Chapter 118: And Me
I definitely didn't mean to comfort Zheng Jiayue in my words, indeed in my opinion, although Zheng Jiayue has a weird personality, but it definitely has nothing to do with hate, no matter what, Zheng Jiayue is also a little beauty, so which boy hates a beauty?
Sure enough, my words made Zheng Jiayue stunned again, she tilted her head and looked at me, and she was silent for a long time.
At this time, her eyes were like a calm lake on the side, without a single ripple in them.
I was stared at by her quietly for a while, and suddenly I was inexplicably embarrassed, and I was looked at by her like this, how the fuck was it so strange?
Just as she was thinking that Zheng Jiayue spoke again, she suddenly twisted her body and whispered again
: "Is it.. Thank you, Xiao Xiaoming.. That's nice.. At least you don't hate me."
She said this as if many people hated her, and I really couldn't stand Zheng Jiayue's negative appearance, so I simply hesitated, but still asked
: "That.. The girl in your dorm just now... What the hell is going on? What happened just now has something to do with you. Actually, it doesn't have much to do with it, right? If you insist on being responsible, it's also my fault.. I didn't drink with him if I knew he would be like that... Let him be complacent.."
Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue shook her head on the side, she sighed softly and spoke
: "Actually... She's right... It's all because of me... If I don't have to come back... There won't be a lot of trouble today, everyone will be unhappy.. Wrong people.. It's still me after all.."
When she said this, Zheng Jiayue curled up, her hands tightly hugged her knees, and her chin was buried in her hands.
Seeing her do this, my heart was sour at first, and then I was inexplicably a little emotional.
That is, Zheng Jiayue, if she is Chen Dabo, this action is estimated to let her squeeze herself to death..
But at this time, I was thinking more about how to comfort Zheng Jiayue, so I looked at her and continued
"Uhhh I don't think there's anything wrong with you... Saying.. Are you really not going to tell me what the hell is going on? I think that girl seems to have something with you, right? Have you ever had a fight? Or have you always had a bad relationship?"
"Believe me, things will only be more uncomfortable when you hide them in your heart, and it will definitely be much better to say it and listen to it, and... I will never tell anyone else, I am one of the few people who are tight-lipped in the world."
I deliberately said the tone very relaxed, the purpose was to make Zheng Jiayue feel a little better, and sure enough, this seemed to have a little effect, I saw her look at me again, the expression on her face was still so calm and without any emotion, but after more than ten seconds, she still spoke
"Really... I can.. Can I tell you?"
As soon as I heard that this was a joke, I quickly nodded and spoke
"Yes... You see you keep saying you're wrong, someone has to judge, right? Finally.. What's going on.."
When I said this, I was ready to listen, and I waited for Zheng Jiayue to speak.
And Zheng Jiayue hesitated for a moment when she heard me say this, and then sighed again and said slowly
"Okay .. In fact.. I don't know where to start."
"I~ Because of my family, when I came to this university, I also came alone, and I had too many things at that time, so I went to the dormitory alone, and as a result... It's the luggage that Sansan helped me move.."
"Later, the people in our dormitory had a good relationship, and when I was with them, I would feel very warm. Especially three three... She took special care of me, she would think about me in everything, and I always felt that she would be my best and best friend in college."
"However, not long after, in the second half semester of his freshman year, Sansan fell in love with a boy."
Speaking of this, Zheng Jiayue stopped, as if she remembered something.
I was a little surprised to see her stop, and I couldn't help asking
"What happened later? Don't tell me that you two like the same boy so bloody... ?”
Zheng Jiayue just shook her head when I said this, she still moved her mouth and said softly
"Sansan is just a crush, none of us know who the boy she likes is... I just knew that she had someone she liked, and it was in our class, and then later, a boy in our class suddenly started chasing me... I received a love letter at the time, it was just a guy asking me to meet at the door of the library in the evening. But I don't know who it is.."
