Chapter 185: Heart
Xiao Ju didn't take Man Shengsheng's suggestion, or didn't have time to do so, and had already jumped into the river. The pen %fun %pavilion www.biquge.info he washed the feather weaving in three or two, threw it back to the back seat directly from the lake, and let Man Shengsheng pick it up and bake it.
Man Shengsheng shook the feather weaving, and looked quite virtuous and asked:
"Eh, when am I going to start talking? β
"Now. Xiao Ju replied.
"That'...... I'm going to say something. Man Shengsheng still felt embarrassed. Xiao Ju's voice came from far away from the lake:
"Whatever you want, you can sing, as long as you can make a voice and let me know where you are, but don't sing 'Eternal Stream' to avoid getting into trouble. β
He had swam to the center of the lake, but his head was still floating on the lake.
In fact, if it was two people chatting face-to-face, Man Shengsheng would indeed have a stomach full of words to say to Xiao Ju, but now let her talk to the yacht stupidly, and she is really a little ashamed to speak.
What do you say? she thought to herself.
Everything is difficult at the beginning, as long as you open the first three sentences, you will get used to it later. She turned her head and asked Xiao Ju:
"Can you still hear me when you're underwater?"
Xiao Juyuan replied: "No, I can't hear what you're saying, but I can feel you talking, just like a spider catches the vibrations of a spider's web, so that I can know where you are and won't get lost."
And also...... Don't call me Lin Yizhen by that name anymore. β
Full victory is not partial: "One true, one true, one true, one true, one true, ......"
Xiao Ju didn't bother to take care of her, and was about to bury his head and start diving, but when he entered the water, he answered a question from Man Shengsheng, and Man Shengsheng asked:
"You can feel me talking underwater because of you...... The power of the nine senses?"
"That's right. β
"What the hell is the power of the nine senses!"
Xiao Ju stabbed down violently, letting Man Shengsheng's words echo alone on the lake, and no one answered her question.
This situation was not as expected by Man Shengsheng, she knew that asking was a vain question, and in the end she would definitely be confused by Xiao Ju's Tai Chi, it was better to be directly rejected to answer. She just wanted to find an entry point for the topic and start her own talk.
Now, the topic is there, Xiao Ju says that he can't hear what she is saying underwater, and Man Shengsheng is ready to start talking nonsense.
While she was baking Haori, she talked to the fireball:
"I don't really want to toss at all, I just want someone to tell me clearly what a one-legged ghost is, what the three factions of heaven and earth ghost mean, why the seed is in my eyes, and what it is. β
Fireballs don't speak, but they listen quietly. Man Shengsheng found that it turned out that a person talking to himself to a fire was not so embarrassing and shy, but it helped to dredge his emotions. This felt pretty good, so she said something more boldly in her heart:
"Actually, I really wish the uncle on the lighthouse was my dad, I haven't seen him for at least ten years, and I really miss him. But I'm afraid that he's my father, and I'm afraid he'll tell me some facts that I can't bear, after all, compared to fatalism, I just want to find evidence to clear my grievances and live this life with someone I love.
If the uncle on the lighthouse was my father, I probably wouldn't have been able to tell him that my mother thought he was dead, so she remarried and had a younger brother with another man. β
Speaking of this, Man Shengsheng's expression became infinitely sad:
"I'm really useless, I know that I'm not a complete free body, and I'm going to be in prison again in less than a year, but I can't control my feelings, and I like Lin Xiaoju ......"
Then, she mistook the fireball for Xiao Ju and began to question:
"Xiao Ju, is it true that you said that you had amnesia, or were you lying to me from the beginning, and Long Tianyan was lying to me. Actually, you quarreled with me about the tunnel that day, and you really wanted to find an excuse to drive me away, right, because you were going to leave the forest farm and start moving, and you didn't want me to be suspicious, you didn't want me to be troubled, and you didn't want to involve me, an unrelated person, right?
But that day you were on the cruise, and after listening to me sing "Eternal Stream", you noticed that I was unusual, so you brought me here, right?
I especially look forward to the day when the truth comes, so that I can know exactly what happened to all this, who you are, who I am, what you are doing, what should I do?
I also hope that you have not heard or heard my confession, so that I will not be so ashamed, and I will not feel ashamed in front of Xiaoyou.
You are the second man I like in my life in addition to my small hair, and I have compared, my liking for you and him is actually different!
When I was a child, I liked that my hair was small, but it was very simple. The friendship of childhood sweethearts, plus some slightly more complex feelings, becomes a simple like.
I like to play with him and share his joys and sorrows, but I never want to ask him for anything because I don't need anything. I didn't do anything for him, because he didn't need to. At that time, we were carefree boys and girls living in ivory towers.
But it's not the same to like you, and I have too many desires in the face of you. I want to give, I want to understand your past, I want to comfort the wounds of your past, so that you don't live so heavy anymore.
To be honest, Goldeneye's words did shock me, and I'm curious about what kind of past you had with your father. But you're right, the more curious I am, the more I want to know, the more I explore, the more serious the damage will be done to you again and again. There is no need to retrace the past, so I want you to let go of the past, get out of the haze, and enjoy a new, relaxed world.
I'm too self-conscious and overstepping, trying to change you, which is why I feel distressed and miserable because I like you. I often ask myself why I have become a "bad woman" who knows that someone else has a fiancΓ©e, but still knowingly likes someone else.
Accompany you, change you, and soothe the pain in your heart, these are all things that you should do when you are small, and she must have been doing well, because you love her so much.
Therefore, I like you, and I also have a deep sense of guilt, so I often talk about my small ones. I mention her, not to remind you, but to remind me all the time that I can't sink into the mud, it's time to restrain my feelings.
So I hope that you didn't hear my confession, so that I can feel more comfortable, maybe until we return to the forest farm, and see Xiao You's side every day, it will be much better. Then not long after, because I couldn't find the evidence to overturn Zhu Yunwen's accusation, I went to prison for the second time, and my heart was like water......"
suffered, Man Shengsheng's eyes were blurred, she suffered another inner torture, and tears poured out of the river. However, in the empty yacht, someone wiped her tears!