"I can swear by Zhang Luo, I definitely didn't lie to you when I said this. ”

I raised four fingers with one hand, and I could swear by that what I had just said was not false.

"I don't have to swear, as long as it comes out of your mouth, I believe it. ”

Ran shook her head, reaching out to cover my mouth as I was about to make an oath based on what I said.

Her eyes were bright and bright, and there was a kind of infatuation with me in them, I couldn't help but feel a little shaken when I looked at it, and I directly hugged Xiaolan into my arms.

I seem to hear the voice of my own heartbeat, this heartbeat, has nothing to do with lust, only talks about love.

"Thank you for believing in me, Ran. ”

"I should thank you, if you hadn't come, I don't know if I would have survived. ”

Xiaolan and I have completely different opinions, probably because life has tortured her too much.

So much so that she was so grateful to me for coming, knowing that she was kidnapped by this person because of me.

It can be seen that she never expected me to do such humiliating things for her at a critical moment.

Probably when she was young, she suffered too much psychological damage because of what she said last time, and now she will let others be infinitely good to her.

"Fool, it's my responsibility, I can't afford not to come, and I can't let you face that man alone. ”

Thinking about it like this, I pity Xiaolan even more in my heart, she shouldn't be like this, and she should be like those ordinary girls outside, coquettish, but life has forcibly turned Xiaolan into this.

I only hope that Xiaolan can live happily for the rest of her life, and never encounter these bad things again.

However, if you want to achieve such a life, the biggest premise should be to stay away from me as a person.

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh, fate is still so tricky, and it forces me to make trade-offs anytime and anywhere.

"To be honest, Arlo, I was really touched that you did something like that for me at the time. ”

Xiaolan reached out and hugged my waist and rested her head on my chest, looking like she was in love.

She seemed to like this movement very much, and every time she reached out to hold me, she unconsciously adjusted herself to this position.

This is obviously a manifestation of a strong sense of insecurity, and what she is saying now, I can feel it from her words, for Xiaolan at this moment, I am the hero-like existence in her mind stepping on colorful auspicious clouds.

"As long as you can survive peacefully, I will do whatever I want. ”

I reached out and rubbed the top of her hair, because I had been around various women many times, and I would have come to such a love story now.

But this is also a situation, at least to say these love words to Xiaolan, I still feel willing.

"Are you alright, I remember your leg hurt, is your leg okay now?"

The years have been quiet for a long time, so good that I thought that Xiaolan had fallen asleep in my arms, when she suddenly straightened up and began to check my legs.

"My leg is not seriously injured, I can still walk around with this cane, but you, this time I need to take a good rest. ”

I shook my head, thanks to the blessing of the Angel Reagent, my current resilience has far surpassed that of these ordinary people.

Obviously, yesterday my leg was still broken because of the heavy blow, and the doctor declared that it was a fracture, and I can't move around for the time being.

But after only a night's sleep, I didn't feel any pain dragging this injured leg around, and I could even feel the crispy numbness of the bones closing.

Even the doctors in this hospital have gone from forcibly preventing me from moving around at the beginning to encouraging me to walk up close.

In this way, I can actually be regarded as a blessing in disguise, and I have further detected the power of the mourning angel potion.

"Now you're fine, I'm fine, God is still watching over us. ”

Xiaolan hugged my hand, tilted her head and leaned on my shoulder, smiling crookedly.

Really, the two of us were able to survive so peacefully, and she was already very satisfied.

Looking at her like this, I only felt that the guilt in my heart was getting stronger and stronger, but I couldn't say anything to deny it, I could only muffle my voice, which was considered to agree with Xiaolan's statement.

"Uh-huh. ”

"By the way, Arlo, I forgot to ask you, how is our child, I remember that my stomach hurt so much before I passed out, and now I don't seem to feel much anymore. ”

Because I agreed with her point of view, the smile on Xiaolan's face became sweeter and sweeter, and it was easy to see from her eyes that she was really happy in her heart.

But soon, a look of confusion appeared on her face, and I understood that Xiaolan was thinking about the child in hindsight.

Sadly, I haven't figured out how to tell Xiaolan about this matter.

Now that she was caught off guard, I opened my mouth and didn't know for a moment what I was supposed to say.

"Our children, he ......"

"Why didn't you stop talking all of a sudden, could it be that something happened to our children?!"

Xiaolan also seemed to sense that something was not right, straightened up and looked at me with a frown, and made a look of scrutiny.

It could be seen that although she had already asked so much in her words, in fact, she did not want to hear the answer that contained a bad result.

But I'm sorry, that's how things tend to be foolish, and the more you don't want something to happen, the more it has to happen.

I still couldn't do that kind of thing to deceive Xiaolan, so I covered my head a little helplessly and slowly bent down.

This is also my first child, and when something like this happens, not only Xiaolan can't accept it, but my heart hasn't completely calmed down.

It's just that when Xiaolan was sent to the hospital, it was too late, and the child had already gone by then, and I didn't even have a chance to try to save it.

It's just a pity that the child, he hasn't even developed much, and he has lost the opportunity to come to this world forever.

"I'm sorry, Xiaolan, I'm sorry, it's me who is so useless that I couldn't protect the child well, and when I was just sent to the hospital, the child couldn't be saved. ”

"Why didn't you tell me sooner, why did you hide it from me, you should have told me when I woke up!"

Xiaolan's hands gripped the sheets tightly, her ten knuckles were already white, and she still didn't mean to stop.

I didn't understand how devastating the loss of a child is for a woman, but now I see it with my own eyes.

Xiaolan's tears began to flow down, and the corners of her lower lip were bitten by her teeth, and I could feel the depression in my heart, but I could only watch her suppress herself like this.

In front of the life that is really related to me, I really feel the insignificance of human beings and the cruelty of life.