I've been through so much that my heart feels like I'm dead.

Unable to withstand any twists and turns and blows, Summer tightly curled herself up in a ball. Obviously, the air in the car is very open, and it seems to be warm enough to warm everything, but it can't warm her heart.

"Tian Tian, how is the relationship between you and Mr. Zhou? You must not be as arrogant and willful as before, Mr. Zhou is so good to us, you must know how to cherish it. ”

The car drove for a while, and Xia Yan began to tell her again.

Summer turned her head impatiently, probably having decided to leave, so she didn't want to hear anything about him anymore.

She didn't answer, but turned abruptly and saw a large truck not far away driving in their direction. Summer didn't think much about it, but suddenly saw the truck suddenly start to accelerate and change lanes, and Summer had a flash of inspiration in her mind.

"Master be careful......"

Summer suddenly rushed towards her mother and held Xia Yu's head tightly in her arms. Bending down and crawling down, almost in the next second, the car in which the two people were riding collided with the big truck opposite!

Bang, very sharp sound.

The moment Xia Yu reacted to what was going on, he immediately raised his hand to hug Summer. Turning over and holding her in his arms, he used his entire back to block the strong impact, and the shattered glass brushed his face.

The car was knocked over and then pushed against the truck, rubbing all the way on the ground.

There was a bang, and the truck pushed the cart and hit the railing. Summer's car was stuck in the middle by the big truck and the railing, and Summer was tightly held in Xia Yu's arms, she hugged her, and circled her with her body to make a safe distance.

Summer was dizzy from the heavy impact on her brain, and her chest was very painful and depressed. I gasped for a long time, and I felt something warm in the summer, dripping on my face.

She opened her eyes slightly and reached out to touch Xia Yu's face.

Everywhere his hands touched, blood was everywhere, and bright red and warm blood flowed all over the ground!

"Mom......" Summer gasped, but didn't answer.

"Mom!" Summer screamed again in a trembling voice: "Mom, wake up, don't scare me...... Mom......"

Xia Yu closed her eyes tightly and did not react, only warm blood flowed all the way to Summer. It had been soaking through her clothes, and she could feel Xia Yu's body temperature drop little by little.

"Mom, I beg you not to scare me, wake up......" Summer shook her body with all her might, "Mom, you don't want to die, you can't leave me, I only have you...... I beg you to ......"

She fumbled to push Xia Yi away, struggling to get up and trying to find her phone.

Only then did I realize that one of my legs was stuck in the car door, and it was stuck very tightly. Barely able to move, she fumbled and pulled out the phone that was stuck in the gap as she felt no pain.

"Mom, I'll call...... Soon someone will come to your rescue, you hold on...... You have to persevere!"

Ignoring the feeling of dizziness in the brain, Summer dialed 120 out.

She didn't know how long she had been waiting, and the car was full of blood. There were many people around who stopped to watch and take pictures, and some people called the police and called an ambulance.

She stubbornly kept herself from falling asleep until she heard the sound of an ambulance ringing in her ears. She was short of breath, rolled her eyelids, and fainted.

It's too cold in winter, and I don't know if I've been left out in summer. It was so cold, it was like someone had been buried in the snow, and it was terrible! She wanted to open her eyes, she wanted to open her mouth to speak, but she couldn't.

As soon as she opened her mouth, a raging river poured into her mouth, choking her so much that she couldn't breathe.

Summer seemed to be stuck in a never-ending nightmare, and the things she feared most about happening came out of her nightmare over and over again. The warehouse where An Hyun died also appeared in the dream, and he was burned all over his body, but he gritted his teeth and didn't let himself make a sound.

She hugged An Xuan's corpse and called him over and over again, wanting him to stay awake and not fall asleep......

But it was all in vain, and he still fell asleep a little bit. Then the corpse gradually became cold in her arms, as if something important had been pulled out of the body, and the flesh and bone were separated!

The heart-rending pain made her feel even colder!

Mom......

As long as you get out of here, you can live a happy life. As long as you leave here, you will no longer have to be involved in all these disputes, and you will no longer have to live in fear.

She thought she had escaped, standing in that paradise of her imagination. There are mountains and rivers, the sun is shining, even the air is sweet, and there are insects in memory, and there is no more strife.

But there was no one around, only she stood alone. It was as if something had been tearing at her, making it impossible for her to get out of there.

Summer struggled desperately to get out of there.

She just wants to leave with her family and live a happy life, what's the point of being alone?

She must find her mother and take her with her!

I woke up in the wee hours of the morning, which was the coldest time.

