Less than 24 hours after getting together in the Red Mansion, Bian Xuedao sent Shan Rao to the airport, and before going out, the two agreed to meet at Yanjing's house on the fifth day of the first lunar month.

Take the ice rink as the www.biquge.info and end at the ice rink.

Take the Red House as the www.biquge.info of the Biqu Pavilion and the Red House as the end point.

Like a wonderful reincarnation, a qiē seems to have a meaning, a qiē seems to be predestined, and a qiē is difficult to express in words.

The car drove out of the gate of Dongsen University, and the isolation building located on the corner of the campus facing the street where Bian Xuedao lived was demolished, and the doors and windows were removed, and it looked very dilapidated.

Shan Rao looked at the isolation building outside the car window and asked, "This building is going to be demolished?"

Bian Xuedao turned his head and glanced at it, and said, "That building is too old, and we don't live much when we go to school." The school didn't have money before, but recently I heard that I sold a piece of land, and I had money in my hand, so I was ready to demolish and build a comprehensive building, and I rented it out for business. ”

"Oh!"

Shan Rao let out a long "oh", with a look of nostalgia and reluctance.

As the car drove past the campus, she still looked deeply at the distant isolation building from the rearview mirror outside the car, as if she wanted to try to imprint its appearance in her heart.

Bian Xuedao is not a stupid person, he knows what Shan Rao is thinking, but he can't do anything about it.

is powerless to the development and changes of demolishing the building, and powerless to do anything about the relationship between himself and Shan Rao, just like Shan Rao said, this relationship has made both people miserable, and it has become a kind of mutual torture.

How did it come to this?

Maybe it's selfishness!

Maybe it's because of the difference in life philosophy!

Maybe it was a mistake from the start!

At the beginning, Bian Xuedao pursued Xu Shangxiu frustrated, and because he caused Xu Shangxiu to repeat his studies for a year, he was afraid of touching the inscrutable personal fate in parallel time and space again, so he "retreated strategically" and approached cautiously and infiltrated slowly.

What about Shan Rao?

"In my heart, what is Shan Rao?"

Reflect while learning the road while driving.

It is safe to say that in the beginning, Shan Rao was a substitute, a kind of filler in the blank period. Not only Shan Rao, but all the women other than Xu Shangxiu in this time and space are "second-level" for Bian Xuedao, which is the sub-optimal option.

People are not as good as heaven, and then something went wrong.

Shan Rao is too good in all aspects, just like in reality, some people speculate in stocks and become shareholders, and speculate in houses to become landlords, they originally wanted to play with girls, but they ended up playing as a child's father, and Bian Xuedao was unconsciously "trapped" by Shan Rao.

At this time, there is no other way but to compare the weight on the scales in my heart.

Xu Shangxiu is on the left side of the scale, Shan Rao is on the right side of the scale, and he will see who he loves more.

The answer is self-evident.

Later, Shen Fu's sentence "No. 1, don't deceive" woke up Bian Xuedao.

Zhu Haishan's "who else can I be" and "what can I do" completely inspired Bian Xuedao.

Shan Rao is a good woman, and he has love for Shan Rao.

But the problem is that Bian Xuedao is an outlier, he forgot to drink Meng Po soup, he traveled through time and space, and came with all kinds of kindness and memories of his previous life, Xu Shangxiu is the person he can never let go of in his heart.

Bian Xuedao has always understood one thing in his heart......

Shan Rao loves herself, she loves herself who has a prophetic bug in this life, she excels in school, and she loves herself who is "outstanding". In his previous life, whether he was in school or after graduation, even if he had the opportunity to meet, he was just one of the alumni in Shan Rao's eyes, or a passer-by, he would never be able to enter Shan Rao's eyes, let alone let Shan Rao fall in love.

This is actually normal, and the two worlds can fully understand the way of studying the way.

Choosing a mate, choosing a mate, the word "choice" has been clearly stated.

Moreover, even the animals in nature have to let the male show their strength and force before choosing a mate to mate, or build a nest and then stand on it and sing with their throats to show their confidence and balanced nutrition, or show off their beautiful feathers on their bodies, so that the female on the opposite side can look at it......

This is still the case for unintelligent animals, and it is normal for a smarter and more rational woman to choose a capable man to start a family.

Therefore, no matter why Shan Rao is close to herself, whether Shan Rao launched a love offensive because she knew about her savings in the bank from Guan Shunan, Bian Xuedao can understand it.

Shan Rao's only misfortune is only because there is a Xu Shangxiu in this time and space.

Although this Xu Shangxiu is not Xu Shangxiu, she is indeed Xu Shangxiu.