"I didn't want to go at the time, and I thought that if I didn't go, it would make the boy very sad, so... I went with Sansan to accompany me. I want to wait until I see that guy and only tell him to his face that I don't want to fall in love yet... But.. After I went, I realized that I had made a very big mistake... I hurt two people at once.."
"Obviously, no one wants to hurt me, but... And unconsciously did something wrong.."
Although Zheng Jiayue said something a little messy, when I heard her say this, I still understood it instantly, damn it, the boy who the third and third sisters liked just now liked Zheng Jiayue? His male god likes his best friend, and it seems that if he is a woman, he will subconsciously have hatred, right?
Thinking of this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Eh.. That's it.. However, it's not your fault, if you want to blame that boy is too good at joining in the fun... Why..."
Before I could finish speaking, I suddenly thought of something again, and I was stunned.
A feeling of oppression rose from the soles of my feet, I looked at Zheng Jiayue in front of me, and stammered a little
"Don't tell me... That boy is the little four-eyed guy just now?"
My words were exchanged for Zheng Jiayue's long silence, she looked at me with a somewhat empty look in her eyes, and did not squeak.
I can already see it in her eyes, sure enough, that boy is the little four-eyed ran away, no wonder when I just saw the little four-eyed being beaten by a bald group of people, the three three sisters were the first to rush up, no wonder she would say something like that to Zheng Jiayue, indeed if that's the case, the three three sisters' words make sense.
Xiao Siyan obviously became like that because Zheng Jiayue came back, he wanted to be majestic in front of Zheng Jiayue, and wanted to retain his only remaining illusions, so he was so brave... And it will target me like that.
All these little four eyes hoped that Zheng Jiayue could see it in their eyes, but they didn't notice it, in fact, the three or three girls also saw everything in their eyes.
Watch the person you like compete in front of others, watch the person you like compete for others... What does that feel like?
It must have hurt, right?
That's why they say such vicious things, that's why they say, "If you're gone, don't come back." In this case, in her heart, she really wants Zheng Jiayue to disappear, right?
If she didn't exist, he'd be with me... Girls, don't you often have such naïve and ridiculous thoughts?
Thinking of this, I sighed inexplicably, feeling sorry for Zheng Jiayue's worthlessness and for the ignorance of the three sisters.
After sighing, I looked at Zheng Jiayue again, and then spoke
"If it's really him... Then there's really nothing to say.."
"Didn't you tell me, since you don't like him, just make it clear to him... It's his business who he likes, and it's not up to you to influence."
Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue bit her lip lightly, she looked at me, and still whispered
"I've said it, I've told him many times, I don't have feelings for him... I don't want him to continue wasting time with me, but he always insists... Always look for me, write to me, call me.."
"I didn't feel that Sansan's favorite person was him at first, but later, I realized that Sansan rarely talked to me at that time, and I thought I had done something wrong to provoke her, so I ran to ask her. She didn't say anything, but gradually distanced herself from me, slowly. The two of us are not that good, even when we are alone in the dormitory, we rarely have conversations."
"Every time I feel so sad at that time, I don't know why it's like this... It wasn't until later that I plucked up the courage to ask her... What the hell am I doing wrong.. Guess what she said.."
Speaking of this, Zheng Jiayue's body trembled slightly, as if she recalled the darkest moment in her life.
It took a while for her voice to come slowly along with the sound of the wind.
"She said that my presence in her life was a mistake .."
"So... I left, and when they didn't have an internship yet, I went to do it alone... I thought, if I left... You won't make any more mistakes... If I wasn't here, Sansan wouldn't be unhappy... But.. This is my eldest sister's birthday, I really want to come back... I really want everything to go back to the way it was.. I hope to be with them as before... I also deliberately asked you to follow me back, thinking that maybe when I saw that I had someone else chasing me again, he would give up, and Sansan would be relieved, but... I didn't expect it to backfire in the end.."
Speaking of this, Zheng Jiayue's head was buried in her arms again, and her small body was on the edge of the lake, like a small animal curled up, looking so pitiful and helpless.
