Chapter 21: Departure
It's September.
The hot weather still did not leave Nanjing. Nor did he leave the young pros.
The club as a whole is still in trouble.
Lin Yin too.
She was still thinking about what Xu Ge said that day. Replying to her in three months doesn't mean that she wants to die.
"If you think of him like that, you can fly to Jakarta now. Xu Nini said while buttoning her nails in the video.
Since she turned black with Heart fans, she doesn't even wear makeup on live broadcasts. I've been doing nothing all day, and I'm thinking about changing jobs.
"What are you going to change jobs for?"
"I didn't think about it, it should be related to the game. Maybe explain. ”
"Commentary?"
"I've thought about it, now it's the most lacking female commentary, and it's easy to get angry with a little makeup. ”
"Then what are you doing when it's on fire?"
"Make a movie and take on an advertisement, and then throw the money in Heart's face. ”
Lin Yin burst out laughing when she heard this, "He bullied me, and he didn't bully you." ”
"Bullying my best friend is bullying me!"
Lin Yin's eyebrows curled when she heard this, and when she was sad, she was really lucky that there was a blind nagging person beside her.
*
When Lin Yin went to wake up the cubs in the academy, everyone had already sorted out their things and came to the training room early.
"Are you all so well-behaved today?" Lin Yin asked.
The team was a thorn in the head, and he had a good relationship with Lin Yin on weekdays, so he asked, "Sister Lin Yin, will Sun retire?"
Lin Yin was stunned for a moment, "I don't know. Let's hurry up and train. ”
"Sun trained in the same group as us and he was the best of us. ”
“……”
Lin Yin paused, whether it was good or not in the past, now that it looks at it, it is meaningless.
"Anyway, you guys get your stuff done first, and the coach will be here in a moment. ”
Lin Yin basically left the training room in a hurry.
When Sun became the youngest professional player on the team, how many Academy peers envied him at the time, and how many people regret it now.
*
In the large hall rest area, Asama is knocking cigarette ashes.
The hall was originally used as an office, but the members of the club liked it and converted it into an entertainment area.
Billiards, large game consoles, small shooting frames, table and card areas, smoking areas...... The whole nine yards.
So generally speaking, this place is also the most noisy, but today it is particularly surprising.
"Do you really want to retire?" Asayama asked lightly.
“…… Say yes. Sun clasped his hands tightly, unable to see his emotions.
"Now no one is asking you to keep your promises. ”
"But say yes. ”
"Say P!" Asayama said, shaking off the cigarette butt, and the ashtray fell with it, scattering all the ash inside, staining a small spot on the ground.
Asama tugged at the corners of his mouth, "White, I want to sell it myself." Your words, I believe you are powerful, I don't want you to be so young...... You've ever seen anyone who went up and played a few international tournaments and then turned around and retired. Are you willing?"
“……”
"The heart talked to you? ”
"Hmm. ”
"But I still want to go, right? ”
"Hmm. ”
"Then you should retire now. Save your dad from calling me every day and saying that you are not suitable for this, you are not suitable for that. ”
……
Sun pursed her lips, grabbed her phone and turned away.
Asa Yama looked at his tall but buried back figure, and suddenly became angry.
"You just live the life your dad arranged!"
"Coward!"
Asayama was talking about a prickly air. He brings back the ideals and ambitions that Sun had confided in him, and he knows it will make Sun uncomfortable, but he wants to make him unhappy.
Be a little more unwilling. It is also stronger than the humble cowardice of now.
*
When Lin Yin met Sun, Sun was still on the rooftop. At this point, she didn't want to say if he was going to kill himself, but he knew that he must need someone to hold him.
Lin Yin froze in place and stared at Sun for a long time. Later, when Sun raised her eyes to look at her, she had a sense of shyness about being caught peeping. Cheeks flushed.
Sun smiled at her, and Lin Yin had no choice but to stand on tiptoe and slowly walked towards him.
"Are you going back to Wuxi?"
"Hmm. ”
"Why? ”
Lin Yin knew that many people must have asked Sun about this. But she still wants to ask, obviously so young, obviously there are still many opportunities.
"......" Sun didn't say anything when he heard this, but picked up his phone to show Lin Yin his mobile phone lock screen.
Lock screen wallpaper is the back of a woman in a red dress. That person Lin Yin also has attention, and he is an Internet celebrity named kk.
"You like her?"
Sun shook his head, then swiped the lock screen, and a picture of Lin Yin's side face appeared.
It seems to be a picture of the event site half a year ago.
It turned out that at that time, when she fell in love with Xu Ge at a glance, someone also saw her at a glance.
'I was very happy when you came to the club. "Sun speaks slowly, but his voice sounds comfortable.
"I ...... Loved the game. But I've been thinking lately, it might ...... Not quite for me. Sun's eyes were already a little red as he spoke.
White has said that Sun has social phobia and can't express what he really wants very well. If he really performs without beating around the bush, it must have been a lot of hard work.
Sun, who said that the game was not suitable for him, must have been very painful inside.
