Chapter 88

Chen Ang sat down and took out a few tissues to wipe the blood from the corners of his mouth: "When I was a freshman, he used a knife and wanted to kill me, so I called the police and sent him to a mental hospital. That day, he also said that if he had a chance to come out, he would definitely kill me. He scooped up the cigarette case on the coffee table and took out a cigarette and lit it: "So, I found him a well-guarded mental hospital." ”

"You are his son. ”

"Do you want to say that tigers don't eat seeds? You're naΓ―ve. My mother was forced to commit suicide by him in the first place, an actor with a bright future, wasting her good youth on this scumbag. You don't know how bad people can be, how dark they are. ”

Chen Ang took a deep breath of cigarette and exhaled the turbid breath in his heart, and the ash fell between his fingers, staining the carpet of Gaoding.

"What's wrong with Cheng You?"

"It's fine. ”

"Are you okay like this?"

"In the hospital. ”

"What's wrong?"

"Anxiety and mild depression. ”

Chen Ang frowned, silent for a long time, the cigarette burned out between his fingers, the hot touch pulled him back, he was a little flustered to extinguish the cigarette, and lit it again.

"I want to take her out of here. Jiang Yixiu sat down and poured himself a glass of water.

Chen Ang looked up: "Where are you going?"

"What school is famous for drawing?"

"You're going to take her to study abroad?"

"It might be better for her to be away for a few years. ”

"Okay, I'll find someone to arrange it. ”

"Good. ”

In the future arranged by Jiang Yixiu, she will always be the main thing. No one would have thought that she could be so cruel. In the most unexpected way he could have stabbed him......

On the day Cheng You was discharged from the hospital, Cheng's mother and Cheng's father came back from abroad. No one expected that they would come to pick up Cheng You in person.

When Jiang Yixiu was still wondering what was going on, Jiang's father appeared.

He subconsciously blocked Cheng You behind him: "You will come out later." ”

Cheng You stood still and didn't move, his expression was sluggish, but his hands were getting tighter and tighter.

Jiang Yixiu thought she was nervous, and reassured: "It's okay, you go in first." I'll pick you up later. ”

"Good. ”

Jiang Yixiu closed the door of the ward, "Come here and say." ”

Fire escapes.

"What exactly do you want to do?" his voice was cold, and his words were tingling. Look at them with a look of defensiveness in his eyes.

Father Jiang looked displeased: "Jiang Yixiu, you pay attention to the proportions of your words, this is your elder." ”

He didn't frown, and continued to ask, "I ask you what exactly you want to do?"

Cheng's mother said: "Grandma wants to see Cheng You." ”

"What does she want to do?"

Father Jiang slapped him and scolded: "Jiang Yixiu, you're over!"

He sneered: "It doesn't matter who you are, but to me she is my wife." ”

"I don't agree, and I don't approve of it. ”

"It doesn't matter. ”

Cheng's father impatiently loosened the button of his suit, "Don't worry, my mother just said that she wanted to see her, but didn't say what she wanted to do." No matter what happens to my mother, I can't kill her. I don't have time to talk to you little kids about this, I'm just talking about it, bringing people back, it's my job. He said and came to Jiang Yixiu, "Yixiu, I don't care what you do with her, but let me make it clear to you, you don't have half a benefit to you with her, she will only mess up your life." I treat you like my own son, and I say this to you now, and I am sincere for your good. ”

Jiang Yixiu avoided his eyes and clenched his fists tightly.

"I think we need to solve some family problems, and it's not right for you to be there. My mother doesn't have many days left, and for the sake of how good she used to be to you, will you make her feel better? ”

"Uncle Cheng. Jiang Yixiu spoke in a half-hoarse voice.

"You say. ”

"She really treats you as her father, and I believe you loved her and treated her as your daughter. ”

"I know. ”

When Cheng You left the hospital, his eyes kept looking at Jiang Yixiu, and the dependence in his eyes stabbed him in his heart, and the pain was so painful that he could barely breathe. He may have regretted one thing all his life, why did he believe Cheng Wei in the first place! Why do you believe in Cheng You!

It's all an excuse, it's all a lie!

That afternoon, when Jiang Yixiu was anxious, a strange call rang.

"Hey, boyfriend. Her voice on the other end of the phone was smiling, but tears blurred her eyes.

Jiang Yixiu's heart chuckled, and his voice trembled: "What's the matter? Where are you?"

"Hmm...... Actually, it's really good to meet you, you're so good to me, so good that I feel guilty, I'm afraid I can't forget your kindness to me in my life, I'm afraid I can't pay it back, I'm afraid I owe too much, I'm afraid I will affect you. ”

"What are you talking about?!I'm asking you where you are!" he snarled as he smashed the vase on the table.