And I finally understood why Zheng Jiayue called me to come along, it turned out that this is her real purpose, the meaning of my coming here, is this...
In fact, if you think about it carefully, Zheng Jiayue's idea is naïve enough, she thinks that if she has a so-called boyfriend, then Xiao Siyan will give up on her, but she forgot, how can she give up easily if she likes someone? Isn't that Sansan by her side a good example? If she can give up, she may give up when she knows that the person Xiao Siyan likes is Zheng Jiayue, right?
There is always no absolute right or wrong in this kind of thing, who will meet whom, who will come together with whom, God is squinting his eyes and arbitrarily arranging.
At this time, I took a deep breath again, then looked at Zheng Jiayue, and spoke
"That's it.. I understand.. It turns out that this is the way it happened... Actually, if I were you.."
"Maybe I'll do the same as you... I know that you are such a person, you always like to put yourself in the wrong place, and some things are actually not your fault at all, but you still stubbornly like to think that you are wrong... So on this matter.. If you want to blame it, you two are not honest enough.."
Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue raised her head slightly, she looked at me, her eyes were blank.
Seeing that she didn't speak, I moved my mouth again and continued
"Personally, I think so. That three-three sister, she has a lot of problems of her own... She likes others and doesn't confess, but when that person likes someone else and feels unhappy, then who can blame her? Although this is a bit ugly to say, but isn't that the truth? If a person doesn't even dare to pursue what he likes, then don't like it at all... Crush or something. High school students like it, right? and... Do you really think it's all your fault? In other words, even if you're wrong, you haven't done enough? You've been away for so long, and she's been with him? I think she's still keeping everything in her heart like that. So.. Even without you... That little four-eyed wouldn't necessarily be with her, because she... He's just a timid person.."
In fact, to be honest, I have a little bit of favoritism for Zheng Jiayue in my heart, so I said it like this, and I do think that in this matter, Zheng Jiayue does not need to play the role of a weakling, damn it, she has been helping the third sister even though she has done nothing, and she wants to make herself look like a junior for Mao?
It is estimated that it is rare to see me talk so much at length at once, Zheng Jiayue looked at me a little surprised, and seemed to have no digestion for a while.
It was a long time before her eyes flickered, and she looked at me and muttered quietly
"Xiao Xiaoming, I don't know if I should say that you will comfort people... Still won't be comforting."
Her words made me stunned for a moment, and soon I was relieved in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's tone finally returned to normal, I looked at her, smiled and said
"How.. Am I not right? I'm already trying my best to comfort you, okay, I look like a person who can comfort elementary school students?"
Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue's eyes became a little confused, she looked at me and asked rhetorically
"Who do you say is an elementary school student?"
I shrugged my shoulders and spoke
"Who else but you? Only elementary school students can come up with it. Let's leave that way by yourself... I think you might as well just go and make it clear to her, tell her what you have in mind, and tell her that you have been blessing her all along... If she doesn't appreciate it, then I think. It doesn't matter if you have such a friend or not.. If she knew a little bit about things, she would understand your difficulties."
My words made Zheng Jiayue hesitate a little, she stared at the lake, as if she was considering.
After a while, she looked at me again and spoke slowly
"Yes, Xiao Xiaoming, do you really think that will be good?"
I nodded at her question and continued
: "Anyway.. It can't get worse than it is now, can it? Everything is as it happens.."
My words seemed to make Zheng Jiayue make up her mind, but she took a deep breath before muttering in a low voice
"Okay, I'll listen to you.."
I don't know why when I heard her say "I listen to you", I had a different feeling in my heart, to be honest, there is such a little girl listening to her own words, it feels quite good?
Just thinking about it, I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to speak again, only to see her look at me, and continued
"But... I'm still a little unhappy right now, if I go by like that... Wouldn't it be too good.. So.. Xiao Ming, tell me a joke to make me happy.. Good words, there are rewards.."
