I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to say that she would smoke first, and I was very surprised at the moment, but Zheng Jiayue looked interested, stood up and put her hand into the box.

At this time, I looked at Zheng Jiayue a little nervously, the people around me were almost the same as me, and they were all staring at Zheng Jiayue, first, because Zheng Jiayue was really beautiful, which naturally attracted attention, and second, Zheng Jiayue felt like she could win the lottery, if you want to say why, it's especially because she is beautiful!

I saw that Zheng Jiayue at this time stretched out her hand and groped for a long time, and finally seemed to have finally decided something and took out a ball.

However, it turned out to be beef or something written on the ball.,It seems to send another steak that is quickly cooked..

This made Zheng Jiayue disappointed and a little happy, after all, eating is her life, but she is still very disappointed not to win the lottery.

After seeing that Zheng Jiayue didn't win the lottery, the little maid girl announced the results, and soon looked at me again, and said a lot of Japanese, anyway, she just signaled me to draw it.

At this time, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, who was a little lost, pointed at her with a smile, and said to Zheng Jiayue

"You tell her that my lottery chance is given to you, you can help me draw again."

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue shook her head immediately when she heard me say this, she looked at me and spoke again

"No, Xiao Xiaoming, you smoke, I feel that I am not very lucky today, so you smoke it, it is best for you to smoke another steak, and the two of us can eat for a while~"

Zheng Jiayue was very optimistic, and motioned for me to smoke..

I saw that Zheng Jiayue said so, so I simply nodded, and looked at the little maid girl beside me.

I don't seem to have that luck and I haven't won any jackpots. So I don't like to play this a little, but now it's like this, so I can only smoke it casually.

I paused, and quickly put my hand inside the box.

There are a lot of balls that can be touched by your fingertips, and they are all soft baseball-like things.

I touched it with my hand for a long time, and finally pulled out a ball.

However, I never thought that the ball I took out was different from the ball that others took out before, everyone else took out a white ball with words written on it, and the ball I took out this time turned out to be a red ball!

This made me froze, and the people around me seemed to become quiet in an instant.

Almost the next second, I heard the little maid next to me very excited, she took the ball in my hand, and announced something loudly. The little clerks next to him also gathered around.

After the little maid girl finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue next to her screamed in surprise, she grabbed my hand, and said with an excited expression on her face: "Won the lottery!!Xiao Ming, you won the first prize, this red ball is the first prize!!You really won!!"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me pause for three or four seconds, and soon I reacted and couldn't help but say what was in my heart.

"Damn, really!?"

Zheng Jiayue was so happy at this time, she had already ignored my scolding on the street, she looked at me, nodded again and again, and said

"Really, look at how happy they are..."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I glanced to the side, damn these little maid girls were more excited than me, talking to each other happily, and the people who hadn't won the lottery before next to me all looked at me, and they were all shocked by me.

Damn, I want my Wang Ming to grow so big, or the first time to enjoy this feeling, damn I have to say, the feeling of winning the lottery is really cool, although I don't know what this mysterious jackpot is, but I already feel that it must not be an ordinary thing, otherwise it can be so grand?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at my unicorn arm, thinking that I really didn't hurt it in vain for so many years... In the future, I decided to change my name or something, and simply call it the Hand of God!

While thinking about this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and asked a little concernedly

"Why are they so excited? Did you say what the first prize was?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded when she heard me ask, and quickly said something to the person next to her.

I saw that the little girl next to me talked a lot to Zheng Jiayue, and I saw Zheng Jiayue's eyes widen, as if she was very excited...

After a while, she nodded and looked at me

"Ahhh She wouldn't say yes, she wouldn't say what the first prize was, but.."

"She said it's very special, it's unique, let's look forward to it first.."

I didn't expect these people to be quite good at selling off.,I thought I was the only one good at this kind of thing.,I just didn't talk anymore.,I thought I'd wait and see.。。

After a while, one of the leaders walked to the back of the store, not knowing what he was doing.

