Li Rui continued: "I saw my dad working so hard, and I wanted to help him, but I couldn't help him, except for going to school and studying, I couldn't do anything at that time. My dad also often told me that if I want to go to school hard, get good grades, get a good university in the future, and find a good job when I come out, it will be the greatest help to him and change the life of our family. So, before you moved to be my classmate, I studied hard. Ding Yijing snorted: "I know, haven't you always been in the top ten in the class, but what does this have to do with quarreling with me?" Li Rui said: "You also admitted it just now, we are better, you don't care if it's early love or buddy relationship, it's better anyway." You may have treated me as a buddy, but I saw you as a lover in the first place. ”

Ding Yijing laughed out loud when she heard it, but she didn't say anything. Li Rui continued: "Don't laugh, that's how I see you." Anyway, at that time, whether I was in class or after school, I had your shadow in my head. I don't want to get out of school every day, I just want to be with you, and when I get home at night, I look forward to the next day's dawn, so that I can laugh and play with you again......" Ding Yijing seemed to be fascinated by it, and her eyes flashed with a strange brilliance. Li Rui continued: "We have been good for nearly a semester, but then the head teacher couldn't stand it anymore and thought that we were in early love, so I separated the two of us." But by then, it was too late, because my academic performance had plummeted because of your connections. Ding Yijing snorted: "Don't rely on me!"

Li Rui smiled sadly and sighed: "In the second semester, I thought to myself, I can't go on like this. If I continue like this, my studies will be wasted, I will not be able to get into a key high school, and I will not be able to get into a good university. If I can't get into a good university, how can I find a good job? How can I be filial to my father, and how can I improve my family conditions? Do I have to be poor for the rest of my life? I felt that you were the culprit that affected my concentration on my studies at that time, so I thought about it for several days, and finally made up my mind to separate from you. But you are so lively and cheerful, even if I ignore you, you will take the initiative to ignore me, I have no choice but to find an excuse to quarrel with you......" Ding Yijing was still silent. Li Rui's eyes turned red when he said this, and said: "I also know that you are broad and don't hide things in your heart, and you will forget the quarrel the next day." In order to prevent you from taking the initiative to talk to me after the quarrel, the day after the quarrel, I didn't put my face on you for a day, just for fear of giving you a chance to speak......" Ding Yijing gritted her teeth and said: "You are so ruthless!"

Li Rui's tears had already slid down his cheeks, and he continued: "Later, I couldn't help but want to apologize and reconcile with you several times, but when I thought of the future of our family, I could only grit my teeth and give up. I also know that you have to take the initiative to talk to me several times, and I am afraid that I can't help it, so when I found out that you came over, I quickly turned my face away......" Ding Yijing sneered: "I was thinking about it, it turned out to be to get into a good high school." And you got your wish, huh. Li Rui said: "Yes, that's right, I got my wish." Everything that followed me was as I wished, but I lost my favorite female classmate. Ding Yijing said angrily: "You are shameless!" Li Rui cried and laughed: "Yes, I am shameless, for my own future, in order to help my father share the responsibility of supporting the family, I shamelessly gave up the girl I like......" Ding Yijing intercepted: "Okay, since you can even abandon the person you like for yourself, it proves that you are ruthless and unjust." What else do you have to say to me? Let's go, I'm going back to sleep. "After that, take a step and go.

Li Rui stood where he was and didn't leave, licking his tears, salty, very much like his bitter feelings for Ding Yijing, seeing Ding Yijing's back disappear from sight, he laughed and said to himself: "Okay, it's all clear, she's even more angry, haha." Stunned, he turned around and sat down weakly on the stone bench.

After a while, the phone rang suddenly. Li Rui could hear that it was his private mobile phone, and it was probably not an emergency call, so he ignored it at all, still in a daze in the night. The tears on his face have dried, but the scars on his heart are even bigger. Ding Yijing's sentence "You are so ruthless" still echoed in her ears, and it seemed to be heard from her tone that she hated herself very much. Since there is hate, there must be love. Thinking that she might have really liked herself back then, I really regretted that my intestines were blue.

"Why don't you answer the phone, what kind of garlic are you putting here in our house?" Ding Yijing's cold voice suddenly sounded in his ears again.

Li Rui looked up and found that Ding Yijing didn't know when he had walked back, he was standing in front of him and questioning himself, shook his head, and said, "You don't care, just go back to your home, I'll leave later." Ding Yijing sneered: "Why didn't you cherish it back then, but now it's selling bitterness again?" Do you think I will be moved by you?" Li Rui said lightly: "Whatever you want." I'm just going to explain the reason for the quarrel to you, and I'm at ease when I'm done. Ding Yijing said angrily: "If you are at ease, then leave, less annoying in front of me." Li Rui sneered: "I'm sitting in the garden, and I'm not annoying in front of you." Ding Yijing snorted: "You can't do it in my community, I'll be annoyed!" Li Rui said: "Why are you so unreasonable?" Ding Yijing said: "Did you know that I was unreasonable on the first day?"