When you open your eyes in summer, the first thing you see is a dazzling light overhead. Then there was the white curtain next to it, and she turned her head, and her right hand was dripping, and one of her legs was also wrapped in gauze, hanging in the air.

She didn't feel cold, she just felt that her heart hurt too much.

"Mom......" remembered what happened before she fell unconscious, and Summer struggled to sit up and pulled her legs out of the gauze hanging from the edge of the bed. In fact, she was weak, but she still turned over and fell out of bed hard.

Then she struggled to crawl towards the door, where she was in a VIP single room. Summer crawled to the door and opened the door, and there were two bodyguards outside, who were all dozing off because it was late at night.

Suddenly, she saw herself crawl over and open the door, and her eyes widened in surprise.

One of the bodyguards exclaimed: "Miss Xia, you ......"

"Where's my mom?" asked them Summer, gasping for breath.

The bodyguard tried to come forward and hug her, but he stretched out his hand and retracted his hand again, "Your mother is recuperating in the next ward, don't be excited, she is doing well." You have a good rest first, and when the boss comes, she will definitely take you to see her!"

Hearing the existence of this person she never wanted to hear in her life again, and hearing that her mother was okay, she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. I don't know why my heart hurts so much in the summer. Like pins and needles, her tears fell out almost instantly, and she grabbed her clothes tightly.

Her chest seemed to be stuffed with stones, it hurt so much that she could barely breathe, her chest suffocated, she took a deep breath, and began to tremble.

She gasped: "I'm going to see my mother, now, take me to see my mother immediately!"

Seeing this, another bodyguard immediately turned around and called Zhou Ziliang to report the situation.

"Boss, Miss Xia is awake, but the situation doesn't seem to be very good. ”

Zhou Ziliang only explained one sentence, then immediately hung up the phone and rushed to the hospital as fast as possible.

The bodyguard obeyed Zhou Ziliang's order and began to negotiate with her: "Miss Xia, we called the doctor over, you first ask the doctor to give you an examination, and after the examination, we will immediately take you to the ward where the old lady is!"

"I don't want it!" Summer roared and refused, "I beg you, can you take me to my mother, I beg you......"

She was helpless and didn't know what to do.

She was too humble and too small, and in front of these giants, she was as small as an ant. There was no way to resist, no way to struggle, so she gave up struggling, she kept begging them, and kept lowering her bottom line.

What else is going on?

She just wants to leave here with her mother and live the simplest life.

Why is it so simple, so humble, and so hard, and how much of a hurtful thing has she done?

Is it that she did something wrong in her last life, made a big, big mistake. So God wants to punish her like this in this life, so that she can't survive or die. What she cherishes, what she wants, God will take away!

When Zhou Ziliang arrived, the medical staff had already forcibly brought Xia back to the ward.

She was given a full body check-up, and Summer stared at the ceiling with a blank look. There was no reaction, as if he had given up any resistance, struggling.

Zhou Ziliang only felt his throat tight: "Summer!"

"Zhou Ziliang ......" Xia moved weakly, as if she knew that all resistance was useless, so she no longer resisted, just trembling and begging him: "I just want to see my mother, I beg you, can you let me go and see her?"

Zhou Ziliang said in a deep voice: "It's not that I won't take you there, it's because ...... My aunt was too badly injured and is still in the intensive care unit. You are a patient yourself now, and it is inconvenient to take you there. ”

Summer is starting to get emotional.

She raised her hand and grabbed Zhou Ziliang's sleeve, begging him pitifully.

"I beg you, I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I just want to see my mother now, I beg you, Zhou Zi forgive me...... I must see her at this time, or I will not survive...... I beg you!"

She bit her lip fiercely, tears rolled out of her eyes, her whole body trembled like a sieve, and she didn't make any sound again.

Zhou Ziliang was still soft-hearted after all, and after asking the doctor's opinion, he looked at Xia again.

He said, "I will take you to see your mother, but you have to promise me that you must not be excited, you must not resist, you must not tear your own wounds. ”

Summer nods like pounded garlic.

Zhou Ziliang lifted the quilt and picked her up from the bed.

Just the moment he picked her up, his brow furrowed tightly. Summer was trembling in his arms, as if he was in fear, and he couldn't stop shaking.

She pursed her lips tightly to keep herself from making a sound. Endured until his lips turned purple, he frowned, feeling that this scene looked very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

Later, I remembered that one time at the audition of director Ang Lee, he had seen her live performance, and she played a person who lost his lover. At that time, she was so sad, he only watched the play, and never thought about whether there was any other process behind such pain.