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"How old was he when he died?" Fei Mu asked.

Bai Yuqian stared at the photo fixedly, and her tone was a little sour: "Before the age of thirty-four, at that time, Qu Chen had just finished a long vacation and was rehearsing his masterpiece "Spartacus", everyone was looking forward to him returning to the stage, but a car accident, everything came to an abrupt end. ”

Fei Mu couldn't help but sigh: "It's really a pity, it's ...... at this age"

Bai Yuqian closed the album and sighed deeply: "For a long time after he died, I had insomnia all night long, as long as I fell asleep, my mind was Qu Chen's blood lying in my arms, his eyes closed. ”

Fei Mu: "......"

"It's not a simple accident, to be precise, I caused him," Bai Yuqian looked up at the high ceiling of the screening hall, and the pain, injustice, and even guilt that pressed down on the bottom of her heart surfaced again: "Someone did something in our car, Qu Chen died to save me, and I always believed that the person the murderer really wanted to deal with was actually me." ”

"Why?" Fei Mu asked in surprise.

Bai Yuqian smiled bitterly, but just shook her head: "It's a very boring story, really." ”

"I'm sorry, I ...... You shouldn't have asked so much. Fei Mu looked at Bai Yuqian, quite hesitant.

"It's okay, I just feel sorry for Qu Chen, it seems like I haven't thought of him for a long time, it's really ...... Ungrateful. Bai Yuqian said self-deprecatingly.

"Don't say that," Fei Mu hurriedly comforted: "I believe that if the dead have knowledge, what they want to see most is that the living can live happily." ”

"I know...... I know. Bai Yuqian muttered, reaching out to wipe a tear that had fallen from the corner of her eye.

Qu Chen is such a kind person, at the last moment, he left the hope of life to her, how could Bai Yuqian live in the future...... Not happy?

"Qu Chen is really good, his solo dance in "Pirates" is almost a classic, it is the look of him in the photo you just saw. When Bai Yuqian said this, a glint flashed in her eyes.

"You can feel that Mr. Qu occupies a very important position in your mind. Fei Mu said seriously.

Bai Yuqian nodded and looked at the large IMAX screen in front of him: "His smile is always as simple and bright as a child, even if the whole world is struggling with him, it can't deprive him of his love for life, you don't know, how important ballet is to him, I once felt that he was like a monk, giving all his life to his belief in art." ”

"I read a philosophical book that mentions that the highest state of marriage is actually the worship of husband and wife for each other, which I didn't understand before, but from you, I seem to have appreciated the charm. Fei Mu said and laughed.

The movie was about to start, and from time to time an audience entered the venue from outside, Bai Yuqian chatted with Fei Mu very attentively, and didn't notice that a young man who was originally sitting two rows away watched them for a long time, and then moved to the position behind Bai Yuqian, leaning back on the chair, his face slightly sideways, obviously listening to the person in front of him.

"I never told anyone that Qu Chen was my idol," Later, Bai Yuqian's mood had calmed down, and she stroked the album in her hand: "When I was still in dance school, I had already seen Qu Chen's performance, a Chinese dancer can occupy a place in the ballet world where Europeans and Americans dominate, it's really not too powerful, Qu Chen was once known as the 'elf dancer'." ”

Bai Yuqian sighed lightly at this time...... Four years have passed, and the former "elf dancer" has gradually been forgotten.

Fei Mu looked at Bai Yuqian: "I can feel it, you love him very much." ”

"Love ......" Bai Yuqian pondered for a while, and said very frankly: "In fact, my feelings for Fei Mu are like trust and dependence on my brother, as well as admiration and worship for my predecessors, and he is more of an appreciation for me, before friends with similar hearts, who said that there is no love!"

Fei Mu looked at Bai Yuqian with some surprise, obviously didn't understand what she meant well, hesitated for a while, and finally asked: "No...... The love of men and women?"