Everyone persuaded him to stay, but did they think about what to do if he stayed and still didn't do well? So Lin Yin decided to skip this topic, she told him, "Wuxi's tin cuisine seems to be very famous, and I will invite me to dinner when I go to Wuxi in the future." ”
"Hmm. Sun nodded. In the middle of the night, Sun opened his phone's photo album again, and then deleted the KK picture. Remove the disguise he'd always had. In fact, since Lin Yin entered the club, he began to take off his disguise. Imagine trying to do what the leaves say.
However, it turns out that he may not be good at it.
I'm not good at playing professionally.,I'm not good at chasing girls.。
When Sun deleted the kk picture and withdrew, Lin Yin saw the photos in his album, a lot of her candid shots, and she looked good.
Lin Yin pursed her lips, not knowing what to say.
"I'm not going to delete it. ”
"Huh?"
"In front of no new likes, your destiny is to be liked. ”
Destiny......
Very middle two answers.
Full of two-dimensional Internet addiction teenager tone.
Lin Yin smiled and shrugged her shoulders.
"Then I have no choice but to cut you. ”
Sun's eyes widened visibly when he heard the word "cut". Lin Yin hurriedly waved her hand, "Ah, no, no, no, it's just an adjective, it won't really cut you." ”
After a while, Sun remembered something, and then opened the absolute hero in his phone. also glanced at Lin Yin.
"Do you want to play a double row with me?"
"Hmm. ”
After Lin Yin received an affirmative answer, she muttered while opening the game page.
"I'm very vegetable, don't dislike me. ”
When I opened the game page, an ad for a travel app was inserted. is an advertisement for air ticket discounts in Jakarta. Probably because she has been searching Jakarta for the past few days. Sun glanced at the page, didn't say anything, and invited Lin Yin. Lin Yin's game ID is Xu Ge's little sapling, which is well known to everyone.
That's why Sun doesn't want to give away what he likes easily. But later, under Ye Zi's analysis, I thought that they were just a pure relationship between idols and fans. Now it seems that this relationship is not just that.
Today's matching passers-by teammates are all unusually gentle, and they are all dishes.
Sun goes back and forth between protecting his teammates and protecting Lin.
is very similar to the double row with Xu Ge, they are all protected by the great gods, and they are all the top of the entire Jedi. The difference is that Sun will always rush out to protect you when you need it, and retreat to protect your teammates when you don't.
And Xu Ge took Lin Yin to rush to kill together.
Hey, I thought of Xu Ge again.
*
After playing a duplex with Sun, Lin Yin bought a ticket to Jakarta. Sun is really nice, has a good personality, is handsome, and has money in the family. Compared to Xu Ge, who is always high above and out of reach, Sun seems to be more down-to-earth and more suitable for Lin Yin.
Lin Yin finally knew why she always felt that Xu Ge's liking was ambiguous. It was she who was ambiguous, never Xu Ge. Xu Ge is gentle and good to everyone, but Xu Ge always makes room for her and is better for her.
He really does what he says, and he will give it his all every time he is sure of a relationship.
She has low self-esteem, and she can't compare to his ex-girlfriends. However, isn't it enough for Xu Ge to like her now.
She doesn't know how far the relationship can go, maybe a month or two, maybe two or three years.
But she wants to try to do her best under the existing conditions of time and space.
This point, after all, indicates that she and Xu Ge are the same kind of people. And Sun's is not.
*
When Sun returned to Wuxi, he was sent off by Lin Yin. He wanted to go quietly without alarming his teammates, so he set off at seven o'clock in the morning.
"When you get home, remember to make a phone call and report that you are safe. ”
After being a life assistant for a long time, Lin Yin found that she spoke like an old mother.
"Hmm. Sun nodded.
The sun was still very strong in September, and Sun took the parasol in his hand to Lin Yin.
When Lin Yin reached out to pick it up, Sun took her hand and leaned over.
Lin Yin was so frightened that she hurriedly closed her eyes.
Sun smiled wryly, and finally stroked only her hair. Just like Xu Ge did in the early morning when he left.
"Even though it's a little kid, he touches my hair. Lin Yin thought about reaching out to rub Sun's head in retaliation. But I found that because he was too tall, it seemed a little difficult to touch, and he couldn't be very casual.
Seeing this, Sun lowered his head and let Lin Yin make a mess of his hair.
"When you go back to Wuxi, you have to take care of yourself, remember to have breakfast. ”
It's more like an old mother. Lin Yin thought.
But instead of disliking her, Sun smiled. Then I put all my luggage in the trunk and got into a taxi.
After the car started, Sun put on his headphones and played the game in his hand, and did not look at Lin Yin again.
After Lin Yin watched the car leave, she breathed a sigh of relief.
He didn't look back, proving that he wasn't particularly strong about it. It's a lot easier for her.
Did Sun want to kiss her just now?
Later, I didn't kiss because she closed her eyes. Sun felt that closing his eyes was an obvious refusal to act, and Xu Ge should have thought the same.
That's why Xu Ge asked her to give him an answer three months later?
Why is the male god so stupid. Facing the male god's closed eyes is not a refusal. It's shy and like.
I want to tell him this as soon as possible.
*
In the car, Sun took off his headphones and looked out the window for a long time. Until the familiar figure left sight.