Whether it is a dream or a doppelganger projection in different space-time dimensions, she is indeed the wife Xu Shangxiu in Bian Xuedao's memory.

In his previous life, Xu Shangxiu married Bian Xuedao, who Shan Rao couldn't look down on.

In his previous life, Xu Shangxiu married a middle-aged person, and he was not bad or good, and he was an ordinary and ordinary person who learned the Tao.

In his previous life, Xu Shangxiu did not fight or compare, and wholeheartedly and steadily followed Bian Xuedao to live the days when firewood, rice, oil and salt were as plain as water.

In his previous life, he knew that Xu Shangxiu was blessed to marry him.

With Xu Shangxiu's work, education, appearance, and temperament, he can find a man with better conditions, live in a bigger house, drive a better car, wear better clothes, carry a better bag, and then travel around the world during the winter and summer vacations of the school to enjoy exotic food and wine. But Xu Shangxiu chose him, like the most precious gift of the gods, like the most beautiful gift in life.

The first encounter on the bus, the stupidity of careful approach, the sleepless night before the first confession, the ecstasy of holding hands for the first time, the happiness when picking a wedding dress together, the sentence "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son" at the wedding, the little red of the wedding night, the tacit understanding of the soul after the marriage, the past in the previous life, all kinds of sweetness in the previous life, a qiē a qiē, a bit in the heart.

Bian Xuedao knows that compared to Shan Rao, the one Xu Shangxiu loves is the real self.

That's right, the real side of the way!

If you take the game as an analogy, the attributes of the Bian Xuedao character in the previous life were 65 points of strength, 60 points of agility, 70 points of intelligence, and 50 points of commander.

Marrying him, only looking at people, not picking on values, Xu Shangxiu's choice is purer, and Xu Shangxiu's love is more pure.

What about this world......

Bian Xuedao opened the cheat and modified the attribute value by himself, 100 points of strength (full value), 100 points of agility (full value), 100 points of intelligence (full value), and 100 points (full value) of commander.

A character with a full value of 100 points, just like the peerless generals that all forces in the Three Kingdoms game want to recruit, it is not unusual for everyone to love flowers and flowers.

The icing on the cake is not as good as sending charcoal in the snow, and friends with wine and meat are not as good as friends in distress.

The rich, powerful, young and promising "national male god" has no shortage of people to love, and it is precious to fall in love with and marry the woman who is a little reviewer.

That's why ......

In the face of the multiple-choice question of marriage, Bian Xuedao "I'd rather lose people than you" chose Xu Shangxiu without hesitation.

That's why ......

The best thing in Bian Xuedao's hand must be Xu Shangxiu's first pick.

Although Xu Shangxiu in this time and space doesn't know anything, she is Xu Shangxiu, and she has proven her love in her previous life, so she has Bian Xuedao's unparalleled love and gratitude.

Shan Rao is admittedly very good, let her down, I'm sorry for her, I owe it to learn the Tao. But if you give up Xu Shangxiu, Bian Xuedao will have more indebtedness in his heart, and this life will not be complete. If you have to be sorry for one, Bian Xuedao must be inclined to Xu Shangxiu, because in his previous life, he had already "sorry" for Xu Shangxiu once, and he failed to give Xu Shangxiu a good life, but let her bear the grief of losing her husband.

On love, love Xu Shangxiu more.

In terms of debt, Xu Shangxiu owes more.

Faced with the two answers that jumped out of his heart, Bian Xuedao could only be ashamed of Shan Rao and compensate her from other aspects.

Otherwise, even if you marry Shan Rao, for special reasons, Shan Rao will always be ranked after Xu Shangxiu, marrying one and thinking about the other, which will be more painful torture for everyone.

Therefore, after Shan Rao leaves, before Xu Shangxiu agrees to marry him, he will no longer have any more promises to any woman.

He will socialize, and he may sleep with a woman who looks good when he needs it physically, but he will no longer talk about love, let alone marriage.

If Seo Sang-so agrees to marry him, then get married.

If Xu Shangxiu clearly said that he would not marry him, it could be Shan Rao, it could be Dong Xue, it could be Liao Li, or one day in the future he met a woman who wanted to marry him at the first meeting......

Marry her.

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Sending Shan Rao away and returning home, Bian Xuedao first took a bath, and then gave red envelopes to the children.

Sitting on the sofa, he sent a text message of "Happy New Year" to Xu Shangxiu, and before he could see the reply, he was sent to play mahjong by Bian Xueyi and Bian Xuedra.

On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve in 2008, Bian Xuedao was drunk.

Lying on the bed in the bedroom, before consciousness disappeared, in a drunken haze, he sent Xu Shangxiu the last text message: All of them are for you!