Chapter 118: Let's Go to Hell Together
I fantasized about those images over and over again uncontrollably in my head, and I felt restless when I thought about it. Unconsciously took out the cigarette from the drawer, lit it one by one, and his heart was painful and anxious, and his diaphragm was about to drive him crazy.
Moments later, there was a knock at the door.
The first time I looked into the study in the summer, I saw Zhou Ziliang smoking a cigarette anxiously. There was a rolling rage in his eyes, and his thin lips were a faint purple.
Zhou Ziliang got up suddenly, came to the door gloomily, locked his eyes on her, strode her in from the door, and when she was defenseless, he slapped the back of her neck, forced her forward, and said in a cold voice: "Did he kiss you?"
Summer was stunned by his rolling anger, and didn't react for a moment, since it was for her to be Zhou Ziyu's girlfriend, isn't it a normal thing for couples to kiss? She leaned against the wall stiffly, staring at him with wide eyes.
She stammered, "It's just a forehead ......"
In the next moment, his face suddenly enlarged, and Zhou Ziliang suddenly stepped forward and kissed her on the forehead.
"Summer!" Zhou Ziliang suppressed his anger: "What you have to do is to let him rely on you, you can't do without you, other physical contact, everything that can be avoided is not allowed!"
Summer shivered, as if reacting from horror.
I suddenly remembered the last time I talked to him in the hotel and knew that he was a Leo. This kind of person is extremely controlling, and Xu is so responsive to this matter because he regards himself as his personal belongings.
Her face quickly stabilized, and then she realized that he was still clasping the back of her neck, and the two of them were very close. His lips wandered between her features, and his posture was ambiguous.
Summer plucked up the courage to gently push Zhou Ziliang away, and said in a deep voice: "Today...... I met your father at Zhou Ziyu's villa!"
Zhou Ziliang's thin lips tightened, and there was a sneering anger in his tone: "I already know." ”
Summer was stunned: "You know?"
He frowned, and his tone was a little sarcastic: "The old man told his mother about this as soon as possible, and she called me very excitedly, saying that Zhou Ziyu told them that they hoped to find the right heart for him soon." ”
He raised his hand and put it on her face, chuckling meaninglessly: "They asked me to find the right heart for him as soon as possible, summer, you are really a great credit, so that a person who only wants to wait for death suddenly has the desire to live." ”
For more than 20 years, Zhou Ziyu has been passively resisting life, he doesn't want to be alive, he just wants to be famous. Stubbornly rejecting the stubborn rejection of his family, this world only affirms the sky and asteroids, breaks the hearts of his parents, talks about death, and just wants to find a little star of his own before he dies.
And now, the power of love is so great that a man who is bent on waiting for death begins to struggle.
Summer had a complicated look, and she knew it...... She can't forget the scene when Zhou Ziyu told her in the afternoon that she hoped to accompany her to the end. He gently held her hand and said to her, I am not afraid of death, but I hope to live well with you.
She had a hunch in her heart that once Zhou Ziyu began to stubbornly resist the disease, Zhou Ziliang would begin to take certain actions.
This is why Summer is so afraid of Zhou Ziyu confessing to herself.
Sensing the subtle expression on her face, Zhou Ziyu suddenly froze: "You shouldn't make this kind of expression, what's the matter, could it be that you really fall in love with him?"
Summer couldn't answer him that question.
After being silent for a long time, she whispered: "You won't understand, no one has ever valued me so much and is willing to do something for me." Zhou Ziliang, you never know why I like asteroids, and you don't know why I know so much about asteroids. ”
The room was quiet, and the insects outside the window could be faintly heard, and Summer smiled bitterly: "He is different from us, he doesn't look at others with colored glasses, he believes everything I say unconditionally." He is even willing to work hard to make changes for me, but you, you are full of hatred and deceit, so you will not understand our world!"
The expression on Zhou Ziliang's face faded, and a trace of grief that was not easy to be noticed gradually appeared in his eyes.
After a while, Zhou Ziliang spoke: "Do you know why I hate him so much, both Shengyu and He Shengliang." He was born with congenital heart disease and did not live to be twenty-five years old. Later, our mother had me, for him, in order not to let him think cranky in the future, in order not to make him feel redundant, my parents even planned to let me be the superfluous one, they didn't plan to ask me, and then because my grandfather objected, I was born. ”
He approached summer step by step, and his eyes were slightly red: "I knew that I was superfluous since I was a child, so for many years, I have been studying hard and trying to do business. The outside world praises me as a business elite, but I know that they always love only Zhou Ziyu. And I am just a pawn used to inherit the family business. He didn't have to do anything, he could live a carefree life. ”
Zhou Ziliang grabbed Summer's hand tightly: "Do you understand? You won't understand this feeling that no matter how hard you try, it's useless, yes, I don't understand your world, because since I was born, no one has taught me anything to love!"
