Chapter X
As the time spent with Li Haijia increased, Tang Shijun felt more and more that Li Haijia and Qingyi were not a little different. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć Although this girl admires him very much, she can't compare to Qingyi's excellent thoughtfulness. The disappointment with Li Haijia made Tang Shijun want to find Zhao Fatyi even more, that is, the previous Qingyi. He can't just give up so easily, he can't just let Qingyi leave his side again, he can't do it.
After graduating, Li Haijia came directly to work in Tang Shijun's company, and Fat Yi also began to enter her senior year to launch the final sprint for her postgraduate entrance examination journey. In order to better adapt to society and work in the future, Li Hao has now gone to the internship unit every day to report, and by the way, he is familiar with the environment. Because of Zhao Guoqiang's introduction, coupled with his own maturity and ability, he was quickly recognized and praised by leaders and colleagues. Li Hao is working hard for the future of himself and Fat Yi, and he is also working hard to give Fat Yi a happy family.
Fat Yi is very considerate of Li Hao's hard work, in addition to encouraging him, she occasionally cooks him some delicious side dishes when they eat Chinese food together at school, which makes Li Hao moved and happy. Zhao Fatyi's own review has been very busy, but he has not forgotten his boyfriend, who is also busy. Eating the Chinese food made by Zhao Pangyi, he smiled happily. "Fat Yi, thank you. Now that you're so busy, you don't have time to do this for me. It's good that our hearts are together and not separated, and nothing else matters. As long as you're always by my side, I won't get tired. ā
Zhao Fatyi smiled and kissed him on the face. "I know you're working hard, and I know you're talented, but you just need a proper platform to show it. It's not the best place right now, but it's great to be able to work happily and at the same time make your talents work. Li Hao, I don't need a luxurious life, I'm the same as you, as long as you're by my side, I feel happy and satisfied, and I just need your company to be enough!"
Li Hao smiled and reached out to wrap his arms around Fat Yi's shoulder. "We will get married after graduation, and I want to be with you so that I will have more strength to create a better future, a future that belongs to us. Fat Yi, please promise me now, marry me as soon as you graduate, okay? You can go to school all the time, do what you want, and leave everything else to me, trust me! I have confidence and am working hard to fulfill my promise to you. ā
Zhao Panyi nodded with a smile on her face, "I promise you that I will marry you as soon as I graduate." I don't want any diamond rings, but I can't use this engagement ring. Besides, you haven't formally proposed to me, even though we're engaged, but if you don't propose, won't I?"
"Okay, got it! I'll propose to you next semester, it's up to you if you're willing?" Li Hao smiled happily.
Tang Shijun, who came to meet his friend behind the bushes, happened to hear these words, and he couldn't wait any longer, otherwise Fat Yi would become someone else's wife. He has been getting along with Li Haijia as boyfriend and girlfriend, but he has never mentioned the matter of getting married because he has to wait. He also wants to give himself and Fat Yi a chance, a chance to be together and be happy for a lifetime, he can't just pass by Fat Yi like this, he can't just let go. Zhao Fatyi saw Tang Shijun behind the bushes, but she didn't speak, she also wanted to give Tang Shijun a full stop, a complete end, otherwise they would be entangled like this.
On Friday afternoon, an exhausted Zhao Pangyi came out of the library and was about to take the bus home, but saw a familiar luxury car parked in front of the school. Tang Shijun still came, why couldn't he do something that she couldn't guess? This time, Zhao Fatyi didn't wait for Tang Shijun to come over, but took the initiative to walk over to greet Tang Shijun, and there was no need to hide or hide anything between them. "Shijun, long time no see, how are you?" Zhao Fatyi called the name she was used to before.
"Qingyi? No, it's Fat Yi. I'm fine, what about you?" Tang Shijun's surprise could not be concealed, and he couldn't help but feel distressed when he looked at Zhao Fatyi's tired face. "Can you give me a dinner today? I have something to do and want to take you to a place, is it okay?" Tang Shijun deliberately politely made Zhao Fatyi smile calmly. He's still the same, obviously an order, but as if he's discussing.
"Well, I have something to say to you. Let's go!" Zhao Fatyi took the initiative to get into the car and sat in the co-pilot's seat. Tang Shijun looked at it in surprise, and couldn't react for a while. What's wrong with her, she used to be a stranger from afar, why is she so easy to talk to today?
Tang Shijun got into the car and looked at Zhao Fatyi next to him blankly, "I'll take you to a place first, and then we'll go to dinner, okay?" He asked deliberately, just to let Fat Yi know that he still respects and loves her as before, and has not changed.
