I was in Dr. Xia's arms, not knowing how to get out. The phone rang, I picked it up, it was Xiao Bin's phone: "Where did you go, why did I turn around and come out, and there was no one left?"

My voice was a little choked: "I'll go first." Go back yourself. ”

"Yao Qinglian said that you were hugged by the doctor's boyfriend, really? Zhao Yijing's face turned green. Xiao Bin's voice on the other end of the phone was a little noisy, "I just arrived in the hall, yes, I saw you, then you and him go first, I will go back to Beijing in the afternoon." He hung up the phone.

I silently stuffed my phone into my pocket, and my whole body was cold without a trace of temperature. Dr. Xia led me into a coffee house next to the hospital and ordered two lattes. I sat there blankly, still not coming to my senses. My face was hot, I touched my face, and smiled bitterly, it turned out that it was really uncomfortable to be a junior, I had some sympathy for Jiang Di, no wonder I had to force Gu Jun to divorce with suicide.

Dr. Xia paused, reached out and held the other hand I had placed on the table in the palm of his hand. I was numb, and even a little greedy for the little bit of warmth in his palm, and I didn't pull it out.

"That person in the hospital is someone you love, isn't it?" Dr. Xia suddenly asked.

I nodded subconsciously, shook my head again and smiled bitterly: "Now, I can't talk about love, he is my sister's fiancé." It's bloody, isn't it? It's not a lower limit, isn't it, it's cheap?" I said that I couldn't hold my mouth, and I pulled my hand back suddenly, covering my face with both hands, and couldn't stop sobbing.

"If you can't let it go, why don't you fight for it?" Dr. Xia's voice was a little puzzled, "Why make yourself so miserable?"

I was suddenly a little excited and couldn't help myself, and Fang Cai's grievances erupted violently: "The family background of the Zhao family, can a divorced woman be allowed to marry with a child? How can I fight for it? Do I have an innocent past, or do I have a grandmother surnamed Du?" Speaking of this, my heart is even more like a pinprick, obviously those memories are mine--- I robbed her fiancé? Who robbed whom?

Dr. Xia sat down on the chair on my side and patted me on the shoulder: "I understand." "People in this world are unequal after all, and things in this world are not what people want.

I sobbed for a moment, wiped my tears and barely squeezed out a smile: "I made you laugh." ”

Doctor Xia only looked at me deeply, and his voice was a little heavy: "Do you think I will laugh at you?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I was a little uneasy: "I don't know. Laugh if you want. I don't care. "I've been hit in the face, what do you care?

Dr. Xia's fingers tapped lightly on the table, and the sunlight gave him a very warm outline: "I will only feel distressed." ”

If I was still immersed in frustration and humiliation just now, Dr. Xia's words made my heart jump with horror, he was serious, and I was scared to listen. I didn't dare to look him in the eye, but stood up in a hurry: "I'm going back." ”

After a while, Dr. Xia stood up and gave way to the passage, and I walked out with my bag. Dr. Xia grabbed my arm violently and said to me as if determined, "Be my girlfriend, I will take care of you and Nuan Nuan." ”

I was stunned, and it took me a long time to come back and say, "What did you say?"

Dr. Xia looked at me directly, and his eyes could not be evaded: "Qingyang, I am willing to take care of you and the child, and give me a chance to try." ”

I thought about it and bit my lip and said, "If you just sympathize with me-" Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Dr. Xia: "I am a psychiatrist, and I have seen too many misfortunes, and I don't have such a strong sense of compassion." ”

The heart, suddenly as if it had been melted by something, was a little moved. Maybe it was the fragility that I had just been humiliated, or maybe it was the desolation of my mood, but I didn't refuse again.

"Qingyang, think about it again and give me an answer, okay?" Dr. Xia's voice was sincere, and he added, "I don't have a lot of things at home, my parents are very open-minded, you don't have to worry about this." ”

When it comes to family, I feel a little uncomfortable, and I reluctantly smile and say, "I'll think about it." As he spoke, he walked out of the café as if he were running away.

I returned to the town and picked up my daughter from Zhang Fan's house, and by the way, I inquired about the nearby kindergarten, there is a good public kindergarten, and it is easy to sign up. I can't help but feel that the life of a small town is convenient, if this is in Beijing, how many times do you have to squeeze your head and how many connections do you have to use to get in.

The kindergarten has a score, and the family also has to hire a nanny. asked Zhang Fan's family to help inquire, find someone who knows the roots and is reliable, and help cook and take care of the children. But for a while there will be no suitable one.

Dr. Xia finished his training at 4 p.m. every day, took the bus from Nanjing to the town at nearly 7 o'clock, accompanied me to have a meal, and then rushed back to Nanjing at 9 o'clock. Nuan Nuan is very happy every time she sees him, dragging him to puzzle and tell stories together. Sometimes there are no classes, so I will come earlier and help Nuan Nuan come back from kindergarten.

