Chapter 1461: Mourning is greater than dying
"Uh......h Go away, woo ......" Meng Yuling cried again.
"Think about your parents, think about your sisters and friends, there are many, many people who care about you, don't do stupid things. Chu Tianqi looked ahead, but his feet moved.
"Stop. Meng Yuling pointed at the other party, "Stay away from me, I don't care about you, the farther away the better, you don't have to worry about my affairs." ”
Chu Tianqi stopped: "Yuling, how can you do this? I am for your good, please believe me." ”
"As I said, I am not rare, I am not rare in your goodness, please don't follow me, don't interfere with my freedom. Speaking of this, Meng Yuling raised her right leg and put it on the railing, "Can you go? ”
"Good, good. Chu Tianqi raised his hands, palms facing outward, a gesture of surrender, but he was thinking of ideas in his heart.
"Heroes, saving heroes, there. A shout behind him was followed by the sound of rapid running.
Chu Tianqi looked back, and saw two people, one fat and one thin, wearing overalls, half-sleeves and shorts, running briskly.
The thin overalls man spoke: "The hero has turned back, the hero and so on." ”
The fat man in overalls also shouted: "Hero, we are reporters, we want to interview you, and we want to tell more people about your heroic deeds." As he spoke, he held up his camera.
Chu Tianqi shouted: "Don't come here, I don't need an interview." At the same time, he carried it to the two of them.
When he turned his head, he realized that Meng Yuling was no longer where she was just now, and was running quickly along the riverside path.
"Wait, Yuling wait. Chu Tianqi shouted and chased after him quickly.
"Stop. Meng Yuling turned her head and walked backwards, "Let me go, please." Do you have to force me to die again?"
Why did I force you? I want to save you and help you. Chu Tianqi was speechless, so he changed his way of speaking again, "Can you do it alone, what can I do to help you?"
"Please, don't say it, I don't want to hear your voice, I don't want to see you, I really don't want to. Meng Yuling shook her head and cried, still going backwards.
"Hero, just give us a chance, and give yourself a chance. The skinny reporter suddenly appeared in front of him.
Originally, it was hard to chase Meng Yuling, but now that someone is making trouble, Chu Tianqi can't help but get angry: "I don't need an interview, go away." ”
"Hero, we know you must be tired and want to rest. Just a few minutes, ten minutes, okay?" the thin reporter was very sincere.
"Can't understand Chinese? I said, I don't need to. Chu Tianqi shook his hand again and again.
"Hero, what did you think when you saved people?" the fat reporter also rushed over, "Were you scared at the time? Have you ever encountered something similar before?"
Seeing the fat and thin two people striking left and right, Chu Tianqi clasped his hands together: "Please, let me go, okay?"
"Hero, what do you do? Do you need to send a copy of the report directly to the unit?" said the fat reporter, already handing over an interview microphone.
It's a mess, and that's not all. What should I do? Chu Tianqi suddenly had an idea, and sighed: "I really can't do anything about you. Okay, in this way, I'm really tired now, and my thoughts are a little messy, I'll sort it out first, and you go over there to interview the two rescuers on the shore first. ”
"Two more?" the fat reporter wondered.
The skinny reporter scolded his partner, "Oh, you didn't hear about it just now?" and then added, "What you said is true? Are they there?"
"Yes, I made an appointment with them just now, and I'll go to them in a while, and I'll ask for advice on how to rescue the drowning victim after he goes ashore. Chu Tianqi pointed again, "Look, it's the two of them." ”
The thin reporter looked in the direction of Chu Tianqi's finger: "Oh, you mean the two standing by the railing?"
"Yes, yes, that is, they look like the two old cadres. Chu Tianqi said matter-of-factly, "Oh, why did they go over there, are they leaving?"
"Oh, not really. The fat reporter pulled the thin man, "Then let's go over there first?"
The thin man hesitated for a moment, and said to Chu Tianqi, "Hero, you have to wait for us." ”
"Wait, wait, I can't even walk now, I'm sure I'll have to wait. As he spoke, Chu Tianqi gasped a few times.
"Well, it's a deal. The fat reporter said, pulling up the thin man and running towards the two.
Seeing the two of them turn around, Chu Tianqi also quickly turned around, as far as his eyes could see, how could there be Meng Yuling's shadow?
Where did the person go? Chu Tianqi looked around, and he couldn't see the sad person at all.
Glancing back, seeing that the fat and thin two had gone farther and farther, Chu Tianqi stepped up and ran quickly, turning his eyes around as he ran.
Running and running, they came from the river to the square, where there were many people and girls, but there was no shadow of the lonely one.
"Heroes, heroes. Suddenly, a voice came from afar.
, here we go again. Chu Tianqi scolded secretly, ran a few steps to the left, and got into the grove next to him.
Although the trees in the grove are sparse, the foliage is relatively dense and at night. Therefore, the inside can see the outside, but the outside cannot see the inside.