I'm the one who likes rewards the most, so when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I hurriedly came back to my senses, but I still looked at her and said helplessly
"Uhhh Tell jokes... I'm not very good at it... You suddenly asked me to speak, I can't tell."
In fact, it can still be told, and the main old man's mind is full of meat jokes, which is not very elegant to tell on this occasion!
Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue tilted her head, she looked at me, and said again
: "That.. It's okay to sing a song.."
Still shaking my head, I asked
"I don't want to die, you can't see that there are little couples around, what should I do if someone rushes over and kills me when I go down..."
My words made the corners of Zheng Jiayue's mouth begin to curve slightly, but she still didn't laugh, and then asked
"What should I do then? It's not going to work, it's not going to work, you're going to make me feel a little happier."
Seeing Zheng Jiayue say this, I was a little speechless, I really didn't have anything to do at this time, did my mother really let me let my old face go to sing?
Just thinking about it, I suddenly thought of a particularly damaging idea, and to be honest, the risk of meow is still a bit big!
Thinking of this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and asked tentatively
"Okay .. That.. Are you running fast?"
It was a little strange for Zheng Jiayue to be asked by me like this, she looked at me, first shook her head, and then nodded and said
"It's okay... It's not very fast. What's wrong?"
Seeing that Zheng Jiayue said that it was okay, the nerves in my whole body tensed, and at this time I approached her and said mysteriously
: "That.. I have a very exciting thing, do you dare to do it? Let's talk about it first. Don't blame me."
Zheng Jiayue, who seemed to be saying this, was even more strange, she looked at me puzzled, and still asked
"What the hell are you going to do, Xiao Xiaoming."
Seeing her serious expression, I knew that it was almost over, and at this time I took a deep breath, still looked at her, and whispered
"Nothing, anyway.. It's definitely something that will make you happy... Well, if you laugh... Don't be unhappy, and then I'll follow you back to get something, how about we go after taking things? How?"
My words made Zheng Jiayue nod again, but she still looked a little concerned, looked at me and said
: "That.. What are you going to do? What the hell is making me laugh? And what does it have to do with whether I'm running fast or not?"
I saw that Zheng Jiayue had completely taken the bait, so I nodded hurriedly and said
"Of course it matters, because what I'm going to do, if you're running really fast... I don't dare..."
At this point, I suddenly pounced on Zheng Jiayue's body, and touched her itchy flesh with both hands.
I can't think of me Wang Ming, my hand speed is absolutely master-level, and as far as Zheng Jiayue's delicate body is concerned, I don't believe that there is no itchy flesh on her body, and sure enough, my actions first made Zheng Jiayue startled, and soon she laughed.
She seemed very sensitive, and I kept giggling at her.
When I saw that she was laughing, I suddenly withdrew my hand and walked out a long way, looking at her and saying
"Eh.. Remember what you promised me, don't go back."
At this time, Zheng Jiayue also calmed down, she stopped laughing, looked at me with a red face and scolded
"Little Ming, you bastard.. It's despicable.. By this means.."
I smiled when I heard her say this, and looked at her as I stepped back
"What.. Anyway, you just laughed.. Okay, okay, don't make a fuss, it's late, let's go back quickly.. Otherwise, I really won't be able to go back for a while."
I don't have anything to do with Zheng Jiayue's appearance now, so it's almost time to get something.
And Zheng Jiayue seemed to have come to her senses, she looked at me, and nodded while standing up
"Okay .. That.. Let's go back to the dorm.."
I thought she was okay when I saw Zheng Jiayue say this, but I didn't expect that after she walked up to me, she suddenly kicked me in the calf.
Fortunately, the strength is not great, otherwise my brother can only walk with the support of the little prince temporarily.
I was a little speechless after being kicked by her, but I still smiled and motioned for her to hurry back to the dormitory.
On the way back, Zheng Jiayue called the dormitory, and seemed to say that she was going back...
And when the two of us walked for a while and walked to the bottom of her dormitory building, as soon as we walked to the door, we saw that the three or three girls were standing alone downstairs, and next to her, there was a big suitcase.