I nodded, "Yes." "But my heart was turbulent and I couldn't calm down, and when I heard him ask if he really wanted to leave, my heart was torn and hurt. I raised my head, tears still rolling in my eyes, and looked at him carefully, I didn't know how many more times I would see him, I just wanted to engrave his appearance in my heart little by little. No matter how sincere or false he is to me, I still want to remember him.

He looked at me with a slight pain in his eyes, and looked at each other for a long time, not knowing what he wanted to see, I only saw two small mes and a pool of deep lakes that could never be seen in his eyes.

For a long time, he said slowly, as if he had made up his mind after thinking for a long time: "Don't go, I can ignore the previous things." ”

Isn't it when a man can tolerate betrayal, I should be grateful? But why is my heart still sad? I can almost breathe in the distance between me and him, this embrace is what I have coveted for a long time, and even for that covetousness, I have to face my daughter, mother-in-law and sister with fear. But it was this man who made me want to stop, and gave me a resolute heart and back again and again.

I lowered my head, bit my lip and said, "I'd better go." A lot of things I can't afford. "With trust on thin ice, my sister eyeing me, and an unattainable family, I don't want to waste my heart and tears anymore.

Zhao Yijing raised my chin, his fingers were cold, and his voice became cold: "This is already the bottom line that I have never broken through, and I will not say it a second time." ”

"Thank you, Mr. Zhao, I don't need you to say it again. I decided. I tried to put a smile on his face.

He looked at me for a long time as if he didn't believe it, the hand holding my chin trembled slightly, let go of it for a while, and lit a cigarette for a long time and sneered at himself: "It turns out that you are not rare." He sucked two hard puffs and looked at me, "Whoever is serious is a fool, get out." ”

A deep "get out" made my heart tug, and I bit my almost trembling lip hard, and I struggled with the last bit of strength to say, "I'll bring you the report tomorrow." After saying that, he tried his best to calmly "get out".

It's all gone. Out of the company, it has been on the lights. I walked silently under the street lamp, looking at my long shadow, a little distracted, in the world of love, I always hung on each other, I couldn't find a belonging.

When I got home, I put the card that Zhao Yijing had given me into an envelope and stapled it. I have already made up for the 20,000 yuan that I spent on my mother-in-law's treatment in this card. It's just that emerald green little jade leaf, I played with it in my hand for a long time, remembering that winter day I ran to him happily like a golden branch and jade leaf, after all, I didn't give up, or put it back in the drawer.

The next day, I brought a retyped resignation letter and an envelope containing a bank card, and looked for Xiao Bin first, Xiao Bin looked at me and smiled: "How many times do you have to let me sign it? ”

I smiled and didn't answer, and went to Zhao Yijing's office again, and knocked a few times and no one answered. Walking to Lian Xiaoru's office next door, she looked at me and smiled: "Sister Song, Mr. Zhao's plane this morning is back in Nanjing." ”

It seems that the strings that have been tight suddenly relaxed, I actually have an inexplicable relaxation, am I also afraid of the final parting? But Lian Xiaoru was knocked back to reality by a sentence: "But Mr. Zhao ordered, no matter what report Sister Song brought, he can stamp his signature seal." ”

A basin of cold water was poured down from his head, which was in line with his personality, cold enough and absolute, his signature seal was like Shang Fang's sword that even Xiaoru kept on weekdays, and it was easy not to use. Unless it is a major event and he personally calls for instructions, it will be covered. This time for my business, it is not easy.

I slowly handed the resignation report to Lian Xiaoru: "I only need Mr. Zhao's approval for this." ”

Lian Xiaoru glanced at the report, and the dramatic change on her face changed from a smile to an "O" shape: "Sister Song, are you kidding?

I don't know how to explain it, Xiaoru is a person with an upright personality, because of Lian Bing, she doesn't have a good face for the women who are close to Zhao Yijing, but she is an exception for me. Maybe it's because I'm too weak to drag my family and pose a threat. I smiled reluctantly: "I am not in good health and want to rest for a while." ”

Lian Xiaoru still didn't believe it: "I have to ask in person, this is going to be wrong, and the boss must not hack me to death." ”

I dialed Zhao Yijing again, the office was very quiet, and I could only hear Zhao Yijing's voice calm and a little annoyed: "I signed it for her." He hung up the phone violently.

Lian Xiaoru was stunned when she held her mobile phone: "I've eaten explosives." As he spoke, he picked up the chapter and looked left and right, looked up and asked me, "Sister Song, if you poke it down, you will really leave." Are you really going to leave the boss?"

Leaving the boss? This name made me a little awkward, and I nodded in a panic: "Think about it, let's cover it." "That envelope bag still didn't dare to give it to Lian Xiaoru, after all, it's 100,000, it's not good to give it to her casually, and I'll have a chance to see Zhao Yijing in the future.

