Chapter 526: My Heart's Words
"It would be good if I dared to resist..."Pan Ying trembled in my arms, listening to her trills in my ears, I also felt quite sorry for her in my heart, although it was a dream, but I still comforted her a little, but I hope that she can understand me in reality.
"It's not your fault, sometimes it's fate, but it's your right to pursue the happiness you want. I didn't say I hated you, you were originally my customer, and the first precept of our profession as a lactation promoter is not to have a relationship with your own patients, which is a big taboo. So I don't dare to get too close to you, and I'm afraid to bring you other people's big tongues. For a moment, I couldn't help but say what was in my heart.
"But, I like you, so do you like me?" Pan Ying showed her face from my arms at this time, her red eyes made my heart tremble, and the pear blossom with rain made me feel a little distressed.
"Iā" I couldn't help but stutter a little when answering such a question.
"I don't like it, I can only say that I am excited, I don't hate you very much, of course, as long as you don't think so much. I couldn't help but think of so many lies that Pan Ying had woven for me in order to cause a misunderstanding between me and Xiaohui.
"But I want you, isn't this pursuing my own happiness?"
As soon as the words fell, I pushed Pan Ying away in my arms.
I sighed and said, "It's right to pursue your own happiness! But while you are pursuing, it never occurred to you that such deception will not hurt me?"
"Doctor Zhang, do you like my sister?" Speaking of this, Pan Ying's mood fell again.
"Well, Xiaohui is someone I really like, there's no doubt about that. I affirmed.
"Then what am I?" Pan Ying asked seriously, staring into my eyes.
"Don't ask such questions, it's hard for me to answer. "Now I am indeed the same person who only takes into account the feelings of others, and sometimes it is a normal choice to say what is in my heart, at least I will not let others wait for me too long, the longer I hope, the most difficult to accept when the worst news comes.
"Answer me!" Pan Ying said very firmly.
"I think it's also a choice for us to be friends, it's not me who understands you, there must be a lot of suitors according to your beauty. ā
"But I don't like them, and my family won't let me marry casually, all in my family's favor. Pan Ying said in a low voice.
"If you want me to say, a family is a family, an individual is a person, there are so many handsome guys, you will inevitably be tempted as a beauty, right, then act, there are so many worries, and how uncomfortable it is to stumble. I stepped forward and said to Pan Ying, who lowered her head.
"Doctor Zhang, what you said is light, I want to marry you now, can you withstand the pressure of the family behind me?" Pan Ying smiled bitterly.
"Of course I can, what am I afraid of, if a Chinese character has no backbone, my first suggestion is to take a special plane to Thailand, deform once, and be happy. "At some point, I became a little flamboyant like a lone wolf.
"Poof. Pan Ying couldn't help but laugh suddenly, I have to say that Pan Ying's charm when she laughed was no worse than Xiaohui's, but I still stood on Xiaohui's side in my heart.
"Then can you withstand it? Our Pan family is not so soft, it is estimated that my family will continue to test you, and even if you succeed, you will inevitably suffer from the eyes of your family, because of your identity..."
"What's wrong with my identity? I've never been ashamed of my profession, and it's not a personal reason that my family is poor and has no mines, as long as I try to do what I do with so many white eyes on him. I looked at Pan Ying, and immediately poured all the chicken soup for the soul in my heart to her, although it was chicken soup for the soul, it was true.
"I haven't done lactation for a long time, because of the things that happened between me and you, which led to a lot of misunderstandings, but I don't regret that I did this, and I can still say this to him when I have a white and chubby child in the future. Sometimes, the surprised and grateful smiles on the faces of mothers who brought out healthy milk are something I will never forget. We're doing this for the next generation. "Speaking of which, I realized that I was talking too much, and I guess it would make too many changes to the script that came out of my head.
I was thinking about what Pan Ying would say later, Dr. Zhang, I don't understand what you are saying, or Dr. Zhang's really strange words, at this moment, Pan Ying spoke.
"Zhang Luo, is what you just said true?"
At this moment, I couldn't help but be a little stunned, because starting from the sentence just now and the feeling that Pan Ying brought me now, I felt that the Pan Ying in front of me now seemed to be her in reality.
The refinement on Pan Ying's body is not rational, and her indifferent and graceful appearance is really the one who sits on the throne of the Pan family.
"What I said is true. "Surprise is surprise, I still truthfully admit that feelings are not something that can be honest with one party, but the willingness of both parties from the heart, so that they can accept each other until the two have gray hair together.
"You don't like me at all?" Pan Ying seemed to be a little unconvinced.
"Do you want to hear the truth?"
"Yes!" Pan Ying nodded heavily, her solemn expression like a witch doing things.
"I have to say, your appearance is what I like, but your heart is not what I want. I spread my hands and said.
Pan Ying rolled her eyes, pursed her red lips in a low voice and said, "Ruthless ....."
"Huh?" Now I'm a little confused, what is the situation of this little cutie of Pan Ying. Could it be that something is wrong with my brain, so Pan Ying in this dream is also abnormal?
"Men are really creatures that judge people by their appearance. ā
"Haha, is this what you think in your heart?" I laughed, and couldn't help but feel amused for Pan Ying, who was very different from normal days.
Pan Ying raised her chin slightly and said, "Aren't you?
"Of course I don't want to, why shouldn't I be better when I have such conditions. I waved my hand and said quickly.
"Zhang Luo, I just found out now that the one I have always known is not the real you, maybe only Xiaohui knows your true face. All I liked was a veil on your surface. Pan Ying laughed, but then said with a little emotion.
"I also hope that you will recognize this situation sooner. My heart moved, and I stepped forward and grabbed Pan Ying's hand, and the warmth brought to me by her hand made me a little confused whether this was reality or a dream.
Maybe, if you weren't so selfish, I could accept you, but Xiaohui is the object of intransgression in my heart....
I stared into these eyes, my nose suddenly soured, and the things in front of me became even more blurry.
Now I know that I didn't hate Pan Ying very much, because now I know that behind her is a huge family that is difficult to disobey orders, and no one in this family is involuntarily, they are just puppets pushed by the gears of the family business, and even Xiaohui, an outsider, has become the object of family use.
"I don't know if you've survived the crisis in reality now, but I hope you're okay, you still look very good as a strong woman. Somehow, I burst into tears, and the blur in front of me was like a wave of water.