"When Qu Chen and I got married, it was based on mutual understanding and acceptance from the position of friends, maybe in the eyes of the outside world, our marriage was too hasty," Bai Yuqian suddenly wanted to confide: "Before registering for marriage, we chatted all night, and finally reached a consensus that even if we may not fall in love with each other, we will work hard to build a real family life and give Kaikai a complete and happy home." ”

Fei Mu still looked confused, but he was very restrained and did not ask.

"I don't quite understand, do I?" Bai Yuqian smiled: "At that time, I fell into an extremely painful emotional entanglement, and I finally confirmed that my ex-boyfriend ...... He is not a person worth entrusting his life, how can I say that he and other women were caught and raped in bed by me, and it was a bloody episode, right? But at that time, it almost made my heart ache. ”

After hesitating for a moment, Fei Mu suddenly asked, "Your ex-boyfriend, is that ...... Mr. Fu?"

Looking at Fei Mu, Bai Yuqian said helplessly: "Okay, I know you're a doctor, but can you not be so smart, some boring people and things...... I don't really want you to know. ”

Fei Mu smiled: "As for me, although I have never been in love before, I have always liked girls, and the way men look at the girls they like is actually easy to recognize, such as Mr. Fu......"

Bai Yuqian looked at Fei Mu, but suddenly fell silent.

Fei Mu looked at Bai Yuqian and said frankly: "Although it is a later story, but this, if it is just to end the last relationship, it may not be necessary to get married in a hurry...... Desirable. ”

"Do you think we are rash and a little ridiculous," Bai Yuqian smiled: "No one has been fighting monsters since childhood, I was too young at that time, and after my feelings were hurt, I was constantly harassed by Fu Junruo's mother and his lover, and because of the reasons that I have not been able to find out so far, I almost ruined my dance career, I once collapsed to the point of suicidal thoughts, in that case, only by jumping out of that strange circle can I have the courage to live." ”

"Qu Chen......" Fei Mu's expression was a little confused, but he stopped talking.

Bai Yuqian guessed what he wanted to ask: "You are strange, why did Qu Chen agree to marry me, when I was most painful, it was Qu Chen who pulled me, but at that time, he also encountered some trouble." ”

Fei Mu was stunned, and he didn't understand again.

Taking out her mobile phone, Bai Yuqian took the photo of her and Kai Kai to Fei Mu.

"I told you, I still have a child," Bai Yuqian thought for a while, and said: "This is Kai Kai, in fact, he is the son of a very close friend of Qu Chen, that is a geologist, disappeared during a scientific expedition, and his whereabouts are still unknown, Kai Kai was born not long ago, and he had no guardian, so he could only be sent to the Child Welfare Department, Qu Chen wanted to adopt him, but the conditions did not match." ”

"So, Kai Kai is not you...... Raw?" Fei Mu looked at Bai Yuqian, his expression full of consternation.

Bai Yuqian nodded: "Do you know, Qu Chen really likes Kai Kai very much, before the child's biological father had an accident, the child was always taken care of by Qu Chen, and then the Child Welfare Department forcibly took Kai Kai away, as long as Qu Chen has time, he will accompany Kai Kai who was sent to the surrogate family...... So as soon as we got married, we immediately applied to adopt Kai Kai, but when I finally brought the child back, Qu Chen had already left this world. ”

Originally, Bai Yuqian thought that she wouldn't cry, but her eyes couldn't control the dampness, so she was a little embarrassed at this time, and said to Fei Mu: "I'm sorry, I talked a little more today." ”

"No, I feel honored that you are willing to open your heart to me. Fei Mu stared at Bai Yuqian.

"Fei Mu, you have a kind of magic, when I see you, I want to say what is in my heart. Bai Yuqian walked towards Fei Mudao.

Fei Mu seemed to think for a moment, then reached out and patted Bai Yuqian's shoulder.

When the lights in the screening hall gradually dimmed, Bai Yuqian carefully put the album into his backpack: "Kai Kai always asks his father what he looks like, I don't have a photo of his biological father, in my heart, Qu Chen is Kai Kai's father, I will give this album to Kai Kai when I go back, just take it as a souvenir!"