Fan Ling came to the town from Beijing and stayed with me for two days, and it happened that Dr. Xia had no classes during those two days, so he came over every day and made a pork rib soup for us. After Dr. Xia left, Fan Ling smiled at me and said, "Eh, do you remember that there was a movie called Zhou Yu's train? Every day, a special train picks up children to cook, such a good man is really unique. ”

I glared at her, "You don't want to introduce it to you." ”

Fan Ling waved her hand: "Stop, stop, I can't enjoy that blessing." He turned to look at me and said seriously: "It's you, really think about it, there is no such shop in this village." Think about it. I just smiled faintly, I really didn't have the mind and didn't want to think about it. Lots of mud and I haven't come out of it yet.

A month later, Jiabao's agency has been fully approved, I rushed to Suzhou to meet with Jiabao's boss, Zheng Zhao was also there, and helped me say good things in a timely manner: "This Mr. Song is very courageous and steady." ”

My face flushed, and I chased them to someone's house by playing mahjong, which was bold enough. Zheng Zhao should also be a person who speaks quite a lot in Garbo, and when he introduced it like this, Mr. Garbo obviously appreciated me a little more, and the conditions of the agent were correspondingly less harsh. The three-year agency that was originally going to be signed became five years in a good meeting atmosphere.

On the way back to the town that day, I felt a rare stretch, five years, which means that at least for five years, there will be no problem with He Xi's food and clothing. Looking at the green seedlings of the paddy fields on both sides of the road, I didn't feel a trace of trance.

When I got home at six o'clock in the evening, I asked Zhang Fan's family to help me go to the kindergarten to pick up Nuan Nuan, and when I arrived at Zhang Fan's house, there was no one at home with the door locked. I hurriedly called Zhang Fan: "Where are you?"

Zhang Fan's voice was not abnormal: "In the hospital, Nuan Nuan is a little uncomfortable, so we brought her over." ”

My heart was already torn apart when I heard that Nuan Nuan was uncomfortable, and I quickly stopped the taxi and went to the hospital that Zhang Fan said. When I arrived, in addition to Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan's parents, and Dr. Xia were also there. It turned out that when they went to pick up Nuan Nuan in the afternoon, the teacher said that Nuan Nuan ate a little too much at noon, and vomited in the afternoon. It's not a big deal.

After I thanked him again and again, and was about to go back with Nuan Nuan in my arms, Dr. Xia took off his coat, put it on the child and said, "I'll do it." Nuan Nuan was very obedient in Dr. Xia's arms, and muttered vigorously: "I want to eat ice cream." ”

Dr. Xia couldn't help but laugh and said, "You have eaten all of them in the hospital, and you are still eating?" Nuan Nuan giggled, looking at the appearance of Dr. Xia and Nuan Nuan getting along without any gaps, my heart was inexplicably warm.

When I got home, Dr. Xia looked at me and said, "I won't go back tonight, Nuan Nuan's forehead is a little hot, in case something happens at night, it's okay to take care of it." ”

I looked at the room, which was not spacious, and hesitated. Dr. Xia said, "I can sleep on the sofa. In special cases, let's just take a look. I nodded.

In the second half of the night, Nuan Nuan really got up, I hurriedly turned on the light, looked at her suffocated red face, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Blocked, uncomfortable. "Nuan Nuan, who is five years old, can express some feelings. Dr. Xia walked over and touched her forehead, and said, "Maybe it's still a little indigestible." ”

As he spoke, he clipped a thermometer to Nuan Nuan, and fed two more medicines prescribed by the doctor to help digestion. "Are you going to the hospital?" I was a little anxious.

"Not yet. Dr. Xia said, waited for a quarter of an hour, took out the thermometer and said, "A little low-grade fever." It doesn't matter. "I went to the bathroom and wrung a towel out and wiped it to cool down.

I was a little embarrassed and wanted to bring the towel: "I'll do it." ”

"Who is different?" Dr. Xia smiled warmly, "You are tired enough after running for a day today, I will sit and listen to the lecture tomorrow, and I don't even need to bring my brain." As he spoke, he went to change the towel again.

Dr. Xia compressed Nuan Nuan's forehead, wiped his arms and palms, and gradually, Nuan Nuan's breathing stabilized, and she fell asleep peacefully. I breathed a sigh of relief, sat on the edge of the bed, held my forehead with my hand and looked at Nuan Nuan a little stunned, maybe it was because I was too tired from running around during the day, and I fell asleep not long after.

When I woke up in the early hours of the next morning, it was still dark, and I was sitting on the edge of the bed, Dr. Xia was sitting next to me, still holding my arm in one hand, and I was already asleep. My heart warmed up suddenly, and I pulled out my hand and put my coat on Dr. Xia's shoulder.

When Dr. Xia woke up in the morning, I was already busy with breakfast in the kitchen, Dr. Xia touched his head embarrassedly and smiled: "I overslept." ”

I smiled at him, "It doesn't matter. After breakfast, Dr. Xia was about to return to Nanjing, looking at his back as he left a little tired, my heart moved and I called out to him: "Zhijin, what do you want to eat at night?"

Dr. Xia was stunned for a moment, and turned his head to look at me, his eyes were full of surprise and ecstasy, and he was a little incredulous. I bit my lip and repeated, "What do you want to eat?" ”