Chapter Ninety-Five: Your Mind

I can't tell you what it's like, let alone what it's like. As if he was cautious, the secret that had been buried for many years was secretly opened, and the dazzling light illuminated the corners that he did not dare to face head-on.

"Boss?"

Suddenly, seeing Zhou Ziliang's pale face, Yu Lin felt a sigh in his heart.

Zhou Ziliang raised his face, and his mood suddenly lowered. His emotions were at a critical point, on the verge of exploding.

In the end, I restrained my emotions, I have been suffering from this torture for several years, but it is just restraint.

He stiffened, raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows: "Go and call Xia Yu over." ”

Yu Lin did so and quickly called Xia Yi over.

"Mr. Zhou, what's wrong?Suddenly call me over, what's the matter?" Xia Yi wiped his hands on his apron as he walked in and asked Zhou Ziliang.

Zhou Ziliang lowered his eyes and raised the clothes in his hand: "Did you touch my clothes when you were cleaning?

Xia Yi suddenly understood, "Oh, when I was cleaning the kitchen that day, I saw your coat here." I washed my coat, and there was a little bottle in it, I don't know what it was, so I put it in the drawer of your desk. ”

She looked directly at Zhou Ziliang and answered fluently. didn't think about it at all, but Zhou Ziliang still looked at her closely, trying to distinguish the truth of her words.

Looking at his bloodthirsty expression, Xia Yu's first thought was that he didn't like others to touch his clothes, but he asked about the contents of his clothes, which didn't seem to be the reason. She paused for a moment before she reacted and hurriedly stepped forward.

"What's the matter, I put the medicine in the drawer that day, is it gone?"

She bent down to pull the drawer, but was stopped by Zhou Ziliang raising his hand.

"It's okay, I thought the medicine was gone. If you find it, you can get on with it. Zhou Ziliang's tone was light, but there was a relieved joy between his eyebrows.

Xia Yu didn't suspect it, turned around and left the study.

After she left, Zhou Ziliang suddenly opened the drawer. Sure enough, he saw the familiar little bottle lying in the drawer, he took out the bottle, poured out two pills, fed them into his mouth, and swallowed them with warm water.

Yu Lin frowned and asked worriedly, "Boss, haven't you taken your medicine on time recently?"

Zhou Ziliang's face was ugly, he put down the water cup in his hand, "I forgot to take the medicine, it doesn't have much impact." ”

"But...... You just lost your temper with Miss Xia. ”

"It has nothing to do with medicine, it's that she doesn't understand the rules!"

Yu Lin shook his head: "But before Miss Xia came back, I could feel that your mood fluctuations were not great." ”

Zhou Ziliang glared at him: "You know what I hate." ”

"I know. Yu Lin watched his subtle expression change: "But where is your real anxiety? Is it because of the dog she brought back without permission? Or is it because she deceived you, or is it ...... Because she's just coming back and you're about to leave to get close to that person?"

Zhou Ziliang took out a pack of cigarettes from the desk drawer, and the box was empty. He threw the empty cigarette case away with some frustration, and then took out a new cigarette and lit it. Calm with extremely suppressed emotions, he raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose.

Suddenly smiled: "Do you think I can't bear her?"

Yu Lin also smiled: "I didn't say that, you said it yourself." ”

His heart was surging, Zhou Ziliang inexplicably had a feeling that his heart had been being spied on, he raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, closed his eyes and asked impatiently: "Are you done asking?"

Yu Lin had been observing his emotions, his anxiety, the changes in his mood when he listened to his questions, and the changes in the micro-expressions on his face.

"You've been controlling your emotions very well for the past year, and I don't think you fell ill this time just because you didn't have time to take your medicine. If you want to restrain this emotion, I hope you will cooperate with my question. Because you're not just my boss, you're my friend!"

Hearing him say this, Zhou Ziliang didn't answer.

Yu Lin continued: "You know that I will not interfere in your private life, nor will I tell anyone about your illness. So I need you to answer me as truthfully as possible, and if you really can't answer, you can choose to be silent. ”

Zhou Ziliang pursed his lips and tried his best to restrain his emotions that might go berserk at any time.

Yu Lin asked a series of questions: "When did the onset of the disease begin?"

"Yesterday night. ”

"Have you ever contacted the old man?"

"Nope. ”

"Does it have anything to do with Zhou Ziyu?"

"Half ......"

"Why half?"

Zhou Ziliang frowned: "I asked that woman to approach him, but things don't seem to have progressed." ”

"Did any of the three people Zhou Ziyu, the old man, and Wen Zhaohan stimulate you?"

"Nope. ”

"Then why did you lose your temper with Miss Xia?"

"I've already answered that question. ”

"Does this agitation have anything to do with what you're going to do next?"