"I don't want to lie to you, I don't want to hurt you, I really don't. I also don't want to be self-righteous and make a choice that thinks it's for your good. It's not that I don't have faith in you, I don't have confidence in myself, I'm too tired. I'm already sinking, I can't pull you down too. To be a man, you have to talk about conscience, right?"

"Cheng You, don't talk this nonsense to me, tell me where you are! If you leave, I will hate you for the rest of my life, really, I will hate you. Please, don't you be like this......" He lived proudly in his life, and for the first time in his life, he was humble, and he was all trampled on.

Cheng You wiped a handful of tears and said with a smile: "What are you crying about? The mountains don't turn around, the rivers and lakes are so big, it's good if you don't meet me, let alone marry me, if you really marry me, you will be unlucky, I will let you go, you will not run." If you want to marry me, I may not want to marry you. ”

The people behind her urged her, Cheng You bit her lip and forced herself not to cry, and clutched the phone line tightly: "Goodbye, ex-boyfriend." ”

"Cheng You, have you never loved me?"

He didn't wait for any answers, and the sound of the phone hanging up came from the other side.

He finally collapsed: "Cheng You, you liar!"

"I won't forgive you, I won't!"

He ran out and got lost at the fork in the road, in the endless sea of people, and he lost his future.

The sun was shining on the day she left, and at this point, he felt cold when he saw the sun.

It's very strange, after Cheng You left, Jiang Yixiu didn't want to die or live as he imagined, nor did he buy drunk or anything in the middle of the night, he lived a normal life, it was so normal that people couldn't help but feel scared.

Father Jiang came to Jiang Yixiu once, and only said something like this: "This is her choice, to be honest, I don't understand why she suddenly made such a decision." She only said that she could not afford such consequences. ”

There is no bloody plot, she was not forced away by anyone, she lost to her own cowardice.

Lu Wan was worried about what would happen to him, and ran to his house twice in three days, Jiang Yixiu was either working, or playing games and watching dramas, everything was as before.

They all seemed to be waiting, waiting for him to erupt, and he didn't.

A week has passed, two weeks have passed, not to mention drunk, he has never even drunk, the school company runs at both ends, and two days ago he took the time to go to Lao Chen's album conference and Lu Yao's movie launch ceremony.

Gradually, their fear deepened.

The third week passed, and Lu Wan finally couldn't help it.

"What exactly do you want to do?"

"You're blocking my game!" Jiang Yixiu held the remote control handle and moved his buttocks, breathing a long sigh of relief, and almost died.

Lu Wan stood in front of him again: "You tell me clearly, what do you want." ”

It is difficult for him to feel at ease in such a state, Lu Wan will even feel scared when he looks at him, afraid that he will disappear in the next second, afraid that he will make some irreparable moves, at this moment Lu Wan hopes that he can say something, don't hold it in his heart. Let them know his pain, and don't act like you are doing now that nothing happened!

β€œβ€¦β€¦ He's dead. Jiang Yixiu looked at the dead character on the TV for a while, and looked at Lu Wan sadly: "Sister, what are you going to do? ”

"Say it, what do you want to do, if you get angry, you will get angry, if you beat someone, I will let Chen Ang come and fight with you, if you drink, I will ask someone to drink with you, what do you want to do, you say, don't do this, you are really scary. ”

Jiang Yixiu sighed, and analyzed it reasonably: "If you are angry and sad, I won't send it." Drinking hurts my lungs, and I don't drink. I hurt myself in a fight, but I don't fight. It's not that I can't live without her, isn't the relationship all like this, and there is a share. She's gone, how can I find it, the world is so big, a person is careful not to let you find it, I can't find it all over the world. That being the case, life still has to go on. It's all about living, so why can't I live well?"

"Really?"

"Otherwise, it's a child, I'm an adult, a mature and steady adult. ”

Lu Wan was suspicious, and he still watched him closely with Chen Ang Yao Xueli in the later time, but he didn't, for a month, two months, three months, he has always been normal, and normal makes people suspicious.

Gradually, they began to forget, began to have a tacit understanding not to mention this matter, no longer to mention Cheng You, and gradually Jiang Yixiu never heard Cheng You's name in his life again, one day, he suddenly forgot about that face, and one day, when passing by a certain road, he suddenly remembered something.

She began to shut up his memories and hide them in his heart, until one day, on that cloudy day when the sun had completely disappeared, he suddenly felt that he had to accomplish something.

So he picked up the knife and ended his life happily.

He didn't know why he was doing it, but when the tip of the knife slashed across his wrist, the vague figure in his mind suddenly woke up.

He really didn't want to do it, but it was too painful for him.

It's really painful to live.

If you live, you will forget her.

Dead, forgive her.

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