The strength of his hand was very strong, and his face turned pale from pain in summer, but he still didn't say a word.
He looked at Summer: "I don't understand love, he does." So I arranged for you to go to him, and you said, which is worse if you can't ask for it or get it and then lose it?"
It was the first time in so many years that he had torn apart the grief in his heart. The wounds that turned into blood were all exposed in front of the summer.
"There are gains and losses, and you have everything that he will not get in his life. I don't think you're right, he's your brother, you should be brothers, you should give him more love! ”
Summer's breathing was so rough that she tried hard to break free, but she couldn't open it. She has nothing to say about Zhou Ziliang.
A man who is determined to drill into the horns of the bull, no one can save him!
Zhou Ziliang's anger burst out instantly, drowning her strongly, his slender fingertips roamed around Summer's neck, making a restrained movement, slightly supporting her face, trying to see her inner thoughts through her eyes.
He said, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand me, anyway, sooner or later we will go to hell together." ”
Summer struggled very hard, and couldn't break free from him.
She suddenly asked him uncontrollably: "Yes, you are unwilling, you hate all of them." But what does it all have to do with me? Why do you have to involve me, I just want to take care of my family, I just don't want to put them in danger! What did I do wrong? What did my family do wrong!?"
"You tell me!" Summer suddenly yelled with tears in her eyes.
She felt as if she had been tied to a rope and the other end of the rope was in his hand. No matter how desperately she struggled, she couldn't escape his control, and she couldn't break free from this terrible trap. It's like being choked by fate, suffocating and hopeless.
"Because of fate. Zhou Ziliang sneered and approached her ear, and laughed in a low voice: "Summer, from the day you promised me to do things for me, you are destined to live and die with me for the rest of your life." ”
Finally he asked her, "Is there anything you would like to go to in particular?" and I can still go with you now, maybe you won't have this opportunity in the future." ”
Summer didn't know how many layers of meaning he contained in his words, but he unconsciously remembered a place.
When she was on the last leg of her journey for An Qiao, she stayed in a village in Sichuan for a year, where she worked as a volunteer teacher for free for a year. Later, because of her mother and An Xuan, she had to leave and come back to enter the entertainment industry. So she left there, and when she left, she promised the children that she would return there to visit them again.
The kids were adorable and genuinely treated her like family.
She had been keeping in touch with the teacher over there, but later because of Zhou Ziliang. She didn't have much contact with them, and now, she was suddenly desperate to meet the little ones.
Those little ones are all fresh lives, and in the most difficult days when she lost Anjo, her only friend, it was those children who gave her the strength to live.
"I don't know what you mean by that, but ...... Whether or not I have the opportunity in the future, I hope to be able to see the children again. I'll just go alone, you can rest assured that I will never run away, after all...... My family is still in your hands!"
Zhou Ziliang glanced at her: "Before, you told me to finish the last journey for your friend, stay at the last stop, and become a volunteer teacher, are those things true?"
"It doesn't matter if it's real or not, the important thing is that I want to bring a lot of things to see the kids. Summer looked up at him with a little moist tear in her eyes. "Thank you, I promise this is the last time to trouble you. ”
She stared at him with wide eyes, and Zhou Ziliang was deeply touched in her heart. All along, his contact with this woman was too one-sided. It seemed that he had never gone to the depths of her heart, so he did not refuse the request.
Instead, he said, "I'll go with you." ”
Although this decision was quite surprising to Summer, she did not refuse. Zhou Ziliang quickly booked train tickets, and he didn't seem to have been to those small places much. And this time I went alone with her, and every place can become a memory in the future.
Xia said hello to Du Lang and Shen Kexin, and then took his luggage and went to the train station with Zhou Ziliang. She doesn't have a lot of luggage, and the suitcase is basically full of gifts for the children. Zhou Ziliang brought fewer things, anyway, for him, no matter what he lacks, he can buy it at any time.
The two of them took the train on the VIP channel, and one of the soft sleeper private rooms was chartered down by Zhou Ziliang. Zhou Ziliang closed the door as soon as he entered the private room, and there was only a noisy sound around.