"Okay, you can!" Zhao Fatyi had completely guessed where he wanted to take her. She smiled and didn't say anything. She already knows Tang Shijun's personality too well, and she doesn't even need to use her brain to guess what he wants to do. Every time, Tang Shijun's actions disappointed her.
Looking at the familiar road and the once familiar environment, Zhao Fatyi still couldn't help crying. For so many years, it is nothing to Tang Shijun, but to her, it is like a world away. In the past, her and Tang Shijun's home was a warm but unhappy place. "After so many years, it's still the same, nothing has changed, it's rare. With your current strength, there's no need to continue living here, isn't it?"
"This is our former home, and I don't want to go anywhere. And this is the home you personally arranged for me, and I can only feel that you have existed here, and only here can I feel a little comfort, at least you were once my wife, my love!"
"It's a beautiful thing, but it's the wrong person. Shijun, we don't need to hide anything from each other, so I'm telling you about the things I still remember, although it's incredible, it doesn't mean that I still want to go back in time. In the blink of an eye, decades have changed. I won't come back to you before, and I won't be now, please let go of your hands and let yourself so that I can get our happiness. You have Li Haijia, I have Li Hao, we all have our own love and happiness, why do you still want to get back the marriage we once were unhappy with? Shijun, it may not be me that you have been unable to let go of for so many years, but your failure!" In terms of feelings, Qingyi was the only one who frustrated Tang Shijun.
"Then why did you still agree to my invitation, why did you take the initiative to get into my car?" Tang Shijun looked at Zhao Fatyi in the passenger seat and asked.
"I want to make it clear to you that there is nothing between us anymore, whether it is memories or feelings, all we have between us is a greeting. Shijun, you can face other things in a chic manner, why can't you treat me? I'm not your weakness, because I'm no longer Qingyi! Shijun, please see the person in front of me clearly, I just have Qingyi's memories, I'm not Qingyi, I'm not the woman you want to get back after hurting, not your ex-wife!" The car arrived at Tang Shijun's villa, which was their home.
"You know, I've never let go of you, I've never been unloving?" Tang Shijun choked up on Fat Yi's hand.
"Do you think you still have love for Qingyi? It's just that Qingyi died in a car accident, so that your feelings have no place to store, you don't love Qingyi, you just love Qingyi's feelings for you, you just can't stand Qingyi not loving you? Shijun, although it's cruel to say this, don't you think your love is nothing compared to He Yuanshan's love? Do you think you are still qualified to pester me and say, let me come back to you?" Zhao Panyi smiled bitterly.
"I really don't have the qualifications or the right to ask you to come to me. Tang Shijun said with some despair. On the road to Qingyi, he is a complete loser, and he is not qualified to ask Fat Yi to do anything for him?
"Shijun, we can always be ordinary friends, and occasional contact and greetings are enough. Cherish Li Haijia well, although she is more superficial and worldly, but what you need is such a woman! Qingyi and I are not suitable for you, because we are not realistic enough!" Fat Yi smiled and withdrew her hand, everything between her and Tang Shijun was over, and everything related to Qingyi was over. From now on, she is just Zhao Fatyi, an ordinary and ordinary girl. After getting out of Tang Shijun's car, she walked out of the villa area to take the bus by herself.
Tang Shijun caught up with Zhao Fatyi, who had walked not far away, and grabbed her. "You promised me that you would listen to me today. I promise you to give up on you from today onwards, and I promise never to disturb you again from today onwards and appear in front of you, unless you take the initiative to find me. Since you have promised me just now, you will have dinner with me, even if it is just like this, I am very happy, okay?" Tang Shijun said urgently, worried that Zhao Fatyi would shake off his hand like this.
Zhao Panyi stood up and turned her head to look at him, "Okay, I'm okay with the time for dinner." We will only know each other in the future, and we will only contact occasionally, and since you have promised me, and I believe that you can do it, then I will also do what I promised you. ā
The two of them returned to the car, Tang Shijun took out a paper bag from the back seat and handed it to Fat Yi, "This is a gift for you." Because I don't know what you like anymore, I have to buy you a shopping card, and I can't say no. Tang Shijun's commanding tone made Fat Yi smile and nodded.
Zhao Fatyi and Tang Shijun stepped into the hotel restaurant she used to frequent, which was where she always liked to eat. "Why is this place still there?" Zhao Fatyi looked at the familiar decoration and everything, and looked at Tang Shijun in front of him, he must have kept it for her, right?
"I bought it just to come when I miss you. How, as it was when we first came to dine here, little has changed. You'll try their dishes later, and it's the same as when we first came, and it's the same. ā
"You do have the ability to keep everything the way it is, but you can't change the passage of time and the difference between people. If you can do it with money, I think you will find your own Qingyi. Is this what you think is true love for Qingyi? Do you think that even if it is really Qingyi, you will need such love from you? Shijun, you don't seem to know what you're doing all along, and you don't know what the person you love needs you to do, right?" Zhao Fatyi said Tang Shijun's shortcomings with a smile on his face.