Li Rui looked up at her when he heard this, and the eyes of the two met in the night, without hitting any sparks.

Li Rui got up and said, "Okay, I'll go, I promise, I won't appear in front of your eyes again in the future, let alone bother you." I will delete your mobile phone number, and I will forget you as a person. "Just walk away. Ding Yijing followed behind him and sneered: "Delete, delete it casually, cut, and threaten me." ”

The two walked out of the garden and walked along the road to the entrance of the community.

Walking to the vicinity of Building No. 2, Li Rui said to himself: "Actually, what if you didn't quarrel back then?" Ding Yijing asked curiously: "What do you mean?" Li Rui said: "Even if I don't quarrel, I concentrate on pursuing you, but your family is so rich, my family is so poor, and I am not worthy of you." On the contrary, I abandoned my studies, and there was no way out. Ding Yijing laughed at him and said: "Just now someone said that they wanted to forget me, why are you talking about it again?" Li Rui sighed: "Liking someone is similar to forgetting someone, it is not something that can be done in a day." Ding Yijing said: "I heard that after the class reunion that day, you got drunk for me and cried?" Li Rui was shocked and said, "Who told you?" Ding Yijing said: "Don't care who told me first, is there such a thing?" Li Rui thought for a while and said, "It must be Jia Yuanyuan, she must have told you." Ding Yijing smiled: "So, that's it? Well, you are really promising, for me to be drunk." Li Rui said hatefully: "Jia Yuanyuan, you waited for me, see how I can clean you up when I am free." ”

Ding Yijing said: "I'll ask you a word, and after asking, you can go back to sleep, it's not early." Li Rui said, "You ask." Ding Yijing said: "If you are given the opportunity to do it again, will you still choose to quarrel with me?" Li Rui said: "I have asked myself this question for many years, and I already have an answer, I am afraid that you will be unhappy when I say it." Ding Yijing sneered: "What do you have to do with me, I will be unhappy for you?" Li Rui said: "Well, okay, if you say so, I will tell you the truth." If it's me alone, I'll be nice to you and don't care about anything, and if I live with my dad, I'll not hesitate to quarrel with you. Ding Yijing said lonely: "In your eyes, family and parents are bigger than everything. ”

Li Rui knew that she had actually given herself a chance just now, no matter what kind of relationship this opportunity represented, but she once again ruthlessly broke her heart. Alas, I really can't chase women, even if I can't coax them. If it were someone else's, she would choose her according to her tone, and maybe she would be able to regain the heart of a beauty. Well, this should be my own life, a destined fate in this life, and it has nothing to do with this woman!

Thinking of this, I was very sad, tears flowed out again, and I didn't speak, I turned around and walked out.

Seeing this side with Ding Yijing, he didn't make any progress, but made himself even more embarrassed and sad, Li Rui was in an extremely bad mood, thought about it, called Li Yulan, and told her that it was inconvenient for her tonight and she couldn't go over to see her.

Li Yulan told him that there was no need to rush to meet, she came to the city to participate in the sixth training course for section-level cadres in the city, which lasted for a month, and she wanted to meet for more time.

Li Rui took a taxi back home, unexpectedly, and when he got out of the car, he saw Dong Jieyu just coming out of the garage. The two of them looked at each other, and both froze at the same time.

Dong Jieyu took the initiative to come over and ask, "Are you free?" Li Rui shook his head with a wry smile and said, "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood." Dong Jieyu asked, "Why?" Li Rui said: "It's hard to say." Dong Jieyu said: "What's difficult, it depends on whether you want to say it or not, and if you don't want to say it, pull it down." After saying that, he turned around and left. Li Rui hurriedly said: "Jieyu ......" Dong Jieyu stopped and turned around and asked, "What are you doing?" Li Rui thought for a while and said, "Okay, when I finish taking a shower, I will go to you and talk to you." Dong Jieyu said: "Well, I'll take a bath first and see you later." ”

Half an hour later, Li Rui came out of the shower and went directly to Dong Jieyu in a vest and pants. Dong Jieyu also just finished taking a bath and welcomed him into the house.

Dong Jieyu took the initiative to say: "In the future, my car will not be parked in the garage at night, but at the door of the garage." Give you the key, you can open it yourself if you have something urgent. Li Rui couldn't believe his ears, and said, "Your car, drive it for me?" Dong Jieyu said: "Yes, otherwise I will have to send you in person if something happens, I am very lazy." ”