It was a long time before she came back with a wooden box in her hand.

This box looks a little old, but it feels very delicate, completely wooden, and it seems to have something carved on it...

I was a little excited when I saw this box, damn it, could it be jewelry or something?

Then I'm really delicious, this steak was not eaten in vain...

And Zheng Jiayue also looked at the box nervously, she seemed to be very serious, probably guessing what was in the box...

After a while, I saw the leader come over, she first looked at me, and then at Zheng Jiayue...

Finally, she walked in front of Zheng Jiayue and began to talk to Zheng Jiayue.

She said a lot, and Zheng Jiayue kept nodding...

I couldn't understand a word on the side, all I could think about was what was in the box, could it be gold bars or something?

I thought about it for a while, and at last the leader finished speaking, and I saw her bring the box to me again, and...

Slowly opened.

At this moment, I stopped breathing, and my eyes were staring directly at the box.

When the box was opened, what appeared in front of me was a string of knotted ropes.

This made me stunned, stunned for a while, and after making sure that this was a rope and not gold, I secretly exclaimed in my heart, my god, what the hell is this? a bunch of ropes? This is the first prize? It's really blind to the dog's eyes, how can this pile of things be the first prize?

Thinking of this, I was embarrassed, but I quickly realized that my expression was a bit rude, and I quickly took the box with a very happy appearance, and then looked at Zheng Jiayue...

Of course, Zheng Jiayue understood what I meant, but I saw her look at me and speak

"Xiao Xiaoming, you made a lot of money this time~"

I didn't quite understand, so I couldn't help but look at Zheng Jiayue and asked

"What's going on? What is this knotted rope for?

Zheng Jiayue was communicating with the little girls next to her at this time, as if she kept saying thank you or something...

Those little girls were excited for a long time.,In the end, the little girl seemed to say something again.,And then the red ball was taken away.,They continued to draw.,But it seems that there is no first prize..

There are a lot of regretful voices around, and many people have been looking at me and Zheng Jiayue, it is estimated that many people don't understand this special gift as much as I do, and some people obviously know, with a very envious expression on their faces.

I really don't know, so I can only look at Zheng Jiayue and wait for her to help me answer...

After those little maid girls continued to draw lotteries, Zheng Jiayue sat down, looked at me and spoke again

"Xiao Xiaoming~ You are so amazing, you actually won the first prize all of a sudden, I knew that I would definitely win the lottery!!"

I hadn't recovered at this time, so I looked at Zheng Jiayue and asked again

"Ahhh Tell me, what the hell is this, and what is it for?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled and said again

"Well, this thing, called Kumihimo, is used to decorate their Japanese clothes, or as a headdress, and it's handmade... Very good.."

I was stunned for a moment, looked at Zheng Jiayue and said in a low voice

"Together, it's a headline?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head, and said: "Not exactly, Xiao Xiaoming, you don't have goods, this thing is made by a very, very famous store, it is said that the store only makes this kind of thing for the Japanese royal family, so... Don't underestimate this knotted rope, it will take four months to make it... So the lottery of this store, only once every four months, so to speak, a season will only draw the grand prize, don't you see that this box is very old? That's because you haven't won the lottery for a long, long time, so this thing, it's really super precious, Xiao Xiaoming, you're really lucky!"

Zheng Jiayue said this, I just felt a little bit that this thing was really expensive, and I couldn't help but look at it, thinking that this is really the case?

But after thinking about it, I went to this store to make this so grand, and of course I wouldn't deceive people casually, so I thought about it, and finally took a deep breath and spoke

"Okay, did she say how much it was worth?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said

"Anyway, if you exchange it for our money, it's probably about 4,000~"

If Zheng Jiayue said so much just now and I didn't feel it, then her words really made me feel that this gift is really good and worth it...

In this way, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, thought about it, and handed it over and said

"yes, that's right, for you... This is a unique gift~"

———— 20 minutes

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I knew I couldn't be with her, even if I knew she didn't like it at all