"I've always thought that what I did was right, and I never thought about whether Qingyi needed me to do this? You're right, I only care about myself and don't take into account the feelings of others, I will change in the future, and I will work harder to do a good job!" Tang Shijun's attitude of admitting his mistake surprised Zhao Fatyi.
"I'm glad to see you so sincere. Thank you, you didn't disappoint me too much when we met again, I hope you will always be happy, no matter who this person can give you happiness, I sincerely wish you. Shijun, thank you for appearing in my life that belongs to Zhao Fatyi. Fat Yi picked up the wine glass and saluted Tang Shijun. Tang Shijun's appearance and passbook made her understand a lot, and made her reflect on whether she was wasting time and feelings.
"I thought I was nothing to you. Well, I promise never to bother you again, and never say anything that embarrass you again. I will be by your side silently and I will wait for you to reach out to me as your forever friend. ā
"I'll do my best!" Zhao Fatyi said with a smile on his face, and Tang Shijun also smiled. There is only occasional contact and greetings between them, there is no emotional bond, there is no more entanglement in love, and they can live their own peaceful lives.
Coming out of the restaurant, Zhao Fatyi looked at Tang Shijun and said with a smile: "It's time for me to go home, it's been too long since I came out today." I'll take a taxi back by myself, you don't have to send me, okay?" Tang Shijun nodded. Zhao Panyi stretched out her hand and gently hugged Tang Shijun, "Thank you, no matter what kind of story we have, thank you for appearing in my life, no matter what you bring me, but it is a good memory for me." Thank you, Shijun, and I wish you happiness!"
"I thank you for being able to see you again and hug you like that again. Fat Yi, you live your wonderful life according to your own wishes, I will never bother you again as long as you are happy and happy. Tang Shijun's eyes were red, and he completely let go.
On the way home by taxi, Zhao Panyi called Li Hao and asked him to pick her up at home when he was not interning, and she had something to say to him. Li Hao immediately said that he would have a cup of coffee together tonight, go out for a walk, and ask Fat Yi if he could do it? Fat Yi promised to take a taxi directly to his door and wait for him now.
Li Hao ran out of the house to see his girlfriend, "You haven't gone home yet, or have you taken a taxi from home?" What's wrong, why are you looking at me with such an expression?" Li Hao took Fat Yi's hand and found that her hand was cold.
"Today I went to see Tang Shijun, who is the husband that Li Haijia identified. He and I had known each other before, but it was a fate that I couldn't explain. All I can say to you is that from now on, he promised not to disturb my life, he promised to bless me with all his heart, and he promised to find his own happiness. I'm telling you that I don't want you to be cranky, and I want you to understand what I mean. I've thought about it and decided to spend my life with you, but I hope you give me enough trust and love, how about it?" Zhao Fatyi's sincere words made Li Hao hug her tightly and nodded vigorously. Zhao Panyi decided her future in this way, and did not give herself the opportunity and possibility to think wildly. She gave up her plan to see Liu Yuanshan, and she gave up any excuse. She knew that once she met, her determination to marry Li Hao might be shaken again, so she couldn't go to see her.
"Thank you, Fat Yi. Thank you for choosing me so firmly, thank you!" Li Hao hugged Zhao Panyi tightly. In this life, he can no longer lose Zhao Panyi, and in this life, he has decided that Zhao Panyi does not intend to change, and it is impossible to change.
"Let's go, let's go get a drink, I feel like I need something sweet now. Zhao Fatyi patted Li Hao's back. She faced Li Hao, and she chose Li Hao, but a scene of Liu Yuanshan appeared in her mind.
"From now on, I will listen to you for everything, whether what you say is right or wrong. I will be a good husband, a super 'strict wife', you can rest assured! Also, all my money will be handed over to you, you are responsible for giving me pocket money, I have already brought it, and I will give it to you now. Watching Li Hao take out the small bag containing the card and passbook, Zhao Fatyi smiled. Li Hao's heart for her is so true, how can she still miss the person who already belongs to someone else in her heart?
"Li Hao, let's spend our lives together! I believe in you!" Fat Yi smiled. She couldn't allow herself to hesitate in the slightest, otherwise she would hurt Li Hao again.
"We'll get married after graduation, okay? I don't want to waste time, I'm more worried about you being snatched away by others, how about it?" Li Hao asked taking her hand.
"Okay, I promise. We'll get married after we graduate!" Zhao Panyi smiled. She knew she had chosen happiness, a calm and waveless happiness.
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