"Hero, where did the hero go?" a figure appeared outside the woods, it was the skinny reporter.
The fat reporter also went outside the woods: "He must have been hiding, he lied to us just now just to run away." ”
"Where are you hiding?" the thin reporter turned his head to look around, and then pointed with his hand, "It must be there, he has a wound on his foot, how can he not bandage it?"
"Let's go, go to the clinic. The fat reporter pulled the thin reporter, "Slow down, wait for me, don't run like that." ”
One fat and one thin left, and soon there was no sound.
Chu Tianqi, who was hiding in the woods, let out a long sigh, he knew that it was temporarily stopped, and the fat man and the thin man were bound to look for it again. He also knew that Meng Yuling didn't dive again, otherwise it would be impossible for no one to see it, and it would be impossible for no one to shout, she must have left here or hidden.
The soles of his feet felt a heart-piercing pain, and Chu Tianqi couldn't help but take a breath and turned his head to look around. Seeing a stone in front of him on the right, he walked over with his feet and sat down on the stone.
Chu Tianqi bent down, raised his right leg, and gently took off his shoes with his hands. A sharp stinging pain came, and he couldn't help but take another deep breath and pause for a moment. After a little slowdown, he put his right hand into the shoe, grabbed the edge of the insole, and removed the shoe little by little with his left hand. The right foot came out of the shoe and came out with the insole.
Lifting his right foot, he lifted the edge of the insole, and by the light of the fire that came through the cracks in the trees, Chu Tianqi observed his injured foot. He found that his right foot was covered in black and red blood, and that the sock on the sole of his foot was the size of an egg attached to the insole. In the current situation, the most correct way is to go to the nearest clinic to ask the doctor for help, use medical forceps, tweezers, scissors, and alcohol to separate the insoles and socks from the wound, and then apply some hemostatic drugs, and bandage them appropriately and simply. But listening to the words of the fat and thin two, they are likely to wait there for the rabbit, and if they come to the door, won't they fall into the net? Even if they look elsewhere, they will not be discovered by the two people, and they will inevitably have to dodge, which is even more detrimental to the wound.
The reason why Chu Tianqi avoided reporters and was unwilling to publicize it was only a secondary reason. What's more, with his own identity, with his relationship with Meng Yuling, and with his own festival with Zhang's father and son, once this matter is publicized, I don't know what kind of incident will happen?
Since it's inconvenient to go to the clinic, let's deal with it yourself. Thinking like this, Chu Tianqi touched the pocket of his pants, then opened the zipper of the second layer of the pocket and took out a small plastic bag from inside. Open the plastic bag, take out a small paper bag, and then gently open the small paper bag, and there is a small pinch of brown green powder on the paper piece. These powders were his father's homemade medicine for injuries, and Chu Tianqi had always carried some with him in case of emergency.
Fold the piece of paper out of the small groove with both hands, lift the right foot with the left hand and lift the edge of the adhesion part, and slowly pour the powder into the edge with the right hand. Then gently press on the edge of the right hand to let the powder get into the sock as much as possible, and after a short while, put the shoe back on. When I took off my left shoe, I saw that there was also an injury, but the injury was smaller, and Chu Tianqi concocted it in the same way and completed the process of applying medicine.
Sitting on the stone, Meng Yuling's helpless eyes and resolute expression appeared in Chu Tianqi's mind again.
Since the breakup, Chu Tianqi has seen Meng Yuling's embarrassed appearance three times, and each time she has bruised cheeks and scars. After all, those two times were just to see his misery, struggle, and remorse, but this time I witnessed her suicide and despair by jumping into the water. She didn't have the courage to live, which shows how difficult it is for her to live, and she is really worse than dead. In the process of jumping into the river just now, I didn't hear her cry for help, which shows that she has already held the belief that she will die, and this belief has even suppressed the instinct to survive.
Chu Tianqi understood that Meng Yuling was unwilling to let herself help just now, because she didn't want to affect herself, and it was also a kind of deep remorse on her part. Even if she didn't jump into the Yanyun River again just now, the bigger component was "pitying" herself, not wanting to hurt herself because of her actions. I don't know when, she will go to the point of no return. Thinking of this, Chu Tianqi couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, and felt that the corners of his eyes were a little moist.
Raising his head, Chu Tianqi sighed in his heart: What a kind woman, how could she be such a life? Why didn't you let me help? As soon as the question came out, Chu Tianqi couldn't help but be at a loss, what could he help her? What she needed most now, he knew it, but could he give it himself? Can't give it, can't give it at all.
Sighing, Chu Tianqi thought of her various expressions just now. He remembered that when Meng Yuling was lying on his shoulder, her face was very quiet, the kind of tranquility that was relieved by death. He still remembered that the moment she saw herself, there was a brief moment of joy, followed by the blandness, leaving all the blandness behind. He remembered her resolute tone and expression when she left him. He knew that he had lost hope in life, and her heart was dead, and her grief was greater than her heart's death.