Chapter 912: A Life of Death (1)
Nangong Yan didn't know that in the outside world, in the starry sky guarded by him, countless warriors of the Three Realms and countless mortal beings were praying for him, sad for him, and suffering for him...
And Qin Xin, who was the closest, left two lines of blood and tears, and his slender and white hands couldn't help but hug Nangong Yan in his arms, lest he lose him completely.
These, Nangong Yan, who is hovering between life and death, still don't understand, and is still so numb. If it is said that Nangong Yan can't let go of the heavy responsibility he bears, then death is a good destination for him.
Perhaps, there will be many people who wonder how such a super strong person who stands in the mortal realm and is the only one in the world would have such a thought, which is really incomprehensible and makes people sigh for a long time.
For Nangong Yan, who is a god in two lives, everything returns to the origin, and everything returns to nothingness, which is the ultimate he pursues. But the bland happiness is always just a flick of the fingers, just a short life as a mortal. For him, a god with infinite life, neither the life force sacrifice nor the divine power sacrifice will allow him to be severely injured or even dying.
He has had the joy and happiness of being a mortal, and he also has the eternal life and supreme realm as a god, but after all, in his bones, he still yearns to be a mortal, to be a mortal who strives to live his life.
What does the Great Dao of the World have to do with him? What does the life and death of the beings in the upper realm have to do with him? Even if it is the Emperor Ming who treats him like a mountain, does it really have anything to do with him?
In his previous life, as a god general, he made countless contributions to Emperor Ming's southern and northern wars, and together, he may have lived more than a god general who had just taken office. For the sake of Emperor Ming, not only did he lose his liver and brains, but also fought several peak gods so that he was outnumbered and unfortunately fell. As a god general, as a retainer, he does not owe Emperor Ming.
And in this life, he shouldered the heavy responsibility of rescuing Emperor Ming, the responsibility of saving the Three Realms, and even the responsibility of uniting the Three Realms to fight the enemy, all of which were borne by him. For the people of the world, for the creatures of the Three Realms, he is worthy of Nangong.
For family affection, for lovers, and for brothers, he took care of him carefully, and even spared his life to save everything, but after all, he left him one by one, separating them from yin and yang. If there is really a Nai He Bridge and Meng Po soup in the world, he Nangong Yan also wants to walk across this Nai He Bridge, drink a bowl of Meng Po soup, and walk away.
Yes, he doesn't owe Emperor Ming, he doesn't owe the Three Realms, but he only feels guilty about those closest to him.
Thinking of Yu Fei's willingness to sacrifice her soul in order to achieve his future and save the creatures of the Three Realms, and it is also an irreparable sacrifice of her heart; Thinking of Fang Xin, in order to fulfill his responsibilities and protect his last bit of conscience, she was willing to sacrifice, she gave him everything he had, just for a moment to look back in her previous life, just a chance encounter; Thinking of Ni Xue, in order to save her lover, she learned that she was the spirit of the Creation Divine Sword, and in that mortal ending, she was willing to sacrifice everything she had, to achieve the Creation Divine Sword, and to fulfill the wishes of the person she loved the most...
Thinking of the past, of the relatives, friends, and lovers who sacrificed to save him, his heart was like a sword thrust into his heart, as if his heart was dripping blood. But he had to endure severe pain, grief, and heartbreak, and he had to go through his life to save the so-called Three Realms creatures.
People and gods from the outside world may only see the splendor and dazzling that he shows, but they don't see his desperate look of hiding in the house crying and wiping away the blood and tears that have never been shown in front of anyone, how painful and uncomfortable he was at that moment.
In the depths of his soul, although he has always remembered the creatures of the Three Realms, the kindness of Emperor Ming, and the weight of Emperor Yu, after all, he is no longer a god, but a human, but a young man who has only experienced more than ten years of ups and downs.
The calmness of the appearance, the maturity of the appearance, and the indifference of the appearance, are just to bury all the suffering, all the pain, all in the deepest part of the soul, not to be turned up, not to be noticed, and no one to know.
He tried to rebel against his fate, to try to rewrite the fate that had already been predestined. But how could God rewrite the fate that even the emperor and the gods and the people in control could not rewrite? All efforts were in vain, and all the efforts made together were only exchanged for more complete despair.
Working hard with hope, stopping with despair, perhaps this is the truest portrayal of his heart.
Therefore, he knows that only by completing these so-called responsibilities, the so-called duties, and the so-called everything that he has to do himself, can one day he be truly liberated. And now, he smiled, he left with a smile, and it was the kind of departure that was not ashamed.
Yes, the powerful ancient demons are only one thousandth, or even one ten-thousandth of their strength, but after all, they still surpass the realm of the Divine Venerable, and the level of the so-called Heavenly Venerable, they are invincible, and they are truly invincible existences in the mortal realm.
It was precisely because of the existence of the ancient demons that Nangong Yan had to rely on the power of Emperor Ming again, with the help of the power of the so-called Lord of the Upper Realm, in order to have a 1 in 10,000 chance of saving the Three Realms and saving all the beings in the Three Realms.
Even though he knew to give everything he had, even to that eternal life. However, at that moment, he still did not hesitate to use the peerless martial arts that belonged to Emperor Ming, and only Emperor Ming could practice the supreme divine skill.
When he eliminated the Ancient Demon in a short period of time, eliminated the Blood Spirit Guard, and eliminated the Qin Venerable Lanhild, who was extremely rare in the Upper Realm, he smiled, laughing very easily, laughing so naturally.
Because he knew that after he used this invincible divine skill, both his body and soul would be annihilated between this heaven and earth, and finally came to the end he longed for. All the heavy responsibilities and all the promises can be relieved and let go at this moment. He was really happy and wanted to meet the people who had left him, the people who were very important to him.
When his consciousness slowly blurred, when his life disappeared sharply, he finally drew a perfect sentence in his brilliant voice. Although for him, such a full stop is not perfect and not brilliant. But compared to the life of the god general, this life is the most satisfying life for him, and it is also the life that worries him the most.
In the past, there were gods who only envied mandarin ducks and did not envy immortals, and then there were Nangong who only loved the ordinary and did not love God. All the pure energy that was sacrificed to his soul, to the dust, to the world, represents that he has completed this life, which is not perfect, but it is better than a perfect life.
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