At this time, Xiao Kai seemed to see my strange eyes, he looked at me, paused and asked, "Do you remember here, Brother Ming?"

I turned my head, looked at him and nodded, "Of course remember, what did you bring me here for?"

Speaking of which, although Xiao Kai is back, but looking at his face, he still doesn't look very good, he doesn't seem to have fully recovered, and he is probably in a hurry to come back.

Xiao Kai was silent when he heard me ask, and after a long time, he shook his head again, took a step forward and said, "If I can, I want to play a game with you again, how about solo once?"

I didn't expect Xiao Kai to make such a request, so it's inevitable that I'm a little surprised, to be honest, in fact, I still remember the last time he won me, so maybe in a sense, I'm also a little unconvinced, and now Xiao Kai proposes to play another game, although it's only private, but it's also a good opportunity for me to retaliate?

Although I thought so in my head, I felt that Xiao Kai was a little strange today, so after thinking about it for a while, I couldn't help but ask, "Is there any point in solo?"

Xiao Kai smiled and said: "It doesn't make sense, just think, playing, how about it, Brother Ming, you should remember the first time you were here, how did you win me, right? Later, I won you once in the company, and now one person has won once, two wins in three games, how about the last time?"

Xiao Kai said this really gave me a little thought, I hesitated for a while, anyway, there is really nothing to do now, so in the end I nodded at Xiao Kai.

After seeing me nodding, Xiao Kai quickly walked in with me, and I followed him into this Internet café together.

It's still the same as before, it doesn't seem to have changed, Xiao Kai and I found a machine, and quickly sat down next to each other.

It's been a long time since I've been so relaxed to sit in an Internet café, which makes me feel quite comfortable, at this time Xiao Kai finally looked at me and asked: "It seems that I haven't seen Xiao Yue, isn't she in the company?"

Before I did it, I must have been very unhappy when I heard Xiao Kai ask about Zheng Jiayue, I don't know why I felt very strange this time, Xiao Kai asked about Zheng Jiayue so late?

But I didn't think much about it, looked at him and said again: "Ah, well, she's not here, she went to Mr. Guo's company, isn't it the exhibition the day after tomorrow, so she's busy preparing."

Xiao Kai heard me say this, he seemed to have something else to say, but he still didn't say anything, but looked at me and said, "Okay, Brother Ming, do you still need to rob me?"

I don't have any opinions.,I actually summed it up when I lost to him last time.,One is that I haven't played for a long time and my strength has regressed.,Second, Xiao Kai's strength made me a little unexpected.,I'm a little underestimated.,The most important thing is that I was not in a good state that day.,Absent-minded.,That's why I lost so badly..

And this time it's different, I don't have any pressure now, and psychologically, although it's not good to say this, but Xiao Kai is already a loser in my heart, so I don't feel any great pressure.

At this time, I nodded at Xiao Kai, opened my mouth again and said, "No problem, then it's still a robbery, this time I'm going to be serious!?"

Xiao Kai smiled reluctantly when he heard my words, he moved his head, and then said, "I will also do my best, let's start.."

In this way, the two of us quickly got into the game, and after that, we chose the characters and entered the game.

Seriously, at this moment I really feel that Xiao Kai has become what he used to be, although I didn't know him very well at first, but at first I really regarded him as a little brother or something, especially when he was called Brother Ming with me at that time, he spoke very politely, and he also worked with me under my hands.

Although I later realized that Kai was actually a scheming person from the beginning, I didn't think he had any idea of replacing me in the first place.

Many ideas must have come up later, so it doesn't mean that Xiao Kai's heart was bad or anything from the beginning.

With that in mind, the game had fully begun, and I thought about it for a while, but I still chose the same way to play as before.

When I used to go to school, I felt that the game was all I had, at least the only place I could be proud of, but after graduation, I worked, and slowly realized that the game is a game after all, although I still relied on the game to enter Chen Yanyu's company, and a lot of things happened with the game, but I slowly realized that there are still many important things in life, and I can't take the game as my own, and it is precisely because of that that that when I lost to Xiao Kai and lost the position of live broadcast, I didn't feel how lost I was, but I was relieved。

I don't know why Xiao Kai has to play with me again, I think it may be the same as he said, two wins in three games, he just wants to find a result, an answer...

That's how I started the middle of the solo with Xiao Kai again.,This time I can say that I'm also 100% committed.,Very serious.,Although I can feel that Xiao Kai's strength is still improving.,But I still think he's a little worse than himself.,Anyway, it's much easier to deal with Xiao Kai than the last time I was in the company.。

On the other hand, Xiao Kai, he still seems to feel the pressure of solo with me, at least not as relaxed as last time..

