The reason for the release of the single chapter, "Countercurrent" has a silver sprout, he (she) is called "Hollywood Heroes".

Thank you very much, and at the same time a little stunned......

Let's be honest: I used to think it was impossible, just like I suddenly found out that there were 53 Alliance Leaders in this book, and it was incredible.

As for the reason:

1. It lies in the style of the book.

2. My own personality.

I won't talk about the first point, I really have a weak heart and limited ability.

For example, I want to write the group of people in Erma less abstract, and I want to write NPCs that are not used to step on them in ordinary books, but it is very difficult to do so, and the effect does not seem to be very good.

The second point can be expanded on.

Some time ago, I knew a few words, such as the alliance leader group, the hall master group or something...... None of these are the ones we have against the current.

That's probably nothing, right? What you don't know is that I didn't speak to any of the Alliance Leaders.

Even sometimes I want to ask the alliance leaders if they want to be tricked, but I think it will be too deliberate, and then I will come by myself - in fact, Lin Shengli wants to be called Lin Yusheng (alliance leader); Li Huifeng is from Huifeng's sword comprehension life; Yan Yuewu is from the alliance leader Yue Yan Xiwu, these have not been communicated at all.

Of course, the alliance leaders don't look for me much, huh.

[Actually, it's not a tsundere, it's just very grateful, but I don't know how to say thank you. I just remember you, including a few friends who often tip 100 points, and I remember them all and thank you. Subscribe, Vote, ...... Every support is precious to me and I am very grateful.

So, if there's anything I can do, come to me...... If I can help a little bit in turn, it will be easier and more enjoyable. 】

In addition, I rarely go to the VIP group, very rarely. (Thank you for the feathers, meat, sheep, beard, and the administrators and friends in the group.) ）

What kind of mentality is this?

I remember that the leader of the "Noble and Self-aware" alliance once joked in the post, saying that I was "tsundere", but in fact, I am not, I am not tsundere, nor glassy, if you really want to analyze, there are about two points:

1. Passive personality of oneself; (The strange thing is that I am not introverted, not introverted in the unit, and I can play and speak well in front of acquaintances.) ）

2. The second point is difficult to describe, I say this, I don't know if you can understand it:

I'm really not afraid of trolls, even deliberately hacking me, distorting the facts and trying to destroy me, I am not very affected, they are my motivation to some extent, in order to disappoint them, I have a nervous breakdown (I basically wake up every hour I fall asleep) and the pain of feeling that I have collapsed again and again, I have persevered and will persevere.

But I ...... I'm super afraid of disappointing those who support and believe in me.

This is probably a deficit personality, and it's very tiring.

So you will find that it has been on the shelves for eight months, and I basically don't ask for tickets (except for two requests in March).

Why? Because I'm usually not sure if I'll be able to write more and write well that month, so I don't dare ask for your votes, for fear of being ashamed.

Most of the time, I feel like I'm not good enough in this chapter, not good enough in that chapter......

Most of the time, I'm not sure what's good and what's bad, have you noticed? Sometimes I try to judge based on the Fire Book, and the result is more and more confused.

Someone also told me that if you are a different character, the results and rankings and income of this book should be better.

Even the editors, in fact, were quite disappointed in me.

I believe this, but I still can't help it for the time being, and at the same time, I want to maintain a more "natural" mentality to finish this book, otherwise the pressure will be too great, and I will not be able to write.

To put it messily, most of my actions anyway are actually based on this state. If you recall it, you should be able to judge.

………… Divide the lower ............

Pulling away, he turned back and said:

1, I really don't dare to promise (Bai Yinmeng is also very considerate, haha), because the recent plots are quite daily and bland, with the lessons of the previous volume (Lao Lu and Sun Zilong), I don't dare to forcibly create conflicts;

2. No matter if the book is finished in about 2 million words, or more, I will finish the book with my heart.

3. The rules of the fan team this time are more complicated, and I don't understand it very well, it seems to be doing tasks or something, and everyone can join if it's convenient or boring.

4, thank you Bai Yinmeng, [Hollywood Heroes]. Thank you. It's hard for everyone to imagine that our last conversation was actually not very harmonious, haha, thank you for your generosity.

5. If I write the next one, I will work hard, I will change my mentality, and I will never let you hate iron and steel.

6. Thank you. If you say it in a mess, you may have said the wrong thing again, and you have gone to code words.