Zhou Ziliang suddenly fell silent.

A hint of clarity flashed in Yu Lin's eyes, and he looked at Zhou Ziliang for a long time. Finally stepped forward, propped his hands on the office desktop, looked at him condescendingly, and smiled.

"OK, I already know why. ”

Zhou Ziliang raised his eyes to look at him, but Yu Lin showed a very mysterious smile. "First of all, this seems to me to be a good thing, but for you, it may be a mixed blessing. ”

Zhou Ziliang was obviously impatient because he was grinding fast: "Don't talk nonsense!"

Yu Lin smiled: "The reason is summer." ”

Suddenly hearing her name, Zhou Ziliang's heart tightened. did not answer his words immediately, but chose to remain silent. His reaction was in line with Yu Lin's guess, and he smiled and said, "I asked a few people who were most likely to make you sick, but you didn't respond." But when you think of summer, you can't help but be nervous and resistant. It means that her existence is enough to affect your emotional changes, and you already have some kind of unconscious feelings for her. ”

"What bullshit are you putting on!"

"Very well, because I have the right idea in your heart, so you have started to speak rudely to me. Yu Lin looked like he had expected it. "In your subconscious, you don't want her to get close to Zhou Ziyu, you are afraid. ”

Zhou Ziliang's expression instantly became gloomy.

He firmly denied it: "Impossible." ”

"Nothing is impossible, everything I just said was told to me by you, I am just saying it for you. ”

Zhou Ziliang's face suddenly turned cold, and wisps of ice seemed to form ice. He didn't seem to want to listen to Yu Lin continue at all, and looked at him with a sneer: "What you are saying now makes me wonder if you are really good enough to be a psychiatrist." ”

Yu Lin rolled over and sat down on the chair behind him, he spread his hands and raised his eyebrows.

"You don't have to rush to refute me, I'll ask you a few questions, and you can sit down and think about it yourself. ”

He raised his hand to take the document in front of Zhou Ziliang, forcing him to look at him.

"First, you've subconsciously thought of Summer as someone you can trust. Second, when you see her, your mood will be calmer than ever. Third, her emotions tug at your nerves. Fourth, you desire to conquer her and make her obey you alone. Fifth, you're afraid of her leaving, so you can't wait to know her itinerary all the time. Sixth, the reason why you lost your temper with her is because you thought that she was going to see Zhou Ziyu tomorrow. Seventh, you are afraid that she will really love Zhou Ziyu. Eighth, you hope that Zhou Ziyu will fall into your trap, but you are afraid that you will hurt Miss Xia because of this incident, so you are very conflicted. Ninth, you have used all means to tie her to you, this is the woman you bothered the most. Tenth, you want to be with her all the time, and you want to contact her when you have to be separated, but your self-esteem doesn't allow it. ”

He uttered a long list of established questions in quick succession.

Zhou Ziliang listened to every word, and he really wanted to deny that what he said was incorrect. But I unconsciously substituted in my heart and found that all this he said seemed to be right.

His face turned a little cold, his teeth chattered, and his whole person seemed to have been touched by the scales, almost roaring.

Yu Lin leaned back in his chair and looked at the ceiling.

suddenly smiled: "It's really not easy, you, a hard-hearted and ruthless person, actually have someone you like." Shouldn't I burn incense to celebrate? Actually, having someone you like is a good thing for you, and you don't need to doubt yourself. ”

Zhou Ziliang raised his hand and pointed in the direction of the door: "Now, you can roll mellowly." ”

"I've just said so much to help you determine what you want now. You don't have anything to say about your current intentions? Do you want to let Xia go to see Zhou Ziyu tomorrow?"

Zhou Ziliang's expression had returned to an indifferent appearance, and he smiled slightly: "Feelings are a luxury for me, not something I can enjoy." What's more, I don't fully agree with what you said, do what you have to do, I don't like you who talk too much!"

It's not that he doesn't believe Yu Lin's inference, he just doesn't believe in his heart.

Yu Lin sighed, and then said, "I don't understand what you're proud of, since you've found a more effective and faster way than medication. Why do you choose to take medicine? You know very well that once the situation you feared the most really happened, there was no room for you to recover. ”

Zhou Ziliang's eyes were faint, and he didn't intend to answer his question.

Yu Lin raised his eyebrows and got up: "Okay, then I won't talk about it." Anyway, I've already pointed out the problem to you, and it's up to you how to do it. ”

With that, he prepared to leave.

When he walked to the door and opened the door, he said, "Remember to restrain your emotions, and if you can't control it, go and stay with Summer." It's also a good idea to go on a trip with her if you can......"

Probably not wanting to hear his long-winded voice at all, Zhou Ziliang simply grabbed a book and threw it towards the door.

Yu Lin quickly dodged away, closed the door and left the study.