courtyard wall, knowing that the material is poor, knowing that the productivity here is backward, but it is only limited to knowing, all the ups and downs have been blocked by Li Dalang, for her, it is just that she has lost her previous beautiful clothes and all kinds of fruits, snacks and delicacies from all over the world, but instead of a warm and sweet family, which makes up for the lack of feelings in her previous life, for her, she is satisfied and satisfied.

However, after truly integrating herself into the current society, after really contacting all kinds of different people, and clearly understanding her situation, she no longer has a sense of security.

This is a very strange state, starting from her constant rejection, which made her deeply realize that the difference between this life and the previous life is not only the difference between the material and cultural life of poverty and wealth, but the completely different difference between "rule of man" and "rule of law" brought about by two completely different social systems.

When you find that you don't have the strength to effectively protect yourself and your family, how can you stop that insecurity from fermenting into fear?

Even if you can analyze yourself rationally and use countless corroboration to tell yourself that everything is not as serious as you think, and there are no such terrible consequences, no amount of reason can be worth three words: "What if?"

If you are not afraid of 10,000, you are afraid of what if, as long as you have the word "just in case", your thoughts will slide uncontrollably to the side of fear.

Walking in the mountains, Zhao Di always seemed to feel that someone was following them, although he knew that he didn't find out that he must be scared of himself, but he just couldn't control the whole person like a frightened bird, just like finding that his safety was not guaranteed effectively, and all the strangers who met for the first time were afraid that they would harm themselves.

In fact, this is just a little bit of anxiety that most people have, and it is good to do a few psychological counseling. But who made the time and place completely different!

Before recruiting my brother, she was a girl who was mentally and physically healthy, and for no reason, she naturally wouldn't come into contact with this kind of thing.

On the contrary, she had a good life, but for no reason she was affected by the competition between the two "sisters" and even lost her life, even if she was lucky enough to wear this unknown time and space to live again, it could not prevent this fear from taking root in her heart.

Mr. and Mrs. Li Dalang and Mrs. Li suppressed the fear in Brother Zhao's heart with wholehearted love, but when the three people who brought her a sense of security were all gone, all the uneasiness in her empty heart spread tenfold and hundredfold.

It wasn't until I entered my yard and returned to a familiar place that my heart settled down, the feeling came back, and the fatigue followed, and Brother Zhao found that his legs were like being filled with lead, and the soles of his feet were like needles, and he felt that he couldn't support the weight of his whole body, how uncomfortable and uncomfortable it was.

As a result, in the excited barking of the dogs, before they all rushed over and circled around their feet to obstruct the way forward, it was the angry Pandi who pounced faster than them.

"Eldest sister, second sister, Xiaobao is not obedient at all today, he asked him to pee and shout, he just didn't shout, he wet a lot of pants, he still ran around, he couldn't catch up, he also beat me and the third sister, the second sister, you beat him, hit him hard!"

Brother Pan is going to be wronged, usually the two sisters are at home and don't feel it, Xiaobao seems to be very well-behaved, let him do whatever he wants, and he won't do it if he is not allowed to do it. As a result, today when my sisters are gone, I found out that Xiaobao is so bad, she hates it to death, and she never wants to take Xiaobao anymore!

took the younger brother forward and grabbed the younger sister who was about to cry out angrily in front of the younger brother: "The eldest sister is tired today, don't bump into the eldest sister." ”

"Oh," Brother Pan nodded yes, not so impatient, sensibly stepped forward to hold Brother Zhao's hand, trying to help her share a little weight, but his mouth still didn't stop, and he kept telling the bad boy Xiaobao.

Brother Zhao looked at his sisters, tired and flew more than half of the way, led Brother Pan, and asked the younger brother to go forward to put down the things, compared to her, the younger brother is carrying a heavy load, and it is naturally much harder than her.

Seeing that he took his brother to put things, Zhao Di turned his attention to the younger brother who was dragging Xiaobao.

Brother Lai and Brother Pan are both embarrassed with hairy hair, red faces, and obvious traces of sweat on their foreheads, but Brother Lai is more embarrassed than Brother Pan, and Xiaobao, who was dragged by her, was in good spirits, seeing that they were very excited, they rushed forward vigorously, wearing a Pan's brother's clothes, not pants.

This dress is a little small for Brother Pan, Xiaobao is very big, the clothes are too long, Xiaobao is wearing it as if he is wearing a dress, even if he is not wearing pants, he only shows a little ankle, the sleeves are too long and are tied by his sister with a rope, and the layers hang down on the back of the exposed hand, which is more like a skirt with a unique style.

The little guy is small, but he knows that his sister is saying bad things about himself, and he dragged his brother forward desperately, and his voice was louder than that of Brother Pan: "Little Bao is good, Brother Pan is bad, Brother Pan doesn't cook pigs, Brother Pan is lazy!

Brother Pan is looking for the second sister to come out, Xiaobao knows that he is looking for the eldest sister to support him, the little person is very vindictive, and the younger brother wants the second sister to beat him, so he has to find the eldest sister to beat the younger brother!

Xiaobao looks good, and he is very energetic, and his brother is usually only able to hold him for a while when he is quiet, he is now earning and running, and his brother has to use all his strength to pull it, and he has no strength left for a day, and when he sees his sisters coming back, he is naturally relieved, so that he can earn a few times and pull it in front of Brother Zhao.

When he arrived in front of Brother Zhao, the little guy knew that he was pretending to be well-behaved, so he rushed over and hugged Brother Zhao's legs, and shouted "Big Sister Big Sister", and he would express his heartfelt feelings: "Big sister, Xiao Bao is well-behaved, Xiao Bao is the most well-behaved, I like the big sister the most, I miss the big sister, I think in my heart, big sister, hug!"