With the signed resignation report, I handed it over to the human resources department, waiting for the various file relationships to be transferred and the salary to be settled. All the materials I had at hand were sorted out and handed over to Xiao Bin, and they were also stored in different categories on the computer. My own things, except for necessities such as chargers, the remaining plants on the table, coasters, and the remaining flowers and fruit tea, have not been cleaned up. Maybe the colleague sitting in my seat will use it in the future.

I started a new job search, with my previous experience, it is not difficult to resubmit my resume, and sales is also a job with a big gap, but many need to travel around, and the situation of the company itself is not satisfactory. It's better to be raw than cooked, and after a few interviews, I called Lao Deng. He joked to let me go before, but I didn't expect that there would be such a day.

I didn't say politely to this senior: "Do you still want people?"

Lao Deng was stunned for a moment, and then smiled heartily: "Yes, you don't think the company has too much small work, just come, I can stand at the door to pick you up." ”

The new job was settled. Lao Deng is not modest, the company is indeed not big, he and two other friends have shares, but the whole company is seven or eight people, even the three CEOs have to do everything themselves, personally pull the list to run the business. Lao Deng's company is called "Xiya", and this vulgar name is very much in line with his personality.

I mainly do sales takeout, Lao Deng's secretary and various errands. Lao Deng's company has been running for almost a year, from the beginning of the main fabric to the current main raw silk. Lao Deng said that for small companies, raw silk is better to make and make more profits. In recent years, the price of raw silk raw materials has been rising, while the increase in finished fabrics is not large, so this upside-down phenomenon also gives raw silk a lot of space. It's just that Silk Zhiheng is a large enterprise, and it has its own silkworm seed base to produce raw silk, so it is very little affected by this aspect.

People have already started to work in Xiya, but the procedures of Si Zhiheng can not be completed for a long time, and it is an old reason for people to go to tea and cool, and they are often quick to enter and leave slowly, and after urging human resources for a long time, they also said that the salary has not been calculated, and the certificate of going to the talent file has not been opened.

Until Xiaorong, who was in charge of Xiya's personnel, half-jokingly said to me: "Sister Song, if you don't prepare all the materials, social security will not be good." "I had no choice but to go to the mushroom again.

I called Xiao Bin before I went, until he was there, I went directly to him, pushed the door in, I didn't see him for half a month, he was thinner, I joked: "Big director, busy like this?"

"Busy, when to see me not busy. Xiao Bin saw the corners of my mouth bloom, "Why are you here?"

"It's not a resignation yet, and there is no score until now, and you don't help me urge it. "I looked at him, and it was still a familiar feeling, gentle and deep.

"How do you know I didn't help you?" Xiao Bin glanced at me, "However, you know better than me, who won't let go, right?"

My heart jumped with a "bang", and my face suddenly turned red: "How do I know, who, who?" After speaking, he added, "The words are all signed, and there is nothing to let go." ”

Xiao Bin's lips rose and he smiled: "I still don't know." After a pause, he said, "I don't know what you think, one is blushing when you say it, and the other is blushing when you mention it." By the way, he's here today, do you want to ask him?"

"No, no," I hurriedly waved my hand, "forget it, just drag it off, it's a big deal that I'll only get paid over there." "I chatted with Xiao Bin about the situation of my company again, Xiao Bin's situation here is not very optimistic, the domestic market is a little weak, there are too many competitors, and some unconventional orders are overwhelmed.

After chatting for a while, I didn't bother him anymore, so I turned around and went to human resources, and gave me the same old rhetoric: "It's not finished yet, wait for the leader to sign." I also knew that it was useless to rush, so I turned around and left.

After passing by the original office, I suddenly had an urge to go in, pushed down the door and didn't push it open, Xu Yun who passed by was pleasantly surprised to see me: "Sister Song is back, let's talk to Xiaoma? She is now going to that office." As he spoke, he pointed to the one next to him, "This room is now a reference room, and all the books and newspapers that can't be put in Mr. Zhao's office are thrown into it." ”

I muttered, "Oh, I'm still going to find something." Finding an excuse, he walked away. Suddenly remembered the card in the bag, walked to Lian Xiaoru's office, and gave her the envelope after a few words of greeting: "Is it convenient for you to help me transfer this to Mr. Zhao?"

Lian Xiaoru looked at me and smiled: "The boss is inside, what are you afraid of, it's not that you haven't seen it." Seeing that I looked embarrassed, he took the envelope: "Then I'll go in now." ”

Seeing Lian Xiaoru walk into Zhao Yijing's office with my envelope bag in her hand, I turned around and walked out. Sent him a text message: Ka asked Xiaoru to give it to you.

After a long time, I still haven't received any reply from him. received a text message from Lian Xiaoru: "Sister Song, I handed over your envelope, and the boss threw it away after reading it." I paused at the door of the company, turned to look at the familiar hall, and my chest was a little painful.