Neither of us spoke or anything during the game, it was as if it was really a decisive match.

The two of us were still quite entangled, but in the end, I relied on my own little trick and seized the opportunity to kill Xiao Kai and win the solo game.

Xiao Kai, who was killed by me, looked at his computer screen for a while, and finally smiled a little reluctantly, looked at me and said: "It turns out, I still can't win you, in fact, I know that there are many reasons for winning you last time, to be honest, I knew that I still had a gap with you in the process of fighting.."

Hearing Xiao Kai say this, I shook my head and said, "It doesn't matter, it doesn't mean anything, it's just a game, you're improving so fast, I don't play much now, that is, I'm stagnant, it's only a matter of time before you're better than me."

Xiao Kai still smiled bitterly and said, "But it's different now, I can't beat it or I can't beat it, hehe.. It's okay, it's the same as I imagined, and I can accept it."

Xiao Kai spoke a little weirdly, which made me want to ask him if he was hospitalized in a daze...

At this time, I didn't know what else to say, so I simply kept silent... And Xiao Kai didn't speak, and after a while, I couldn't help it, looked at him and asked, "Are you still fighting?" Anyway, I'm not hungry now, and it doesn't matter if I play a few more rounds?"

Xiao Kai shook his head when he heard my words, looked at me again and said, "If you don't fight, you won't get a result no matter how many times you fight, if you lose, you won't play.."

Xiao Kai's mood today is inexplicably a little weird, which makes me feel quite uncomfortable, and I always feel that he has something to say.

After hesitating for a long time, I still looked at him and said, "To be honest, I think you are quite strange today, and I don't want to mention the previous things again, but I still want to say that there are some things that you have to look at for the good... I have never told you before, I am afraid that you will be sad, when you told me that you liked Zheng Jiayue, Zheng Jiayue had already told me that she liked me, I really didn't have feelings for Zheng Jiayue at that time, as you said, I liked Yu Qian, but then I found out that I may have unconsciously cared about her in my heart, and it is not the kind of thing you imagine to be with Zheng Jiayue in order to find a substitute for Yu Qian, so I hope you can know these things, even if there is no me, whether Zheng Jiayue likes you or not is her business, reluctantly, there may not be results..”

I actually don't want to mention Zheng Jiayue to Xiao Kai, and if I mention it, it will make Xiao Kai feel very bad, after all, something like that happened a few days ago, and I don't know what his emotions are now...

Fortunately, Xiao Kai was much calmer than I imagined, he looked at me and smiled, and immediately said: " Brother Ming, I actually know what you mean, at the beginning, it was a little bit of a lie to myself, I think that without you, Zheng Jiayue would be with me, but now I also figured it out, this is a very simple thing, from the beginning, it was my wishful thinking too much, it became like this, I don't want Zheng Jiayue to hate me, so, I hope you don't mind the previous things, Brother Ming, it's over, just let it pass.."

Xiao Kai paused after saying this, and immediately spoke again: " Moreover, today I actually have something I want to tell you, when I was hospitalized, Mr. Chen called me, you know that I have known Mr. Chen very early, from the bottom of my heart, I actually respect her very much, the reason why I am with Lu Mao is to take revenge on you, and now I am also going to let go of those things, Mr. Chen said that he is also willing to give me a chance, it just so happens that the company has a business trip project, and I want to be sent to another company for a period of time, maybe a few months, maybe a year, in short, Mr. Chen wants me to try, and I also agreed to her, therefore..”

"I'm saying goodbye to Brother Ming today, I may be leaving in the next two days, when the time comes, I don't know when it will be time to meet again, I also want to say sorry to Brother Ming, what happened before, I followed the devil at that time, and I don't know what kind of things I did... I hope you can forgive me.."

Xiao Kai's words stunned me all of a sudden, and my eyes widened as I watched him speechless for a long time.

After a long time, I moved my mouth again and said, "You're leaving here? Where are you going? What are you going to do when you leave the project?"

Xiao Kai smiled and said, "Mr. Chen said that she would arrange it, and I am indeed leaving, I think... I don't have any face to stay, and I really want to leave this place for a while, and I hope that the next time I come back, everything will still be the same as it was at the beginning, and it will be the same as at the beginning, just like the two of us, when we first met here... I hope you'll be willing to let me call you Brother Bang at that time..."

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...